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EVERYONE LOOK AT MY BABY!!!!!!

#so small😭❤️❤️❤️#sorry can’t post about anything else im too busy staring at this baby every day tbh#ignore the bad quality dirt and pot they were the only thing i had on hand🫠#didn’t expect to be a grandmother smh#it’s getting replaced soon though!#the roots are surprisingly doing fine in it too for now so👍
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exciting news one of my succulents leaves fell off and started sprouting before i noticed it so i guess i’m a grandmother now
#if any of you are into 24 year old grandmothers hmu ig#my new grandchild is VERY small and cute#also desperately in need of an actual pot for them but like so is my original plant soooo#it’s on the to do list#i am not a plant person btw they stress me out too much#i just keep somehow attaining them😪#i do love my daughter and new grandchild though shout out to them😤🥰
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had a dream i took my medicine and almost didn’t take it when i actually woke up absolutely foul of my brain
#i was in a Creek™️ yesterday so i woke up a little later#which honestly saved me because i could tell pretty quick i hadn’t actually taken my heart meds lol#plus i could double check my pill case so everything was okay👌#i am offended at my brain’s audacity though like wtf#almost believed that smh
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i HATE shirts why do i always have to wear a shirt
#hello 4am friends im sleepy#and in the mood to HATE shirts#okay i don’t actually hate them im just HOT rn#let me be topless forever thanks actually
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flirting is so fun i wish i could do it
#this ones for all my fellow homies who can’t flirt to save their lives😪#wlw#wlw mood#sapphic#sapphism#lesbian#i dont think ive ever actually flirted with someone tbh like i can only play flirt im sorry😣#and other people flirting with me makes me too nervous so i usually just reflexively brush past it🥲#awful horrible why am i like this#me when it’s just joking: 😎😘❤️#me when the flirting gets Real™️: 🏃♀️💨#tragic tbh#im gay and i like sleeping
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this is probably such a niche complaint but i REALLY like rhythm games and now it’s a problem because my Bone Affliction™️ recently decided it also wanted to manifest via constant hand and finger twitching and now i always twitch and mistap all the time and ruin my scores and it’s honestly SO devastating
#i was already struggling because my fingers do Not like a lot of movement like that#and now im TWITCHING too?? disrespectful tbh😤#im just trying to have fun with all my little music games this is SO rude#also i decided i am NOT cut out for all this twitching and spasming#watching my hands move while i try to hold them still makes me feel so sick like it feels gross to me😭#it won’t stop me from playing all my little games btw it’s just very annoying lol#also unpleasant but we’ll adjust😤👍 or fix it hopefully but more likely just adjust lol
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want to SLEEP but miss kitty has her HEAD resting on my LEG so i can’t MOVE
#she is SO cute right now😭❤️❤️#and comfortable#but im NOT comfortable#once again being cursed to stay awake by miss kitty#story of my life at this point tbh😪#i could probably move but she’s definitely not going to move from the spot she’s in (exact middle of my bed)#which means even if i get free id still have to move her☹️#and i don’t want tooooo she’s being so cute😭😭
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I would be SOOO good at giggling and kicking my feet while thinking about you btw if anyone wants to come occupy my mind rent free
#wlw#wlw mood#sapphic#sapphism#lesbian#im already laying on my stomach and kicking my feet tbh#like we’re already half way there😤😤#leasing out space in my thoughts for the low low price of just let me love you SO much#in a mood today😮💨❤️#im gay and i like sleeping
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What if I wanna be holding you all day while you sleep? Would it turn into a soft play fight with lots of kisses and giggles that ends with us comfy in bed and covered in lipstick marks falling asleep in each others arms anyway or would it…. sorry I blacked out for a minute, what was I saying
AHHHHHHHHH😵💫😵💫😵💫❤️❤️❤️
I don’t know but i sure HOPE it would omg hang on gotta go rotate this scenario in my brain for the next five hours
#asks#don’t black out keep talking😵💫🤌#yall send me stuff that goes so crazy like AHHHHH#i LOVE play fights#very good thank you so much😮💨❤️#i don’t wear lipstick but tbh i would for this reason and this reason alone#i am blowing you so many kisses anon tysm#🎶🎶🎶 <- some nice music for you i hope your day stays peaceful <333
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<3!!!!!!!!!
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hello! i‘m back a little late. thank you for the candle :D and for sharing the linguistic-philosophical thoughts about the certainty and comfort of “doom,” i love getting to hear these things from people.
i‘m not a native english speaker, so i thought very much of a feeling i know and picked the word i thought would communicate it best to you. the word itself doesn‘t really reach me. i understand it and i can learn about connotations and the history of its usage, but i often feel like i‘m missing this subconscious knowledge native speakers (of whatever place) have, and i don‘t have my own personal emotional connection to this particular word.
in my own language, you can only express ‘being doomed’ by saying ‘something/somebody is damned to doom’, or smth like ‘faced toward doom’ (except without the element of personal agency sort of present here; the certainty is there, yeah), and doom itself is very much The End. it doesn‘t say that nothing new can come from the same place this thing ended, but this thing is Ending, quite dramatically and entirely. it kind of feels like it’s at once too, but it doesn’t strictly have to be. you have to add what exactly it is that is facing doom too.
i feel like the expression is pretty theatrical. it‘s very fairytale lol, it has that fairytale flare.
i don‘t imagine it‘s really all that different from the space ‘doom’ occupies in your language/dialect, but idk, i felt like sharing smth too 😅. i hope you found it interesting too. anyway,
i like your personal take :‘) i haven’t thought about my own feelings toward the expression before. if you ever feel like talking about this more or something else in a similar way, i‘ll be very happy to listen/read :‘)
take care! <3
Aghh speaking of being late!! So sorry it took me so long to get around to this😓
Thank you for the little blurb!! This was really interesting to read!! I love hearing how different experiences lead to different perceptions of phrases/words/etc. Reading about subtle nuances like that is always equally cool AND kind of scary to me like ahhhh how do i make sure i communicate properly when everyone has their own history and views of everything😵💫 like language is very fun and great and intimidating and perfect and every other possible descriptor all at once somehow lol
I do agree it has a pretty theatrical feel lol, i think that’s probably why i used it initially too! Since anxiety gives a pretty overdramatic view of situations, I think language can have a tendency to mirror that when discussing said situations. I think the overemphasis on catastrophizing can be kind of nice though since it leads me at least to consider realities that are less than ideal and accept them rather than repressing them or whatever else lol.
Thank you very much for sharing!!! I honestly had a lot of fun reading and thinking about your thoughts :)
#asks#i can’t believe i missed this cool ask for so long omg#i really loved hearing your perspective on it feel free to share more anytime :) <3!!!#🌲🌷🍃👥 🌳<- us talking and going on a walk
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Day off where i hold you in my arms for the entire day and we nap together
#wlw#wlw mood#sapphic#sapphism#lesbian#STOP feeling unlovable when i would hold you for hours#just you and me and SLEEP😤❤️👍#im gay and i like sleeping
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Our cat mostly sleeps with me but every once in a while she goes and spends a night or two with someone else in the house which is fine until she comes back to sleeping with me and forces us to be even CLOSER than usual as if i’m the one who kept us apart for two (2) days
#like girl if you missed me so much why didn’t you just come back#she’s silly and also way too warm to be holding in my arms like this#but alas#i am NOT strong enough to move her away#not with her lil kitty face and her purrs like guess i’ll roast to death
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IT’S MISS KITTY!!!
#everyone look at her rn🔫🔫#hiii!! still alive just too tired for posting lately#so here’s a picture of miss kitty to make up for it#she’s on my legs helping me work😤❤️#also i just realized this makes it seem like miss kitty is her name it’s not#i just call her that a lot#hope yall are doing okay!!#and i’ll check up on my notifications soon!! very sorry if you sent anything and i haven’t gotten to it yet!
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was feeling soooo cocky because i dodged the most common intense side effect of my new medication only for it to hit me with a godawful combination of three (3) of the less common ones instead🫠
#just had an honest to god full panic attack and cry session over how horrible i feel😑#absolutely brutal combination im getting that i was Not prepared for#it’s one of those medications that takes a while to take effect and usually any side effects disappear once your body gets used to it#so it’s not too concerning im having them#but like ive never been driven so far into a corner like this with symptoms/pain#and i am coping poorly lol#once again very sorry for all my health rambling lately#i am very much Going Through It🫠
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they should invent a being alive that isn’t so so so lonely
#ugh ugh ugh ugh#it’s all so DIFFICULT all the time like life is HARD#sorry ive been tired and way too by myself lately i think😪
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I am once again thinking about when you’re hugging someone and they put their hand under the back of your shirt to run it up and down your back
#😵💫😵💫#wlw#wlw mood#sapphic#sapphism#lesbian#top ten easiest ways to make me fall in love tbh#also like top ten easiest ways to get me to relax honestly#tension leaves my body like it just got exorcised fr#im gay and i like sleeping
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