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(some of) the times Shen Jiu was an asshole to Binghe
(these are excerpts from chapters 1, 19, and the SQQ&YQY extra ONLY. There's definitely more but I feel like this amount gets the points across lol + addresses some of the things people most often "forget")
chapter 1
pg 2
“Shen Qingqiu was jealous of Luo Binghe’s unparalleled and exceptional talent, and he secretly feared his disciple, whose cultivation improved by leaps and bounds every day. He always found new ways to demean Luo Binghe, even enlisting the boy’s peers to belittle him. Throughout these years of studying, Luo Binghe endured every humiliation.”
pg 11
“Where is Luo Binghe?”
(...)
Yue Qingyuan sighed. “I know you don’t like him. But that child’s already worked hard enough, and he hasn’t made any significant mistakes. Don’t punish him any further, all right?”
(...)
“Whenever you finish stringing him up and beating him, haven’t you always shut him in the woodshed?”
pg 12
“Why was he so unable to tolerate the main character no matter how innocuous his behavior, and why did he spend day in and day out scheming up new torments for him, even getting others to do so in his place?”
pg 13
“Whenever Shen Qingqiu had called for Luo Binghe in the past, he’d always referred to him as “that little beast,” “ungrateful brat," "this wretch,” or “whelp”.”
pg 20
"It meant they had also passed the incident where Luo Binghe’s fellow Qing Jing Peak disciples had pummeled him en masse, as well as the incident where he’d “backtalked” Shizun and been strung up and beaten, in addition to the incident where he’s ruined the peak’s talismans and been punished with hard labor…”
chapter 19
“What the original flavor cared about more than anything else in life was his cultivation. (...) Otherwise he wouldn’t have hated and envied Luo Binghe to the point of insanity.”
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“Shen Qingqiu saw three things on the original flavor’s face: envy, envy, and more envy. Envy that Luo Binghe had a mother who was “the kindest in all the world to him,” envy of Luo Binghe’s talent, envy that Luo Binghe would enter Cang Qiong Mountain Sect at the best age for cultivating. He was indeed the kind of person to brim with envy and resentment toward a young child. Shen Jiu stood and walked over to Luo Binghe, his steps measured. (...) Shen Jiu casually tossed the tea in his hand, cup and lid and all, onto Luo Binghe.
The tea wasn’t freshly boiled, the temperature only hot instead of scalding, but Luo Binghe’s entire person still froze, stunned.
Ming Fan’s footsteps padded after Shen Jiu, who’d walked out of the Bamboo House without a second word, hands behind his back. But before the former stepped out the door, he yelled behind him, “Kneel! Shizun hasn’t allowed you to get up. If you dare get up, be warned that you’ll be strung up and beaten, and after the beating, you’ll be shut in the woodshed for three days!”
SQQ&YQY extra:
“Luo Binghe was using the incorrect cultivation manual that Shen Qingqiu had handed him*; he should have long since died bleeding from the seven apertures, his body rupturing down to his bones, skin, meridians, tendons, and flesh.”
*ch. 1 vol 1: "The cultivation manual Ming Fan had given Luo Binghe was a fake"
ETA: ch. 2 vol 1: "Shen Qingqiu had inspired Ming Fan to give Luo Binghe a fake cultivation manual"
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OH MY GODDESS YOU WONT BELIEVE IT. I DONT BELIEVE IT!!
The mayo clinic called me back and they scheduled me for an appointment!!!
I also managed to get a different appointment I called for today NEXT WEEK! You don’t understand!!! I live in a town of 8k people most apps are out two to three months. It’s a 2 hour appointment and I think I will have some type of results in my bloody aching hand when I go to leave!
(Mayo clinic appointment is in January but fuck as least it’s something!!!)
#chronically ill#e talks#irl sick#pain is always my gain#chronic pain#chronically sick#chronic illness#flabbergasted#can I hold on that long?#disabled#chronic fatigue#i literally have a headache from getting excited.#not like yay excited but omfg maybe someone might help me excited#so much stress#so much worry#today has been a whirlwind
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The secret trio ready for some action!
#rc9gn#randy cunningham 9th grade ninja#randy cunningham#danny fenton#danny phantom#jake long#american dragon jake long#adjl#this took like maybe 3 hours to finish#i did my best trying to fix Randy's hand lol#i also wish i could shade randy more properly but i probably will spend much longer because then i have to redo his line art again probably#but i don't wanna spend too much time on that alone so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#i couldn't help myself finishing another one so#here it is XD#secret trio#OMFG I CAN'T BELIEVE I FORGOR 💀
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hi….! any chance we can see your art process ? it’s fine if not! i was wondering if u do a sketch before your lines or you just skip directly to lineart? your art is very beautiful!
HI!!! AUGGHHHJHH THANK YOU SOOOO MUCH T__T my art style is kinda simple imo so my process is pretty bare-bones ^^;; there's not rly much too it!! it also kinda changes depending on how uhhhh lazy im feeling in the moment HAHA
probably around half of my drawings are straight to line art bc they're rly just doodles or things i decide to draw without any planning (but also im kinda impatient so i try to skip the sketching step if i can LOL...). but if i DO have a specific pose in mind for a drawing, i'll start with a sort of mannequin sketch or loose pass, then depending on how messy it is, ill either do the lineart pass on the layer on top or duplicate the sketch and then clean it up.
and then my coloring process is not sophisticated at all i just create a new layer and then paint bucket tool away LMAOOOO
here's an example of a drawing where i did sketch first ^_^
#clarification on the second image: usually when i make changes to the sketch i just go straight to lineart rather than doing a second pass#which i what i did for this drawing. i just like to minimize how many sketch passes i do (again bc i am impatient and lazy lol)#but also bc personally i get frustrated when my lineart doesnt turn out like my sketch so the solution my brain came up with is to..#...skip sketching i guess LMAO;;#idk if this was helpful or not AHGHAAH my process is rly nothing fancy and there's not much to show T_T;#ALSO OMFG IM SOOOOOO SORRY THIS TOOK ME SO LONG TO RESPOND TO GKJFHDJG THIS WAS SENT LIKE A MONTH AGO I THINK T_____T#i saw this when i got off the plane coming home from a trip and then i remembered it a few days later#but then in the middle of writing my answer i left to eat dinner and forgot to save so when i came back the page refreshed#and deleted everything i wrote T____T AND THEN IFORGOT ABT IT AGAIN
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will i get this degree or will this degree get me
#mhie rambles#AAAAAAARRRRRRRGHHHHHHHH#[📔] log book.#bye#it's been literally so long since I've had a good day of sleep 😭😭#working a shift at Jollibee and helping out my cousin's store just to clutch enough money 🔥🔥🔥#I cannot rely on scholarships forever omfg#I WILL PASS MY FINALS I WILL PASS MY FINALS I WILL PASS MY FINALS I WILL PASS MY FINALS I WILL PASS MY FINALS I WILL PASS MY FINAFKS#plsplsplsplslspssllssoslsssssssss no one told me a humss strand had so much to memorize#luckily everything has been fun !! got introduced to sm new people and learnt alot about the field ill (hopefully) be in soon
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what makes minedai even sadder is that we never rlly see daigo try to build a bond with anyone else like he did with mine it rlly shows how badly it effected him like yeah he reached out to shinada in y5 but that’s rlly it and he probably would wanna leave him alone after that and not involve him in any yakuza stuff so i don’t think they would’ve hung out or anything like that afterwards. All he rlly had were saejima and majima but they were more like babysitters than anything, wish we saw more of their dynamic tho like we did with majima and daigo in dead souls since that was fun and we were lowkey robbed but in canon he’s just as lonely as he was before majimas promise to kiryu. And mine is the only person he really had a meaningful relationship with romantic or not they were still really close and we don’t see that again with daigo ever (from what i recall after y3) ok sorry for rambling LMFAO
even with shinada, he reached out to him more so out of 'duty' and trying to make up for the misfortune that befell him because of yakuza than wanting to rekindle any kind of friendship they might have had in high school (though it sounds more like they were just acquaintances if shinada needing a second to remember who daigo was is anything), so yah i doubt they really had any kind of bond afterwards
dead souls really was the only time after Y3 where we got to see daigo be more sociable with someone, but its as you say majima and saejima are more like retainers than close friends
#snap chats#you can tell i was into fire emblem when the first term that comes to my mind to call majima and saejima was 'retainers' omfg#but yeah ..... depressing ....#does make me wonder who daigo was on the phone with during the rggo story though. like clearly daigo has friends#apparently. we just never see or hear of them. tho ig it is implied those were his friends from the y2 era. as mine said flarkjla#REGARDLESS yeah after y3 daigo just feels depressing to watch#i think its just because he really has to do everything on his own now#but not even have a friend to just chill with at the end of the day- like the technical work is whatever. for the most part#THATS stressful obvi so to not have anyone to really be personable with thats probably the dire part. imo.#cause yk the world could suck but as long as you have that One Person to just relax with then its ok but with mine gone. 🧍♂️#probably doesnt help that like. during the 'flashback' segment of y3 where we get to see daigo sitting with kiryu and nakahara#we see him all cheery and bein a lil jokester and just. A Happy Dude#granted this is barely a year or two into being chairman so The Horrors Havent Set In relatively but still ... i miss his smile ..#every time i think of daigo post-mine i think of those like. tragedies or accounts of people where its like#'after X's friend/lover died they never found another again' like thats the vibe i always get#he really packed it up and never got close with anyone else again and it makes me want to throw up#y4 widow arc still good tho it makes me chortle
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Hm yeah Frimmel is kinda driving me insane nowadays
#IT'S. SO. BEAUTIFUL. AND. SO. TRAGICCCCCC AHHHHHH#himmel was happy to just be a blip in frieren's unimaginably long life! frieren didn't even realize how much that blip meant until decades#after he passed away! SHE'S CHANGING. SO MUCH. IN SUCH POSITIVE WAYS. AND HE HAD SUCH A BIG IMPACT ON IT!!#himmel is the biggest romantic ever like holy shit no one has ever done pining like he has. and it makes him so fucking endearing and cool#he isn't flawless either he's vain & dorky & has made mistakes. I actually really appreciate that all of the og 4 were lowkey weirdos#I totally get why he loved frieren too she's so fucking cool & interesting. I love a lazy yet powerful autistic aroace queen#and omfg the ost is so bittersweet and beautiful just. I'm dreading when the last episode comes out cuz then wtf do I do?#besides read the manga and read more fic and start writing some. the manga has been on hiatus what do I do when I catch up?? someone help me#frimmel
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kairi as an ephemer descendant. is this anything.
#or descended from bluebloods‚ as a more broad category#i don't have anything concrete to tie it all together‚ but i think aspects about her/regarding her under this lens would be fun to consider#you can connect scala to radiant garden by the similar outfits the researchers wear#as well as the existence of the lifeboats in RG#plus kairi's grandma just knows the story of the keyblade war#kairi as a princess of heart living in the RG castle prior to its fall could imply her family's of high rank and stature#info she's not going to be aware of in the present day‚ given her memory of the place seems spotty#so does her family descend from a long line of bluebloods‚ much like eraqus? like xehanort?#omfg wait xehanort's appearance in melmem is so funny if that's the case#imagine ur trying to find your lost friend and your distant cousin keeps fucking up the timeline#ephemer showing up to help only after sora goes back in time‚ something only sora and kairi seemed aware of in the moment#so what if eph is just like 'hm‚ looks like my descendant's in trouble. friend of hers#please beat up my other descendant. thanks :)'#kairi's proficiency with light magic is something to consider too‚ but idk how strongly that relates to ephemer#talking tag#kingdom hearts
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bath day bath day
theyre all so much softer now… esp rui idk what was up with him before his head used to be so hard to squish. he just needed some more love
#they took forever to dry with my hairdryer omfg#i honestly didnt need to?? i guess?? but i have a Problem and started freaking out over seeing some lint and cat hair and like a few#particles on rui (because of how often i keep messing with him) (sorry)#i think rui and tsukasas were already owned by someone else iirc so that probably explains the way ruis head was so. Hard??#its not something i can explain easily 😅i mean i did wipe them before but a proper scrub and all really helps#i got my narancia plushie sooo long ago. hes now resting in the jjba shrine corner#my cat likes emu and saki the most btw#random#plush#plushies#wxs#wonderlands x showtime#tsukasa tenma#emu otori#nene kusanagi#rui kamishiro#saki tenma#l/n saki#narancia ghirga
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Happy “panic attack at the thought of doing anything” season guys!!!🎉🎉🎉
#time change hits and BOOM everything is paralyzing and terrifying!!#it’s so fun!!#I’ll make sure I don’t push people away this year#that’ll make things worse#but UUUUUGH OMFG#Annoying#i feel very useless whenever I’m like this#and i constantly seek validation to prove to myself something i don’t know#I think I’m trying to prove that even like this I’m not completely useless#that people care even when im this pathetic#it’s annoying because I only started to feel better in like August?#getting broken up with definitely didn’t help but I hope this feeling doesn’t last that long again#bc it drives me crazy#yap yappity yap#I am so annoying!!! why do people like me!!! why can’t I just be normal!!! I wish I could be useful!!!#no one should look up to me or admire me like they do#I’m barely holding myself together why do people think highly of me#im pretty pathetic#but it’s fine I’ll be okay#there are people who love me a lot#even if I tell myself they shouldn’t they will love me anyway#things will be okay again. I don’t need to be strong I just need to push through#maybe there’s strength in that or maybe I’m just trying to make myself feel better#i just don’t know what to do with myself when doing anything brings that horrible weight on my chest#but I’ll persist. I always do and I will do so again
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I had an AU brewing in my head
#shut up vizzie#rival silver#trainer silver#trainer ethan#trainer lyra#vizzie art#pokemon#au#uhhh idk what's the right name for it#fantasy could work... but it's definitely closer to an RPG or DnD#idk help it was just a random idea that started to brew!! and i thought the designs would be fun!#Ethan is a healer (in simple terms)#Silver is a demon as you can see... and ofc i made him a thief stfu#lyra is a catgirl (real) and a bard (also real) who plays a lyre (don't kill me)#idk why it took me so long!! I didn't even draw Kris yet!#Uhhhhh after this it SHOULD be the experimental thing next#This was... another moldy post.#I just had to get this off the shelf#omfg stfu vizzie
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AM I IN FUCKING ESKEW AGAIN
#tsv 36#liveblog#I KNEW SOMETHING WAS UP IT WAS SO TENDER IN THE BEGINNING BUT THE CHAPTER TITLE IS 'ALL LOVERS PART AS DUST' BUT WE GET A GLIMPSE OF HAPPY#MOMENTS IN THE TRAGIC SHOW YOU CAN'T HELP BUT SAVOUR IT. YOU GET HOPEFUL#you expect to see the other shoe drop but it didn't for so long so you maybe mayybe can try to settle into the comfort AND THAT'S WHEN IT#GETS YOU I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M BACK IN ESKEW#ESKEW PRODUCTIONS WHEN I CATCH YOU. WHEN I FUCKING CATCH YOU#STOP PLAYING WITH MY HOPE AND DESPAIR OMFG I CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMORE (CLICKS ON THE NEXT EPISODE)#actually i think I'm gonna need more time before i eat the next one. this one is. fuckkkkkk#i didn't even have the emotional time to savour carpenter and haywards bickering THEY'RE SO CUTE (PLATONIC)#ANYWAY HOWWWW DO THEY DO IT SO WELL. IM FEELING BOTH HOPE AND DESPAIR TOGETHER#it's. you feel the same to Sebastian. when will the other shoe drop? when will the hotel be taken away from Sebastian? when will the#horrifying tragedy happen to dev and seb?#i kept guessing what's the worst thing to happen to them to try and prepare myself for it but honestly I'm glad I'm terrible at guessing#the dream ending. the dream ending. sorry limbus company canto 7 weighing heavy on my mind#the dream. ending#tsv#ALSO I CAN'T BELIEVE!!!! THEY GOT KISSING NOISES IN THE SILT VERSES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#KISSING NOISES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#eskew is like. being incredibly aware will not make the problems out of your control better you will only be very aware and maybe feel#vindicated if they come true but you will not feel any better#<-projecting
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bro why you worry about maining someone? like I play a different person in r6s depending on what I feel like / the map / the location of site. actually when I first started playing the game all I would use is the random button! like unless ur in comp it really doesn't matter. one of the only reasons why I don't do random these days is because the button isn't in standard only qp. just like... click someone- except for mira or clash. banned.
BELIEVE IT OR NOT i've actually got like... little to no gameplay experience playing r6, most of my knowledge comes from watching other people play. I've played maybe about 2 hours worth of actual matches tops :P
after going through enough fps games with characters that have unique abilities/guns, i eventually figured out i learn a game best if i just pick a character and try to learn just them until i'm comfortable with their utility enough that im not trying to learn the maps, the plant spots, etc etc while also fighting learning my own ability and guns. x_x
I ALSO USUALLY JUST PLAY WHOEVER I WANT TO IN GAMES, apex i do that a lot, but i only really started to learn once i told myself "okay, i'm gonna just pick ONE character to play", and so i'd only play mirage until i felt comfortable in the battle royal format. now, i play a variety of legends! >:)
i do get you though, it's not like... a giant worry, starting is just hard for me LMAOOOOO. the r6 gameplay loop is so foreign to me and these kinds of learning curves i find i get over the fastest if character choice isn't an aspect im fighting against too, if that all makes any sense?
#keej answers#hrgnm#tumblr ask#wish i learned this sooner... i would have started enjoying valorant SO MUCH FASTER omfg#AND AGAIN IM LIKE basically a new player experience-wise... havent even touched like half the operators lol#still trying to find what i like >_>#long post.#SORRY FOR THE ESSAY AHAKJFHDSJK I DIDNT MEAN FOR THIS TO BE SO LONG but also i think i cant explain my brain in less words#IF IM GOING ABOUT THIS THE WRONG WAY i appreciate suggestions because mannn i know r6 is different than like....#overwatch or apex so maybe the strat is to just try shit and yolo it? idk. i find having some familiarity helps me a lot#so thats why im on the hunt for a main
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This is what I spent my night doing instead of sleeping... :| ig I gotta get that college portfolio done somehow...
#art#drawing#self portrait#artist#doodle#kill me now i cant do this shii anymore#this actually took me so long im gonna cry#like im not even kidding its 9am#this better help me get into college istg#do hashtags even do anything?#shouting into the void#i crave violence#is a self portrait just fanart of yourself?#is a drawing of your oc just fanart of your oc?#is this even real?#omfg im so tired#how many hashtags can i put?#has anyone put the bee movie script as a hashtag yet?#like each word is a separate hashtag#that wouldn't surprise me...
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whats the mercury lore? if you wanna share that is! no pressure, I'm interested to hear his story
*KICK DOWN DOOR* i would love to tell but im gonna put it under a read more and put a tw of religion-ish stuff/cult stuff and its long this is actually sorta important to his lore so i aint gonna sugarcoat it
Mercury was raised by most of his family in some snowy lands in popstar (yk the fight with Francisca its basically that but on popstar) His family was reallllyyy religious and wanted to appease the ancients and somehow make them come back The parents of mercury believed the next child they would have would make the ancients happy and solve all their problems. So they PLANNED when mercury was supposed to be born and killed and all this other stuff Mercury was raised by them and his cousins and basically his whole family so he thought all this religious stuff was normal. He was taught how to be an archer and alot of other things BUT the night before basically his whole family got killed except mercury who exactly? the first guy in this heheheh*spins* BUT ANYWAYS mercury woke up the next morning and thought "oh they probably moved without me...hm.." and he searched for em for a few days but slowly lost hope. but he was always taught to be strong so he went to wander around popstar. he eventually became a mercenary so he can get food by doing jobs for people. most of em was simple and stuff and he was super good with the bow so it was basically a piece of cake! (he didnt snatch food for the first month totally shhhh) he then arrived at dreamland and was hired by the king himself!! it was an honor to mercury since... 1) more money!!! 2) he would make alot of people jealous with this mercury and king dedede didnt actually get along for the first month why? because mercury even tho he was hired by king dedede to beat kirby he always went to kirby side to beat king dedede and to help him get unpossessed when he was possessed but slowly he warmed up to mercury like he did with kirby. and knew he wasnt being a jerk and betraying the kingdom he just wanted to protect everyone. so king dedede talked with meta knight about training mercury. Meta knight actually didnt want to do it for a bit but when he saw how determined mercury was to protect the king,kirby and others he just accepted it and now he was his mentor and still is to this day
mercury and meta knight usually train once per week due to meta knight being busy and mercury trying to keep the king protected from whoever one day after the 64 game (let sayyyyy around a few months) i like to think dark matter is still around actually and actually went to mercury and tried to get him possessed. mercury was more strong willed ig you could say so he wasnt easily possessed. but dark matter stayed near him for a long time and tried to make him feel anxious,scared or whatever just to make him lower his mental state so he could have an easier time to possess him. This was around the time our lovebirds started to crush on eachother as well. one day dark matter wins and was able to possess mercury. AND GOOD GOD. he fought king dedede kirby and meta knight. barely won but king dedede knocked dark matter into next tuesday. mercury passed out and they put him in a room and just watched over him for awhile. when he woke up he couldnt move his legs and he was extremely weak. it took at least a month for him to recover.
after all this stuff things become sorta normal. mercury tho. hates the scar dark matter left on him. sometimes he will claw at it due to his frustration at it. (thats why he always wear long ass pants to cover his scar ^^) (and thats why he is so fucking scared of dark matter due to his possession) anyways after a bit he and king dedede got together (mercury gave him a pebble. he asked alottt about his traditions so thats why) after the rest of the games a magic user (idk his name but its the guy who killed mercury fam) comes over and convince mercury to come with him by saying his family is alive and miss him </3 mercury didnt want to go due to him thinking his family wouldnt want to see them (THEY ARE DEAD YOU IDIO-) but king dedede being supportive and sweet convince him to go and everything will be fine mercury goes with the magic user but got captured by them. they tell him how he was supposed to be a sacrifice and he was worthless and blah blah blah and he was controlled by them. king dedede and kirby and metaknight and bandana dee go try to find mercury and when they do they kick the magic users ass and save mercury...mercury was feeling extremely weak due to this and he was using alot of his ice powers (when he is pissed the ice grows on his arms and hands like big bulky ice gantlets and his arms get badly burned from this) but was greatful king dedede and the others saved him. uh anyways he is heavily traumatized and hates his family and is living on greatly without em. he rarely opens up to king dedede but when he does about his family after the incident king dedede always listens and comforts him.
uh yeah thats his lore or most of it lmao probably will change later but this is most of his new lore
#mercury the lizard archer#kirby oc#legit he has alot of lore he is such a dork i love him but he needs to vent to so many people#but he has the bad habit of staying silent and say “its fine ^^” when he aint#i wrote so much and it took so long to write omfg-#ik i was being mysterious with his lore but i couldnt help it lmao
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