#have ocd so being embarrassed about literally anything feels like being on a fbi watchlist and being set on fire
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hey. hi hello. what gave u the right to make the most gut wrenching video ive ever seen in my entire life (star trek is about the sixties). how dare you. you changed my life.
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#I love that u love these things that I make cus sometimes I get so embarrassed about them and I#have ocd so being embarrassed about literally anything feels like being on a fbi watchlist and being set on fire#thank u all for leaving nice comments and I'm glad u like my my videos#people in my life keep being like u should make video editing ur career u shoukd get money for this and its like bestie wouldve couldve sh#Its keeping me alive like i don't understand how people can turn their hobbies into jobs and still benefit them i dont get it#also i literally cant do this shit on command i cant make things that people tell me to make unless the spirit so moves me#making these videos literally helps me think straight and gives me energy i wouldntve showed them to anyone if i had the willpower like idk#interests feel limited and precious like even if I was in any way able to turn it into a job it would just#become another thig im doing for other ppl and id forget who i am again. god i need to do some acid or some shit i mask too much#cannot express how insane the revelation that im a real person was. im a real person who is strange and unsettling for real#when i talk to chairs or kiss my phone on the forehead no one is telling me to do that. thats the real me#anyway have a nice day#asks
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