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Dcxdp where Danny has been working with a hero team (did Bruce adopt him? Did he help the teen titans and got told to join them? Idk) for less than a year, maybe they knew eachother for longer, but Danny has been living with them for some months.
Now, I imagined this as a "Danny has to flee to a different dimension after a giw attack/reveal gone wrong" but it can work with other scenarios, the important thing is, death days are important for a ghost's wellbeing, but nobody knows/remembers Danny's deathday or that it's important to commemorate the dead. Maybe he hasn't told anyone yet cause he doesn't want to be a bother, or doesn't trust them enough yet.
So Danny takes the matter on his own hands, each year he goes to a quiet corner of the local graveyard, where he has a piece of marble and a small vase, he usually buys some flowers for his memorial grave and makes some fudge as an offering.
This year wasn't gonna be different, he told his team/family that he was gonna spend the day out, he chose an elegant but comfortable outfit, made some fudge, and saved it on the fridge with a note that said "phantom, do not eat".
The next part might work better with a young hero team, cause despite the note, someone took a bite of the fudge for breakfast.
Danny clearly gets mad, they didn't know, but they just ate an offering, a great offense to the dead it was offered to.
It all ends in a big fight, Danny doesn't want to admit that it was an offering for himself (it just hurts to admit that nobody remembers his death), and the other person thinks he's just having a tantrum over some fudge, like, c'mon, they can make you some if it's SO important to you 😒
And I don't know how to end it cause it came to me while falling asleep and don't remember more T-T
#i know there was a thing where Danny's fraid bonds shattered and he just runs away while the team is like#what just happened why do i feel like my family just died#want them to go running to find phantom and when they finally find the little makeshift grave they get so sad#and danny is nowhere to be found#either cause he has to go to the zone to heal or is too weak or sad and hid on the artic or something#when they finally find him there's tearful apologies and promises to not only do better. but improve communication so -#- this doesn't happen again#dcxdp#dcxdp prompt#dcxdp crossover#WOKE UP CRYING CAUSE OF THIS AJSHSHHSHZJA
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“Ever wonder why the amount of time you need for sleep perfectly eclipses the length of nighttime?”
-my nonsense brain
#idk either#I just woke up#my brain is being random#also it kinda makes sense#but it also doesn’t#I have adhd#in case you didn’t know#again I just woke up#why are you still reading these?#I don’t have an answer for you#there’s no philosophical message here#I’m just tired
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kyle who very early on realizes that you can't fall asleep to silence, putting the pieces together that first time you walked him through your setup on a late night call. he doesn't mention anything, lets you play it off as this ritual you've put in place, picking a movie to put on every night for weeks on end. he says nothing, only keeps track of how often you change movies, unsurprised that it was an early marvel film that kept you the longest. he hasn't spent the night yet and he knows the exact volume and brightness settings you pick for bedtime. he just waits and listens, matching your pace.
and after months of bedtime calls and snuck-in goodnight messages, kyle is rewarded with a gift, one he recognizes in its entirety. you ask him what you should put on.
a couple of weeks prior, you mentioned the light coming from the tv starting to keep you up, so the timing is perfect
what about a bedtime story?
your knee jerk reaction is to laugh, less at the suggestion and more at the words. that's such a silly thing isn't it? it's something a kid does, something a kid needs. and you don't.
you like my voice, you fall asleep on calls with me all the time
you can't even try to deny that, you know you've both kept score and it doesn't add up in your favor. okay, fine, you'll bite. but what if he doesn't have something to read from? what would it even be about?
do you trust me?
you do. you do.
you're nervous that first night, going through all of the motions of settling while on the phone with him. part of you worries that he'll realize that this is silly and he'll back out. which would be fine, you tell yourself. if it doesn't work, it doesn't work. the remaining part of you is scared it will.
the only light left in the room is the glow from your phone when he starts. his tone is low and deep, a slow steadiness you hear most often when you're in his arms. you don't focus on the words, just the sound of his voice, closing your eyes because when you do, you can almost feel the warmth of his body next to yours. slowly, you relax, softening into the bedding, pillows cocooning you all around. you remember hearing a smile in his voice as your breathing evens out.
the next morning comes in a flash and you find yourself in the exact same position you fell asleep in. you scramble to turn your phone, afraid he's disappeared. but there's a text already waiting for you.
sleep well?
he'd be entirely too proud of himself if he could see the smile on your face, but you can't bring yourself to lowball him. better than you can last remember, you tell him.
good. i have another picked out for tonight
a single night is all it takes for kyle to become your nightly ritual.
as your nightly calls grow longer, you're no longer sure quite when they end. fuck, you can't even keep track of the narrative. he could be telling you the same story over and over and you wouldn't even know. you fall asleep too fast to catch any of the details. and still he calls, every night he can
he even records himself for the nights he can't call, sending you a different story every time he has to leave. that way you both know he's still with you, and he knows you're sleeping well.
#kyle gaz garrick#kyle garrick#kyle garrick x reader#gaz x reader#cod x reader#cod#don't ask me about my bedtime rituals lmaooo#this just kinda came out so not my best work lmao#just something i woke up thinking about#the twaummies are at it again lol
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something something about mentors and cycles and mentors and cycles
#like#what if your memory became so intertwined with my ideals i could not help but to pass you on to those who look up to me#along with what makes my very heart beats and bleeds#(and realise i was so young#so young#and maybe i didn't deserve everything that happened then)#and maybe i could start forgiving myself for who i was then#because now i know i was just scared and alone and thinking i held the world on my shoulders#and now i just want to tell him#breath kid#breath#ace attorney#aa#ace attorney fanart#aa fanart#gyakuten saiban#gyakuten saiban fanart#mia fey#phoenix wright#apollo justice#charley the plant#polly the parrot#yes they're important characters and should be cited#dounart#fanart#art#the cycles and patterns woke me up at 4am once again and refused to let me rest
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I need the pokemas anniversary to come soon so we can hopefully see volo go batshit crazy again for the second time!!!
#please please please give us a volo and giratina alt I BEG YOUUUU @ pokemas writers and devs 😭😭😭😭😭#his expression range is INSANE like. how can he look so unhinged because he made a deal with the devil but look so HOT while he's at it!!!#particularly the last screenshot... those wide crazed eyes... oooooh game freak was cooking and the kitchen exploded in a fire i fear#a.k.a they cooked so hard that this whole sequence will Haunt me the rest of my life like cynthia's piano intro for sure#also have i mentioned that he's so hot. how the hell does he do that#it's 12 am and i just woke up from a super long nap and i just miss him so much... i need to see him in pokemas or the mainline game again#gawd yeah i'm still obsessed with the last screenshot. never in a million years would i expect to see someone who looks like cynthia use#an expression like that... 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 i love pla so much you guyssss#volo#pokemon volo#pokemon wielder volo#pokemon legends arceus#pokemon#pla#pokemon: legends arceus#hisui
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calling it right now that season 3 starts like this
#so confused about people saying the season finale feels like the end because to me it didn't at all#there's like 5-10 issues immediately set up for another season#they're in a happy place at this point because they've both realized their love is bigger than anything else#and makes it worth working on their problems together#the problems are still very much there#both of them have deep self esteem/self loathing issues that haven't been resolved in the week since ed woke up#ed doesn't know about stede's trauma#they haven't talked through anything#and they'll be shit at starting/running an inn lmao it's not gonna go well#and those are just some of the internal issues#then there's prince ricky and all the authorities that would very much like to get their hands on both blackbeard and stede bonnet#because stede just full-on kept using his government name after faking his death. nice one#the crew are not “gone” they're more like off to college for a bit but will probably run into trouble immediately#again because while they escaped to the ship they didn't eliminate the threat (the british empire)#it's not a forever goodbye#ok this got super long already anyway i have a whole fic marinading in my brain until i've finished these 4 wips i'm in the middle of ✌️#hope we get a renewal soon because i want to see the rest of their story!!#ofmd s2 spoilers#ofmd s2#ofmd#our flag means death
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https://x.com/narcissistfein/status/1807547097547178435?s=46&t=Z5vzD1xgw3Rer9-Uz3965A
bully!soap (pleasepleasepleasepleaseplease)
- @vgilantee
the hand on the back of the head i’m actually gonna die all over again (🌽 link)
Bully!Soap acting all sweet, holding you to his chest, pressing kisses to your forehead, but then he’s cupping your cheeks, making you meet his gaze. “Who’s my dumb puppy huh?”
“M-me!”
“Mmm are you sure about that? sure looks like you’re using that brain to me.”
“n-no! no no no!”
“bark for me.”
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On Swansea’s (often understated) role in Mouthwashing
I say this as a big swansea fan but I don’t rlly understand why ppl are acting like he’s not also complicit in what happened to Anya? AUs where “Anya tells Swansea” and he jumps to violently defend her don’t make sense to me because canonically she does tell him, as he admits to Jimmy. But swansea represents another way of interacting with the capitalist heteropatriarchy that ALSO harms victims: holistic jadedness and resignation.
Swansea is across the board unkind to the Tulpar crew. We can’t forget that he calls anya a “so-called nurse”
and says this to Jimmy, which (if unintentionally) reiterates Jimmy’s own warped perception of Anya’s usefulness and competence. This allows Jimmy to feel justified in his imagination of the nurse’s inferiority. Swansea’s clear lack of respect for Jimmy does less to hurt Jimmy than his lack of respect for Anya harms Anya, because at the end of the day, Swansea’s attitude is contextualized by the violent culture it exists in and he does nothing to reconcile with that when Jimmy becomes the captain. His resignation can thus be weaponized even by Jimmy, a man who Swansea disrespects but whose power he doesn’t try to meaningfully jeopardize, because his across-the-board disdain punches people already marginalized by the environment twice as hard as it does those with power.
Swansea doesn’t position himself as an ally, he positions himself as willfully uninvolved in everything, an observer to the shitshow ride to hell. Just because he dislikes Jimmy doesn’t mean he aligns with Anya. He makes it clear that he’s not on her side, either. After a life of doing what he felt was expected of him, Swansea on the Tulpar looks out for Swansea and Swansea’s comfort. In trying to situate himself outside of the politics of it all as an older white man, he simply allows them to play out. The toxic culture keeps existing, playing out in the microcosm that is this freighter, and Swansea in all his experience recognizes that shit has hit the fan and elects to coast through it, even explicitly numbing himself to it by breaking his sobriety. It is, of course, hard to force yourself to be sober—to see clearly. But had Swansea forced himself to get involved sooner, he might have set a precedent for Daisuke to recognize Jimmy’s abuse, which could have saved Daisuke’s life as well as created a safe space for Anya. But Swansea’s inaction forces both victims to confront an abuser on their own, unable to reap benefits from his privilege and experience.
Jimmy is clearly intimidated by swansea in a way he is not by Anya, Daisuke, or a post-crash Curly (Swansea, for example, physically manifests as an aggressor in Jimmy’s “responsibility sequences”, and Jimmy ties Swansea up to avoid what he sees as the real possibility of pushback that he doesn’t conceive of Anya being able to do). Swansea has a power he does not act on or with until it is far, far too late. In fact, he acknowledges in his final monologue that he was dissatisfied with the discomfort with opening his eyes and living an exemplary “good man”s life. The best days of his life are ones in which he’s belligerently drunk—days in which he didn’t have to hold himself accountable. He regrets the life he spent performing for higher-ups and we watch him reject it by scorning Captain Jimmy, but he also doesn’t want to be held responsible for helping other people when it’s their turn to endure the expectations and violence from similar (if not the same) higher powers. Tragically, he possesses the hindsight to recognize that how he acted on the Tulpar consequently wasn’t what Daisuke needed out of a role model, leading to Daisuke becoming a victim. His hands-off approach to emotional engagement with his young male intern (another symptom of patriarchal gender norms) may have been to avoid Daisuke turning out miserable and jaded like himself, but it doesn’t actually indicate to an already-confused Daisuke what the dangers of that attitude are. Swansea never admits his own shortcomings in a tangible way which, had they come from a man with experience and prestige like himself, may have shifted that culture that failed Anya. She comes to him with the story not because he has situated himself as any earnest friend, but likely out of desperation on a ship Jimmy now controls.
When we allow “the machine” (Swansea’s own words) to beat us down to the point that we don’t find it productive to challenge unjust power dynamics, we become complicit. I think too many people get hung up on his disdain for Jimmy and Jimmy’s fear of Swansea as a marker of allyship with Anya, but the truth is that Swansea. Is a bad ally. He’s hardly one at all. His long stint in the demanding capitalist environment molded a perfectly complicit result out of him, as it aspires to do, even if Swansea bitterly recognizes that. Jimmy’s overt violence from a position of power is a different and much more brutal approach to abuse enabled by people who have been left too tired and bitter to care that he does it. A man who could’ve intimidated and even threatened Jimmy is too resigned to try until there is literally nobody but himself left to fight for, which is an attitude carefully cultivated among the lower rungs of hierarchies to keep the top safe. Swansea in particular seems very unhappy with the capitalistic, patriarchal expectations laid out for him as a father, husband, and laborer. This becomes particularly resonant when you realize the symbolism of his role as mechanic: a job that can be deeply unpersonal, tasked with keeping the ship (the machine, if you will) itself going while other roles are more focused on managing the humans inside of it (e.g. nurse, captain). His decision to just stop trying and spare himself the grief instead of questioning why those expectations exist and how they would hurt the others onboard only delays him being directly targeted by Jimmy and doesn’t interrupt the latter’s violence.
Not a single man in mouthwashing is innocent in Anya’s victimhood. This is a statement tentatively uninclusive of Daisuke, because I think the game very deliberately positions him outside of manhood through his youth and thus struggling with the concept of “fitting in” to the patriarchy. Curly, Jimmy, and Swansea all represent different failures that ultimately perpetuate Anya’s suffering and force her to defend herself and finally take her life into her own hands. A holistic analysis of rape culture in MW necessarily engages with all three of them. Only not being a friend and ally to rapists and other male abusers isn’t enough, and Swansea proves it.
#mouthwashing#not sure I worded this as well as I would’ve liked to because I just woke up#but I’m standing by it for now#I think people don’t think enough about what swansea represents in the story and thus water him down#but with such a small cast we have to realize that everyone is deliberately written with meaning#maybe I’ll delete this later if I feel it was misarticulated#again I like swansea this isn’t meant to start some swansea hate train#I’m just glad that ppl are understanding Curly’s role as an enabler and I want that critical thinking to extend#even to characters we are inclined to like on their face because they’re also mean to Jimmy#.txt 🌊#mouthwashing game#swansea mouthwashing#this post is dedicated to my good friend al who is the resident swansea guy in my mind and talked thru this w me#ily my goat
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Sleepy Nikolai inspired my this lovely fic by @on-a-lucky-tide because this truly rewired my brain <3
And a small blushing Price under keep reading to go with it
#cod#nikprice#cod nikolai#nikolai cod#john price#captain price#captain john price#nikolai x price#when I tell you that I opened my drawing program as soon as I finished reading this#no kidding#I drew until 3 am slept for 4 hours woke up and drew again#There's just something about a big dangerous man like Nik being caught in such a peaceful moment#Price you're definitely the appetizer#my art#hey also I like never draw chibis#like ever#so it's worth what it's worth but I think he turns out cute !
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How does bath time work?
⟡ Story behind this special ask here ⟡ Read @wicksend here
#ask#WICK'S END#glendale goodwyn#harry#glen#oc#IT'S HERE IT'S HERE IT'S HERE#do not ask for a fully colored / shaded / partially painted ask from me ever again !!!!!!!!!!!#^ another reason Glen is usually wearing his armor more often than casual clothes! Harry kinda sniffs out that he's insecure#it's 2:30 am -- i am going to wake up and find so many mistakes#this is literally all i did today. i just woke up and did this and now i'm going to bed at 2 am.#also haha if u thought this ask was gonna be me being thirsty SIKE it's wholesome actually
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*puts stars in your eyes and runs at you on all fours while you’re not looking*
#fnaf#moondrop#silly sketches#fnaf daycare attendant#my iPad just woke up again so I’m in the process of getting all my pictures back#and I never named them properly rip
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Okay yes it's romantic and over the top and completely in character and very very impressive that odysseus made a bed out of living trees. However all I can think about is that every single day Penelope and odysseus would have woken up with olives and leaves covering them.
#The odyssey#Their secret living marriage bed#I think Penelope laughed in disbelief when she first saw it#I don't think she believed odysseus took her joking challenge seriously but he did#And the awe odysseus did this for her#Do you think Penelope woke up one morning during odysseus's 20 year absence with olive leaves stuck in her hair#And rotting olive juice on her face and just broke down crying and screaming#Because it's not cute anymore odysseus it was only cute when he was /there/ to pick the leaves out of her hair#And when he was /there/ to feed her the olives they found in their bed or mornings when odysseus threw his head in her lap and she fed him#And it's just just not the same it's not cute or romantic it's just fucking annoying odysseus#Penelope vowing to /burn it down/ if odysseus doesn't hurry up in her prayers that night.#It's a month of these break downs before Penelope moves rooms. She'll sleep in her marriage bed again when her husband is home or not again#Angst#Head canons#Penelope's odyessy#Odysseus#Penelope#Odypen#odysseus x penelope
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Guys why aren't we making Scar a red panda hybrid
#HE THROWS HIS HANDS UP LIKE A RED PANDA#WE ALL KNOW THIS#COME ON#DO YOU UNDERSTAND HOW FUNNY AND CUTE IT WOULD BE#imagine a hermit sneaking up on his and scar just screams and throws his hands up#like COME ON#THATS PERFECT#PLUS#HE GETS A CUTE TAIL#AND EARS#HAVE YOU SEEN RED PANDAS#THEYRE ADORABLE#and also probably my favorite animal#BUT COME THEYRE SO CUTE#(i should be sleeping cause i literally get up in less than 40 minutes but i woke up an hour ago and IVE BEEN TRYING TO SLEEP AGAIN#BUT THE SLEEP WONT COME#I HAVE WORK. WHY CANT I SLEEP#gtws#goodtimeswithscar#hermitcraft#stiff talk
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Luce mascot is racist https://www.tumblr.com/prontaentrega/765692065407533056?source=share
#i am once again not sure what you want me to do about this#but i just woke up and not sure how to word my thoughts rn so whatever
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was suddenly possessed to draw this future foundation togiri from my post
(shoutout @to-nae-giri for their character style exploration sketches which really inspired how i drew these two lol)
meanwhile, makoto:
#byakuya togami#kyoko kirigiri#togiri#danganronpa#shaking hands after slipping tongue to ensure they're both normal about this and each other. they will NOT become each others weaknesses#have to calculate when and how they should kiss based on who kissed first last time etc. bc again. theyre normal#theyre everything but married bc theyre being normal in an apocalypse. they just think they're traumabonded (not entirely false)#are they t4t? are they butch4femme? are they just really over it genderwise? who knows....#a combination of posts i saw earlier suddenly gripped me n i blacked out n woke up to this#kiri taking advantage of byakuya's hand+glove weakness lol#if ur wondering what the little marks on kiri's face near the eyes are. those r acne scars!!#took a look at this again this morning and realized that they look nothing like their canon design oops!!! post anyways lol#makoto suffering under weight of being ff poster boy. set my man free he's getting polycule fomo#my arts
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hes insane. love him
#sundrop#help wanted 2#sun#fnaf sun#fnaf sundrop#sundrop fnaf#sun fnaf#help wanted 2 spoilers#fnaf help wanted 2#fnaf help wanted 2 spoilers#dca#dca fandom#dca sun#fnaf dca#daycare attendant#fnaf daycare attendant#sun dca#I JUST REALISED I WROTE “do it again and you're getting a nap” INSTEAD OF TAKING A NAP TYHIS IS SO EMBARRASSING#i blame my half awakedeness when drawing this#i literally woke up and the voices™ forced me to draw him#tan posting
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