#okay i’m done w this lalalalalala *skips off into the distance* i think revenge is not productive but god is it delicious to think about | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

iknowwhereyousleepatnight · 6 months ago

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people begging me to do something to make a certain someone happy aren’t taking into account that i hate this person and i will revel in the knowledge that i kept them from getting the most perfect version of what they wanted. in fact i hope they mourn the loss of this for the rest of their life and die unhappy about it

#i wish i could do worse. i wish i could go through and ruin everything i ended up giving them (all against my wishes) and i wish #i could ruin everything they love because god do i hate them and i will laugh when they finally fucking die #i have no idea why everyone glosses over all the shit this person has done to us and all the pain they’ve caused and i can’t fathom why #everyone wants to make them happy and why they’re willing to beg and bribe for me (and one other person who also hates them) to #give in but it is amusing and i hope they all fucking cry about it like oh nooo did poor [REDACTED] not get something they will never #get another chance to have ? oh well that sucks so bad for them i’m oh so sorry i caused that i can’t believe i managed to ruin their #chances for this how awful that this person i hate who has done and gotten away with so many horrible things didn’t get their perfect #little fantasy how sad we should all comfort them and call me a bitch who has no respect for anyone #god sometimes i wish i gave into violence more in the past bc i wish i got to fucking beat their ass up back when it would be self-defense #unforch i will never get to now. SAD!#i suppose i have murder fantasies and the thought of being able to ruin their funeral to soothe my soul #and the knowledge that i could make them fucking hurt by refusing to cooperate w them #and ough every time an opportunity presents itself for me to fucking take back what they took from me arises i have to fight myself #on it bc everyone will know it was me. i don’t even want what they have i just want them to know they will never get it back and #god it would upset them so much but they never should have had it in the first place ough if i get the chance before i ditch everyone here #for good i’d want to take it and stick around just long enough to hear how much they’ll cry about it before i fuck off #unforch i would need to know where all of their copies of things are but fuck i hate knowing they’ve taken so much from me bc i didn’t #get a fucking choice and they think they have to right to keep it all bc oh it makes them so happy they love having it they’re so fucking #afraid of losing it but it’d be so easy and i doubt they’d even notice for a while and i genuinely could disguise it as a mistake something #got misplaced some files corrupted etc etc but whatever this is fantasy a sweet little daydream of mine my second fantasy involving #them has smth to do with setting their house on fire and my third fantasy is desecrating their grave when the time comes #okay i’m done w this lalalalalala *skips off into the distance* i think revenge is not productive but god is it delicious to think about

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