#endos blah blah blah

[hazedxhealing]

"Cope harder" <- someone who is blatantly struggling to cope with the existence of people who are "mocking a disorder" they dont even have. L. "seethe harder" bro endos havent stopped yet and theyre for sure not gonna stop for you 😭

And I’m not gonna stop advocating for the separation of MEDICAL APPROPRIATION and genuine experience.

No, I don’t have DID, I thought I did, I was WRONG. I have admitted to being wrong and tag that I am no longer questioning.

I didn’t have to - I could have continued as my former suspicion, but I didn’t, because it is so incredibly easy to admit you’re wrong and not fake horrific debilitating trauma induced disorders, and yet. I could have actively and consciously harmed a community that is already suffering and not being taken seriously, but nope, I’m advocating instead.

It is physically impossible to willingly “create” a system. It is impossible to be a system without severe and repetitive childhood trauma.

The only valid system is a disordered system, and to insist otherwise is infinitely more ableist than activism for disordered plurals ever will be.

If you are endorsing, and have trauma linked back to your system, guess what? You have a system FORMED BY TRUAMA and are disordered.

Seeth.

[fleshfictive]

coworker that we HATE, HATE, HATE got fired today. got a raise. gonna see our fp soon. not feeling too dissociated to function. 2025 is my year

[kasaru-chan]

I don't think he'll reach a major character status like Damian.

But at the very least I hope Demetrius gets a cover with him in a little chair like all the others.

[juicezone]

grumbles

[thecorporatetower]

“Endos and radqueers are the same thing” blah blah blah blah I DONT FUCKING CARE. Radqueers support pedophilia and zoophilia. Endogenic systems are just systems trying to exist. Get a fucking grip.

I’ll start believing your anti-endo rhetoric when you can show me where endos and radqueers, which are two different things, two different groups, are the “same thing”

-Natasha/Angel

[tangerinedre3mer]

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Our intro cuz why not🙃✨

✰Our names - Charlie, Bee, if you were so inclined you can call us bill cipher (I am bill so yk), Wisp, Tree, or Nix

✰Our pronouns - We are genderfluid [and a system] so they change but here is the link to our fave pronoun list(basically pick a prn(s) from the list and use them for us✨✨✨) if none of those appeal to you that’s fine, we’re ok with any and all except for she!!

✰Age - we are bodily a minor, keep this in mind. However our “soul” has been around for countless years

✰Types - therian: death head moth, lynx, snow leopard | otherkin: sharkpup, demonkin, cryptidkin, dollkin, plantkin, alienkin | otherhearted: hammerhead shark, whale shark, bumble bee, bat | other/copinglink: mouse, Labrador | fictionkin: bill cipher from gravity falls (idk which timeline we just know we’re a chaotic interdimensional space demon) | queen of hearts from Alice in wonderland

✰Gender - Trigender: cassflux, xenogender, genderfluid (we use the term genderfluid but gendetfaunet x linumgender describes us better)

✰orientation: pan🩷💛💙, aroaceflux, greyaesthetic, aqpflux, hyperalterous, Freak4Freak, and polyamorous

✰agere/dre - lil age: 3-6 | names - cleo/charlie | likes: coloring, drawing, snuggling stuffies, playing video games, being outside, watching shows |

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This is our main blog and is probably gonna be about random crap :]]

other blogs:

@the-sketched-squad [our system sideblog]

@blu3b3rrynightmar3 [our sad, writing, and art sideblog]

@sketcheddaydreams [our bah centered additional main]

please put trigger warnings if you are gonna directly vent to us or are going to be talking to us about losing weight, eds and similar things (it is VERY triggering for us)

if your blog makes us uncomfortable we’ll block you /srs

Byf: we will swear on here, we are citrusqueer and dollqueer, we are pro-endo, pro-radqueer, pro-transid, pro-para, pro-consent [we believe minors and animals can NOT consent], can’t really think of anything else, for the most part we will keep this blog lighthearted

[it is absolutely ok if you have opposing viewpoints and opinions on anything, just be respectful!!]

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✰writing

✰sharks and moths

✰eevees (our faves are sylveon and vapeoreon)

✰hazbin/helluva (intended for mature audiences blah blah blah)

✰tea

✰the dragon prince (show)

✰Stardew Valley

✰Bill Cipher (were the best)

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May update later idk, comment if theres more we should add✨❤️

alrighty, buh-bye my fellow beings🐾✨🌈

[kangeldaily]

KANGEL DAILY!

(usually)

more kangel related blogs i've made:

@weed-angel — all about weed and wangel!!! pretty much just a joke that started from a post on @//putting-omgkawaiiangel-in-places (inactive)

@kangel-spotted — like all of those spotted blogs but with kangel/ame (inactive)

@kangel-official — lil rp acc for the internet angel (will answer asks as kangel) was also the birth of kangel x miku, kanmiku, internet diva, whatever u wanna call it (posts rarely) (dear god why are all of these inactive)

@kangelnotdaily — evil twin mwuahaha

tw tags are tagged like: tw something example: tw sh

not much of a dni. this is just a nso blog. but i would prefer if endos and supporters didn't interact. wanna know if im ok with blah blah blah interacting? message me :3

mod is just some trans dude and the host of a did system

[endoyamato]

im a nice CEO so i wont gatekeep this: one of our lovely servermates let us know last night that this artwork of endo

is based on a song, SHINIGAMI , by KENSHI YONEZU. the lyrics are so incredibly fitting:

What a bore! When will this bullshit end?

I feel like dying with all this blah blah blah

Sadly, just when I'm about to arrive there

"Lets see , where should i start, how far should i go?

a glimpse of the limit of torture would be good for this guy

i want to see his face after hes gone off , falling, howling, and screaming

after all , hes one of us, right?"

have fun pookies

[kiruliom]

Looking at what you were saying earlier I literally watched somone get fucking bullied out of coining a post. Like wtf. It's was a super anti radqueef, and they were all like, "Why would you coin something like this?" blah blah blah. And like "this term is basically a transid thing and it pisses me off.

I feel so bad for the coiner man. Like I get it you probably didn't wanna see the post, but don't interact.....and they where so fucking mean about it.

sighh....

Im giving a huge smooch to every intusui, desirdae, dissomei , anti rq transid and adjacent people (or a fist bump if ur more into that)

we dont deserve to be berated for having words for our feelings that has nothing to do with our actions methinks. also like I dont wanna bring syscourse into it but they act like endos r diseased rats tryna get their grubby arms on everything and dirtying it or something. like I get not liking endos or not understanding them or whatever but theyre not a cult of sewer rats ToT

ur literally in the radically inclusive community excluding people for arbitrary stuff.

[wilsons-three-legged-siamese]

alright!! time for the ocs lore.

@cherrishnoodles @asclexe @jellifishiez @sillyhyperfixator @katttkhaos @hemlocksloadofbull @writing-and-sillies

starting frok the earliest lore, sydney and kat were childhood beat friends, both being born and raised in britian. syd moved to the us at the age of 10, so he left her. some stuff happened with his father blah blah, he got fostered by wilson for a year until he went to hopkins. during his stay at hopkins, wilson got with eddie. wilson became close with house, and house introduced everyone to lena, his "partner" (they're on and off). once syd gets hired as cardio head, kat moves to the us, reuniting them. along the way, they manage ti meet flux, danny and val, who are all friends because they work on cases together (flux and danny both being ob/gyn's and val was a friend of houses, as she helped with cases). so, they're all friends i guess, some closer than others blah blah. ev then comes along, already knowing the ob/gyn team as endo and them work together often because of female anatomy stuff.. uh so yeah.

THATS WHAT IVE COME UO WITH!! if anyone else has anything they want to be added/changed please feel free to tell me 😭

[beelzebubsbois]

I just need to say this because it's been on my mind. We still believe a LOT of what we have said in the past. But what we don't believe in is seeking out and bullying people because of shit that they believe.

I believe that a LOT of Endos are shitty people. I believe that MOST humans in general are shitty people because FUCK people are horrible and it's basically ingrained in us as a species, selfishness, self centered ideologies, blah blah blah I could write a whole essay on how much we hate people as a species but that's for a different post (different account tbh lol)

But not all Endos are just straight-up delusional. I see the flaw in saying that, and how it can be harmful to people with actual delusions (I mean not really, but people are gonna keep calling me "sanist" [which is a WILD term lmao] either way) sure, some endos may be delusional, but many may just be groomed into thinking that way or just are generally misinformed.

Think whatever you want of us, but we needed to put this out here. We're not apologizing, because really we did nothing wrong, just voiced our opinion in a way that was... harmful in some people's eyes.

And let this be known because fuck this is getting on my last nerve, we are not, in any way, shape, or form, a supporter/friend/follower of AspenFrost. Fuck her and her attention seeking misinformation spreading. We could not give LESS of a fuck about her opinions and the content she is making now. She used to show opinions that we thought could be relatable and thought she would continue to be a streamer or content creator that we enjoyed, but no, she's a hypocritical bitch that we are disgusted to have ever supported. Fuck her and all of her system.

[headmateelevator]

oh that anon was weird. heres some Happiness

THANK YOU FOR BEING PRO-ENDO AS A TRAUMAGENIC SYSTEM!!! it means alot to every endo out there <3 your build a headmate packs are useful and fun!! my headmates that have formed from them appreciate what you do!! thank you for being here!!!

-green anon

AH!! THANK YOU GREEN ANON!! we personally think more traumagenics should support endos or at least stop being hateful about it but i guess we just aren't there yet, ya know? i can understand how some of them might feel about it some think endos or other origins are trying to mock their trauma which just isn't true, of course but anti-endo spaces have a lot of misinformation in them about other origins or they just don't believe in other origins yet which is understandable at first, people put a lot of pressure on traumagenics to not be supportive, which is horrible. like genuinely,, when we first learned about being a system, we were immediately told "don't support endos! be rude blah blah blah!!" but we took a look after a while and saw that anti endos are actually incredibly rude? so we decided to look into it and realized that we can't say whats happening in someone elses brain, nor can i know an endogenics experience myself, so who am i to call someone a faker? any system can be, and is, as real as my own. just because the system wasn't formed by trauma or wasn't fully formed by trauma it does not mean it can't be real. the human brain is complex, and we cannot understand everything! anyways i rambled.. my bad.. I LOVE YOU GREEN ANON!! HAVE AN AWESOME DAY!!!

[bromantically]

what are anti endos even on about. i remember when we had our syscovery and promptly stated we are pro endo, a long time mutual sent a very angry ask telling us we dont take traumatized people seriously and blah blah blah about hurting Actually Traumatized People, and it just really stuck with me all this time because i have not once ever called myself endo and this person had watched me post about some of my most personal traumatic experiences of my life over the course of a few years. and they still sent us that. so do anti endos actually care about traumatized people or do they just care about harassing people for the sake of making themselves feel like "good" people

[nyxypoo]

night (ghostface endo and knife play... sigh)

[sysmedsaresexist]

I'm so tired

Blah blah blah debunk debunk don't trust the TPA

Link a paper here

Don't trust the TPA

Suck my balls TPA

Go away, TPA

DID they really just say that?

(Yes, they did)

[the-100-percent]

So, I’m sorry for bothering, but I have- questions- about endogenic systems-. I’ve been doing extensive research on it, and people’s opinions and the research has me so torn. What I have researched, most of it says it’s not scientifically correct, and a lot of the anti blogs keep saying that as well(among other things). They keep saying that endos are terrible people, and what has popped up for me has been “endos” saying, “you can choose to have a system!” Blah blah blah. Am I on the wrong side of the community to be researching? And uhm- I want to know the goods about being an endo. I have a traumagenic system, and from what I have seen, the community has been an insult, but I want to ask someone who personally has it if some of this is true and if there are truly good endos-. I hope I did not hurt you with any of this, but I truly want to understand, to fully make an opinion. I want to see the good in it-.

I wish I could help you but we're legit too autistic to explain things at all so uh... Maybe ask another endo system or a blog that's made for asking questions about being systems

-💙