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I'm cold, bored, and people are noisy
I get why I'm here, not much to be done about that, but damn this all
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#shitpost#screaming into the void#did system#plural system#did#plurality#alters#system#plural#did alters#symptom holder#did symptom holder#frontstuck#frontstuck alter#did frontstuck
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New headmate: what are you doing in my house?/ref
Me: I want waffle fries
#Alyxx speaks#I’ve been frontstuck for the past FIVE DAYS#please#take this hell away from me#did#did osdd#did system#osdd did#actually did#complex did#did alter#did community#did memes#did positivity#did/osdd#did stuff#didosdd#hc did#osdd system#osddid#actually osdd#osdd#osdd 1b#osdd alter#osdd community#osdd positivity#system stuff#system things#dissociative system#plural system
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Gatekeeper, keeping the alter who needs to front stay in the front be like:
#headache for all of us#and sometimes it failed and I'm frontstuck#actually plural#actually dissociative#osdd 1b#osdd system#alters#osdd1b#actually osdd#osdd#osdd memes#did osdd
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i've been fronting alone for exactly twenty eight days and i cannot do this shit anymore. our communication as a system is the fucking worst but there's usually a "sensation" of someone else being in my head, or at least i can feel their presence when i'm looking at something that interests them, but it's been radio silent for almost a month now and i'm going CRAZY!!!!!!!! i feel like a fucking singlet !!!!!! why would we have protectors if they're leaving me alone to deal with stuff i can't take !!!!!!!!!!!! i am so fucking afraid of splitting because that is triggering as shit for me !!
Ugh I’m so sorry!
Being front stuck is the absolute fucking worst. It’s stressful, lonely, and exhausting.
I really hope things start getting better for you! You’re definitely not a singlet, you’re still valid. This is just an extra rough patch. Maybe try positive triggers and see if anyone starts communicating? Journaling and SP helps us a lot!
Please keep us updated!
#did system#did community#did osdd#actually did#angry systems#osddid#syscourse#angry#did#did alter#frontstuck
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headmate from breaking bad call that alter white
#did#osdd#headmate#alter#just got back to front after sad asshole got frontstuck and immediately started thinking about this draft in a cold sweat#(said headmate is not from breaking bad. i was just thinking about my mediocre joke)
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genuinely so hard to not hate the previous host. I was clearing out contacts/text messages and everything pre-november is just the Wow You Fucked Up Pipeline. and I see all these posts about having compassion for other alters and system accountability and people get on my case about this but I can't stand that bitch and would delete him from the brain if possible. dread him or the other one ever rearing their stupid heads again because nothing good ever happens and I'm not cleaning up another mess just cause they don't know how to act
#i hate being host i hate being frontstuck i hate being told how to be in charge when I didn't ask to be in charge#also hate so much of system culture on tumblr because it's all very acceptance-y and ridiculous#some alters just fucking suck and you should be allowed to say it without feeling guilty#perhaps I am just hangry#🔥
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GET this FUCKING loser out of front!!! Hes been there too damn long and he's mean!!!!!!
#this is a JOKE#bc im hyperaware im out rn and im really fucking upset#props to wander and co for cheering me up and being so supportive i am in tears#i love yoy#i meant to say it back earlier and forgot im gonna message again dont worry#but god damn why am i the traumatized alter someone euthanize me jesus christ like. stop.#fuck.#mental illness#system babbles#inthrum#vent#ok to rb#ig ??? lmao ok. i hope other systems can relate in a positive way#osdd#actually plural#headmates#switching#frontstuck#they all want me to beat my record too im only 20 days away or so. its epic#theyre all rooting for me
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GUYS HELP IM FRONTSTUCK SAVE ME SAVE ME SAVE ME
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why have I been. frontstuck. for like 5 days. why does my brain have it out for me. don't you dare make me host again brain I WILL die from alchol poisoning don't test me.
#jesse.txt#fucking hate this i hate being the denial alter#i hate bein the bpd alter and the impulsive self harm persecutor#i hate being aroace and feeling unremarkable and undesirabpe and worthless#not to mention the pain. the disability#its getting ne so vad its horrible every second un alive is agony. i gave glass bones and paper skin#let me oute.......#vent post#tw vent#system vent#frontstuck#plurality#yeah thats good
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__Echo__ (Shitty Prose pt 9 (May 7, 2024))
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Where did you all go?
Echoing chambers
Footsteps
Water dripping from stalactites-
Is there any one else here?
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The warmth is not warm
When you're not there.
The shadows of home
Tear at flesh and reek of decay.
I am tired.
I am afraid.
I am alone.
Please come back.
Please come back.
I am alone.
I am afraid.
I am so tired.
#acewritesshittyprose#shitpost#screaming into the void#did system#did#alters#did alter#did alters#plural#plural system#dissociative system#did vent#vent#tw vent#vent post#frontlocked#frontstuck#fear#dark imagery#mental health shit#plurality#dissociative identity disorder#tw depressing thoughts#depressing shit#tw sui ideation#did switching#did switch#did frontlocked#did frontstuck#prose
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the knowledge of our sys leaving my body when i front
#p#been frontstuck for almost a month lfg#now i have to relearn everything because the only one who knew anything was the previous host#the only alter i have any knowledge of is said host and my (queerplatonic) partner. so#OSDDID#actually traumagenic
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I love being someone who deals with fucking confrontation totally, deal with confrontation, get so worked up about it youre stuck for 3 days? Its g r e a t!
⚰🖤Andrew
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YALL HELP ME PLEASE IM SO FRONTSTUCK - 🪶
#actually autistic#osdd 1b#actually dissociative#actually neurodivergent#traumagenic osdd#actually plural#fictive#osdd fictive#actually traumagenic#autism#osdd#osdd stuff#plural system#the fish tank system#traumagenic system#alter#autism awareness#autistic#frontstuck#front#stuck#simply plural#100 hours#Keigo fictive#Keigo#Keigo Takami#hawks bnha#wing hero hawks#hawks MHA#my hero academia hawks
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Hello!
i have a question for all of tumbler! I never realized that i am completely and utterly front stuck. if i am not in the front i am cocon. i thought i was just weird and didn’t experience amnesia and that’s completely wrong i’m just stuck. there’s never a moment where i am not present and i think that’s burning me out a lot.
does anyone have any tips for not being frontstuck? this seems to be hell lol
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#dissociate identity disorder#actually dissociative#dissociative alters#dissociative disorder#dissociative system#otherwise specified dissociative disorder#coconscious#frontstuck
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if i had a penny for every identity crisis ive bad recently AND for how much ive made these crisis' worse for myself id have a lot of money
#every day i scream at how much ive poured into tryna figure out what the Fuck is up with our system. because yknow whag its very distressin#having to figure out why i cant leave front evwn if i want to#why i only feel co-con with most alters but never Ever have seen them front#why our headspace is a total mess but also at the same time why. theres only a handful of alters who are Actually Here#the rest are just like. i can Tell theyre there.#it sounds a bit like osdd it sounds a bit like p-did i cant ask others opinions because i complusively lie#about our system incase anyo e tries to fuckin. fakeclaim us or do any other shit thing over the fsct that i dont know Anyfin here#i just wanna figure it out and rest but yipee i cant even really give up front cuz. frontstuck
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Frontstuck. (✦)
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