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Happy “panic attack at the thought of doing anything” season guys!!!🎉🎉🎉
#time change hits and BOOM everything is paralyzing and terrifying!!#it’s so fun!!#I’ll make sure I don’t push people away this year#that’ll make things worse#but UUUUUGH OMFG#Annoying#i feel very useless whenever I’m like this#and i constantly seek validation to prove to myself something i don’t know#I think I’m trying to prove that even like this I’m not completely useless#that people care even when im this pathetic#it’s annoying because I only started to feel better in like August?#getting broken up with definitely didn’t help but I hope this feeling doesn’t last that long again#bc it drives me crazy#yap yappity yap#I am so annoying!!! why do people like me!!! why can’t I just be normal!!! I wish I could be useful!!!#no one should look up to me or admire me like they do#I’m barely holding myself together why do people think highly of me#im pretty pathetic#but it’s fine I’ll be okay#there are people who love me a lot#even if I tell myself they shouldn’t they will love me anyway#things will be okay again. I don’t need to be strong I just need to push through#maybe there’s strength in that or maybe I’m just trying to make myself feel better#i just don’t know what to do with myself when doing anything brings that horrible weight on my chest#but I’ll persist. I always do and I will do so again
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happy birthday to the og diva
#dick winters#richard winters#ik i’m a day early don’t get mad#otherwise i’ll forget#we love you#nat posting#band of brothers#hbo war#from winters fridays#we love him#wow i can’t believe he’s 106 years old and totally fine and okay
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redrew some old art from a couple years ago
old art below
[from 2022, if anyone’s wondering]
#smg4#tumblr keeps eating the quality pls click for it to look better#art#smg3#smg4 smg3#smg4 fanart#smg3 fanart#smg34#ya okay fine I’ll draw them again
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They both knew.
#merlin’s watery eyes and choked voice?#yes he knew he didn’t have much time#that arthur didn’t have much time#but arthur pushed on because he couldn’t stand merlin’s state#his grief#and he agreed to rest#but it was to no avail#and they were aware that they had little to no time left#but merlin couldn’t let go#and we know that even after centuries#he’ll never be able to let go#merlin can’t let arthur go#merthur#bbc merlin#merlin#arthur pendragon#merlin bbc#merlin x arthur#also let’s appreciate colin morgan’s acting here#because it’s visible how much he yearns and how much he doesn’t want to lose arthur#and bradley james’s fine acting too?#the way he almost nods exhausted#as if arthur is saying#okay here goes nothing#but i will try#i’ll try for merlin#it’s heartbreaking
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you never change, do you
#thomas the tank engine#thomas and friends#casa tidmouth#ttte henry#ttte gordon#3x4#senjart#I DONT CARE.#I DONT CAAAARRRREEEEEE!!!!!!!#<— he did in fact care.#thinking too hard about this pic makes my head hurt#its okay if you hate me. its okay if you think Im not the same man that you know. its okay if you refuse to change.#I’ll change for you. because thats how things are always like from the very start#Ill listen to all your stories even though you wont listen to mine#maybe thats how you always are gordon. its okay#youre so selfish. so greedy. so childish! but its okay. thats okay. thats why I’m here to take care of you#you dont want to hug me back? hold me? thats fine by me. anything for you gordon#……#………. WELL#WELLLLLLLL#GOODNIGHT ALL. I NEED TO BE SEDATED
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Rewatching supernatural is so surreal. Like conceptually I KNOW where this ends. I KNOW Castiel revokes thousands if not millions of years of faith for this man whose only framework for love is being willing to sacrifice yourself. I’ve met the monster at the end of this book.
Even so, I’m absolutely floored every single time I’m reminded that Cas confided in Dean that he has doubts in literally the 2nd episode they interact. It’s just insane to me because yes, he likely has known of him all his life, but still, you never know how someone is going to react in a situation until they’re well and truly in it.
Cas knows about Anna, about Lucifer, about the fate of every angel who has dared to even think about disobedience. And STILL he sees this soul that he raised from the pit. Broken and tired and flawed and basically the poster boy for disbelief. A man that didn’t hesitate before shortening his name to “Cas”, separating him from God. (the suffix -iel means “of God”)
And he decides “yes, this is someone I can trust with a secret that could very well get me killed”
They make me sick to my stomach in the best way.
#not Atla#i’ll never be over them#ill never be okay about this#it’s fine#destiel#deancas#deastiel#dean winchester#dean x castiel#Castiel#castiel loves dean winchester#supernatural#supernatural season 4#Lazarus rising#lucifer supernatural#anna supernatural#dean winchester is saved
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Oops! All Mysterio!
I had a lot of fun doing these :] and I might eventually do more later but for now! The sillies <3
Info under the cut!
All Mysterios, left to right, top to bottom!
First slide, Cartoons: 1967, 1981, Spider-man and his amazing friends, 1994, TSSM, 2017
Second slide, Comics: Webspinners, Moosterio, Media Blizzard, Undead, Symbiote, Cosmic comic
Third slide, Fan designs: Mine :] , @hollowsart , @lazymonth , @cronchyy2 , @thenyougetbackup , @lazydaydrawings
#Spiderman#spider man#mysterio#quentin beck#the spectacular spiderman#tssm#tssm mysterio#tssm quentin beck#mooseterio#Those are the only ones who have tags I think KSMSN#Rufioarts#I know the Moosesterio is technically not comic bc it’s the atsv version but shhhh it’s fine#I already did all the animated ones and wanted to draw the silly moose#There was also suppose to be a video game slide But… I got impatient </3#I’ll do those eventually#maybe with some more fan designs bc there’s so many good ones#Okay anyways enjoyyy#Wait shit#Earth-4918: Humming-Spider#Bc my mysty is there hehe
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zoro’s 110 cm chest is always on the brain
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#okay fine i’ll cave. here’s my spotify wrapped#i said i wasn’t going to bc it would out me …. sigh !!! wtvr !!!!!!!#anytime i wasn’t talking about it was bc my mouth was preoccupied with something else sorry#₊˚⊹ ᰔ xoxo aims#zoro ᰔ
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i’m leaving tumblr. Bye guys!
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“Wish, come back.”
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hey guys i’m back
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#i make myself laugh sometimes…#sighh#anyways#i’m listening to the wicked soundtrack 😔😔#i like no one mourns the wicked 🙂↕️🙂↕️#okay i’ll stop talking about wicked now FINE#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#xmen#xmcu#xmen first class#wish does not shut up
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thinking about tending to nanami’s burn wounds after shibuya and helping him change his bandages and he’s somewhat self-conscious and afraid of you seeing them, trying to insist on having Shoko change them. But you want to help. you couldn’t help him in that fight but you can help him now. and as he relents, he asks you if you think any different of him — he wouldn’t blame you. and to his surprise, you press a light kiss to his bandaged cheek, and tilt your head, as you smile, “they only make me love you more.”
and he knew, more than ever, he wanted to marry you.
and he would.
#because he’s fine#he got hurt a bit#lost an eye#but he’s okay#he’s totally fine and retiring after this whole mess is over#consider this my apology for the five times fic#sab [mlist]#I’ll probably write the full fic tonight lol#nanami kento x you#kento nanami x reader#kento nanami fanfiction#nanami kento fanfiction#nanami kento x reader#nanami x reader#jjk x reader#jjk fanfiction#jujutsu kaisen fanfiction#jujutsu kaisen x reader
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Every once in a while I get this urge to do a big sculpting project, and I really wanted to get something done before my winter break ended
SO! Mountain of Smiling Bodies lol
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I’m 100% okay with reposts onto other sites and whatnot so long as you at least credit me :>
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This was a lot of fun!! I was seriously debating between MoSB and Apoc Bird, but one of my closest friends is playing lobcorp and I didn’t want to spoil apoc bird for him. I honestly really liked doing this and might do apoc bird the next time I get a boatload of free time. I’m not set on that though so if there’s some abno somebody desperately wants to see I’m open to suggestions!! I definitely don’t sculpt as often as I really want to, but it’s an awesome way to wind down and I’d highly recommend getting into it
#lobotomy corporation#lobcorp#project moon#library of ruina#mosb lobcorp#mosb lor#pmoon#mountain of smiling bodies#library of ruina fanart#lobotomy corp fanart#lobotomy corp#sculpture#sculpting#tw blood#tw body horror#I’m really not sure what warnings should apply to this???#but those ones seem safe enough lol#anyway#catsartwahoo#my art#art#okay yeah now we should be good#I’ll add more if somebody yells at me to do so but otherwise I think this is fine
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#a cry for help /j#ITS JUST FOUR MORE DAYS OF TORTURE#IM ALMOST THERE#idk if i can pass oh my god idk how many time i’ve cried rhis week#but its my last paper#FR THIS TIME#LIKE LAST LAST U HEAR ME#AFTER THIS IF I CAN PASS MY ASS IS GRADUATED#I MEAN I’LL STILL HAVE TO TAKE FURTHER PAPERS FOR OTHER STUFF BUT STILL#its so hard god its so hard bUT I CANNOT GIVE UP#ACTUALLY CANT#EVEN IF IT FREAKING HURTS#4 hours of sleep and a whole lotta spite#I ACTUALLY CANT FAIL AND ITS DRIVING ME CRAZY#but think about it#THE FREEDOM#fuckfuckfuck#also i missed u guys#im hanging on thin thread rn and trying not to loose it all#well not really i cant lose it LIKE I CANT FAIL I CANT-#deep breath#anyways i’ve scheduled things on 14 and 15 and 16 i think#so that my blog doesnt die#the graph alr went up to flames so honestly idk if anyone will see this but yeah#im fine but not fine but fine ykyk#OKAY BYEEEE STAY SAFE YALLLLL#sobs#gummmyspeaks
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Me [pacing restlessly]: I know I’ve already talked about Book Fiyero not being normal about Elphaba, but I just want to talk about how it had to be him who discovered her, because literally none of Elphaba’s friends would have done the same if they had seen Elphaba at St. Glinda’s. “Oh, but Glinda—” Glinda would have pretended she didn’t know Elphaba (because she would have known Elphaba would flee the moment she saw her) and then have servants spy and stalk for her. Elphaba would have evaded all of them, if she didn’t flee at the sight of Glinda in the first place, and left Glinda even more heartbroken and obsessed than ever. Boq? Would never have gone to the Emerald City to begin with, but had he been at St. Glinda’s, Elphaba would have told him the same lie as she told Fiyero (that she would meet him at the front by the fountain), and he would have believed her. Avaric? Wouldn’t have recognized her to begin with. If he did, he would not have cared. The Artichoke(tm) is a weirdo revolutionary now, what a lark. Nessarose? Per Glinda, she would have spit at her. Realistically, she may have done a Glinda herself and sent investigators, at least at first, but Elphaba would have evaded them too. Crope saw her once and second-guessed himself. Only Fiyero among them saw through Elphaba’s gaslighting and knew she would lie. Only Fiyero managed to successfully follow her across town and discover what she’s doing. Only Fiyero cared enough to insist on making sure she was all right. No wonder Elphaba fell into a coma when she lost him.
Therapist: At this point, I’d fall into a coma for him too
#wicked#wicked book#faeyero#fiyeraba#when you know you know#homeboy RAN#elphaba also giving up quickly on keeping fiyero out also sends me#fiyero: why—#elphaba: okay FINE get inside i’ll tell you (nearly) everything#amazing
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for @colesabi
#my fanart#leon kennedy#resident evil#colesabi dont let me distract you i just need to post it or i’ll chicken out#tho i am probably too much of a chicken for your au i need my hand held and everything to be ok#still i enjoyed the image#so i made an attempt#he just needs a little time out okay#it’s fine#everything is going to be fine#okay back to achievement hunting for me
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robo reposting the cute little picture someone drew of the cartoon versions of him and otter holding hands and tagging him in it. happy pride month stars fans
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#sobbing on the floor#k****** myself in front of them to forever change their bond and trajectory of their lives#yap yap yapping#okay fine i’ll add proper tags#jake oettinger#jason robertson#dallas stars#dallas stars polycule moment
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