#but man im tired and burnt out
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feyarchived · 11 months ago
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i’m starting hosaf wish me luck getting through this brick thank u
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musashi · 3 months ago
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#gamers dont you love it when a friend breaks your heart#smashes every olive branch you extend toward them#accuses you of being the asshole when you fall apart about it#acts like they are sorry#and then just fully ghosts you 100%?#i am so fucking tempted to just give up man.#every time i meet someone and im like#''oh wait they seem normal? not hyperindividualistic? like someone who will like me always not just when im happy?''#''someone who wants to be my FRIEND not just a person in a discord call with me??''#and then i spread myself so fucking thin investing energy into the friendship#(which this person admitted wasn't even ENOUGH like i am SO EXHAUSTED from traumatic abandonment#and losing friends suddenly#that even me working at my MAXIMUM CAPACITY makes people feel like i don't like them)#every fucking time.#nothing turns out different. no matter how much work i put into it#the SECOND a person has the chance to abandon me. they will.#i am just sitting here with two forces inside of me#one who never wants to give up on love and friendship#and another who is so tired#i wish i could just be exhausted and burnt out#and someone or several someones. would love me anyways. love me enough that EVENTUALLY#i will grow my heart back#and i can love them threefold for all the love they showed me#but no one wants me even when i do have the energy to be a good friend so why the fuck would anyone want me like this#dude i am so sad i wasn't meant to live like this i was meant to make friends. close friends.#i just keep re-reading our last conversation before he ghosted me. maybe if i read it enough i can change the ending
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ufolane · 1 year ago
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My favorite thing about the FNAF movie is that when I go into the FNAF tag I'm bombarded with robot furry art just like it used to be. I love the daycare attendant as much as the next clown-enjoyer but I love fnaf for the murder furries and I come into the tag for the murder furries. Something something nature is healing
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vampyrluver · 7 days ago
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All i do on my days off from work is wake up at 2pm nd then apply to 4 jobs then go to sleep at 6pm for a post job application nap nd then wake up at 8pm nd check my email nd get confused why no ones gotten back to me. Then rinse and repeat for the next day im free
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catboyvader · 12 days ago
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crittertalez · 3 months ago
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everythings making me sick right now. all the posts i see are about staying positive keeping hopeful staying strong constant reminders other people are doing worse right now you need to stay strong for them anyone who is crying and upset right now is a white liberal blaming other people stay hopeful stay positive stay strong stay strong stay strong stay strong stay strong stay strong if you cry remember someone else is doing worse someone else is dying or losing someone or something and its like jesus fucking christ
im a black woman in a red state and ive been staying strong this whole time staying hopeful staying optimistic for the sake of everyone around me and today it feels like i woke up to a death sentence. one of the most fascist bigoted men in the world right now won against a black woman in a country where neo-fascism has been on the rise and all the people i care about have either already lacked rights or been in danger of losing them. and yet i still have to Stay Strong because crying about how your life could suddenly end in the next 4 years is a white thing to do. give me a break
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ohheyitsjustbear · 7 months ago
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Remembering why I pretty much quit fansly
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dollygirl808 · 1 year ago
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Hi! So, just for anyone wondering, I've been having a rough week/2 weeks which is why I haven't uploaded anything or interacted much.
I'm dealing with some problems that I'm not sure how to fix and don't currently have the motivation to write much, but this chapter was basically ready and just needed to be edited a little. I'm still posting things, they're just likely to come out slowly as I get myself together and deal with my burn out.
It's tough right now, but writing is my best and most favorite escape from the harshness of reality so I'm not abandoning it anytime soon lol.
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lehhoh7822 · 1 year ago
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for @oknerd3
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justpollux · 2 years ago
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socializing is SO GODDAMN FUCKING HARD and I wish I could just give up and stop masking and just do what I want without pissing people off!!!!!!!
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man-squared · 2 years ago
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There's a special kind of let down when a stranger genders you correctly but then immediately is like "oh, [misgender]. Sorry."
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thecrowthatdraws · 2 years ago
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CW: Creepy/ Disturbing imagery :0 
AHHHHH one of my BIG projects for uni I've been working on for a couple weeks :0 
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woodfrogs · 2 years ago
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god bless toby fox. the undertale ost is fr the only reason i might come close to getting my lab report done
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cygnusposts · 9 days ago
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not to rant about AI again but it's just genuinely sort of exhausting sometimes. I struggle with writing a lot, and an AI could do it in, like, five seconds. But it wouldn't even be good. I genuinely don't understand the point sometimes. Ignoring the ethics of it, if I have to put in just as much work getting it to write something coherent as I would just writing the thing myself, why would I not just write it myself?
#im writing rn. i am like#Simultaneously supremely burnt out while also being hyped up on the writer juice#by which i mean i got smacked in the face with an original novel idea and am 2k words in#anyway. point being#that just has me thinking about like#idk man its so exhausting#and like ive TRIED ai writing as a bit but its just not even good#its so ass#it gives you three sentences that arent that good and goes ''yeah thats the whole story'' ??? where#sorry im like rambling im so tired and also a little hungry (but i just brushed my teeth so i Cant Eat rn. life is hell_#and im just im thinking so hard about how shitty ai is for writing#its so so so so bad#this dude cannot keep his words or story straight for more than a paragraph and has no idea of basic pacing or characterization#i could hand a 3 year old some barbies and get a better story#woof.txt#feel free to ignore me chat im just like genuinely so exhausted with the idea of . ai ''writing'' as a whole#every time i write a sentence in my little story i just go an ai could never do this. an ai would not be able to write this because it--#-- lacks any actual skills or abilities required by an author#and like im not a GOOD author. but im so much better than the stupid ai#like cool cool thanks for spitting out 3 paragraphs and killing the environment for a story that actually like did not do anything at all#i wrote better shit when i was twelve and my writing was ass back then im so serious#im so angry and also tired and also hungry which is probably why im so mad#anyway im writing an original novel again i guess#but thats honestly a strong word for what im doing#im writin 10k words of found family werewolf chapter book for like an 8 year old#its what 8 year old me would have wanted#does any of this make sense im so sorry for being incoherent
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chainsawtrans · 2 months ago
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patron-saint-of-emesis · 7 months ago
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i try mt hardest to b positive. but. however. there are just some days i hate being disabled and i hate myself for being disabled. i know i shouldn’t. i know my family doesn’t blame me when i can’t do something. but i still fucking hate it. i hate having to choose between doing fun stuff or feeling physically okay. i hate being unreliable and having to cancel plans suddenly all the time. i hate inconveniencing others even if they are too nice to see it that way. i hate basing my entire life on how my stomach feels rather than what i actually want to do. im tired, man
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