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Happy “panic attack at the thought of doing anything” season guys!!!🎉🎉🎉
#time change hits and BOOM everything is paralyzing and terrifying!!#it’s so fun!!#I’ll make sure I don’t push people away this year#that’ll make things worse#but UUUUUGH OMFG#Annoying#i feel very useless whenever I’m like this#and i constantly seek validation to prove to myself something i don’t know#I think I’m trying to prove that even like this I’m not completely useless#that people care even when im this pathetic#it’s annoying because I only started to feel better in like August?#getting broken up with definitely didn’t help but I hope this feeling doesn’t last that long again#bc it drives me crazy#yap yappity yap#I am so annoying!!! why do people like me!!! why can’t I just be normal!!! I wish I could be useful!!!#no one should look up to me or admire me like they do#I’m barely holding myself together why do people think highly of me#im pretty pathetic#but it’s fine I’ll be okay#there are people who love me a lot#even if I tell myself they shouldn’t they will love me anyway#things will be okay again. I don’t need to be strong I just need to push through#maybe there’s strength in that or maybe I’m just trying to make myself feel better#i just don’t know what to do with myself when doing anything brings that horrible weight on my chest#but I’ll persist. I always do and I will do so again
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They both knew.
#merlin’s watery eyes and choked voice?#yes he knew he didn’t have much time#that arthur didn’t have much time#but arthur pushed on because he couldn’t stand merlin’s state#his grief#and he agreed to rest#but it was to no avail#and they were aware that they had little to no time left#but merlin couldn’t let go#and we know that even after centuries#he’ll never be able to let go#merlin can’t let arthur go#merthur#bbc merlin#merlin#arthur pendragon#merlin bbc#merlin x arthur#also let’s appreciate colin morgan’s acting here#because it’s visible how much he yearns and how much he doesn’t want to lose arthur#and bradley james’s fine acting too?#the way he almost nods exhausted#as if arthur is saying#okay here goes nothing#but i will try#i’ll try for merlin#it’s heartbreaking
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you never change, do you
#thomas the tank engine#thomas and friends#casa tidmouth#ttte henry#ttte gordon#3x4#senjart#I DONT CARE.#I DONT CAAAARRRREEEEEE!!!!!!!#<— he did in fact care.#thinking too hard about this pic makes my head hurt#its okay if you hate me. its okay if you think Im not the same man that you know. its okay if you refuse to change.#I’ll change for you. because thats how things are always like from the very start#Ill listen to all your stories even though you wont listen to mine#maybe thats how you always are gordon. its okay#youre so selfish. so greedy. so childish! but its okay. thats okay. thats why I’m here to take care of you#you dont want to hug me back? hold me? thats fine by me. anything for you gordon#……#………. WELL#WELLLLLLLL#GOODNIGHT ALL. I NEED TO BE SEDATED
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zoro’s 110 cm chest is always on the brain
#okay fine i’ll cave. here’s my spotify wrapped#i said i wasn’t going to bc it would out me …. sigh !!! wtvr !!!!!!!#anytime i wasn’t talking about it was bc my mouth was preoccupied with something else sorry#₊˚⊹ ᰔ xoxo aims#zoro ᰔ
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thinking about tending to nanami’s burn wounds after shibuya and helping him change his bandages and he’s somewhat self-conscious and afraid of you seeing them, trying to insist on having Shoko change them. But you want to help. you couldn’t help him in that fight but you can help him now. and as he relents, he asks you if you think any different of him — he wouldn’t blame you. and to his surprise, you press a light kiss to his bandaged cheek, and tilt your head, as you smile, “they only make me love you more.”
and he knew, more than ever, he wanted to marry you.
and he would.
#because he’s fine#he got hurt a bit#lost an eye#but he’s okay#he’s totally fine and retiring after this whole mess is over#consider this my apology for the five times fic#sab [mlist]#I’ll probably write the full fic tonight lol#nanami kento x you#kento nanami x reader#kento nanami fanfiction#nanami kento fanfiction#nanami kento x reader#nanami x reader#jjk x reader#jjk fanfiction#jujutsu kaisen fanfiction#jujutsu kaisen x reader
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Oops! All Mysterio!
I had a lot of fun doing these :] and I might eventually do more later but for now! The sillies <3
Info under the cut!
All Mysterios, left to right, top to bottom!
First slide, Cartoons: 1967, 1981, Spider-man and his amazing friends, 1994, TSSM, 2017
Second slide, Comics: Webspinners, Moosterio, Media Blizzard, Undead, Symbiote, Cosmic comic
Third slide, Fan designs: Mine :] , @hollowsart , @lazymonth , @cronchyy2 , @thenyougetbackup , @lazydaydrawings
#Spiderman#spider man#mysterio#quentin beck#the spectacular spiderman#tssm#tssm mysterio#tssm quentin beck#mooseterio#Those are the only ones who have tags I think KSMSN#Rufioarts#I know the Moosesterio is technically not comic bc it’s the atsv version but shhhh it’s fine#I already did all the animated ones and wanted to draw the silly moose#There was also suppose to be a video game slide But… I got impatient </3#I’ll do those eventually#maybe with some more fan designs bc there’s so many good ones#Okay anyways enjoyyy#Wait shit#Earth-4918: Humming-Spider#Bc my mysty is there hehe
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robo reposting the cute little picture someone drew of the cartoon versions of him and otter holding hands and tagging him in it. happy pride month stars fans
#sobbing on the floor#k****** myself in front of them to forever change their bond and trajectory of their lives#yap yap yapping#okay fine i’ll add proper tags#jake oettinger#jason robertson#dallas stars#dallas stars polycule moment
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oh fuck .
#i’m hyperventilating#i won’t say it#i won’t#i swear i won’t#okay fine#i’ll say it#GOOD GOD PLS SPIT IN MY MOUTH#okay sorry#that was weird 😂#i’m back#luke hughes
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for @colesabi
#my fanart#leon kennedy#resident evil#colesabi dont let me distract you i just need to post it or i’ll chicken out#tho i am probably too much of a chicken for your au i need my hand held and everything to be ok#still i enjoyed the image#so i made an attempt#he just needs a little time out okay#it’s fine#everything is going to be fine#okay back to achievement hunting for me
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i’m so sane. so normal about him. totally.
#haaaaaaaa#im *so* fine#don’t worry about me#i’ll be back to breathing properly in about 15 minutes i think 👍#the adam’s apple????? baby you’re just too good#and his shoulders look so wide in some pics :(((#his chest looks so buff too#and the forearms………. oh god#arms anon do you see this???????#how can we be alive after this#anyways#the ln logo on the cap :(((( and his smile gahhhh#okay im not gonna rant anymore because i’ll get stuck#f1#formula 1#formula one#mclaren racing#oscar piastri#osc hands osc neck osc arms
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something something nina’s cover of the times they are a’changin’ as the final song of ofmd s2 is the only song that could end this season because come mothers and fathers throughout the land don’t criticize what you can’t understand, your sons and your daughters are beyond your command: the old road is rapidly aging, please get out of the window if you can’t lend your hand, for the times they are a’changing something something
#i have this on repeat like man. okay then ofmd. o k a y then.#you better start swimming or you’ll sink like a stone huh#and he who gets hurt will be he who has stalled for there’s a battle outside and it’s RAGING#we’ll soon shake your windows and we’ll rattle your walls#for the times they are a’changing#im a sucker for nina and for bob#so i’m FINE#maybe i’ll actually write beyond meme form and lyrics later but like okay yes thank you
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AND WE ARE BACK WITH MY TWO FAVORITE GAY ITALIENS!!!
And also how I see this relationship, I think their dynamic is adorable and is especially my favorite 💖💖
I like to think Peppino gave Gustavo a stool for the counter after seeing how many times Gus had to stand on his tippy toes just to talk to customers. Gustavo was very happy when he was informed he would be getting a stool :]]
#Pizza Tower#Guys I’m going to die cuz they’re making my heart beat too fast IM GOING TK EXPLODE- *KABOOM*#My back hurts but that’s okay 👍 Artist pain am I right? 😀#Nah I’ll be fine imma sleep it off.#ALSO I haven’t drawn on my tablet in a while so I was a little rusty drawing these two again 💀 But I still got it!#BACK INTO THE GROOVE LETS GO#also also also. THE PEN 🖊️✨ (God I love this brush so much!!!💖💖💖)#Peppino#Gustavo#Doodles#Hints of Pepstavo cuz why not 🤷♀️
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Aliitle sad but I’ll live. I can’t wait until I start working again and start meeting new people in person. I think people on here tend to forget that girls on tumblr are still people. I’m honestly over it.
#me#personal#bored#thoughts#malaintentions#latina#hi#bi#california#southern california#sad#i’ll be fine#i’ll be okay#i’ll live#selfie
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just wanna say I agree wholeheartedly with your tags on that fandom post. I have been following sunny on here since 2015 and there is a constant cycle of sensitive, and frankly delusional people, who claim the show, make crazy headcanons and justifications to make it tolerable and acceptable to them before they eventually shun and condemn the show altogether. it was very bad in 2018 and made me withdraw from the fandom lmao. I remember being most annoyed with the endless woobifying of charlie and the absolute condemnation of dee above everyone else. like, they're all bad. that's the point of the show. I just don't understand how they could stomach it in the first place
You are a warrior, dude.
The reason it took me so long to join Sunnyblr in the first place was the fact that ~early 2020 I was rarely seeing anything here that was based in canon, mostly weird headcanons that made no sense to me, and Reddit genuinely seemed like a more based place to exist for this show.
I literally needed a friend to give me specific accounts to follow because the tag was (and, sorry, lowkey still is) a nightmare. (Though to be fair I’ve been in fandoms on Tumblr for over a decade and literally never liked scrolling tags.)
I got into Sunny and I fell in love with Sunny because of canon. Because it’s so fucking weird and fucked up but it’s FUNNY, and there’s genuinely nothing like it. The characters are horrible stupid terrible people but they’re actually deeply complex and rich to study, so much so that you feel extremely compelled in a multitude of ways to dedicate yourself to some part of them, or all parts of them. But.. if you strip them of those core identities, of what the characters stand for, that compulsion is gone, void, irrelevant.
Because it’s the extremely raw, almost purely acting on basic instinct, unfiltered humanity, worst parts of the self, inability to recognise or follow societal norms aspects of these characters that are relatable. It’s relatable in a way that *should* make you uncomfortable, feel unsettled, and maybe a little relieved that these parts of people can be acknowledged... That’s a unique and interesting feeling, something people engage with media like this to explore and expand upon, and it’s often something that genuinely helps or supports people who wrestle with a lot of the heavy concepts Sunny satirises (and sometimes just, shoves at you head on).
When people start to disregard all of this, for whatever reason they do, that’s when you end up with the Fandom using Sunny Characters as an “ability to project” or (much worse) a “near blank canvas to play with” (because, yeah, if you strip them of their literal reason for being created and continued existence, ofc you lose their whole identity!?)
The problem seems to be that either 1) they just don’t understand the show well enough to get that they’re disregarding this aspect of the plots and characters, and so they genuinely don’t recognise that the fandom for Sunny exists because of these terrible compulsions and insane trauma exploration and that’s why we enjoy discussing and playing with these characters or 2) they do understand this but they can’t engage with it without some kind of personal moral conundrum or extreme discomfort, so they have to sanitise or completely alter the characters to enjoy them.
The thing is, if you fall into category 2, you just don’t belong in the depths of it all, and it’s an unfortunate truth you have to face. If you cannot enjoy canon, if the actual show makes you extremely uncomfortable and you’re only here for a gay ship or to project your gender and sexuality onto one character, you need to go stan something else. I say that with the greatest intentions for you. As Anon here has stated, it’s an insane cycle in this fandom over and over, you’re just going to upset yourself and resent the show and the people here, because we like the canon and the fuckery because that’s what the show is for. That is the literal point of the show at the end of the day.
Now if you’re in category 1, I heavily encourage you to actually *talk to people about the show and the characters*, read analysis, watch the episodes with different frames of reference and in alternate states of mind. Do your own analysis or character work, try and just write out the plot of your favourite episode and put to words *why* you like it. Hell, try and write a fanfic or a spec script from the mind of one of the characters, even if you think you can’t write.
Honestly, honestly, honestly, if you genuinely like this show at face value but you’re only engaging with fanon because you feel like you ‘shouldn’t’ openly enjoy the canon because it’s seen as ‘bad,’ the best thing you can do is have a conversation with someone, or multiple people, who get the show.
That being said, I do wanna open this shell Discord I’ve made to people. For people who *enjoy* the canon, who want to discuss actual Sunny (and also have fun with it, of course!) you’re welcome to join.
A lot of you get it. I’ve made some amazing friends in this fandom and regularly have extremely stimulating and insanely throught provoking convos with the people I’ve met here. I love it, it drives my insane passion for this show and I am eternally grateful to have found people who love this show for what it is. I hope, if you’re struggling to figure out why you like this show or struggling to accept that you like media like Sunny, you reach out or join a conversation and learn to love it too. And if you don’t, if you genuinely hate the canon of this show and only like the version of Macdennis you saw in a dozen different Tiktok edits to Taylor Swift songs, I really hope you move on for your own sake.
#iasip#main tag fuck it#ask#and i’ll say in the tags here#macdennis would be ‘proship’ in literally any other fandom#accept it and make peace with it okay?#all of their canon moments are non con or dubcon at best#and that’s FUCKING FINE THATS WHY ITS APPEALING.#this is not the fluffy gay ship you want#and you’re just gonna get hurt when canon continues to canon#sorry for formatting i’m at the office so i had to notes app this#also im at the office so bare with me if you’re joining the discord rn lol#but i wanted to respond to this#and also i have nothing to do at work rn lol
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If you look closely enough you’ll see that I’m actually dying inside.
#jk jk#alls fine and well#just a bit bored lately#maybe I’ll get my tongue repierced#work is draining me there’s no other way to put it#lol#ready to leave this country#as I was writing these notes my cat jumped up and snuggled up against my leg so actually life is pretty good no complaints#okay I’m done I’m done#me
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meow
#OKAY IM BACK I HAVE A FEW DAYS WORTH OF PAPER DOODLES ON MY PHONE.#EVERYTHING. IS FINE NOW. YIPPEE#image id in alt text#my first id tho so apologies if it sucks i’ll get better over time-#in stars and time#isat#isat loop#digital art#artists on tumblr#everyday doodling
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