#and system stuff ig?

[tgirlrobot]

Hey. Vent post and rare appearance of Wess², just popping by to scream in the void.

I want rid of him. The boy. The man. The person who never was. The image of him who will never be real.

He screams in the night, begging that it's not fair. He screams out. Why must he be the one whose mere existence causes pain to himself? Why can't he live in a world seperate from him? He knows the response, but he's not happy with the answer. The femininity within him stifled, like a feral animal in a tablecloth. Until one day the beast broke free. Assisted by hands unseen. Understanding that weakened him enough to let go, just for a second.

Now that beast has strengthened. Turned civil. It speaks, and it explains. "I've always been here. You were just forced to hold me."

This is no animal at all. It's a child, never goven space to mature. She smiles with her whole face, ahile He only pulls up his lips. She loves the dresses she wears and the style her hair's in. He's indifferent to his clothing and hasn't brushed in weeks. Beards on her are a distant memory, something she never regrets losing the ability to get. He itches his chin incessantly, only ever feeling comfort for the day or so without a shadow peaking through.

His room is spartan. Only holding the items that distract him from his reality, and the clothing he wears outside. Her room is full of posters and toys, things of enjoyment and play.

The obly time he has comfort at all is socially. People always call him "he." He feels her flinch. He knows this won't last. The more the rightful owner of this place gets confident, but for now, he can face the sun, and have only a twinge of guilt.

He screams into the void once more, and the void answers back.

There is no world for him alone because he was only ever a guardian for the other.

And so he must go.

[kiisaes]

cat boy (catholic school au)

[doctorsiren]

Totally real image of Beanix trying to set up the MASON system

[afsosville]

Because Shen Jiu is a fucked up little whiney mess and Shen Yuan needs to bully him about it.

[voidedmuffin]

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[eli-elien]

lea me alone

[little-pondhead]

Nature vs. Nurture vs. Whatever the Hell This Is

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Vlad fucked up.

To be fair, just because he was smart enough to figure out how to make a clone, didn’t mean he was good at it. That became very obvious when the first few clones of Danny melted. Then Danielle destabilized, and Danny had to save her.

By the time the events of AGIT came about, Vlad thought he’d perfected the practice. Dan had a new body and a second chance at life, and Vlad now had a son like he always wanted. They both gained a family, and Danny was happy for them.

However, after a few years, Dan was the first to realize that he and Dani weren’t aging. Danny was.

Through panicked calls and the digging of old files, Vlad discovered that while he’d forcefully grown both Danielle and Dan’s human bodies to what they were now, he’d somehow frozen the intrinsic and extrinsic aging processes.

Both Danielle and Dan were more ghost than human, and with Danny finally bringing peace to Amity Park, their bodies simply did not react to any of the normal stressors in the human world. They didn’t breathe oxygen, they didn’t have to fight off world ending threats every week, and they just simply didn’t expose themselves to enough ectoplasm to continue new cell production. (They even tested this theory by cutting off a lock of Dani’s hair and waiting a few months. It didn’t grow at all!)

Their bodies were just…frozen in time.

Well, damn.

Both Dan and Dani wanted to be on their own by now, but their eternal baby faces were making it impossible. Danny was well off into college at this point, having grown into the Fenton genes quite well, and looked like their older brother or dad rather than Dan’s twin.

Cue a coming-of-age story featuring Dan and Dani as they, quite literally, try to force themselves to grow up and match their mental ages.

[dizzybizz]

idk man i have just been having a lot of art feels

[fobnsfwdoodlesbackup]

Hi y'all, I just wanted to talk a little about the behind the scenes of what I've been up to, to give y'all a little transparency and to open myself up for any tips or input! 🙏 Thank you for your continued support and for taking the time to look at my art 🫶

First and foremost I wanted to give some transparency about my art capacity.

As og followers may remember, I started this blog when I was doing art full time. Eventually my living expenses grew and I had to go back to work. I find myself in a cycle of "I'll make more art soon, once I get a job!" And "I'll make more art soon, once I am done with this job!" I lost my most recent job suddenly, having had an extension waved over my head until the last day(October 7th). Now I'm excited to have more time for art, but I am also feeling a rush to get a new job ASAP as I've been living paycheck to paycheck. I dream of doing this work full time, I'm just scared it's not quite there yet and I worry that I come off as scammy or dishonest when I anticipate more stability around the corner.

Second, I've been struggling with the Patreon. It's taken me a while to come to terms with this, but from what I've seen Patreon is not intuitive at all from the creator end. It doesn't do a good job of organizing addresses, emails, showing who or who isn't subscribed to me, or organizing and displaying the work I put on there. I've been really shocked by this experience, since lots of big names use Patreon. It's been a great way to streamline support, but it's been unhelpful in every other regard. I would like to continue using it, but I will most likely post more wips or process videos there in the future.

Which brings me to my third point, zines. I love making zines so much, it feels personal and fulfilling and fun! However the Patreon issues make it harder to keep information in order about where to send zines, or even where to message folks about them. In addition to this, the post office has been a big barrier to me, oftentimes only being open at the same time as my dayjob. Making zines can take days, then sending them out is a whole other monster.

This work is so important to me. Drawing peoples fantasies, representing body types, creating work around sexuality and the human experience feels like what I'm meant to do. I've made comics since I was a kid. This is the dream to me. The friends I've been able to make through this work are so important to me, and the conversations have been invaluable. Not to mention fun! I wanna doodle, I wanna draw hot stuff, I wanna thirst over these dudes! I want to play!

But I also just want to be transparent about the barriers I'm working around to share that experience. I'm completely self taught, both in art AND in running shops, building websites, running 8 accounts, etc. I take a lot of time to learn the logistics of these things, and try to make them make sense for my relationship with y'all (I do not want to paywall my art!! I don't want to!!!). This year my desktop broke down (the main one I use for all paintings and digital art). I've paused my Etsy shops and my Patreon to try to catch up with things. Trying to learn to paint in a completely different program. Then lost my job with no savings.

At the end of the day I don't want anything to come between me sharing my art with you. I wish I could doodle a thing, take a picture, and post it here. No third party site, no shop, no subscription. Just sharing my art with you. I promise I'm trying to figure out how to stay as close to that as possible, and I want to thank y'all for sticking with me as I untangle all of that.

So, what can you expect in the near future?

I'm working on a couple of painting commissions right now, which you should be able to see in the next couple of days! I want to catch up on kinktober and get those posted as well. There's a comic commission in progress which I'm very eager to work on, and which I think y'all will be excited for! To ease the weight of the Patreon I think I may do less zines/polls there and more wips and process videos! If possible, I want to do more full colored work too.

Thank you again for enjoying my work, and if you have any input or tips my inbox is always open 🙏🫶💕

[bloggingboutburgers]

Since aphobes (or just the one aphobe idk) decided to go ham in my inbox today I didn’t choose peace either

Good thing those peeps are a minority in the community tbh (I think...? I hope...? From what I know...?)

[mabaris]

my fear about them not using the keep for datv (along with the fact that it allows for less variance in worldstate, but i do buy the excuse that a lot of that stuff won’t be relevant in a wider story set years later) is that the keep is going to be abandoned and/or deactivated, making it impossible to play any type of custom world state in inquisition

[lemony-ink]

I've never tried talking to someone from the same source as me (introject) and i'm considering it only for the experience of someone being able to mourn with me. It feels like I've lost the life I should have had.

[neutron-stars-collision]

I guess I’m a fake fan if I don’t spend hours on hyperfixating on ig likes and drawing overblown conclusions from them

[dovesick]

the abacus

[llitchilitchi]

I get hating certain political systems and trying to abolish totalitarian regimes but at the same time many of them are so interwoven with our history and society they have become tropes and when I consume media with a setting where the monarchy is absolute and revered then I am playing my part and sucking that princeling off

[mushtoons]

us: man we've been blurry all day, something doesnt feel right maybe we forgot something

apparently a new fuckin headmate: ikr? maybe we're just hungry

us: yeah maybe ur right

us: ...

us: w a i t