#how i didn’t notice i have no idea
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Something happened to one of my toes and I was apparently bleeding in one of my fave pairs of heels all day. And they’re now ruined. On account of all the blood.
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yeah, my life can just get so tough😔 (constantly in the mood to flirt but too shy and easily embarrassed to flirt with anyone)
#😔😔😔#wlw#wlw mood#sapphic#sapphism#lesbian#and also-#me when people flirt with me -> 🪨#hiding under a rock because im embarrassed and have no idea how to respond😔#but!!!#i just!!!#LOVE flirting so much it’s so fun#im just SO bad at it with strangers#wish i wasnt boring and that i could message people and flirt with them and get them to fall in love with me😤#@ everyone who has ever seriously flirted with me sorry my response was probably Like That#or if i just didn’t notice i still am used to assuming all positive attention is a joke sorry😅#im gay and i like sleeping#also also our cat is like draped over my leg SO awkwardly rn#not relevant but wanted to share#because she CANNOT be comfortable like that#and also I’M not comfortable with her like that#and yet#here we are
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love seeing your takes on mouthwashing and how sane they are. everything's so black or white. I like how you acknowledge curlys abuse under jimmy (which I honestly didn't quite notice when I first watched a playthrough. should rewatch w this in mind) and how that very much doesn't "forgive" his inaction towards Anya and Her abuse under jimmy. I think what happens to him despite all his issues (bc he clearly wasn't OK 😊✌🏼) is very much karmic. I really did hurt huh
I hate the take that what happened to him is karmic as becoming disabled and being tortured is like not in any way an equal consequence for not taking more action against Jimmy. It is a consequence as is the whole game for everyone but it’s one that is very much established as being undeserved and extreme as everyone else’s but Jimmy’s fate.
Thank you for liking my takes but I also try to point out that this exact sort of framing of the events and what happened to Curly is bad especially if you are gonna factor in his own abuse into the equation of his inaction/ineffective acts. It’s like “saying yeah he deserved the abuse he was already going through to escalate because he didn’t do enough” which is like not a message the game tries to deliver at all. It’s like the game shows that abusers escalate
Karma and punishment are not concepts that I think should be directly tied to Curly’s fate especially since during the game and even in discussion he takes on too many consequences of someone else’s actions. Like this framing is the direct thing I describe taking the discussion away from Jimmy, P.E and the factors that created the environment in the first place.
#Maybe I’m just a bleeding heart for fictional characters that suffer but the fandom has a weird attachment to retribution#as if retribution is not a damning desire in the game like the game is about what happens when you#lack the capability to try and do better or go back on it and that is about all of them but mainly Jimmy and how it intensifies#the suffering of those around him like not saying Curly is excused but the think pieces about Curly make on whether he deserved it make it#sound like he was some empty headed dolt that didn’t know women faced oppression or had any issues of his own#and that he needed to be humbled to understand as if his toxic relationship with Jimmy is not an aspect in the forefront and his apathy in#life like becoming disabled isn’t karma yes his condition parallel Anya’s feeling but it’s also reveals all the way Jimmy was already#treating him poorly and how it got worse now that he had more power over him like again he harasses Anya still but noticed he takes out most#of his frustration on Curly now like idk what more I can say#I hate the idea someone deserves to be disabled and go through such a brutal experience comments like that are weird#like this is not an argument of Curly suffered too with Anya it is they are both suffering at all points with Jimmy#and it is not at all helpful to any conversation to try to scale and compare both their experiences against each other#but rather how they both reacted to Jimmy and how it affected how they handled/viewed everything pre and post crash#like I hope this hurts is likely a comment on the whole system that allowed it all to happen not specifically about any character or what#they did like it never did not hurt that’s the point none of the choices made felt good for anyone like sorry this is not about you anon#just the general sentiment of post crash curly and deserving cause by the logic people use then Swansea deserved to watch Daisuke suffer and#have to kill him because he didn’t kill Jimmy or support Anya better like it’s crazy to me#like yes represents him not being able to do more anymore but it is again pointed out to be unfair because of what resources they had#like he suffers due to P.Es restriction even when it comes to his care because they under supply them despite how long and dangerous#and isolating and short staffed their jobs are.#got a little heated sorry anon I just think the idea someone needs to suffer for what Jimmy did outside of Jimmy makes me mad#mainly because it’s never like realistic or just or acknowledges the facets of abuse#mouthwashing#ask#anon#mouthwashing game#curly mouthwashing
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can yall tell I struggled to fit everything in one canvas
@piquuroblox hi
notes/everything I couldn’t fit in the canvas⬇️
-She’s very aggressive/animal like. I think her running animation would have her be on all fours🔥🔥 (I was gonna try to draw that but too harddd)
-something messed up one of her eyes that’s why she’s got bad eyesight. If the faces in dw were animated her messed up eye would probably twitch a lot from irritation (I got the idea from Flutter’s old twisted design. If u don’t know what it looks like it’s on the DW wiki)
-she’s likee a little bit slower than twisted glisten (yeah she’s that fast she’s been sleeping for a while now she’s saved up a lotta energy)
-when Dolly’s hostile mode is triggered a jingle noise will be heard from her (the bell on her bow. I could’ve added that to the canvas but I forgot and I’m too lazy to change it now)
-the plushie.. nap spot thing isn’t as big as like rnd circle but it can take up a narrow hallway
TWISTED DESC (aka the thing u get for getting 50% research) “Taking this Twisted’s precious nap time for granted will be regretful. Though seemingly harmless at first, messing with her cherished plushie collection and awakening her would not be advised; due to this Twisted’s incredible running speed, it would be best to leave her alone. Be cautious of your noise when trespassing through her area!”
concept arttt only two but whatever ignore the second one please I don’t know what happened to her eyes😭😭
#dandy’s world#dandys world#y’all don’t know how insane I went making this#worked on it for like 2 days straight all day#I’m very slow shhh#OH MY GOD I FORGOT HER EARS IN THR SKETCHES#it’s fine… hrhfh it’s so fine I’m so normal guys#IGNORE IT#scratching into my walls STOP FGORGETTING THE EARS#me when I spent hrs on a drawing and there’s still noticeable mistakes#I gotta distract myself from the EARS INSCIDENT#FUN FACT dolly’s nap spot used to have rare items in it to lure u into it#Cuz yk she has a habit of collecting stuff I thought I could incorporate that#But I thought thatd be too much so instead of items her nap spot has a bunch of different plushies#To highlight her plushie obsession(the nap spot used to ONLY be pillows)#I didn’t draw the nap spot with items idea it was all in my head lol#dandy’s world oc#dandy’s world twisted#I thought about this too much huh
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I don’t,,, know
It seemed funny to me at some point in the night so I drew it
#1. no. I did not think things through. I have only vague ideas of how everyone is related#2. this isn’t really an au but I loved luffy and ace s faces so I’m posting it#3. if you’ve noticed that some hands have fingers and some are just blobs. pretend you didn’t#I can’t draw hands and most of the time the hand-shaped blobs look ok#some just don’t work tho so I did my best drawing actual fingers#one piece#monkey d. luffy#portgas d. ace#opfanart#hoodie rambles#my art
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the whole diamond heist scene with the lasers in gl2 is genuinely the funniest thing i have ever seen in my entire life. vinny so reassuringly saying “throw me” and ranboo and sneeg not even arguing with him just flat out agreeing to lob him across the room. the different shots of them swinging him back and forth to get momentum. the fucking puppet flying through the air. sneeg and ranboo staring off into the distance to watch him soar, the instant cut to them holding each other screaming. vinny hitting the fucking roof???? the elation. the anvil falling sound effect. the looney tunes stare as it falls from the sky. vinny’s final words. the fucking anvil crushing his head in (and the shock that came watching it live and not being able to pause or rewind and see the cut). ranboo making the world’s worst pun. sneeg’s indignant “i’m not throwing you!’. everyone moving on as if it didn’t happen. truly the funniest scene in all written history. i will never recover.
#i think there’s an element to watching it live that really elevated the comedy and the shock#bc it was a complete tonal shift too like all of a sudden it goes from serious problem solving to flying puppets#this like borderline unreality which is so different from the last scene#makes the comedy and change in tone so unexpected and that much funnier#and having no idea an anvil was going to crush vinny and just having it come out of nowhere#and he DIES and the cut is so quick that i didn’t notice it live obviously and so the shock factor is definitely there#i thought we were getting midsommar 2.0 on the ranboolive channel#and then everyone just fucking moving on like it didn’t happen so you barely have time to recover#so much happened in the span of about one minute i had no idea how to react#by far the hardest i’ve laughed i think in all of gen loss so far#fucking genius brilliant fantastic comedy script writing editing production EVERYTHING MWAH#i love this silly little show so much#generation loss#genloss#generation loss spoilers#genloss spoilers#ranboo#tilda rambling
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I was making great time to go to Arlington but no, police or whoever decided it’s a great time now to remove some rusty cars that were on the side of the road and block BOTH ways on the road that takes you to San Antonio. I……..am not too happy about this.
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Ugh ok I see at least one more car next to this black truck so hopefully another 20 minutes and they’ll clear the road. 😩😩😤😤
#junk#aurgh I’ve been here for like 40 minutes and I have no idea how many cars they have left#surely there’s a better way to do this than to fucking block both sides of the road with traffic piling up????#like who was in charge of the logistics for this#didn’t notice that at least the lyrics of the song playing in the video at least fit lol#ANYWAY 🔪🔪🔪🔪
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people begging me to do something to make a certain someone happy aren’t taking into account that i hate this person and i will revel in the knowledge that i kept them from getting the most perfect version of what they wanted. in fact i hope they mourn the loss of this for the rest of their life and die unhappy about it
#i wish i could do worse. i wish i could go through and ruin everything i ended up giving them (all against my wishes) and i wish#i could ruin everything they love because god do i hate them and i will laugh when they finally fucking die#i have no idea why everyone glosses over all the shit this person has done to us and all the pain they’ve caused and i can’t fathom why#everyone wants to make them happy and why they’re willing to beg and bribe for me (and one other person who also hates them) to#give in but it is amusing and i hope they all fucking cry about it like oh nooo did poor [REDACTED] not get something they will never#get another chance to have ? oh well that sucks so bad for them i’m oh so sorry i caused that i can’t believe i managed to ruin their#chances for this how awful that this person i hate who has done and gotten away with so many horrible things didn’t get their perfect#little fantasy how sad we should all comfort them and call me a bitch who has no respect for anyone#god sometimes i wish i gave into violence more in the past bc i wish i got to fucking beat their ass up back when it would be self-defense#unforch i will never get to now. SAD!#i suppose i have murder fantasies and the thought of being able to ruin their funeral to soothe my soul#and the knowledge that i could make them fucking hurt by refusing to cooperate w them#and ough every time an opportunity presents itself for me to fucking take back what they took from me arises i have to fight myself#on it bc everyone will know it was me. i don’t even want what they have i just want them to know they will never get it back and#god it would upset them so much but they never should have had it in the first place ough if i get the chance before i ditch everyone here#for good i’d want to take it and stick around just long enough to hear how much they’ll cry about it before i fuck off#unforch i would need to know where all of their copies of things are but fuck i hate knowing they’ve taken so much from me bc i didn’t#get a fucking choice and they think they have to right to keep it all bc oh it makes them so happy they love having it they’re so fucking#afraid of losing it but it’d be so easy and i doubt they’d even notice for a while and i genuinely could disguise it as a mistake something#got misplaced some files corrupted etc etc but whatever this is fantasy a sweet little daydream of mine my second fantasy involving#them has smth to do with setting their house on fire and my third fantasy is desecrating their grave when the time comes#okay i’m done w this lalalalalala *skips off into the distance* i think revenge is not productive but god is it delicious to think about
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God I have so many thoughts about suzume,,
#I thought it was maybe like an 8/10 coming out of the theatre#bumped to a 9/10 on like analysis of themes and stuff and just generally appreciating the fact that they didn’t focus much on the romance#but oh my god??? my Japanese teacher gave some context on the themes and it just hits so much harder now#some post I saw said that this film is so intrinsically Japanese in the idea of living on a hostile land and yeah I truly did not realize it#my teacher showed us the image from the tohoku tsunami with the huge boat on top of the building#and the parallel frame from the movie’s afterlife area and god#it’s such a powerful and sad image to look at with how surreal it is and I would not have noticed it unless it was pointed out to me and I w#I wish I did have this context going into the movie because that would’ve made it hit so much harder#the way they emphasize ‘ittekimasu’ when leaving home and how this directly translates to ‘going and coming#with the intrinsic sort of meaning that they will return and yet the land is dangerous and hostile and sometimes doesn’t let you return!!!!#and the way the chant to close the doors ends with ‘I return them to you’ as a nod to these people who left and wished to return and never#could return in the end because of the danger and natural disaster….#and this on top of the sort of idea of how kindness and human compassion is what carries one through trauma and grief#god it’s such a good movie
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My first ever NaruSasu fic “Private Lessons” just got 20 000 views! 🥳 I made this fanart to celebrate it 🎉
I know I don’t have many of my “fans” here, but if you have read it, and you see it, BIG THANK YOU! 💗
#now I see that I draw both of them completly different#and Sasuke looks like he’s half Naruto’s age#I have no idea how I didn’t notice it earlier#oh welp#sns#narusasu#sasunaru#naruto#Sasuke#my art
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If drugs is touring near you definitely go because the openers rip. I mean the main band is amazing but the openers really seal the deal
i’d have to drive half way through NY to get there but tbh i’ve driven to Boston for shows (and will be for The Killers soon >:3) so i might actually be able to swing that jfc. also the tickets are so cheap?????~🎃
#fuck i might just do that#might be nice too bc i haven’t been to Syracuse in forever#actually#not since the NY State fair that gave me a heat stroke at seven lmfao#how my parents didn’t notice that was happening i have no idea#but yeah yk#that’d be pretty cool#frnkiebby#anon#d.r.u.g.s.
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i think i might wait until the new mh dolls at smyths go live n then buy all three cause i feel bad still :(
#i thought id feel better when i woke up but. i did not#im jst rlly going thru it right now#im having a lot of revelations i suppose#n im like. im realising things i didn’t want to be true but they are#and it’s all kind of hitting me rlly fucking hard#n im frightened and confused and i have so much to work out#i just. realising ive been trapped and controlled on purpose essentially my whole life#and having a breakdown at 16 was a result of all of that#and i have no idea how to exist without these people who’ve kept me#and having to now play a very careful game of planning and building up#without any of them noticing that anything is amiss#im just lucky i have my dad. cause he gets it and he’s trying so hard to help me break this cycle and be free#im so grateful for my dad. i honestly don’t think id still be here if i didn’t have him#like i don’t really have any friends. i don’t have anyone but my dad#and i don’t really know how to make friends. but i want to#because at the end of the day. as hard as it is to realise and admit#i don’t deserve to have been isolated. i don’t deserve to be alone and have no one#i deserve to be free and happy and everything that comes with that#plum.txt
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I’m kind of amazed that babygirl Romani post circulated as much as it did bc jfc i sure did pick the lowest quality version to edit
#it’s a special skill of mine#I have 0 idea how I didn’t notice that until i posted it#but glad others like it??#maybe it adds to it idk#still objectively correct convo tho#my post
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of course i brought him to my college dorm room who do you think i am
#i didn’t know how to hold him to take a picture so i just started death gripping him lol#love how his figure is holding a chalice wth implied alcohol in it#like yeah bud you’ve got the right idea#honestly forgot he was here until teddy ruxpin started invading my brain again#i have shelving with a bunch of knickknacks and shit and i don’t often take the time to actually notice what’s there#because 90% of the time i am exhausted#teddy ruxpin#tweeg
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been looking forward to this virtual seder for weeks and now i’m in postdrome and absolutely exhausted and it starts in 35 minutes but i want to go to sleep :(
#it’s 5:55 PM#my partner was going to participate but she ALSO has a migraine and feels like shit#so she’s tapped out#(she’s putting together the plate though because she is a literal saint)#(i didn’t even ask her to she’s just doing it#*)#i have no idea how long it’s going to be#hopefully there’s enough people that if i need to drop off it won’t be noticed#my posts#jumblr#migraine blogging
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I officially completely unplugged myself as much as I can 🙃🙃🙃 I’m way too reliant on my phone and waiting for people to talk to me is super unhealthy and has made me very anxious. I literally turned off ever single possible notification and will purposefully not be responding to messages because I just need time a space to figure out how to navigate myself without validation from others.
#plz no sexyleon#life update basically#I’ll still be using tumblr and stuff and I’ll probably reply to things on here#but I likely wont be responding to direct messages#I just???? I’m too clingy and needy and I feel reliant on the people I talk to for any sort of social interaction to be happy#I gotta figure it out because my mental health is in the shit and I can’t be reliant on others for stability#and I didn’t even really notice that’s what was happening until all my friends were busy on the same day and I really just needed someone#anywyas sorry this is complicated I just needed to vent in the void#also for my mutuals who I talk to all the time this is why I’m afk and I’m sorry I love you very much I just have to figure it out#why am I insane and hoping people try to reach out to me anyways??? just to say they are here if I need anything?? like I do to them????#idk this is why I gotta stop#im the loneliest bitch in the world but I really can’t be anymore I gotta be alone in this bitch but not lonely#or I need to make friends with my loneliness and we can tackle the world together#otherwise im not going to survive#my anxiety is out of the roof and I constantly feel like I’m having heart palpitations#I literally think I’m going to die sometimes#I used to say I’d prefer the anxiety over the depression because I know how to navigate anxiety#well guess what my anxiety evolved like some sort of mega Pokémon and now it’s kicking my ass and I don’t have any idea how to defeat it#sorry for venting
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