#WE WILL NOT ANGST IN THIS HOUSE
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Nick x Talos fanfics I would love to read:
A wedding fanfic were it’s a small wedding with a few people (Carol,Maria, Monica, G’iah, Natasha, Maria, Goose, Kamala).
Nick just absolutely worshipping Talos’ body and then after Nick just whispering compliments. He then uses Talos’ stomach as a pillow (not before kissing it)
G’iah and Maria finding out about their relationship accidentally then they tease the hell out of them. It’s also on a morning so Talos doesn’t care he just wants his coffee.
Hear me out… mpreg (not everyone’s cup of tea but) imagine both type of skrulls can become pregnant and Talos accidentally does. It’s takes him almost dying to tell Nick, which he is so happy about. Throughout the pregnancy Nick and Goose (and Carol) become really protective. They end up having a daughter which is named Natasha-Marie and Kamala gives her the nickname “little moon bunny” because her nose twitches like a bunny whenever she’s happy
Nick and Talos sneaking around (back when the avengers were around) one time there making out in Nick’s office, suddenly someone knocks at the door turns out it’s Tony. Not being able to escape Talos hides under Nick’s desk, the whole time being stuck between Nick’s thighs (not have he was complaining)
Natasha being worried about Nick ,due to the sneaking around, decides to spy on him. She then finds out him and Talos also gets introduced to him.
Nick teaching Talos about human holidays which makes Talos obsessed with Halloween. While watching a Halloween movie there’s a kiss scene which confuses him, since skrulls don’t kiss that way. So they teach other different things about each other’s customs. This leads to there first human and skrull kiss. They end up celebrating Halloween together every year (but Talos doesn’t celebrate it during the blip, he couldn’t bring himself to)
The two stargazing while Talos rests his head on Nicks chest and whispers in skrull language “I love you” several times.
Talos gets a concussion while on a mission and once he gets back Nicks picks him up and slams him on the couch and stitches up his head then presses a kiss on his forehead. The whole he does everything in his power to keep Talos awake so nothing bad happens to him.
#WE WILL NOT ANGST IN THIS HOUSE#secret invasion#nick fury#talos#talos marvel#talos x nick fury#nick fury x talos#Nick x talos#captain marvel#carol danvers#monica rambeau#kamala khan#maria rambeau#g’iah#Maria hill#natasha romanoff#goose the flerken#goose the cat#the marvels
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so what if. and hear me out. i made my own au for shadowvanilla purposes-
au details below
HELLO SO I PRESENT AMNESIAC AU
so you see, i was minding my business, drawing and looking at cookies and how everyone has their own cool aus with awesome designs and i went "well im not very good at designing but i Love putting characters in Situations"
this au is mostly focused on shadowvanilla so dont be too hopeful I'll get into the other cookies besides their little circle, im ill for gay yaoi only okay
So! motions to comic above, amnesia smilk time! let me elaborate
Pure vanilla fucked up BIG TIME, in that he maybe ventured out to beast yeast alone to try and find out more about the beasts and a way to stop them, as people with a savior complex have a habit of doing. Maybe, perhaps, also at the same time, smilk was getting the workings of his new dough body done and sensing pv was nearby decided to take the opportunity to torment him a little, yknow he cant help himself! he needs to see him
a nasty little fight and confrontation in some old structures of smilk (or at the spire) result in pv using a strange spell he spotted in the surrounding papers and documents, and .... accidentally cracks smilk's soul jam! hehe, oops!
and also sealing his memories. double oops. damn, what are you gonna do now pv?
well he cant leave confused smilk alone here, and itd honestly be best the other beasts and dark enchantress dont drag him back there in this state, so he offers a hand.
"Come with me. We can help you, I'll make sure you're okay."
a memory-less smilk is confused by this but... he's already grabbing the other cookie's hand before he realizes it. It'll probably be fine, something about this cookie... makes something in him feel okay.
taps forehead, im still working everything out of course, and i WILL be cursing all of you with sketchy stuff about it when I'm able, i need more time to figure out smilk's behaviors without the soul jam and corruption
of course I'm always of the mind that pre-corruption smilk was kind of a rat and rude but how exactly is the real question!! how bad was it before the corruption exacerbated the negative qualities of knowledge and his personality
anyways,,, feel free to ask questions!! it could help me figure this all out, if yall are interested of course,,,,,,,my,,,, handful of crk followers SNRRKS
#pure vanilla cookie#shadow milk cookie#white lily cookie#gingerbrave#wizard cookie#strawberry cookie#crk fanart#crk au#amnesiac au#shadowvanilla#pureshadow#<- that is my end goal here guys the men are going to kiss#my drawbs#ALSO THIS WONT BE TOO ANGSTY AN AU#WE ARE A HOUSE OF HAPPY ENDINGS HERE IM SORRY I LOVE HAPPY ENDINGS OR AT LEAST HOPEFUL ONES#but rest assured there will still be angst and conflict#as is a constant with liars#looks directly at pv
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congrats on your recovery n all yuuji but unfortunately for you I thought the scars were cool >:/
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk art#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jjk leaks#these took so long i kept getting distracted cries#but they r done and this is yuuji's post canon scar map to me. argue with a wall we should have had this#looks at canon this sign won't stop me bc i cant read >:(#smh robbed!!!!!! the potential!!!!! the aesthetic!!!!! th angst the symbolism!!!!!!#gege i respect u i do not want beef after u let my boys live#but u rly couldnt have scuffed him up a LITTLE more.....there were so many to choose from didnt u have a favourite.....#all he has to show fr all that r two little scratches. rly.#((not counting the ear n fingers thank god i get That much))#anyway i made a whole post abt why i think yuuji should have kept the scars n what it would have stood for symbolically#its along th same lines as the yuuji Big Face Scar agenda hh i just care a lot abt character design n visual storytelling ok#anyway fine he can keep the eye but in this house it grew back wrong it's lighter and foggy and now his prescription is stronger#as fr the rest#megumi has dibs on the upper right eye apparently so yuuji can have the bottom half#i would have doubled down on the scars on his left but a. the right side is the symbolic one#b. he healed an entire eye so it makes sense tht he'd heal other more minor injuries as well#c. tbh it's mostly based on what looked good i think this arrangement guides the eye across his face nicely#gave him a lil nose nick bc smth smth sukuna idk it's just there to balance things out#also as i said. the jaw and neck scar are there for kissing purposes i make the rules im salty and i do what i want smile#in other news thank u past hina fr doing those hair render studies im very happy with my yuuji hair as of late
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Okay, so we know that Charles' polo goes red>burgundy>black and back by the end of the season.
Because there's so much going on, I always missed the exact transitions. This time I specifically tracked them down. (Apologies if this has already been done.)
Charles shirt is bright red through the majority of the Devlin House, even in Hope's Diary scene, when he opens up to Crystal.
Even when he first swings at Mr. Devlin and gets knocked back, his shirt is red.
The very subtle shift to burgundy is after he disappears and first reappears in the loop.
It remains burgundy throughout the entire lighthouse leapers episode and beginning of the two dead dragons.
I finally realized the very last moment we see of Charles in the burgundy is with Crystal. She tells him after the confusing makeout night, "But I think we should be friends," and kind-hearted Charles, of course, respects that and puts on a friendly smile.
It's difficult to see in the next scene with him because of his jacket, the angle he sits at on the ladder, and the lighting, but it's immediately after that when we first see him in the black polo.
My brother in death, you are NOT doing well.
here's another song from Jayden Revri's official Charles playlist, that I think is about this conflict with Crystal:
His shirt is still black during the "I don't wanna be a bad guy" scene.
After Edwin's affirmation of Charles' inherent goodness, it is directly after this scene that the shirt goes back to burgundy!!!
He's still wearing the burgundy during the confession:
BUT IT GOES BACK TO BRIGHT RED LITERALLY RIGHT AFTER EDWIN'S CONFESSION AND THEY ESCAPE HELL TOGETHER!
Yo I equally love Cryland and Payneland but the show canonly said "Crystal hit him in the loneliness and Edwin hit him in the loved"
#Spotify#text post#charles rowland#crystal palace#cryland#love cryland but i do accept the misunderstanding conflict angst#costume design#dead boy detectives#dbda#dead boy detective agency#makeout scene#but i think we should be friends for now#the case of the devlin house#the case of the lighthouse leapers#the case of the two dead dragons#scene analysis#reference#if this has already been pointed out sorry but these are for my own notes at least#the case of the creeping forest#the case of the very long stairway#dude i've never been this emotional about a fucking shirt before#this fandom is literally unravelling my sanity
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OOohh BOII in the original fanfic of “another deception” starscream has his creator hand in a box but is never explain how he got it so this is my headcanon on how that happened >:]
#fanart#transformers young seekers au#young seekers au#maccadam#starscream#transformers#transformers comic#fan comic#transformers au#transformers fanfiction#tasty angst#in this house we love hurt/confort starscream
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i want to find your smile in the epilogue
#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#kabumisu#kabru of utaya#mithrun#mithrun of the house of kerensil#my art#i go back and forth between angst city and a hopeful future for them lmao#all are good i think.. perhaps we can have both
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bloodraven being a tree and giving his great great grandfather sleep paralysis demons all season courtesy of harrenhall and alys:
#house of the dragon#hotd spoilers#hotd meme#bloodraven’s like aight imma go be a tree#harrenhall said hide yo kids hide yo wife cause we grabbin bitches up in here#harrenhall said fuck it i have your ghosts and ghouls right here man#helaena being invited into the shared nightmare about the doom of their house like 😮#her and daemon coming together to trip out on some weirwood blood#it’s like one awful magical family reunion#bloodraven’s handing out prophency like it’s candy#bloodraven’s all:#let them suffer for my aesthetic#we got big giant direwolves as pets#we got crying trees that like blood sacrifice#we got ice zombies coming for ya’ll#oh and daemon bythewayyou’regonnadieherewithyourobsessivenephew—#the ghouls are like pssst daemon chill bro we got your back#they said more death for the fire and blood house#daemon targaryen#matt smith#daemon x reader#helaena the dreamer#helaena targaryen#phia saban#aemond one eye#aemond x reader#aemond smut#aemond angst#aemond targaryen
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Danny moved to Gotham.
Freakshow is touring in Gotham.
Freakshow knows Danny is in Gotham.
Danny knows Freakshow is still after him.
Danny's faith in heroes has been shattered.
Danny turns to the only person powerful enough to run Freakshow out of town, hopefully for good.
Danny turns to the Joker for help.
The Joker is looking for a new punching bag sidekick after Harley Quinn left him.
Danny is just the perfect person to be shaped by the Joker's hands.
Danny becomes the new Joker Junior.
#pondhead blurbs#dpxdc#how we feeling about this fellas#i think it's an ideal angst fic#but i don't wanna write it lol#the younger danny is the worse it gets#someone said that danny shouldn't be afraid of the joker because he's a clown and freakshow is a ringmaster. not a clown#if i find that post i'll tag the creator cause i can't remember rn#but i'm imagining danny who is heavily traumatized and scared and lonely#finding out that one of his worst enemies he hoped to never see again is hunting him and is so close danny has to check his eyes every day#just to make sure they haven't turned red#his anxiety is out of control and he's not about to go find a Bat or Bird to talk to#who would believe him anyways? he's a monster#but danny needs help cause he will not survive this on his own and he knows it#freakshow haunts his every waking dream#but freakshow isn't from gotham. he doesn't have the city's curses engraved into his blood. he never died and he's not truly teasing death#so danny chooses to plead for help from the only predator bigger than freakshow (in his eyes) who IS from gotham#danny goes to the Joker. prepared to offer everything but his free will and free mind. he can't give those up. it's all he has.#danny is a feral house cat asking a tiger to take care of a mountain lion for him by offering the tiger his own liver on a silver platter#joker is...delighted? maybe? no one is quite sure. but he takes what danny offers.#here is this little boy. almost the same age as the second robin when he died. pleading for the JOKER to be his savior. this will be fun
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Hey, CampFam, so...a thought just occurred:
Kenji isn't calling his mom this week.
There's gonna be a news story about how Daniel Kon died in a dinosaur attack, and his son was unavailable for comment. Also that Yaz's campus suffered a dinosaur breach and three people were killed or wounded, also there was a van that got rammed off a bridge. A van whose plates will be matched to a Ben Pincus, whose friend was living on the campus, and who was spotted with Sammy Gutierrez a day or so prior at a roadside show disruption. No bodies will have been recovered, but neither will at least one of the bodies from the campus.
Obviously DPW will provide forensics on the Becklespinaxes' waste (assuming the PH level is low enough), and probably find that only two humans were devoured (maybe even positively identify whom), but the fact remains that for at least a week....
All of the Nublar Six's families are going to think their children are dead. Again.
#HOPEFULLY Mateo has the kids' contact info#or security footage will show them#but the photo Ronnie had looked like helicopter news footage from cleanup#not a live feed#i doubt there's a lot of public security camera access on an illegal dock#jwct#chaos theory#the parents will probably think “fool me once”#brand certainly#but also...Darius's house is wrecked#it's a very sloppy trail#but#chaos theory spoilers#WE ARE GOING FULL ANGST HERE#DARIUS YOUR MOM'S HEART#nublar six
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Drawganronpa Days 18, 22, 27: Hope vs Despair, Chapter 6, DRV3
“We will not accept an ending without hope or despair. How dare Kiibo defy us? He is our surrogate! How troublesome. That’s why we voted to erase his personality. Now, we can have the ending we want… Hope or despair, which one will it be?”
“Kiibo is gone. Not a sliver of who he is left in these empty eyes; now, they are mere screens for the audience to project their thoughts and desires. The feeling brutally hits me; I miss Kiibo. I miss his kind smile, his over-the-top confidence, and even his sensitivity to robophobia. I’ll never get these moments back. I feel anger coursing through my veins. I won’t give the audience what they want. They’ve taken too much from us already. Thank you, Kiibo, for giving us this last chance to defeat them. I’ll never forget how much you truly cared about us.”
@shsl-islandmode-events
🔁 > 💟
#drawganronpa2024#kiibo#keebo#k1 b0#drv3 kiibo#danganronpa v3#drv3#ndrv3#danganronpa#v3 spoilers#danganronpa spoilers#we love angst in this house#kiibo fanart#danganronpa fanart#azu's artwork
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scenario #3 - the hero begs the villain for help
warning: intense distress, trauma, depictions of severe anxiety and despair, could be uncomfortable for some readers.
“Please…make it go away,” the hero sobbed, curled up into a pitiful heap at the villain’s feet, “Make it all go away.”
The cracks in their voice tore right through the villain’s black heartstrings.
The villain had never seen them so broken, so raw. It was unsettling, even for someone as accustomed to chaos as they were.
“Hero—
“I just want it to stop!” the hero screamed, their voice breaking as tears continued to stream down their cheeks. Their body convulsed with each sob, the weight of their suffering crushing them.
A pang of guilt gnawed at the villain’s conscience. They knew they could help, ease and rid of the horrors that tormented their dear hero. But they also knew the consequences.
Once done, there would be no turning back.
“I can’t— I can’t do it… I can’t live like this anymore…” The hero’s words were barely a mumbled whisper, choked out between their sobs as their tears continued to stream down like pouring rain.
The villain couldn’t bear it anymore.
With a heavy heart, the villain slowly crouched down to the hero’s shaking body. They gently lifted their chin out of their knees with a soft, delicate touch.
The hero gulped, their bloodshot gaze begging the villain as they stared into their eyes.
The villain sighed and said the one thing they would regret for the rest of their life.
“I’ll help you.”
The hero’s eyes immediately filled with relief.
The villain’s embodied the opposite.
The hero gasped out a shaking breath, a small smile taking on their face.
“Thank—“
”Don’t.”
The hero flinched back at the villain’s pained tone in confusion.
The villain could only let out a haunting chuckle.
“Please just…don’t.”
The hero slowly nodded as the villain stared into that familiar gaze they loved so dearly.
They loved them with their entire black heart.
They hoped in the future that they would never forgive themselves for this.
The villain slowly brought their hands to the side of the hero’s head and dug their fingers into their temples.
They watched as the hero began to thrash, terror filling their eyes as the hero’s nails dug deep into the villain’s wrists, trying to pry them off.
The villain’s heart broke more and more with each torturous cry that escaped the hero’s lips.
But they didn’t dare let go of them.
The hero’s breathing grew erratic, their body panicked as they heaved and stared back into the villain’s eyes, pleading for them to stop.
The villain wished they did.
Pain ripped a fresh hole in the villain's chest as they resisted against the hero’s struggles.
The villain's heart sank to their feet as they watched the thoughts behind their eyes begin to die out.
The hero’s grip on the villain’s wrists softened, their gaze bare, their breathing slowly going back to an even pace.
The villain let go.
They watched as the hero slowly looked up, their expression blank, devoid of anything at all.
The hero threw themselves into the villain.
The villain wrapped their arms tightly around the hero’s body as their hero nestled into their neck.
They had taken everything from their hero.
Their past. Their trauma. Their terror and their pain.
Their name. Their identity. The very essence that made them themselves.
The only thing they knew now was the villain.
The villain clutched their hero tighter, a dull permanent ache settling in their chest.
“What’s wrong?”
The villain hadn’t noticed the hero pulling back to brush a stray tear that escaped the villain’s eye.
They already wanted to undo everything.
“Nothing, Darling.”
They already wanted their hero back.
The hero sank into them again as the villain sank deeper and deeper into the dark sea of despair.
But they knew that was a wish that would never be granted.
#we love angst in this house#villain loves hero#forbidden love#hero#hero and villain#hero villain#hero x villain#heroes#heroes and villains#heroes x villains#not a prompt#ownlittleuniverse scenarios#ownlittleuniverse writing#ownlittleuniverse#scenario writing#scenarios#scenario#ownlitteuniverse scenario#whump writing#writing scenarios#writing scenario#writing#villain and hero#villain x hero#villain hero#villain#villains heroes#hero villain writing#writeblr#enemies to lovers
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nothing hurts me more than Rhaenyra’s “but now they see you as you are” to Alicent —and I’m a rhaenicent shipper— because no, Rhae, no one sees Alicent as she is, no one has ever tried to, and that’s the point 😭
#the angst between those two#and also the possibilities#please we need more scenes of them together#rhaenicent#alicent#alicent hightower#house of the dragon#hotd#rhaenyra targaryen#alicent x rhaenyra#rhaenyra x alicent#rhaenicentdaily#asoiaf#a song of ice and fire#hotd thoughts#greenqueenhightower
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Day 16: Lullaby
#artemy's mother darya#on ersher's grave#because we love angst in this house#pathologic#pathologic 2#pathologic fest#мор#мор утопия#моросентябрь
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Lucifer having a crush on you.
Lucifer Supremacy ✊ !non gender specific mc!
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He knew he liked you when he started thinking about you constantly. Shopping on Azukon he wonders, what would MC like? Doing his paperwork he wonders, what would MC do if they were here? He’s always buying you things, praising you, giving you special treatment, and so much more. With all of that, he finally realized that he loves you.
At first, he feels that his feelings are distracting. He has work to do, he can’t be focused on a human. He tries to avoid meeting up with you in the halls, talking with you for too long, spending one on one time with you. It’s terrible, he misses being with you. He’d do anything just to forget these feelings and only view you as just an ordinary human. But he can’t. He can’t because you are no ordinary human. You’re his human.
He finally accepted his feelings for you. He doesn’t exactly know what to do about it though. What if you don’t love him as well? What if you like one of his brothers? He becomes worried. Very worried. But all of these thoughts leave him when he sees the way you stare at him.
It was during dinner when he noticed you staring. He was simply drinking his demonus when his eyes link with yours. Your soft eyes looking into his. You looked so wanting. Blush crept onto your face. You quickly look away, hiding your face from him, acting like nothing happened. That’s when he realized that you must care for him too. There’s been so many other signs. The way you covet his attention, the way your arms linger while hugging him, the way your eyes shy away from his while talking to him.
A few days later, he couldn’t stand it anymore. He needs you to be his. He yearns for your love. For your praise. Your taste. He was ready to tell you how he feels. So don’t even attempt the way you feel, he already knows you love him back. (also you’ll totally break my mans heart 😪” So, when you were conversing with Levi and Asmo, he interrupted.
“MC. Come to my room in 20. We need to discuss something important.”
Levi and Asmo looked at you. While Levi looked worried, Asmo looked at you mischievously.
“Oooh! MC! What’s going on with you and Lucifer?~”
You scoffed at him. You walked away from them both, rushing to your room to practice praying for forgiveness. You were fully convinced that you were gonna get some kind of punishment.
Lucifer hurriedly took off his clothes and slid on his robe. He set up some music and poured the both of you some demonus. The wait was excruciating. He needed you so much. He kept glancing at the time, awaiting the time you were supposed to arrive.
“…Lucifer? Can I come in?”
He got up and opened the door for you. Basically pulling you in with how he grabbed you. He sat you down on his couch. You looked so jittery, and yet, he could sense a hint of desire in your eyes.
“Please, have a drink MC.”
You were a bit skeptical. The music..the demonus..his outfit. What’s he playing at? Is he trying you make you melt with all of this romance? You awaited what was to come.
You two talked for a bit. Laughing about the brothers shenanigans. Discussing how school was going. Don’t think he didn’t notice you slowly inching closer to him. Once you were close enough, he placed his hand on your upper leg. You both then sort of froze and looked into each others eyes. He cleared his throat and said..
“ MC, about what I called you here for..well..how do I put this. I care deeply about you MC. So much that I dare to even say that I love you. I feel like i’ve known you for eons. So tell me, darling. Do you..love me back..?”
You were stunned. You couldn’t believe this. He really feels the same? He had you scared for a second! That jerk! But a beautiful jerk. Oh Diavlo,, what do you say?
“I..I love you too, Lucifer..”
He smiled. He quickly embraced you. He rested his head in the crook of your neck. He was breathing heavily, as if he had been holding his breath. You wrapped your arms around him too. Both relived that the other feels the same way.
You stayed in his room for the rest of the night. Drinking demonus and speaking sweet nothings into each others ears. He felt full of pride. You were finally his lover. He absolutely adores you.
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mwaaahahahahaha this was fun to write. Hope you guys enjoy this one 👾👾👾
#obey me fandom#obey me shall we date#obey me x reader#obey me#obey me brothers#obey me fluff#obey me lucifer#obey me scenarios#obey me luci x reader#lucifer x mc#x reader#lucifer x reader#lucifer#obey me brain rot#obey me angst#obey me simp#obey me swd#obey me house of lamentation#obey me story#obey me fanfic#brainrot#obey me asmodeus#obey me beelzebub#obey me belphegor#obey me leviathan#obey me mammon#obey me satan
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my new favorite thing isn't when they go from 'malfoy' and 'potter' to 'draco' and 'harry'
it's when they go BACK to 'malfoy' and 'potter'
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blade/yingxing x reader scenario:
kurim: blade’s past name was yingxing, supposedly
(blade sees your smile, beautiful and loving and inviting as he remembers you to be — when he closes his eyes and takes a deep breath and pretends he can have this, at the very least. you were so lovely, so very lovely, and the man he once was - yingxing - had truly loved you in a way he could not love anyone else)
you and yingxing were lovers, decades ago when he was still part of Xianzhou and you a person he fell in love with, yingxing liked building you trinkets and taking you to eat during the weekends and seeing your smile and he would throw hands with jing yuan because he always teased him and called him a love sick puppy
you and yingxing were some of the short-lived species in Xianzhou, you were content in XXXX area and yingxing was a genius amongst genius in crafting, building and creating tools, machinery, weapons and works of arts.
you and yingxing had your whole life planned out, it was not hard to when there was so much to do and so little time to do it, but you two are determined to make your lives count despite the looming threat of the abundance hanging over their head and the wars Xianzhou has to partake in and how nothing is determined in life, but you two love each other, but then this happens, but then that happens, but but butbutbutbut—
yingxing becomes mara-struck.
yingxing kills you in his first mara-struck rampage/haze.
yingxing will forever remember it - your blood is very warm and wet, even as he drops to his knees and tries tries tries but there’s nothing he can do because you’re already dead — he might have screamed, howled until his throat burst and his lungs collapsed and mended themselves, he might’ve had fought against jingliu too as well, he doesn’t quite know. he cannot remember anything apart from a red haze, doesn’t remember if you had screamed or tried to fight back or tried running away, but one look at you shows just how horrible a death you had experienced in your last moments. blade will have forever etched the image of your mangled body in his memory, because of course yingxing will have.
this is the first step towards the death of yingxing’s ego, and what will eventually create blade, an abomination who seeks for death and yet is denied time and time again, who is only left with vengeance and violence as a driving force for moving and breathing and fighting because he has nothing else
yingxing was a man who committed many great mistakes and paid for it with everything in his life, including the one he loved
blade is the remains of that man’s ego, the hatred and grief and anger and obsession and destruction and love, a monster given eternal life and reduced to a mad dog of destiny’s slave, all for the sake of reaching paradise
blade lives for the sake of dying — he lives for death, for vengeance, for the possibility of paradise
(blade sees your smile, beautiful and loving and inviting as he remembers you to be — you smile and smile and smile, perhaps a little sad but as lovely as he remembers and he wants to reach out for you with his bloodied hands, but you are unreachable, a ghost of his past, the victim of his sins, and he can do nothing but watch you stand on the other side of the river of stars. blade thinks that you’re as lovely as yingxing remembers you to be, waving at him, smiling at him, always smiling at him)
elio promises an ending to his wretched existence.
blade will stop at absolutely nothing to reach his desired paradise.
(you smile at him, and blade thinks that you still look so very lovely, decades after your death)
i’m sorry, i’m sorry, forgive me, forgive me, it was all my fault, if only i hadn’t—
(you only smile, and then blade opens his eyes to find his mangled body healing and mending and stitching together again)
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#kurim writes hsr#blade x reader#blade sees death as a paradise he cannot attain sooooo#here’s the equation: you = dead = paradise#EXTREMELY SELF-INDULGENT I GUESS#i wanted something angst#hsr blade#hsr#blade x you#honkai star rail#in this house we swim in the pool of blade’s suffering#actually that’s kind of weird because I swear i wasn’t this obsessed over him before#I actually kind of liked Jing Yuan more :P#hsr scenarios#hsr imagines
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