#god. im just so. embarrassed about who i am
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wish i didn't have such a fucking low self esteem. i do find myself annoying and boring and not fun to be around AND this is exactly the reason i'm not fun to be around!!!!!!!! but i can't fucking help it!!!!!!! it's so embarrassing being like this i feel like i'm being cooked in a cauldron full of hot oil.
#god. im just so. embarrassed about who i am#everything i do always end up being the wrong thing#i wish i could say i was imagining things but this is just a pattern that i've internalized.....#i want to rip my skin apart#i need someone or something to devour me fully#when there will be none of me left then there will be nothing to be embarrassed about#i just. genuinely and honestly hate my being so much#; words generated by me#vent tw
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GET OUT OF MY HEADDDDDDD
I read the Perseverance fanfic and its stuck in my head now congratulations
Idk whats going on with this man idk if hes the harbinger from the symbol and at this point im too scared to find out, but hey no ones ever gonna stop me from putting a halo over a possible cult messiah
GO READ PERSEVERANCE NOWWWWWWWWWWW NOW NOW NOW
Version without all the visual bullshit i added:
Perseverance AU and fanfic by @pastelaspirations
Turns out inspiration struck way quicker than i thought it would. I thoroughly enjoyed reading your masterpiece :)
#perseverance au#perseverance!au#ink sans#undertale au#my art#something something im not okay#I HAVE THEORIES ABOUT THIS FIC OKAY#I HAVE THEORIES#but then again my theories have been recurrently proven wrong as i was reading it hashdhaa#spoilers for those who didnt read after this tag#at first i thought that the beast in the lab would be like#kidnapped and modified nightmare but#that was wrong and kinda embarrassing#but i do like the curveballs this fic throws at me like all the time#and the fight scenes FUCK SO HARD#genuinely a joy to read#uhhh what else#gay people#gay people make me want to strangle them oh my GOD JUST KISS ALREADY#i am sane#also yes i did forget what color the feathers were but#hey#cut me some slack
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Something that makes reading TOA so devastating is how fucking much Apollo feels about Everything. There’s so MUCH. Like I don’t even know how to describe it to you if you haven’t read the books yourself. He has so many complicated thoughts and emotions about just about everything and he cares about everything so much and there is just SO MUCH going on in his head. And yet none of it ever reaches his mouth!!
He almost never says what he’s feeling. What little comes out of his mouth about his thoughts barely even scratches the surface of what he actually means. Like he’ll be having a long ass monologue about how incredible someone is, showing a deep understanding of them as a person and empathizing with them so hard you’d almost think it’s projection but it’s not he’s legitimately just mind melding with this random person he met like a week ago and he’s thinking the softest, kindest thoughts about them like he knows they’re fucking incredible - and what comes out of his mouth is just like, “you’re a wonderful friend :)” AND ITS LIKE. THERES SO MUCH MORE UNDER THE SURFACE. the sheer admiration and adoration he has for everyone around him……… UGHHH!!! But he never VOICES ANY OF IT!!!!!! He never tells anyone about what Zeus did to him……. He never tells anyone except the reader about his realization that Zeus is abusive…. He never even tells commodus about how much he adored him, not then and not now… he refuses to tell anyone when he’s in pain or tries to justify the things he does when he actually had Decent Reasons for why he did something… I’m. I’M. AUGH. AHHHHH
HE DOESN’T EVEN TELL US ALL OF HIS THOUGHTS IS THE THING. THERES EVEN MORE THAT HE IS NOT TELLING US!!!!! THE FUCKING OCEAN OF FEELINGS AND THOUGHTS HE HAS ABOUT EVERYTHING IS THE CLIFF NOTES VERSION. I AM IN DISTRESS.
And YET…. Even what slips out of his mouth is so fucking devastating it is SO devastating. He’s so fucking kind and gentle with Harley and Meg and and other younger Demis and his kids… he’ll act like an obstinate idiot and then turn around say something that drags the core of the person he’s talking to into the light like nail on the fucking HEAD like he reached into their soul and gave them the words to express something that they were struggling to say aloud or that they didn’t even realize about themself. Around the 2nd book he starts putting voice to some of his feelings and thoughts about others and even that tiny fucking sliver is overwhelming to the people he’s talking to bc he’s SO. AUGHHHH
#this is why ‘reading the TOA books’ fics fucking slap btw. because as embarrassing as his thoughts can be#so many of them are just incoherent screaming about how he loves everyone around him. devastating#like imagine helping out ur loser deadbeat dad who you don’t really know much about bc he’s flighty and hard to read#and finding out ‘wow he cares about us a lot more than I thought’#bc he literally almost dies to save you/your siblings and keeps following you all around everywhere#but he’s still like. your weirdo absentee dad. u don’t know hardly anything new about him other than an apparent suicidal streak#and then u find out that the whole time he was whining about chicken nuggets or whatever he was internally sobbing abt how much he loves u#and every time u were nearby he was going ‘MY BEAUTIFUL PERFECT BABY… JUST AS INCREDIBLE AS THEIR MORTAL PARENT!!!! BEAUTIFUL LIKE THE SUN!#HOW DID I EVEN MAKE SUCH A BEAUTIFUL PERFECT BABY. UNREAL. THEY CANT BE MINE!? BUT THEY ARE!!! LOOK AT THEMMM!!?!!! IM SO PROUD……#my beautiful perfect angels… all of their parents best traits and none of our worst…. I am Barely restraining myself from sobbing#i would give u the WORLD if my father wouldn’t kill me for it :(‘#and it’s like. wow. okay dad. um. would have been nice to know that when we were all dying in The War#Please Hug Me Though.#imagine being a Random Ass Demigod who didn’t go on a big special quest or something like you are literally just Some Guy#and finding out that this weirdo loser god u gave a sandwhich to or something thinks you are so fucking cool#your own parent doesn’t know ur name but Apollo knows u on sight and read ur soul within the 2 seconds yall talked and he thinks you rock#how are you supposed to respond to that.#snack time#toa#longpost
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God I wish I didnt get ostrasised by all but like 4 of my peers because holyfucking shit am I overworked and need a hug
#why cant everyone just be nice like for fucking real!!!!#so sick and tired of looking like Mother Theresa compared to my coworkers bc i do the bare minimum of making the residents feel cared for#like girl we are working with the same cast and crew#will never forget the time a cna came in and after telling them 'hey that guy will get seizures if you give em that' and they replied with#'well they get seizures regardless' AND LEFT#EVIL!!!!!!#andlike#i understand that not everyone has the same memory capacity/ability but oh my motherfucking god#if everyone around me is at baseline then i must be either God or the absolute perfect person#which is saying something bc ive genuinely killed quite a few braincells with my former [redacted] addiction but here i am#knowing the smallest things about everyone that makes em happy#and the thing is is that I WORK IN THE KITCHEN!!!#IM NOT A CNA/RN WHO AT ALL HOURS OF THEIR SHIFT WILL BE INTERACTING WITH THE RESIDENTS!!!#idk man if i were generally mentally n physically well in my 30+s AND gettin outshined by a 21 year old for the past 2 yrs id be embarrasse#cannot fucking wait for my mom to get a job so i can leave mine and take a break#tony speaks#and before anyone says 'the CNAs are overworked and some of the residents can be overwhelming!'#the residents know im nice so they come to me for fucking EVERYTHING!!!!#ESPECIALLY the overbearing ones!!!#AND ON TOP OF THAT I HAVE LITERALLY EVERYONE. STAFF AND RESIDENTS.#ASKING ME WHATS GOING ON WHEN IM BALLS DEEP IN THE AM AIDES BULLSHIT ON TOP OF THE MORNING COOKS#not only do i ghostrun the kitchen but im the guy everyone goes to for everything. regardless of department#im literally a kitchen aide with no further qualifications leave me the fuck alone and ask your superiors/managament FUCK!!!!!!!!
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hey. hi hello. what gave u the right to make the most gut wrenching video ive ever seen in my entire life (star trek is about the sixties). how dare you. you changed my life.
Okay !💖yay
#I love that u love these things that I make cus sometimes I get so embarrassed about them and I#have ocd so being embarrassed about literally anything feels like being on a fbi watchlist and being set on fire#thank u all for leaving nice comments and I'm glad u like my my videos#people in my life keep being like u should make video editing ur career u shoukd get money for this and its like bestie wouldve couldve sh#Its keeping me alive like i don't understand how people can turn their hobbies into jobs and still benefit them i dont get it#also i literally cant do this shit on command i cant make things that people tell me to make unless the spirit so moves me#making these videos literally helps me think straight and gives me energy i wouldntve showed them to anyone if i had the willpower like idk#interests feel limited and precious like even if I was in any way able to turn it into a job it would just#become another thig im doing for other ppl and id forget who i am again. god i need to do some acid or some shit i mask too much#cannot express how insane the revelation that im a real person was. im a real person who is strange and unsettling for real#when i talk to chairs or kiss my phone on the forehead no one is telling me to do that. thats the real me#anyway have a nice day#asks
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You know what the worst thing about putting Tenoch's Namor in more things is? I'm gonna become ever more attached to him and someday theyre gonna try and take him away from us. NO. ABSOLUTELY NOT. NAMOR CANNOT DIE AT ANY POINT. I WILL BE SICK.
#I WANT MORE OF HIM SO SO BAD BUT IM SO SCARED FOR HIM#I AM DISTRAUGHT HONESTLY#no cause I've literally never cared this much about an MCU character. Tenoch as Namor is just pure serotonin for me. Tenoch is incredible.#Namor#tenoch huerta#Namor is my sweet baby they can't take him away from me.#Not only is he just. insanely absolutely drop-dead gorgeous in a way the english language cant seem to communicate.#his on screen presence is endlessly delicious. I NEED IT.#They just had a man who is already insanely gorgeous and is hot as hell when he plays men with confidence and they put him in tiny green#shorts and he successfully played a man with confidence that doesn't even think about the need for confidence#to not even get started on the rest. You're telling me people aren't supposed to fall in love with him left and right? shut uuuup.#God. I am embarrassing. I need to shut up. I have journal for a reason.
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misery despair suffering etc etc
#purrs#delete later#two thoughts about separate things both causing the despair. thought / thing number 1 which i think ive talked abt on here many times before#but im saying it again: i am not good at being a friend in the ways my friends need me to be a friend. and in the ways friendship is thought#of societally i guess. i isolate myself constantly. i pull away from the opportunity to get closer with people i don’t know as well. i don’t#text back and then when im finally ready it’s been so egregiously long since it was appropriate for me to respond or reciprocate or#whatever it is i am so crushed by guilt and shame and embarrassment that i can’t bring myself to do it. i have so many unread messages and i#wont even let myself open them. and ive been like this for years. and i hurt someone very badly many years ago by being that way. and it was#more complicated than that but sometimes i remember it and how i acted and how i treated them. and i wonder sometimes if they check up on me#and i don’t want to be immature or weird or whatever for talking about it or wondering that openly. but if you do read this and you know who#you are: i am so sorry. i meant whst i said that i would never stop wishing you well and hoping the very best for you. and i hope you have#all of that and more. and im so sorry for not being brave enough to communicate with you or stick around. i really really am. and im sorry#to all the other people i have hurt by pulling away and shutting down and shrinking inside myself and not talking. ik it’s weird to post#that instead of just telling people directly but it’s the guilt. i am fully aware of how many people / groups of people i owe things to /#for but also just… miss. a lot. and want to talk to even though i won’t let myself. i don’t know why im like this and i don’t know how to#stop. but im sorry im not a good friend or even acquaintance or community member. and im talking to everyone now i guess including anyone#reading this bc god knows how many asks and messages i have on here. im sorry. i want to be a better friend. but i also never have spoons. a#and i also want to stay spoonless and cocooned on myself forever and never come out. and i hate that. i want to be a friend. i want to be#kind and giving and loving and generous in the ways you all have been with me. i want to hang out with people and send messages and be there#to lift people up and celebrate with them. but all i can muster is tapping like on social media and it’s horrific. i have gifts to make and#hello / checking in messages to reply to and roleplay starters to post and i just can’t do it right now and im scared i’ll never be able to#again. but it’s a self fulfilling prophecy. if i say i can’t do it then iwont. it’s not enougu to just be aware of it i have to act on it#and change it. but im exhausted and hurting right now and i have been for years and i need to heal first but what if this is healing.#idk. i rambled on that for much longer than i thought i would so nowim gonna say the second thing in a separate post. and it’ll be weird to#post about that in light of this and it’ll be weird to post this at all. but its been weighing on me so heavily today and i don’t want#anyone to think im ignoring them or not aware of being like this or whatever. and posting into the void is easier than telling individual#people to your faces even though i know it’s cowardly. im really truly sorry. i will try to get better once i have the strength to try.#actually yeah no not gonna say the second thing yet. it would be weird to say it now. this needs to sit a little first
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this is an extremely random piece of my mind but im insanely grateful for my bilinguililism. not in a way you would think though. at the age of almost 25 i am so happy that none of you have to see my various pieces of explicit hunger games fanfiction that i wrote over ten years ago and that is now gaining traction again because of tbosas on a russian fanfiction website. so happy. so grateful. i can just exist in english in perpetuity and happiness
#this is not about embarrassment. thg made me a writer i am today. but as someone who is repulsed by the idea of new blogs/profiles and#prefers to keep everything in one place i would Not have liked to have a post-canon multichapter fluffy thg fic on my current ao3#theres just something wrong about that concept to me. i have over 50 works over on my russian account and im so happy yall cannot see it.#god bless.#mine
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#i spent so long being wilfully misunderstood about my gender that im just terrified to come out to anyone now#i see so much ''there's no wrong way to be trans'' on here and still feel like im not enough#unless i go for t or surgery#i don't want those.... or do i? do i feel sick thinking about hrt because i secretly really do want to try it?#also having an indescribable gender i think means you can't really advertise who you're available to#how am i supposed to be on the market? lesbians shouldn't want me cause I'm not a woman - straight girls won't bc im afab....#im positively terrified of pregnancy so that rules out cis men and trans women....#god#i don't feel allowed to date or fuck. ever. lmfao. I'm disgusting#im the one fucking freak who doesn't fall into anyone's categories of ''compatible''#just watch I'll find some cute girl and she ''won't swing that way''. WHAT WAY??? hahaaaaaaa#I'm screwed forever#also I'm 30 which basically means I'm gross and off limits lol#SO glad i spent my entire youth in a depressing miserable relationship and now that I'm able to live#I'm at an age where it's just embarrassing.
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If ennyone from ze ontario area has any expertise 4 finding a place to live that is Somewhat affordable/ tips for making a game plan in da real world for financial ...livability blease lmk lol
#faaack i am so screwd <3 i done fucked up by living completely dissociated from everything for like 5 years!! fun schtuff#kinda good timing to come back 2 tumbkr tho lol at least i have ze dashboard. thats the grossest thing ive ever said god dhdjdjjf#god this is embarrassing man im about to turn 25 and ive nothing to show for it#ive just been floating on down the river of life holding onto safety nets as if i didnt KNOW they dont last forever#sighhh. i hate bekng a burden to people and knowing im the reason the people who have given me shelter are experiencing strain in their#fuckin marriage. because of ME and my inability to Grow The Fuck UP is fucking horrible wtf is wrong w me
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Lord give me energy today eueueue
#dora daily#sm things piling up but my brain says NO#I can’t even do basic things 😭#it’s genuinely so hard to talk to others#aaaaaaah#the reason is bc I’ve forced myself into contentment with the prospect of being alone cause there’s just so much I can do that would bring#me joy in solitude but#that’s what I’ve always been doing part of the reason I talk a lot is bc that’s how I am in my head#like things firing at 100miles per second bc that’s how I used to keep myself entertained when I was younger#when everyone would have buddies and I wouldn’t#and it works now bc everyone takes ten business days to reply that it’s completely made me genuinely grossed out of social interaction#but I can’t live in La La land forever#pls if only kaveh existed I wouldn’t need another means of socialisation eueeuue#everyone is so impossible to understand; coming from a girl who has always been called utterly INSANE for how hard she hyper focuses on#small cues and signals and detecting discomfort and whatnot. I turn my brain off for one second and yet again the same shit happens it’s so#unfair that everyone can be relaxed and I ought to be on high alert 24/7#I also find it hilarious and pathetic when people pretend to be people smart but they’re really not … it’s genuinely embarrassing#like bitch when you get to my level then we will talk istg …#Istg if this is the autism thing everyone’s been telling me im screwed cause#I don’t want yet another issue#but it’d make sense like how people seem to draw away despite there being nothing wrong with me#how people tend to agree with everything someone else says but the moment I do it it’s heinous#how I have physically had to learn social cues and trial and error#with the errors altering my brain chemistry#that unwavering sense of justice that makes me so very uncomfortable if not fulfilled that I shut up about so I can actually hold down#friends. God knows how every interaction I have with a person is so orchestrated so almost artificial and ‘yes-man’ core that I don’t even#believe said person likes ME bc idek who I am and bc if I don’t agree w#everything no matter how many times someone says I won’t get mad …. trust me they do they’re all liars and manipulators even if they don’t#intend to#the scary fascinations I’ve had when younger
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And the cycle begins anew . As it does every week
#vent continued in tags sorry gang#every fucking monday ma ends up pissed and yelling about SOMETHING#sorry that im taking the meds that actually help and im not miserable and in pain all the time and throwing up all the time and i didn't#hear the baby making a mess at four in the morning . shocker that the meds that knock me out would prevent me from waking up to hear that#and its not like i can even be upset that she's mad . i was mad . i am mad . i did my best to clean it up#and its not like he only got into her shit. he got into my shit too. he ruined and wasted my stuff too.#when he was able to get into my room and destroy things all the time it was always “dont act like that#he doesn't understand . you cant be mad at him#why would you leave it out if you didn't want it destroyed“ as if i had any other fucking option#maybe if i didn't have fuckin . 8 sheets of drywall (?)#two metal floor vents and a fucking DOOR just sitting in my room i'd have space fo put my stuff and i wouldn't bitch about it#he doesn't get into my room anymore because i have a lock that i have to carry the key for around 24/7#but i do myfucking best to keep him from getting into shit but i CANT DO THAT ALL THE TIME#ESPECIALLY NOT AT FOUR IN THE MORNING WHEN HE IS ACTIVELY BEING SNEAKY AND IM SO KNOCKED OUT I COULD WOULD AND HAVE SLEPT THROUGH TORNADO#SIRENS . SHOCKER THAT HES ABLE TO DESTROY SHIT WHEN IM IN SUCH A STATE . WHO COULD'VE PREDICTED THIS .#im trapped here i can never fucking leave jesus christ#i can never leave. what the hell am i gonna do#i cant do this for the rest of my life . i want to move away so bad but i cant even do that#im too disabled to work like i need to to support myself i cant move to another state but its the only way i'd be able to escape this#unless i move to fuckin . chicago or some shit#god i hate it here i hate myself for not being able to handle it and being upset and being dramatic about it all#and i hate myself for being so tired of it because i dont have any excuse and i hate myself for being so upset that im not able to have#a social life and being jealous of my younger coworkers that talk about hanging out with their friends or like . goin to the fucking park#on a weekday and not being constantly messaged about how bad their baby brother is and how they need to come home asap and#how they aren't wrecked by the guilt of being out even on the weekends and i hate that im so jealous of them#and i hate how embarrassing it is that im the only one of my coworkers who doesn't get asked what they're doing on weekdays anymore because#everybody knows exactly what im doing. im staying at home watching the baby#and i hate how humiliated i am every time one of my friends cancels plans last minute and i hate that i lie to my ma about why plans change#god that got long and obnoxious . sorry gang (me rereading my tags later)#puppmeo misery
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Bro I just realized if I get the role I want in the spring musical I might have to kiss someone
GUYS I'VE NEVER PROPERLY KISSED ANYONE???
#i kissed a girl once in seventh grade on a dare and i had no idea what i was doing#idk what im doing#and the boys who have a chance at playing the character id have to kiss have all been in relationships before#and im!! here!! i guess!!#god thats so embarrassing lmao#like im honestly not that uncomfortable kissing someone boohoo but i am uncomfortable having to say that idk how!!!#especially because what if my confusion is just met with like. 'youll get it.' NO I WONT#AAAAAAAAA#like dude!!! idk how to do this! or go about this!#last year in the show when there was some kissing it wasn't until like the day before opening that they actually did it!!!#and good for them but also like! scary!! i cant kiss!!!#also one of those couples dated irl so like. barely counts.#BUT GIRL HELP IF I GET THIS ROLE I WILL BE TOAST#thank god the boys who might play the character id have to kiss are people i know are really chill and respectful and ive known for years#😵💫😵💫😵💫#ignore me being a theater kid
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I literally need to rip my body to shreds and then soak the shreds in gasoline and then set the on fire and then throw the ashes in the ocean
#jinx's hijinks#why doesnt anyone ever want to commit to me#no matter who it is or how many chsnces i give or how many times i try no one ever wants to commit#and i cant just keep giving people exactly what they want from me hust so i can feel like maybe theyll like me for more than a week#i cant keep doing this#GOD HAVING A CRUSH IS SO EMBARRASSING LIKE GIRL IM NOT NORMALLY LIKE THIS#LITERALLY HE SAID HES NEVER THOUGHT ABT ME THAT WAY AND IM THROWING A FIT WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME#even then him saying that isnt what its really about#its just that im scared he will start thinking about me the way i want hik too and the he will see what everyone else did#and realise that im not the person they thunk i am and that im just mirroring their personality#but hes just so perfect#well hes not perfect but no one is#but he is just so right#hes so normal in the best way possible#i need to actually shut the fuck up#i just feel so embarrassed and annoying telling my irls thus stuff so im just gonna yell ut here#bc no one on tumblr.com will judge me
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not to be cringey and "not like other girls" but i genuinely can't relate to anyone my age and can't have any meaningful connection to them and it fucking sucks i don't want to be like this why can't I just be normal
seriously i don't ask to be like this I have no friends and don't do anything to the point where my dad has asked me multiple times this week why I don't have friends and my sister fucking makes fun of me and I just want to be normal it's not fair everyone assumes i don't hang out with ppl tto be edgy and different and they fucking make fun of me for it and meanwhile im doing everything i can to engage with ppl my age and i just fucking cant its not fair
#op#vent#not the venting on main how embarrassing#god i wish i could just stop existing just for a while im so sick of this i just need a break#like idc about othet people making fun of me but my own family has been sm lately and it fucking hurts#like isnt ur family supposed to be the ones who stick up for you?? why can't mine be like that#at best im an inconvenience to them#at worst my parents are embarrassed of me and probably wish they never had a daughter like me#its not fair bc they LOVE my younger sister and she has such a good relationship with them i dont get it#what am i doing wrong#why does no one at all like me#god i hate my life im so pathetic#im so sick of being like this#it doesnt fucking get better#no one cares about me or supports me or tries to help me#im basically going to be a failure no matter what#whats the point
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not to be a pain-crazed wild animal. i KNOW i do this every time. but p*riods are so fucking crazy. like my cr*mps are so bad my body is trying to strangle itself but im awake and i need to be at work in 2 hrs and get thru an entire 9 hr workday as if im not in excruciating pain and im gonna bring my heating pad and my p*in r*lief cr*am if you catch my drift (💀) and i’ll need to use them DURING a busy day in which i will not see any other ppl who get periods in person and using them is gonna be a whole awkward thing. like omg. this is not fucking normal lol
#purrs#it is normal obviously. but it’s SO fucking frustrating like omfg the amount of time i lose every single month to being in pain like this#FOR NO REASON and like half the global population has to deal w that and it’s like it’s nothing. idk. despair and suffering and misery#delete later#menstruation tw#the thing that really gets me abt it is how my mom (ik i said i would stop complaining abt her on here but we have been fighting all month#LOL so im giving myself permission) gets so fucking pissed at me and my sister when we’re in too much pain to do chores bc she thinks we’re#being lazy / making excuses and then she compares us to o it brother like.. omg um YOU should know how painful this can be first of all and#second of all why would you even make that comparison when he doesn’t lose a third of his life to his body trying to tear itself apart! lol!#and yes i could work from home or calll out sick but consider: i am mentally illabout not being at work. which * is gonna be on my ass abt w#when they hear me say that bc i know im gonna make a whole awkward big deal abt my heating pad. UGHHHHH embarrassing lmaooooo#like why do people have REGULAR B*DILY F*NCTIONS!!!!! REGULAR!!!!!!! that REGULARLY put them in this amount of pain and we have to just deal#with that like it’s nothing and be discreet about and whatever. ew i sound like um… someone who cares too much abt stuff like this lol but I#im so mad abt it rn like oh my GOD can the pain just not be part of it can we just evolve to get rid of that or put structures in place in a#society for ppl to be more accepting / supporting / whatever of it. please please please please please#(also goes for more than just p*riods btw. like imagine if as a society we had things in place for ppl who are regularly in#chronic pain of any kind 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍 what a world that would be 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍 wow i sure hope it happens in my lifetime 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍)
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