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It’s sakura season and I’m so alive
#text post#japan adventures part 2: electric boogaloo#i moved from gifu to nagano yesterday and today is my first day in the dorm#if…if i treated my tumblr even MORE like a diary than i already do i’d have more to say#and i am about to vomit a little bit of it into these tags#but i know That Guy can see my tumblr if he wants to so i can’t really get too in-depth#and that’s for the best anyway i shouldn’t be talking about other people TOO much on a public platform like this i spose#anyway a lot is changing and i’m. i’m not a fan#change is hard scary etc etc of course but like. damn.#i had to say goodbye to a really good friend and important person the other day and it. it sucked so hard#i’ll likely never see them again#and like….as tends to be the case with these things i don’t think they cared too much#like sure maybe they’ll miss my company a TINY bit maybe idk but#but to me….to me it feels a lot heavier#i dunno#life is hard. i’m not good at it
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Oooo I love the way you draw Jeff he's cute <333
I hope I did Jeff justice.. gotta love tired men
#ask reply#I’m unsurprised that yall here were immediately into Jeff#we love some pathetic guys#TBH I ACTUALLY really like Jeff’s character#despite being so tired he actually really nice to Oswald#never scolding him or questioning hard to why he’s at the pizzeria#mean from his POV he probably just sees Oswald needing a place to stay#while his parents work so why ever integrate him#Jeff doesn’t even mind when Oswald walks into the backroom to talk to him#JEFF IS chill he’s a homie#no doubt I’ll be drawing him and Oswald again soon#I’m a sucker for tired incompetent adult and their spunky more competent kid#Mike and Abby now Jeff and Oswald#peak I love them all BAHA
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“Not much farther now.”
Wanted to try my hand at a mock screenshot study of Shivana! This is of the night before she reached the Temple of Sacred Ashes, before a much longer journey begins (she did not dress for the weather)
#might make a little series of these as I feel like working on them#yes she did lug that hart all the way from the free marches to the conclave#they are inseparable your honor#if anything he lugged her#been thinking a lot about her leaving for the first time since she became a part of clan Lavellan#how it was the first time she was really alone her whole life#and how she’s never going back home again but she doesn’t know that yet#anyway!#my art#shivana lavellan#dragon age#dai#dragon age inquisition#dragon age fanart#lavellan#I love harts because they have little bunny rabbit noses#you could say#it endeers me to them#I’ll see myself out
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More like dr stupid
#doodle#wordgirl#wordgirl fanart#dr two brains#amazo guy#steven boxleitner#i need to learn how to color brah#c4 art#I’m so upset so I drew rat guy instead#Instead of squishing somebody with my foot and balling them up and dribbling them around like a basketball but then filling the basketball#up with too much air so when I bounce it really hard it explodes and it’s gone and I never see it again and the basketball will never see#the light of day again or those pearly white gates because the basketball was evil#the ball was evil#I’m telling you#it said bad things to me#so I filled it with air and exploded it#now it’s gone#It will never torment me again and I’ll be so happy I’ll do a little jump and tap my heels together as I do so#I’ll start whistling whenever I walk and I’ll be so joyous and jubilant and yipeeeeeeeee
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there are all of 6 fics on ao3 that come up when you search the word “disabled” in the dead boy detectives fandom. I’m dealing with a fibromyalgia flare up rn so I’ve decided to come up with some (potential!) disability/condition/syndrome/etc. headcanons. enjoy!
(oh and just to note: I stayed away from conditions with obvious facial / appearance difference as no actors with facial / appearance difference were cast in the show and I was unsure if it would be appropriate. while I have experience with a lot of the following diagnoses, I do not claim to be an expert on any of them and do not intend for this to be used as a diagnostic tool. if you feel any of these are offensive/inappropriate, please message me and I’m happy to talk about it :) this is more just to encourage broader disability representation within the fandom!)
Edwin: autistic, PTSD (from hell), chronic pain/fibromyalgia (from his death/hell), minor visual impairment (not enough to need the hard-to-come-by testing needed for glasses when he was alive and so assumed the various limits/effects were normal. was told otherwise by Niko), would’ve had shingles if lived long enough
Charles: ADHD, PTSD (from his father/growing up in an abusive household), dyslexia, Reynaud’s syndrome (either already born with it or as a result of his death—both angsty), was in the beginning stages of an ED prior to his death, post-concussion syndrome, near-sightedness (never given glasses bc he wasn’t about to tell his dad the board looked a little blurry sometimes)
Crystal: cPTSD (reminder that neglect is also abuse :), bipolar 1, IBS, endometriosis
Niko: autism, depression, POTS, hEDS, anxiety, sprite-induced agoraphobia, epilepsy, lactose intolerance
Monty: Depersonalization-derealization disorder, selective amnesia (this is not the first times Esther has messed with his form/killed and revived him, but the experience is traumatic and so his brain decides not to remember it), recurrent arrhythmia, synesthesia
Jenny: OCD, BPD, ED recovered, Celiac’s disease, diabetes type 1, anemia
TCK: autism, NPD, lactose intolerance, colourblind
Esther: chronic pain (I’m choosing to believe that the cane isn’t just for show!!), NPD, endometriosis
Tragic Mick: cPTSD, depression, HoH, arthritis, diabetes
(The Night Nurse , the Dandelion Sprites, and various other characters felt either too supernatural and/or not developed enough to assign anything to lmao)
#maybe I’ll give edwin fibromyalgia to project on him again#also just to be clear none of this is meant to demonise or speak poorly on any of these conditions !!!#ppl are just varied and have varied bodies and I think it’s fun to explore that with fictional characters :)#lmk which you agree/don’t agree with !!!#also while I don’t see most of the characters as deaf/HoH I do think Charles and Niko have the potential to be CODA(s?)#like I think Charles’s mom and Niko’s dad could’ve been deaf/HoH#granted idk if Charles would know any BSL bc of his father#but I think Niko would know JSL!#she loses her dad and then has no one to use it with :((((#like her mom maybe stops signing or was never great at signing with her husband’s death#and Niko’s father’s friends don’t really hang around even before she’s sent to the states yk#let the record show I was very tempted to give Edwin all sorts of chronic shit that was popular at the turn of the century#but like polio felt a bit too far#TCK is based on how cats are ofc#I think Crystal having manic episodes and having to come to terms with the fact that it doesn’t make her a bad person would be interesting#also Monty is roughly based on how crows be but like how it would translate wrong if that makes sense#like crows can see more colors than humans so I think that screws with his senses in human form => synesthesia#you could give most of them here ptsd just from the events of the show but that felt too repetitive so I kept it to pre show traumas#lmk what yall think#dead boy detectives#dbda#edwin payne#charles rowland#crystal palace#niko sasaki#monty the crow#jenny the butcher#esther finch#the cat king#tragic mick
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fast sketch for today💓💓
#god these two are so cute will I ever stop drawing them ????#NO😤😤#anyways I am so tired today😭🙏#woke up at 5am & I’ve drank so much coffee!!#I have a lot of work this afternoon so I wanted to take advantage of my morning#deep cleaned/ran errands/walked the goblins#I’m about to exercise and idk why but I decided I’ve been too lazy about things lately#and I’m pushing myself so much with lifting these days I am SO SORE#(but like the good type of sore)#I just want my thighs to be more muscular 😭😭😭😭😭 lots of squats deadlift bulgarians hip thrust etc etc etc#at least I know by next week I will already see the results 🙏🙏 then I’ll be lazy again until they fade 😭#I have never managed to be obsessive about exercise or really enjoy it I just do the bare minimum to stay healthy#and hopefully my body will thank me as I get older#bc my job is so physical that I really need to take care of things or I could really mess things up for the future#tbh I’ve always noticed that tattoo artists always lift a lot🤝🤝#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hphl#imelda reyes#poppy sweeting#imelda reyes x poppy sweeting
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#Kirby#Kirby memes#Bandana Waddle Dee#Bandana Dee#Parasol Waddle Dee#Sailor Waddle Dee#Sailor Dee#rip Sailor Dee not appearing in a game since 2011#I think my one complaint about Kirby as a series is that characters outside of the main four are often forgotten about or never used again#like I feel like every game will introduce a new character and then we maybe see them just one or two more times before they disappear#and don’t get me wrong I do enjoy seeing new characters introduced in new games#but I do wish that the characters that already exist would be acknowledged more or given more depth and development#because I feel like there’s a lot of potential there like we could see so many more stories or games involving them#I feel like there’s a lot of potential for more Magolor Epilogue type of stuff with other characters#I think it’d be nice to see what all the former antagonists have been up to after the end of their games#I think that Star Allies kind of does this a little bit but just on a surface level not more in depth#this is why I like exploring this stuff in my fanart lmao like if HAL/Nintendo won’t do it I’ll do it myself
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Tbh this account’s become my “let’s rant about random shit” place but I have another thing to bitch about lol yall who keep whining about people creating “good ending” AUs where Anya keeps the baby are annoying. Her keeping the baby doesn’t make it a bad ending. That’s like a real thing that many victims do? And we don’t even know what her choice would have been, so her keeping or getting rid of the baby are both totally valid portrayals of her character. IMO both are interesting ways to explore her character more since both have equal amounts of weight to them as choices. Godddd please just have some nuisance in a game that opens itself up to heavy interpretation.
#ok but like obvs she would never raise it with Jimmy though I saw a so called ending like that#that’s crazy lmaoooooo keep that rat away from her and the rest of the crew#again I think too many of yall are projecting your own feelings of the situation onto how you think Anya should act#like yeah I’d personally not keep the baby but that doesn’t mean I see keeping it as bad right?#it’s a personal choice#mouthwashing#idk how I feel about the aus where she ends up co parenting with Curly though I kind of both like and dislike them#like I enjoy the healing aspect of them but I also feel like they wouldn’t wanna see each other for a while after?#but also they might because it’s one of those only you understand this kind of trauma kind of thing#idk lol just feed me more Anya art now pls I’ll take it all thanks#anya mouthwashing#mouthwashing game
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missing ERS….
#still can’t believe these r pics i took on my phone like what#i know i’ll never be physically able to be in the pit like that again but this was genuinely the best night of my life#camped out for 3 days and made amazing friends#holding tyler during hoty#ugh i need to stop before i spiral i just love and miss them#i hope i can find someone reselling tix for the clancy show closest to me or i may die#we didn’t get SAI tour here and i went to trench w my ex so Need to see them again#twenty one pilots#tøp#emotional road show#tyler joseph#josh dun
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i want to become a popular streamer but not because i want to build a community or make a name for myself or even for attention. i want to become a popular streamer because i think it’d be fucking hilarious if i was just paid to lie to people. every subgoal unlocks a new piece of my personal history that is wildly inaccurate, impossible, or just straight-up contradictory to past reveals. i hold weekly qnas and absolutely everything out of my mouth is total bullshit. i refuse to ever break character. my streaming career ends with an hour-long reading of an “apology letter” that explains i was nothing but a harvard experiment and to forward any and all complaints towards HR
#icarus speaks#this is consequentially exactly why i should not be allowed to become a popular streamer#either that or my career ends with me doxxing myself#but the doxxed location is actually just a chuck e. cheese or something. maybe a hot topic if i’m feeling festive#this post is brought to you by my recent realization that i’ll very likely never see anyone in my classes again after this quarter#as these are not my major classss but my generals#so i can say Whatever The Fuck I Want and they will never know it’s not true#i don’t know these people. they’re strangers to me. we’re not friends#there is no harm in making them believe the most mundane lies ever
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Writes a full blown essay about why Mary On A Cross is THE Sanlu song to me ever,
#Listen. I know the song is actually about weed. But that’s BESIDES the point#I can change the meaning. For MY ship ;)#Anyway there is actually a story behind this#I see reels on IG a LOT and I think one of the first times I saw an OP reel that took place during WCI#That song played. And I was like oh wait a second 👀#Now whenever I think about WCI I think about Mary On A Cross and then I think about Sanlu#THE LYRICS REALLY DO FIT THEM THO#’I had to let you go’ Sanji VS ‘I’ll never let you go’ Luffy#’If you choose to run away with me’ literally. Luffy. Trying to rescue Sanji from his fate and get him to run away from his family with him#’Your beauty never ever scared me’ AGAIN LUFFY ABOUT SANJI EVEN WITH HIS PAST AND HIS MODIFICATIONS#Also the whole thing about Mary on a cross. Makes me think of self sacrifice. Which is Sanji’s ENTIRE deal#Anyway this song sparks the Emotions in me.#It’s probably been way overused but not for me!!! IT IS THE SANLU SONG PERIODT#One Piece#Sanlu#Lusan#Shima speaks
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✮ DIVINITY ✮
HI GUYSs!! how r u babbiz doing😋😋 i’m going away again after this😔😔 art production has been very scarce…..i sadly only pick up a pen on a random good day n it usually is just a doodle. how r my moots!! haven;t been catching up on ur art lately will get to that i promise!! idk what else 2 put here blueh but i hope u guys r well!!
#DIVINITY#<- title?? i have no idea what to name this hwjws#i’m pretty proud of how i made cyrus 😋😋😋 what was i on how is he so pretty wtfs😔😔#i read greek mythos again n i;m planning to get the book circe!! that’s probably why i made god ocs x>>#no lore for these guys yet because i made them solely out of impulse#i’m thinking of writing the lore for these guys like greek mythology too#tales; but never a specific storyline#i want the tale to be like origins: we call them ‘alamat’ here in my country it’s practically like the origins of everyday things / objects#BUT I AM HERE TO SAY THE LEGATON LORE IS FINISHED AND YUMI IF UR SEEING THIS HMU I HAVE TO SPILL THIS#got 2 go again sadly😔 i’ll be back latr😍😍😍 probs????#as of now i’m so going 2 spam post of whatever i made 2 feed u all#ily all!! plis take care mwa mwa!! xx#ocs#oc art#cyrus#arif#azalea#vendetta#arnav#kronos#palomian mythology
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ahsjfkglhjhsh having an INSANE moment because i play genshin with the chinese audio and what do you MEAN that’s alhaitham talking in the trailer for cyno’s second story quest what do you MEAN
#haino#cyhaino#cytham#alhaitham#cyno#oughhhhh im insane im going INSANE#i straight up didn’t know what he sounded like in english#💀💀💀#i usually don’t even WATCH the trailers since i don’t like the english voices lol#but i watched this one for cyno OBVIOUSLY#and was like ‘lol i can’t tell who that is!!’ with the fontaine siblings talking#i didnt even THINK that ALHAITHAM would be in cyno’s section#no one say syke i s2g#hnbnnggg everyone be quiet i need a second#god they’re SO—#yall CANNOT tell me that i get to see both of them again#in the same sq#in a sq dedicated to CYNO#BOTH OF THEM#im ILL at this#like even if he’s only there for like a second im still never going to recover#haino stay out of each other’s story quests challenge (impossible??)#like—#sorry there’s no way i’ll be able to be normal about this#i MISSED them😭❤️
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just had a REALIZATION while dancing to old school rnb music in my room: i am beautiful, i am intelligent, i am funny, thoughtful, kindhearted and witty, i am capable of anything i put my mind to and i can’t believe i let some stupid bitches at work make me feel anything less than that!
#fuck them for real!!!!#like absolutely don’t deserve they way i’ve been treated at work but i need to come to terms with the fact that i’ll never get an apology#or some kind of justice i just need to make peace with the fact that i would never stoop to such a low level and i would never treat others#like that no matter how much i dislike them#i know in my heart that i didn’t do anything to warrant such mistreatment and that my conscience is clear#i wish i wouldn’t have let this whole ordeal affect me so much in the first place bc it really caused me so much hurt and sorrow#but i JUST realized i’m a good person who deserves good things and i can’t let they way others treat me define how i see and treat myself!#them being who they are is already their biggest punishment i don’t need closure from them i just need to move on and focus on myself and#my life#it’s just disheartening to know that it’s often fake disingenuous and vile people like that who get ahead in life#but again: i need to focus on myself! i have nothing to blame myself for i always tried my best and i did not badmouth to my boss!#gonna have lunch now and watch shopping queen <3#just had to write this rare moment of clarity and self assurance down bc i know the self doubt and loathing will creep in sooner or later#again#☁️
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…would anyone be interested in hearing about my Splatoon ocs
#I hardly ever draw them but I love them dearly#Even if nobody is interested I’ll probably share them anyway just for fun#But again fair warning you will likely never see them or hear about them much again after I’ve spewed my spiel
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*taps mic*
Have we considered that Cain is the son of Eve and Lilith?
#and goodnight folks I’ll be gone for another eighty four years#hazbin hotel eve#hazbin hotel lilith#hazbin hotel cain#oooOOH I LOVE THINKING ABOUT EVE#does it match with canon? eh#BUT OOH I HAVE THOUGHTS ABOUT HER AND IT DRIVES ME CRAZY#AND THEN I SEE OTHER PEOPLE’S THOUGHTS ON HER AND IT DRIVES ME MORE CRAZY#have you guys seen the garden of Eden shenanigans? cause like Oh My God#anyway most of my thoughts on even do lead back to lesbianism#I really don’t give a shit about ships when it comes to this fandom (except my own with Rosie of course~)#but sapphics :)#I don’t know why I love Lilith and Eve an unhealthy amount#but I do#I actually really enjoy the entire garden of Eden polycule but especially them#actually I like the theory more than Abel is the son of Eve and Lucifer(Lilith)#because that would mean when he died he had no choice but to go to hell#Eve would never see either of her sons again
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