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whoblewboobear · 4 months ago

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It’s strange, I’m used to hyperfixating hard on things like HARD (beats my 2yr long beetlejuice musical obsession back with a stick) but Starbreaker- not even fantasy high itself took me over to the point of feeling like a teen about. Like I haven’t had this much fun in fandom in years. I haven’t like- interacted with people this much in fandom in years (which is still not enough but if I beat myself up about social interaction again I’ll jump off a cliff)

But there’s never been a concern of like “this obsession won’t fade for a while but it’ll lose popularity” and that’s fine and surprisingly it hasn’t. But it is different. It’s like adapting to it constantly as the thing itself changes even when there are aspects that you’d like to stay the same. Like that ‘I don’t go to this school of thought, but I’ll still take the class bc it’s interesting’ sorta thing.

And then there’s that feeling of WANTING to contribute but the thing has become such a beast that it’s like oooh I’m so out of my depths here.

Also like constantly having to look myself in the eye and be like ‘bitch you don’t have to talk or contribute to EVERYTHING’ and the sooner I accept that and accept that it is what it is, ill miss things, I won’t get enjoyment out of every aspect and every aspect isn’t for me and that that isn’t a bad thing, I’ll stop having moments of feeling weird and out of place. I have my lil corner and that’s okay

#ngl I think the biggest ‘culture shock’ ig about being in fandom is that tagging systems have changed so much or something bc I’m used to #walking in a tag and that’s where you find everything #but now it’s different #things are tagged wayyy differently and it means missing things or setting aside time to go down a list to check every blog #I dunno #I always feel a little weird about main tagging sb stuff now bc I’ll check the tag and it’s like oh? things are slowing down #but it’s like nooo bc of tagging and different lanes entirely I’m just missing stuff #idk what this is I’m just talking but it’s strange #I think I’m bad at fandom and that defeats the purpose of it bc it’s recreational #it’s supposed to be fun.#it’s /supposed/ to be fun #I saw a post the other day of someone that’s in this purely for Jace and having similar feelings of being out of the loop and it got me #thinking bc on some part I’ve contributed to it and I’ve probably clogged tags #but the lizard part of my brain that gets the dopamine boost from getting a note is like if I don’t main tag it won’t be seen #but truly either way I am mostly talking to myself lmao #so yah know? idk it should be fun #idk what this is and idk if I’ll fully ever commit to a different/quieter tagging system #bc tumblr is the place I got to scream and be annoying without being told it’s too much and some how I’ve convinced myself that on my own #blog and fandom spaces I enjoy that I’m just annoying #and I don’t wanna think that #I think I’m tired. like hyperfixation hasn’t died but the part of me that’s hungry for being completely consumed by it is tired #my one fear is that I’ll be so annoying that my fic will finish and no one will care #which isn’t true bc I’ll care until the bitter end lmao #idk I’ve talked so much that I’m like oh I’ve done the thing again I should shut up #also this is too like- self focused way too self focused #which just makes it worse bc then I’m like that’s what got me in this mess #but goddamn there’s just so much shit I’m missing out on and interactions I’d like to have but about things that I’m out of my depths on #so it made fandom a little lonely and a little secular #feeling like a kid on the outs #I want that feeling to die especially about the things I love

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wormspoodle · 1 month ago

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ford + mcgucket (mostly)

#gravity falls #stanford pines #ford pines #ford is really fun to draw #fiddleford mcgucket #dipper pines #fiddauthor #i suppose #also yes dipper is showing ford magic the gathering

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goldensunset · 1 year ago

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did you know? if you do your laundry you can get your clothes back

#fascinating stuff. let’s see if i (person with the worst executive dysfunction when it comes to doing laundry) remember it #i literally have this issue where i’ll let dirty clothes pile up in the laundry basket for an entire month #like it takes me that long to get around to it #and then- who would’ve thought- i find that i don’t have anything good to wear. strange!#finally did it last night and i’m like ohhh that was so difficult but the payoff finally #augh #peach rambles #hall of fame i guess #shut up about socks. idc.#this was a fun positivity post of sorts it’s about overcoming executive dysfunction #derailing into jokes about losing socks is. it’s not horrible but just boring and annoying #it was supposed to be celebration!! and encouragement!!!

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mellosghosts · 4 months ago

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hes a little confused, but hes got the spirit 🫡

#people say with age comes wisdom #i think his ass just got dumber #this was supposed to be a quick thing but i got too focused on getting logan's anatomy right with no refs #drawing his curvy body is so fun i just go crazy with it #this meme has probably been done before but hey! two cakes!!#wolverine #morph #logan howlett #james howlett #marvel #x men #x-men #fanart #my art #artists on tumblr #xmen 97 #x-men 97

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hinamie · 4 months ago

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sry i have chronic only draws megumi disorder the doctor said it's terminal :/

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #fushiguro megumi #megumi fushiguro #fanart #jjk fanart #megumi #me: 'i like yuuji and megumi Equally :)' also me:#i cant help it hes so fun to draW hes so easy to draw i love you i love you i love youuuuuu #also this is kiiind of me making good on that poll i did forever ago saying id draw catboys . so as promised here is A Catboy :3 #hes sooooo meowmeow hes so gd CUTE god i love . fushiguro mEGUMI #to b fair i Do like yuuji and megu equally ffgsdjfdjh #sometimes u just gotta spend the whole entire day fully rendering what was supposed to be a megu sketch sheet #but now it is . just a char sheet by talos this cant keep happening #this all started bc i still want to practice/tweak the way i draw faces but it would appear i cannot control myself #also been loving drawing the cat megumi plush gddff fushiguro mewgumi is my favourite animal crossing villager #anyway so much for working on speed this was a fun 10 hours #its ok . i do it fr him <3 geto voice i dont mind being killed by you

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kazehita · 6 months ago

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more traveler than rogue

#kazedoodl #my art #silly silly guyyy i did these to kick my artblock and it worked 🔥#anyway these are a bit of a.. slightly-less-twinky sif? i do think its fun to draw them this way #but i do also love drawing him as a weedy lil lad .. theyre just different designs i suppose #siffrin #isat siffrin #isat #in stars and time #isat game #fanart

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jeremy-lemon · 7 months ago

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smoke break

#this is supposed to be a wip but tbh i like it how it is lol #i havent seen all the dungeon meshi episodes that are out yet cuz i keep forgetting to #but chilchuck seemed fun to draw #my art #dungeon meshi #delicious in dungeon #chilchuck #wip #chilchuck tims #dunmeshi

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ihatebrainstorm · 7 months ago

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[It's Just a Theory!]

Just a simple theoretical discussion ^v^

Wanted to see what he would sound like with MatPat's voice then got. just a tinyyy bit carried away..........

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obsessedwithstarwars · 2 months ago

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Okay you can’t tell me that Vlad doesn’t have an organ somewhere in his mansion. Upon learning of this, Danny would teach himself how to play the Haunted Mansion theme on the organ and play it at 2am.

Vlad Masters is away on business in Gotham, and the Fentons are coincidentally there for a symposium on ecto-activity. So it’s perfect! Except he goes to the wrong house, er mansion.

Honestly, Danny thought it was one of Vlad’s many mansions. Scaring the old man is his favorite activity after all. There’s a higher amount of ectoplasm here, so it has to be Vlad’s place right?

When Bruce comes out (on one of his few nights off) and sees his carbon copy playing the organ, all thoughts fly out of his head. Danny finally looks up and also blue screens. They stare at each other for what feels like an eternity until Danny’s cell phone rings (the ghostbusters theme??) and he panics. He jumps up and makes a break for the other door rushing through apologies “SorryWronghousegottagobye!” And runs out of the room. “Wait! Who are you?”Bruce exclaims as he rushes after him. They’re on the second story in one of the rooms he rarely uses. How did he know where the organ was? No matter. He’ll catch the kid on the stairs.

Except the kid is already almost at the bottom. How did he get down so effortlessly? The kid practically floated down the stairs.

Bruce gets to the foyer just in time to see the kid realize the door was dead-bolted in multiple spots. He won’t be able to undo them all before Bruce catches up to him.

He slows down and stands behind a pillar, assessing his next move. He needs to be careful here. This is a child after all, no need to spook him any more than he already has. He needs to slowly approach, and ask his questions.

But then the kid does the unexpected. After looking around frantically, he takes a deep breath. Two rings form around his middle and travel up and down his body. His black hair turns ghostly white. He looks back, almost directly at Bruce. His eyes widen as if he realizes he’s being watched. He whispers, barely loud enough to hear, “I’m so sorry, please don’t follow me.” Then, he backs through the locked door and vanishes.