#⭐️ving

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[suicidoll-ana]

Fr tho 😭

that’s true.

[thereisnothinghereagain]

Where are all my adult anas?

It's a different world stepping into Eds shoes again half way through life.

I don't have to worry about my parents getting mad at me

I don't have to worry about my school teachers getting mad at me

I don't have the typical teenage drama that spurred this mentality shift

I remember Ed being a call a shout for help just to be seen and cared for as a teenager. But now no one sees me, I have no watchful eyes on me. No one whispering under their breath, no parents staring at me across the dinner table as I play with a half eaten plate, no boy trouble or pubescent drama fueled by hormonal rage and indifference. I'm not doing this to impress the boy I like or try to fit in with the popular kids.

I am invisible

Except from myself.

I'm in a strange state of visible translucency. I tell people I'm fasting and they believe me, I tell people I'm too tired to come meet them for dinner they believe me.

Fuck, even my live out partner whose been here for the last 3 days who I have said the words 4norexi4 to and who has watched me consume nothing but tea for 3 days doesn't question my choices.

How different a world it is when you're seen but not seen. I am validated but I remain a shadow.

[hellokitty-84]

Think about the look on their faces when they see how skinny you‘ve gotten.

[longstembroccoli]

knowing that i could be ⭐️ving right now but instead my body is processing food actually hurts i want to die lol

[frostycalzz]

just because the scale goes down doesn't give you a reason to eat like a pig

[tdrk-katsuki]

whoever invented zero calorie sodas i am kissing you on the mouth

[elvya777]

I honestly hope that ed sheeran will never download this app lmao

[donteevad]

[coffinhelena]

i forgot how good fasting felt omg

[mango-lover26]

I love mealspø so much🥰 Everything is so neat and tidy and aesthetic🥹

When eating this way you’re practically manifesting being skinny and dainty and perfect✨

[katkats-world]

˖ ࣪⭑ ˖ ࣪⭑made by me:) ˖ ࣪⭑ ˖ ࣪⭑

[sl3epyskul]

sometimes i forget that ⭐️ving will actually make me drop w31ght.. like i ⭐️ve for weeks and get confused when family members point it out😭 im such a dunce sometimes

[xoxomiissy]

crazy how we get banned by minding our business but those p0rn bots get to stay

[longstembroccoli]

number on the scale went down and that is all that matters

[gracyycarg]

I just finished a 12 day fast I really pushed myself I’ve never done a fast longer than 5 days here’s some things I’ve experienced during that fasting period

The first 4 days were the hardest I had a little dizziness dry mouth after that it went away

The cravings were intense but on day 3 they went away

It was hard to sleep so I drank lots of decaffeinated green tea it helped me sleep better somewhat

After day 4 the weight started dropping faster I was loosing 2-3 pounds a day I lost a total of 18 in 12 days

Journaling and watching videos helped me take my mind off food which helped ALOT

I mostly do fast to help me over come my binge eat I find it very helpful if anyone has any questions or tips about fasting feel free to ask (I am not a coach)!!! If anyone wants join my next fast I’d love to do it with someone dm me