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HELLO!!!! idk if you're taking requests but uh i've had this idea for awhile and i think that it's a good concept for a "go for it, nakamura!!" style for bowuigi bc it just fits them so well! like if it goes eitherway, it still suits them bc it depends on how their relationship goes
LOVE YOUR ART BTW can't wait to see more of the goods :D
OKAY OKAY SO i started this as soon as i saw your ask thinking "oh i'll just do a little sketch and keep working on other stuff" BUT OOPS I ENDED UP DOING THE WHOLE THING
i'm terrible at drawing humans and i'm still trying to figure out how i want to draw bowser but uh. i did it anyway. i've never read this manga but i've seen people to redraws of the cover so i did it anyway
#bowuigi#bowser x luigi#art#bowuigi art#ship art#super mario#smb#super mario bros#nintendo#luigi#bowser#go for it nakamura#redraw#ask#request#digital art#am i missing tags? i dunno
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okay fine, tumblr, i'll come back to the site specifically so i can boop people,
#extremely funny justification for it. but honestly justā after cohost shut down i really miss having a social media?#and the thought of being on a limited character website like bluesky or twitter or mastodon just didn't vibe with me#as you may be able to tell i am not someone for whom character limits are conducive to a good timeā#andā i dunnoā i miss this place! grew up on tumblr and made most of my friends and one of my girlfriends on here#even if i would probably prefer to still be on cohost (may she rest in peace) there's still a part of me tied to this community#and it's nice to be able to honour that part of me#still not sure what i wanna do about tags on here though. i'll work it out at some point i'm sure
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Sorry for the uptick in system stuff Im lowkey struggling and need to see system positivity posts or I'll explode
#malik's rambles#okay i know my ass is gonna vent in tags rn so . tw for that !!#iwill never shut up i missed tumblr tags so much wow#itsnot their fault and like . like i dont want to blame them . but its so isolating being and living this way#ill always be grateful for them and I know its just my brain trying to cope and like !! its not their fault but this sucks so bad like wow#also doesnt help that besides how scared I am and how I just . wanna be normal . I feel like I sound insane to other people#it constantly feels like everyone is laughing at us and is just playing along with our āroleplay thingā because they dont wanna bother#and like !! im trying really really hard to be positive about it and just live as well as I can . all of us are !! but it makes me feel like#ridiculous . it feels like everyone'll laugh and think we're playing pretend. which shouldnt matter people will always be assholes !!#I dunno aough im rantingso hard rn . and masa2 wont share which is fine but imscared and worried and scared and aauahhggggggggg#ik the point of the disorder is to hide memories from me so i can function but like . man this suckss9 bad#okay enough of this . Imgonna watch monsters inc i love monsters inc
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"What the fuck happened?!"
#i am wildcat#fourzer0seven#daithi de nogla#pastaroniravioli#bonsaibroz#chilledchaos#moo snuckel#elainaexe#himicane#kruzadar#kara corvus#kyrsp33dy#i still dont know how to tag speedy. thisll do#zeroyalviking#dunno whether ive missed anyone or not but i cant be bothered figuring out who#just realised i forgot to crop the video but i dont care honestly
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#cascoon#it's like silcoonā but purple and pointy! desperately trying to remember how this one comes about. i'm gonna seem like a fake pokĆ©mon fan#i know silcoon and cascoon are both evolutions of wurmple. but i don't remember what the criteria are. is it a gender thing? hold on google#oh. it's just. some hidden personality value.Ā so it's effectively random#y'know what. i think that's better than it being a gender thing. shoutout. but it could be considerably more interesting#maybe i'm just conditioned by the hitmonline to think that every evolution criteria has to be stupid and obscure and insane#or finizen At All#or all the stupid-ass trade evos. do not like trade evos. i do Not like trade evos! i have said this before but i will keep saying it#i just realized i called cascoon purple and pointy as though silcoon was not pointy. i'm not with it at all this morning#i just woke upā y'all. can you tell. can you tell i'm not sentient yet. i have to go to work in like an hour and a half and i am Not ready#anyway. i'm gonna get this guy up in the queue and dustox and then take my meds. see you guys in the dustox post#this must look so weird to y'all. since dustox is gonna be either multiple hours or a whole Day after cascoon#but i queue up two to three pokĆ©mon at once every morning to keep a good backlog in the queue in case one morning i miss it#which has happened before. it's saved my ass before. and i'm gonna need to use it at the beginning of july#sneak peek for you guys. i'll be heading out of town on june 30th to go to the other side of the country for work. so i won't be around#any posts you see from june 30th to july 4th are gonna be like super duper queued in advance. and i probably won't be able to answer asks#or anything like that. i dunno if i'll do a formal announcement bc no one will even notice but for you dear reader#who read this deep into my mile-long cascoon tags. you now know that i will be out of town from june 30th to july 4th#use this power wiselyā¦.
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want to cut my hair again like you wouldn't believe. What are the possible consequences of going bald
#100% ŃŠµŠŗŃŠµŃŠ½ŃŠ¹ Š“Š½ŠµŠ²Š½ŠøŠŗ Š»ŠµŠ²Ń ŠŠ Š§ŠŠ¢ŠŠ#actually i dont mean bald i just mean all one guard length#but hhhhh maybe i'm in an awkard stage maybe not i just CANNOT live like this#middle part is frustrating because it's not perfect in the way it sits side part is frustrating because i look like a girl#i feel like i could go all in with the 4 and then sorta texture a bit with the 2 guard HOWEVER having used the 4 previously. i know#how short that is. it might not look good so i worry#the bright side is it would grow out a bit by the time of the parade but augh i hate this#i'm currently a tightly wound ball of rage sorry. i didn't eat much of anything 2day#tried to call the hospital to get help with the letter/consulation thing preceding top surgery and they were NOT OPEN so idk if they will#be open tomorrow or not. the passage of time has gotten very vague all of a sudden#iiiiiii do not think i am doing well. lol. idk why though! god forbid any of it have a reason#i almost wish i'd relapse just so i could like. eat food again#idk i don't think it would solve it but i feel in my heart it might make things easier#buuuut because relapse is Bad For Me i guess i have to avoid it. well i want to anyways.#one bad day would not a reset make but my previous day happened this year already so...#i dunno it's been so long that i feel like it's not valid or whatever cause it was at an age where i can say it was a 'phase'#.............. i dunno what to do with that information. anyways.#i mean so what if i went all in on it again anyways? i kinda miss it lol. it's not like i could do any serious harm??#(potential infections aside.)#i just want to be creative and i CANT because my stupid brain will NOT think of anything#and the majority of what i have concretely written of this was written... get this .... right when i was trying to stay clean at first#correlation does not equal causation ........ sighs#i feel like i'm fighting a losing battle because i WANT IT to be that bad again#i've never really regretted it & it's never really been because of anything#i just started because i was curious about why someone would do that. that's all#i dont think i've EVER had any of the mental distress i see people in when theyre in these spaces#in one journal entry i made this big deal about wanting to kill myself but *i didn't want to*. i never did.#like sorry old me but it is REALLY hard to believe i've ever been depressed depressed#i just want things to be better and they never are :/ this should be everything i wanted and its just ... not#i'm not really sure how to ....... oh tag limit ok hold on
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steroids have decided the two emotions for tonight are Gamer Rage and Deep Yearning Sadness
#marzi speaks#marzivents#i think iāve sort of hit an energy limit tonight and itās frustrating me. if i had to guess#probs mourning some of the energy and capability i used to have that i have to build back now#which is. manifesting at being angry that iām rusty at splatoon lmao#sighhhh. iām handling the concept of being disabled relatively well i think but shit is still hard abt it#i feel like talking to my brotherās friend abt it exhausted me a little. bc he said a lot of the little annoying things#the kind you can brush off as meaning well but that still add up#shit like āwhen i heard what happened i felt so sorry for youā#and comparing it to an acute injury he had. and saying he was relieved he didnāt have to medically withdraw#(having to medically withdraw from the semester has been the toughest part of this for me. i miss college so bad)#plus he like. did not seem to Get that i am Freshly Disabled!! i canāt walk out in the texas heat for very long#i have energy limits. iām following a meds schedule (which is admittedly getting easier)#i dunno iām just tired of it tonight i think. itās frustrating#this got a bit more vent-y than i intended but ah well weāre here. iāll give it the vent tag so ppl can block it if needed#iām really lucky to know so many people that understand. because if every interaction with other people was like todayās i think iād lose it
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Doing research for Foxy's whole wild western thing with the horsies and stuff is really annoying actually? I feel like there's a lot of rodeo sports in here that either shouldn't exist, or could very easily be made totally fine if they could be bothered to put the effort into it.
Like... guys... you can train cows. Did you know that? You can train literally any animal you want... if the cow is scared when you're lassoing it maybe like... teach it to be in on the game? Let the cow play too? I feel like that's such a stupidly obvious solution to some of these man...
Not all of them though! Obviously not all of them! I'm thinking of the ones where they just lasso the horns and steer it in a different direction and that's it! The rest of those ones can fuck the hell off what the actual hell possessed anyone to consider cattle wrestling as a fucking sport? Like yeah sure a sport revolving around turning a cows head 180 degrees by jumping on it's horns seems perfectly safe and completely reasonable, not at all absolutely insane /s
Literally what the fuck is any of this I'm actually so glad I planned for Foxy to have also run various non-rodeo sports as well so I don't have to deal much more with all of this whadda hell
#pop rox talks#I'm genuinely so confused??? you can train cows man...#you can let them play too... you can just do that...#am I missing something really fucking obvious or is it just because this is built on traditional brutality stuff cause like...#huh......? i don't understand why the cow can't also play the game surely that would be more fun anyway??#this is so fucking needless what even????? we have all these tools and resources why aren't they being used???#too much effort I guess???? I dunno but. building a rodeo style event for foxy off of this is...#well it's gonna be real fucking hard when the vast majority of events seem to be fucked up#i make my own roping event where the cow gets to play too I guess because that's so strange and weird#god forbid the cow gets to play right? god forbid we play tag with the cow that would be horrible!#I'm just so disappointed I thought this stuff was meant to be cool and actually looking it up is just... why is it like this...
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Itās strange, Iām used to hyperfixating hard on things like HARD (beats my 2yr long beetlejuice musical obsession back with a stick) but Starbreaker- not even fantasy high itself took me over to the point of feeling like a teen about. Like I havenāt had this much fun in fandom in years. I havenāt like- interacted with people this much in fandom in years (which is still not enough but if I beat myself up about social interaction again Iāll jump off a cliff)
But thereās never been a concern of like āthis obsession wonāt fade for a while but itāll lose popularityā and thatās fine and surprisingly it hasnāt. But it is different. Itās like adapting to it constantly as the thing itself changes even when there are aspects that youād like to stay the same. Like that āI donāt go to this school of thought, but Iāll still take the class bc itās interestingā sorta thing.
And then thereās that feeling of WANTING to contribute but the thing has become such a beast that itās like oooh Iām so out of my depths here.
Also like constantly having to look myself in the eye and be like ābitch you donāt have to talk or contribute to EVERYTHINGā and the sooner I accept that and accept that it is what it is, ill miss things, I wonāt get enjoyment out of every aspect and every aspect isnāt for me and that that isnāt a bad thing, Iāll stop having moments of feeling weird and out of place. I have my lil corner and thatās okay
#ngl I think the biggest āculture shockā ig about being in fandom is that tagging systems have changed so much or something bc Iām used to#walking in a tag and thatās where you find everything#but now itās different#things are tagged wayyy differently and it means missing things or setting aside time to go down a list to check every blog#I dunno#I always feel a little weird about main tagging sb stuff now bc Iāll check the tag and itās like oh? things are slowing down#but itās like nooo bc of tagging and different lanes entirely Iām just missing stuff#idk what this is Iām just talking but itās strange#I think Iām bad at fandom and that defeats the purpose of it bc itās recreational#itās supposed to be fun.#itās /supposed/ to be fun#I saw a post the other day of someone thatās in this purely for Jace and having similar feelings of being out of the loop and it got me#thinking bc on some part Iāve contributed to it and Iāve probably clogged tags#but the lizard part of my brain that gets the dopamine boost from getting a note is like if I donāt main tag it wonāt be seen#but truly either way I am mostly talking to myself lmao#so yah know? idk it should be fun#idk what this is and idk if Iāll fully ever commit to a different/quieter tagging system#bc tumblr is the place I got to scream and be annoying without being told itās too much and some how Iāve convinced myself that on my own#blog and fandom spaces I enjoy that Iām just annoying#and I donāt wanna think that#I think Iām tired. like hyperfixation hasnāt died but the part of me thatās hungry for being completely consumed by it is tired#my one fear is that Iāll be so annoying that my fic will finish and no one will care#which isnāt true bc Iāll care until the bitter end lmao#idk Iāve talked so much that Iām like oh Iāve done the thing again I should shut up#also this is too like- self focused way too self focused#which just makes it worse bc then Iām like thatās what got me in this mess#but goddamn thereās just so much shit Iām missing out on and interactions Iād like to have but about things that Iām out of my depths on#so it made fandom a little lonely and a little secular#feeling like a kid on the outs#I want that feeling to die especially about the things I love
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SWEET TOOTH S3 SPOILERS
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someone get on my wavelength here because fire by kimya dawson is SOOOOO sweet tooth s3 coded because like. what.
"if we really want for this world to survive
we'll just take what we need to stay alive
it's a mistake to just take and not give
it's not true that we must murder to live"
"my heart will stop if i put out the fire
as long as im burning I'll keep on yearning
to save the world, not sure how but im learning
and telling the truth the best way that im able
placing my cards all face up on the table
it's okay to be scared, you don't have to act tough
take all that pain and turn it into love
take all that pain and turn it into love
and let your emotions be fuel to your flame
being on fire will keep you awake"
like. HELLO? HELLO GUS?!!?? UR SPEECH TO ZHANG ABOUT HOW HUMANITY FUCKING SUCKS?????? ABOUT HOW PEOPLE ARE GREEDY?? TRYING TO PUT UR FAITH IN HUMANITY AND THEN FINDING OUT ABOUT HOW SHITTY THEY ARE AND THEN DECIDING THAT THEY'RE JUST. UGH. YUHHHHGFHHH UUUGHFHHFHH GUS MY SWEET BOY I MISS YOU BRO
im not normal about it im not normal about gus SOMEONE GO LISTEN TO THIS SONG PLEASE I BEG
#like#ugh gus my boy#i literally care so deeply for him bro its insane#i still am knee deep in henry danger of course i am#but theres a certian little nook in ny heart#a crevice in my chest#where light gets to live and that light is gus#cracking open my ribs to protect him inside#forever prayed for his happy ending and it paid off#but i also rlly miss him so where does that leave us#sweet tooth#sweet tooth netflix#gus#bro i still dunno how to tag for sweet tooth but its okay#GO WATCH SWEET TOOTH#sweet tooth s3
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I miss my sister :(
#pluralgang#creepypasta fictive#fictive#traumagenic system#source memories#ticci Toby fictive#ahhhhhhh#I miss her so much#Lila Iām sorry#system vent#vent ish#vent I guess#I dunno dude#is this too many tags?#what am I even doing anymore?#wallowing#Iām wallowing#why canāt I choose who we introject?#Iād make good choices I swear#Iāve already tried to manifest her but god hates me personally so it didnāt fucking work#I need to stop tagging now.#have a good day or something#death tw#I guess#she dead uh oh#but she isnāt cause she aināt real#except to me#sheās real to me#okay actually done now#or am I?
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Itās sakura season and Iām so alive
#text post#japan adventures part 2: electric boogaloo#i moved from gifu to nagano yesterday and today is my first day in the dorm#ifā¦if i treated my tumblr even MORE like a diary than i already do iād have more to say#and i am about to vomit a little bit of it into these tags#but i know That Guy can see my tumblr if he wants to so i canāt really get too in-depth#and thatās for the best anyway i shouldnāt be talking about other people TOO much on a public platform like this i spose#anyway a lot is changing and iām. iām not a fan#change is hard scary etc etc of course but like. damn.#i had to say goodbye to a really good friend and important person the other day and it. it sucked so hard#iāll likely never see them again#and likeā¦.as tends to be the case with these things i donāt think they cared too much#like sure maybe theyāll miss my company a TINY bit maybe idk but#but to meā¦.to me it feels a lot heavier#i dunno#life is hard. iām not good at it
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Hm. Having thoughts
#rant in tags just to get it off my brain. its personal shit not entirely bg3 shit.#but I think I've realized very suddenly that I've been pushing my own boundaries for the sake of companionship#and the irony is BITTER considering the character ive just spent the last month obsessed with.#and that this problem involves online spaces about said character.#i will absolutely give the bg3 fandom credit for handling topics like SA better than the star wars fandom ever did while I was in it.#i was so aggressive to defend my own space and peace of mind due to that and I pushed a lot of people away. I cut a lot of people off.#But then I wound up in spaces that ended up making me feel like I was walking on eggshells constantly for even just liking#certain characters or being too old. But now that im out of those spaces im just. fucking lonely man.#i miss having people to talk about fandom with.#i miss having people to bounce ideas off and enjoy hours long conversations about meta and story ideas.#i miss it so much. but i think as soon as i got into bg3 and dropped that defensiveness i think i left myself TOO open.#im too eager to insert myself into a spaces that im realizing very frequently go WAY the fuck past my comfort zone.#and obviously im minding my own business. even in the past i never sent hate. i just blocked and cut ties and moved on.#i can click out of a discord channel when i realize a topic isn't for me.#but my realization today is that im doing that so frequently that im wondering why im bothering at all?#why am i driven to befriend people if it's clear that their favored topics are ones I can't stomach?#I can acknowledge that im not mentally going to be safe in a space but why have I been forcing myself to ignore that?#i dunno it just. felt very strange to realize this suddenly#questlog
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god. not to be sad online. but im sad online
#um. sorry i went on a really really long rant abt my emotions in the tags. hehehoho im sad!#im just like. there's no way im getting older. i feel like i haven't changed since i was 14 and i feel so disconnected from everything#my birthday is in like 3 weeks but i keep thinking im turning 15 or 16 again and i'll be able to live my teenage years again and#do it right this time or something but no! that's not how that works! obviously!#when my best friend turned 18 she immediately started saying ''im an adult im different im older'' but like#i think about how i'll be 18 soon and im just scared and im going to be holding onto teenage years and#fantasies about them that will never happen and it's just exhausting#i know i sound like such a dramatic teenager but i AM a dramatic teenager!#i had so much shit happen to me that made me lose out on so much of being a teenager and it's like#crushing that i'll never get those years back and other peoples choices ruined my life before i had a chance to have much of one#and i've missed out on so many experiences that all my friends got and i feel such a barrier between me and other people#for that reason and i also feel a disconnect between me and literally everybody i know#and making friends is literally impossible for me anymore and i just feel like i keep losing friends and one day i'll wake up and#i won't have anyone anymore. and i find it hard to talk to people who were my best friends for awhile and i just fall deeper into this#pit of loneliness every day and there's nothing i can do so i just give up. i dunno#im so tired and im just so so lonely and done with. existing#and im also never anybody's first choice which is always annoying but#and it's just.... heartbreaking to think about how my best friend will never choose me when her other best friend is there and#how when we all hang out they're both actually mean to me and there's just nothing i can do other than text my mom and cry#and it makes me doubt how much she cares if she gets that way so easily y'know?#ugh it's all juvenile problems but they just weigh so heavily on me :/#okay enough oversharing online for the night im going to sleep now. then tomorrow i'll just#have the same thoughts and it'll only get worse
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"I can fix him" this and "I can make him worse" that
I can inadvertently become one of the many mistakes he made that tragically lead to his downward spiral š³
#jane journals#still not tagging this as self insert talk#or as anything#but uhhh#BEEN TALKING WITH RUBY#and i dont know u guys know me I LOVE DRAMA AND ANGST AND CONFLICT#and btw the mistake was him missing his chance with all this š¤š¤#if he wasnt so emotionally constipated#I DUNNO U GUYS KNOW HOW I AM#i just keep adding on layers and layers of wrong things said and unsaid and feelings no one understands#moments that maybe were /so close/ to being.....something#but he wouldnt take em#how was i to know there could have been more? and youre gonna go and blame me? i dont think so#anyway DISREGARD THIS#šÆ
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Insane pet peeve I have that drives me nuts is when people are like āYeah Marcy was confirmed to be Autistic by Matt Braly :3ā when like. no. no she wasnāt. Iām not saying I donāt think Marcy is autistic. Sheās the most autistic character to ever exist. Sheās so autism. Her marshmallow charm might as well be TBH. But thatās NOT what Matt said.
Matt has repeatedly answered the āis Marcy autistic?ā question with some variant of āShe wasnāt intended to be written that way, but Iām glad people see themselves in her :)ā
The defining event people usually are referring to when they say it was confirmed word of god is a fan of Amphibia had some psychologist (psychiatrist? The qualified position) watch clips of Marcy and diagnose her and they agreed she could be diagnosed with Autism according to the DSM-5. This information was presented to Matt during an interview and he again emphasized she wasnāt written that way intentionally, and since he isnāt on the spectrum he doesnāt feel qualified to say for sure whether Marcy is or isnāt autistic. He then said it was āup to youā (you being the fans) whether she was or wasnāt. Basically saying that if you see her as autistic, then sheās autistic! But heās not going to make it an official statement about the show or the character because he doesnāt feel qualified. He later confirmed that was indeed the intent of his statement once people started to say he confirmed it.
Itās just so hard to argue this when like. Marcy is in fact so autistic. I believe sheās autistic. She goes YIPPEEE!
But I also feel like. So much warmth when I think about how Matt created her. He set out to design a quirky nerdy friend, who struggles socially and makes mistakes but is adorable and lovable and endearing. And on complete accident, just creating a ānormalā character, he created a picture perfect diagnosable example of a young autistic girl. And like. I dunno that makes me feel good. Knowing the person who created my favorite show created someone like me, not because he set out to use that as a base, but because he found that kind of person an enjoyable and realistic character he wanted to include in his show.
#babblestar#itās 6 am and Iām rambling because I havenāt gone to sleep yet#and I just saw another post on another tournament blog about Marcy being canon when like#thatās not TRUE hhhhhh#also because re: 6am I will not be providing receipts at this time#google is free#i learned all this in like an hour of google and looking at Reddit threads#when I was deliberately searching for the confirmation because I hadnāt heard confirmation#but someone said it was#so I looked#and it turns out I didnāt miss anything#people are just#spreading incorrect interpretations#all it takes is one person announcing āomg Matt said autism Marcy canon !!!1!1ā#and providing Any Link#and people will spread that shit#i dunno#pet peeve and all that#nobodyās gonna see this post anyway lmao#burying these tags so deep#Marcy Wu#Amphibia#autism
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