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[support]

Everything okay?

If you or someone you know is struggling with an eating disorder, you are not alone.  

If you are in the United States, please try:

National Eating Disorders Association (support, resources, treatment options)

If you are outside the United States, visit IASP to find help lines related to eating disorders for your country. 

For self-help courses on body image and general peer support, please try Koko. 

For more resources, please visit our Counseling & Prevention Resources page for a list of services that may be able to help.

[brx1nrxt]

You’re not as skinny as your outfits make you feel.

Starve.

[the-diary-of-a-rexie]

Please, please, please let me get what I want (reach my ugw)

[coco-cherri]

my greatest fear is that i’ll be someone’s reverse thinspo :/

[sofihatesfood]

and ed buddy who will encourage my unhealthy ed behaviors isn't a want it's a NEED (pls hmu 🙏)

[squidzkcalz]

Breakfast 🤍

tomato & herb rice cake - 50cal

1tsp cream cheese - 35cal

cucumber - 5cal

total - 90cal

[cemeterycigarettes]

something i love about reaching my ugw is how much more i like my legs now

[skinnypixxies]

april 2023 goals

>12k steps a day

no eating past 8:30 (usually when i binge)

actually cook breakfast

try to do a little workout at least 3x a week

do your skincare bitch !!!

try to chill out with the nicotine (it’s embarrassing)

maybe stop with the sh cuz ppl can see it now that its getting warm out

[sellulight]

*~ Zoe Roe ~* 🥀

[b0ulders-0n-my-sh0ulders]

recently i’ve been blaming everything on the fact that i’m fat like “oh my sock fell down in my shoe… bc of fat”

[anasbride]

Ana blog active on Sept 2023. This is a new account but I’m not new to edblr :)

Block me, don’t report. This account is my safespace for myself and you’re really not doing anything good by reporting.

—If you’re in recovery or if your ed is just developing, please get out! You still can get out, and you deserve to. Food is a blessing to mankind and you deserve to enjoy it without guilt or shame. Your body will thank you, and you will feel so light and free without all this bullshit weighing on you—

I’m a 14-year-old girl and have been at this since around May of 2019 but I’ve never had a good relationship w food tbh. I joined edblur with a different account during 2022 ig? Weirdos will be blocked btw.

If you’re an edblog I follow and uncomfy with minors following, tell me and I’ll unfollow you or just block me.

TW !! Numbers under the cut.

4’11ft / 150cm

Sw: 66kg / 146lbs (bmi 28.4)

Cw: 47.8 / 105lbs (bmi 20.7)

Gw: 45kg / 99lbs ✅

42.0kg / 93lbs ✅

40.0kg / 88lbs ✅

37.0kg / 82lbs ✅ - december 30.

Ugw: 34.0kg / 74lbs (bmi 15.1) - april 15 2024.

after much work and suffering, we have made it. i’m pretty upset that i wasn’t active for that milestone but oh well. i’m very sporadically active online because i don’t like to be online in general.

(stuff below has not been updated since sept of 2023)

infos about my eating plan:

900-800 calories is high res for me. typically pretty easy to complete.

700-500 calories is medium res. ♡ my favourite!! ♡

anything <500 is low res. i usually don’t restrict like this because it causes Misery™️ and binges.

i regularly do 18 hour fasts, skipping breakfast and lunch for a midday meal and dinner. i do 24 hour fasts at least once a week, and if i’m planning to do >24 hour fasts, i can’t do them back to back because it causes a huge binge when i break it.

[jirai-kaye]

Kaye !

❄️ He/it, xenogendered salmacian trans man, omnisexual aromantic

🍼 16, speaks ENG and a small amount of JPN (learning), menhera / jirai boy

🩻 ASD (prof dxd), PDA (prof dxd), DCD (prof dxd), OCD (assessing for), chronic GAD (prof dxd), C-PTSD (prof dxd), DID (assessing for), a joint hyper mobility condition of sorts, EDNOS/OSFED (assessing for)

🦴 Cane user, I slit, abuse OTC meds, jump between ⭐️ving and b^ngeing (i). Recovered alcoholic

🧠 TW for pretty much everything under the sun.

🌨️ Not purely an sh/ed blog, I’ll be posting other things too! But this will mainly be a vent blog. Pro recovery just not for myself.

🩹 DNI: basic criteria, endo/demo systems, use disabled/trans/PoC fat people as f^tspo(a), use fat people who are actively trying to lose weight as f^tspo(a)

[brx1nrxt]

Do I kill myself? Do I slit my wrists?

Th1nsp0

[the-diary-of-a-rexie]

I just want to be perfect for him.

[coco-cherri]

🍒 have recently reignited my obsession with cherry coke zero 🍒

[sofihatesfood]

when i eat i eat just to feel something but all i ever feel is guilt

it's never worth it.