#Sirius and Lily

[that-bitch-kat3]

lily: asking me to pick a favorite taylor swift album is like asking a mother to pick her favorite child

sirius : cruel but you definitely have one?

lily: yep and it’s red (tv)

[mrstellmeafuckingsecret]

"the room is on fire and she's fixing her hair" and it's lilypad as roommates

[forestdeath1]

“Do I take everything off?”

Sirius arched an eyebrow at her. “What, feeling shy?”

Art for Scandalous by @annabtg

[terymlxyrstdus]

My new favourite headcannon is Regulus and Lily being good friends, bonding over the fact they’re both younger siblings and feel hated and abandoned by their siblings. Lily is always trying to make Regulus see that Sirius is nothing like her sister and that he cares for him and she keeps on telling Sirius to fight for his brother.

She knows that Sirius is nothing like her sister until the prank. For the first time she thinks, she might have been wrong.

[moonyswarmsweaters]

Lily: That was McGonagle calling. Apparently, Harry has been using some very creative language today

Sirius: Oh? Do tell.

Lily: Well, he called her Potions homework a "cluster duck" and his professor a "mother flunker"

Sirius: [amused] Did he call anyone a "sock sucker"?

[Lily looks at him, pissed]

Sirius: What? It's just someone who sucks socks.

Lily: I can't believe you're teaching my son loophole swear words.

Sirius: In my defense, "mother flunker" was entirely the little deviant's creation. And very clever of him, I must say.

[ghosteccedentesiast]

*Sirius being sick of everything *

Sirius: *Points at Severus* Fuck you

Sirius: *Points at Barty* Fuck you

Sirius: *Points at Peter* Fuck you

Sirius: *Points at James* Fuck you

Sirius: *Points at Remus* Fuck me

Sirius: *Points at parents* Especially fuck you

Sirius: *Points at Lily* Fu- uh hi?

[lilyslark]

thinking about sirius and lily finding the siblings that they lost in each other. sirius losing his younger brother and lily her older sister. both of them gaining a new perspective about what it must have been like to be the other sibling. sirius having a sister for the first time and lily a brother. sirius teasing lily about being a few months older than her—sirius having a younger sibling again and lily an older one.

thinking about sirius losing his baby brother for good. thinking about petunia suffering that same pain when she loses lily.

[mrauderspoll]

don't you guys luv it when the blog revives :)

remus & lily, bookworms? sirius & lily, sibling angst???

welcome back to mrauderspoll for the beginning of the duos tournament!

[vomits0cutely]

Just a reminder, James, Lily and Remus (and Peter) were planning a birthday party for Sirius but it never happened. Ans Sirius will never know because he never knew, because they could never tell him about it. He spend his birthday alone in a cell. No cake, no candles, no presents, no love, but in the cold and dark.

[that-bitch-kat3]

I wrote some stuff about lily and sirius talk about their siblings last night and while I'm not sure that I like it I've decided to post it. Also heres my AO3 which I guess I've never needed to post before. okay here it is:

"I did everything I could-" Lily said, but even as the words came out she knew that they were a lie. She stopped herself and sighed, but then she did something that neither of them had been expecting. She told the truth. "No, I didn't."

"What?" Sirius looked over at her, eyebrows high, but Lily didn't see his expression. She didn't even look at him. She just stared out at the sky. It was an unspoken rule that they didn't look at each other on nights like these. When they sat at the top of the astronomy tower, moping and looking for someone to trade burdens with.

Lily's confession shocked them both, but she just stared straight ahead into the night and kept talking. "I didn't do everything I could. I could've- I should've written more. And when I was back for breaks I should have tried harder, to talk to her, and to keep up with her interests." Sirius looked back out the window, going back to following the unspoken rule, but Lily had hardly noticed his gaze at all too lost in her regret to even really be aware of the boy sitting next to her.

"I shouldn't have let Sev take over my life back home, and I really shouldn't have picked fights with her." Lily sighed. "but she's just been so cold since I left. I felt like fighting with her was the only time when I could even get through to her- or not get through to her, but, talk to her?"

Sirius nodded looking out at the night sky. The moon was a sliver in the sky, but the stars were out and they lit up the sky well enough. Without even meaning to Sirius sought out the Regulus star. "I didn't do enough either," Sirius admitted and they sat in silence for a beat before he continued. "I pushed him away. I knew what they expected from him- from us, but I was so determined to not be what they wanted that in my efforts to be different, to be better, I isolated him."

Lily nodded. "I feel like I abandoned her." She whispered her confession to the darkness, but Sirius heard anyway and this time it was his turn to nod.

There were several moments of quiet before Sirius gave up one more confession, one more secret to the sky.

"I did abandon him."

[mrstellmeafuckingsecret]

sirius: look, lils, you have to treat a bike like you treat a woman

lily, raising a brow: go on.

siriu, afraid: ... no, i sense i've made a mistake of some kind

[jameskinniesrise]

Lily: Severus Snape, you have the right to remain

Sirius: A fucking loser, hah!

[moutainrusing]

And IF (only if) you would be willing to write one more for me I request a trick 🎃 as well.

Lily/Sirius (romantic or platonic) Prompt: St Mungos

Happy writing! ✨️

With a shaky hand, Sirius lifted the potion to his lips, the one which would give him him. “Tastes bitter,” he rasped to Lily while she watched with the typical concern of a Healer. ‘How does the potion make you feel? Side effects? Is it working how it should?’

Lily looked at all her patients that way. Sirius wasn’t special. Lily cared about everyone to this incredible degree, giving them all her utmost best, and that was why Sirius cared about her the most.

Lily gave him an amused smile, rolled her eyes, “Want me to put sugar in it?”

“Yes, actually,” Sirius croaked, wincing when his voice cracked. It didn’t sound like his voice, even though it was his. His voice used to be lighter, and he couldn’t feel it in the way he swallowed, but now, his voice had deepened, rumbling in his throat, and he had his Adam’s apple, which he could feel bobbing up and down. Up, down. Even though his body was becoming the body it was always meant to be, he still felt down. A man could have a high-pitched voice and still be a man. He used to have a high-pitched voice, and he was always a man.

Plus, the cracks felt like shards of glass piercing into the cold, stiff silence of the wards at St. Mungos. Hospitals were pallid, sickly places, grey-scale monotony, bright, white lights, and Sirius felt like a lab experiment. He probably was, because all his data would be collected to aid future transmen; he probably was, because people stuck needles into him just to see the effect on his body; he probably was, because no one cared about him as an individual. In fact, he was definitely some monstrous disease which should be purged from the world of clean, he was wasting resources by being here, a waste, a pain, inhumane. The Healers simply cared about everyone, believing that they had some duty to make the lives of all people healthier, happier, longer.

He wondered what they’d do to him if he admitted he was a monster. He wondered if anyone would ever see him as a man.

“You’re all done,” Lily beamed, taking the vial from Sirius. “Now, get some rest, I’ll see you in the morning.”

“Yeah,” Sirius nodded agreeably. He hoped it was agreeable. “Thanks,” he added. Sirius could never do nearly enough to thank Lily for all she did. He struggled to say thank you, but for Lily, he wanted to say it again and again, paint it on the sky above her head, he wanted to split open his chest and show her how he was composed solely out of gratitude for her. Sirius wanted to do so much for her, and it would never be enough.

Their days in Hogwarts, when Sirius would break down every time he got his period, and Lily would hold him, never questioning the issue. She’d buy what he needed even though he had the money to do it and she didn’t, because Sirius didn’t want to look after a body he didn’t like, but Lily wanted to look after any body Sirius had. She looked after Sirius.

But no one could look after him forever. Lily liked men, proper men, not whatever Sirius was. He was a man, he was and he was but he wasn’t a person, he was a monster and he was strange, contaminated with something that made him wrong.

Lily watched him for a second. She frowned, eyes lingering over every feature of his face, and Sirius wanted to curl into himself. He knew he looked weird. All the changes. “Do you want me to stay?” she asked softly.

Sirius swallowed, “Don’t you have to get back to James?” A proper man. James embodied everything Lily wanted, and Sirius was so similar to James, yet there was one major difference. Lily chose James because he was a proper man.

Lily shook her head, casually shrugging, “Always bros before hoes, right?” She grinned at Sirius, and Sirius forced a laugh. It was kinda funny that James was her hoe. But Sirius would always be just her friend. It was nice of her to value friendship, but down the line, as the responsibility for her relationship grew, that would change.

Sirius would be nothing to Lily. He smiled, “No, he’ll miss you too much.” I’ll miss you more.

Lily laughed, “He needs to learn to survive a couple hours without me.”

And I need to learn to survive an entire lifetime without you.

“Go, Lils, I’ll just be sleeping. Have a fun night, that’s an order,” Sirius pointed with a stern finger. That still shook a little.

Lily wrapped a hand around it and pushed it down gently, “As you wish, Sirius. I’ll be wishing you were there, though.”

No, you won’t.

Sirius rolled his eyes, “Focus on your man, Lily.”

“But you know you’re the real man of my life,” Lily clutched her chest exaggeratedly, and that hurt.

Sirius fell silent. Lily’s hand was still in his, and he pushed it away. “Do you… do you think anyone would ever… want to love me?”

Lily grabbed his hand again, passion taking over her expression. “Of course!” she cried vehemently. “I love you!”

“You know what I mean,” Sirius sighed, fiddling with Lily’s fingers. “In that way.”

“Yes,” she stated matter-of-factly. “You’re perfect, Sirius Black.”

Sirius closed his eyes. He didn’t know how to respond. Well, he did. If I’m perfect, then why aren’t I perfect for you?

[binvibin]

nah give me kim possible lily and ron stopable sirius

[hxuse-xf-black]

[Pre-Jily] 17-year-old Lily: *kisses James on the cheek* Sirius: *barely audible squealing*

[mrsnerdygirl]

In Prisoner of Azkaban, this will forever be one of my favorite scenes :

He stopped on a picture of his parents wedding day, there was his father waving up at him, beaming, the untidy black hair Harry had inherited standing up in all directions . There was his mother, alight with happiness, arm in arm with his dad. And there…that must be him. Their best man…

Harry had never given him any thought before.

If he hadn’t known it was the same person, he would never have guessed it was Black in this old photograph. His face wasn’t sunken and waxy, but handsome, full of laughter . Had he already been working for Voldemort when this picture had been taken ? Was he already planning the deaths of the two people next to him ? Did he realize that he was facing twelve years in Azkaban, twelve years which would make him unrecognizable ?