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eatfriesandsleep · 11 months ago

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She tried to warn us

#jenna marbles #youtube #youtuber #meme #memes #funny #dank memes #random #dank meme #shitpost #old youtube #2012 internet #throwback #adulting #i hate being a grownup #i hate being a grown up #I’m sick and i feel like shit #having to buy my own groceries and bring them inside and make food for myself while I’m sick should be a crime

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rye-kin · 9 days ago

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Stupid ass drawing from November that I kept forgetting to post, atp had to touch it up!

Double mugshot for these two…

I feel terrible rn

#ronnies junk #jekyll and hyde #also I feel awful rn because I smoke and drank too much on my cycle and now my body is punishing me with multi hour long nausea #nausea #and my too much I mean ofc my metabolism has been getting worse #by*#esp w alcohol and I need to stop but leik #w smoking out of the blue I’ve never been a lightweight #now that I think about it it was 100% JUST the brass monkey I had bc the glass fucking overflowed #I’m not even kidding #I can’t take it I feel soooo sick #ronnie chats #also eating like shit #RELEASE ME

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adhdandcomics · 5 months ago

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perhaps the most important question i’ve ever asked:

does anyone have tips for people trying to stop being chronically late to everything in the world that aren’t weirdly judgmental and aggressive or flat out lies

#when i tell you every single resource i’ve ever found or tried to get through or anyone i’ve ever asked #has been just so. mean about it #not even intentionally #not always at least #but there’s so much inherent shame tied to being late to things or being a person who used to be late to things #that i don’t think people can untie that from their ‘helpful tips’#it’s all ‘i used to also be a lazy uncaring piece of shit! you don’t have to be a horrible wretched loser anymore!’ and it’s like. okay.#you see how that’s not helping. right.#making me feel worse about it is NEVER helpful. i promise you i already have tortured myself over it FARRR more than any ‘on time’ person #ever had #this has been a comic i’ve been stewing on for ages as well but. well there’s of course the shame #idk it’s something that people are always despicably mean about bc fundamentally people who have never struggled with it #see it as a personal choice to be late #and as something one needs to just ‘try harder’ to fix. and that if you don’t #you inherently don’t care about other people’s time or even other people in general #and that feels horrible! it feels really bad!!#i mean i’ve got it from EVERYONE. disability allies. other adhd folks. disability resource offices #it’s something that nobody ever cares to acknowledge or try to accommodate for #bc time blindness and exec dysfunction are NEVER taken seriously as disabilities. they’re always always viewed as a personal failing #and i’m sick and tired of it. bc all this does is make people struggling with this Hate themselves #and worry endlessly that maybe they Are selfish and actually Don’t care about anyone else #there’s a bit too much here to keep in the tags i should really do the comic for adhd awareness month

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love2much · 1 month ago

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i’m so scared for the new year, i’m so scared for next month, im so scared for next week, im so scared for tomorrow i just want everything to stop for a while

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tobbesdiscordkitten · 5 months ago

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ᴀxʟ ʀᴏꜱᴇ - ᴘᴀʀᴀᴅɪꜱᴇ ᴄɪᴛʏ

“𝙸 𝚖𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚋𝚎 𝚕𝚘𝚜𝚒𝚗’ 𝚖𝚢 𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚍.”

“𝙰𝚛𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚋𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚍?”

#it literally feels like I’m losing my mind #I am hoarding so many men inside of my sick head #as long as axl doesn’t beat the shit out of vince he can stay #and (dare I say) continue living rent-free…#my gifs #axl rose #guns n roses #axl gnr

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anothersuperstition · 7 months ago

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like five commissions would solve so many of my problems right now …. 🌀you want to commission me🌀…. 🌀you want to look at my pinned post and you want to commission me sooooo bad🌀…….

a few recent commissions ⬇️

been loving leaning into more illustration/poster work and would love to do more!!

#i’m like out of options LOL #like everyone else i’ve been applying to probably hundreds of jobs and like everyone else i can’t get SHIT #my options are 1) stay out here and suffer 2) beg my parents to help me move home and REALLY truly suffer (this one isn’t really an option)#or like 3) go lay in the dirt indefinitely idk i’m in over my head and i made a mistake moving but it’s too late to back out!#going home wouldn’t be good for anyone least of all me!#idk i feel like everyone is judging me for thinking i had it good then falling flat on my face anyways #i feel like it was some kind of sick joke that i finally for once felt stable and happy just to get it yanked away from me #and be worse off than before #sorry i’m really emotional because i’ve been going through it so hard for so long and i’m really exhausted #i hate getting on here and begging for work but idk what else to do right now #mine #arty art

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nerdy-hyperfixations · 11 months ago

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I just want to remind everyone that Wallace is canonically the worse one to sleep in the same bed with.

Scott can be a bad roommate in every other aspect but GUYS Wallace is the one that canonically snores and kicks in his sleep.

Scott sleeps like a princess with his back against the sheet lying perfectly straight (and also taking all the covers) and Wallace sleeps semi-on-his-side and apparently just fucking punting Scott in the leg every so often (not to mention he talked in his sleep too) and I don’t know why this is important to me but it is.

Because when people draw them cuddling in their sleep it’s always Wallace being normal and Scott turning and snoring and shit but you’re missing out on sleepy-cuddly Wallace turning and snoring on Scott. Let that cringe-fail 25 year old be annoying. Istg.

I’m talking to the Mobillace people too btw. Not that I’ve seen anyone draw them cuddling in bed (which is a CRIME btw. Draw that. For me.) but like imagine how funny it would be: Mobile stays the night for the first time and the hot-weirdo is a bed-menace, snoring and kicking and tossing and turning and suction cupping for warmth and Mobile is like “I want him to be my boyfriend” THATS FUNNY! LIKE-

#scott pilgrim #scott pilgrim vs the world #scollace #scott x wallace #scott pilgrim takes off #wallace wells #mobillace #mobile x wallace #mobile scott pilgrim #I’m sick of the cringe-fail erasure of Wallace #he might be more mature than Scott but that fucker ain’t mature #(however yes generally he is the voice of reason for Scott but anyone can be a voice of reason to Scott. Scott has no internal reasoning /h #I made an analysis post at one point about how I believe the primary reason Wallace manages to do half the shit he does #is because it’s easier to get the motivation to do them if he’s telling off Scott for not doing them #we know DAMN WELL that he is scared of their landlord #considering he got plastered the night before they had to go #(he seems to drink when he’s anxious)#and because of how uncharacteristically timid he was in his office #(and can I mention he said the line ‘it’s not our fault we can’t afford rent’ and like. I don’t know it feels important to point out lol)#but he tells Scott that they *have* to go and there landlord is all bark and no bite #despite being visibly nervous around him #so. the reason he dragged Scott to see him with him is because it would make him feel less nervous to see their landlord #if he focused on dragging Scott to see him instead of his own worries #but I never posted that analysis lol #but all this to say #um #i don’t know #but I’m saying something for sure!

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inkbirdie · 7 months ago

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so like. what the fuck just happened <- me after reading three 500-page books crammed with so much information that you would think there would be some context and answers as to wHAT THE HELL IS EVEN GOING ON THE WHOLE TIME

#so yeah i finished nona #i feel like i’ve gained no information #from the whole series #finishing gideon i was like #yeah this is sick i’m excited to learn more!#and i learned so much more #but it’s DOESN’T ANSWER SHIT #what did i expect honestly #you go in expecting a lesbian necromancer murder mystery #and you come out with both lesbians being at least kind of dead #one of them hasn’t technically kind of appeared for a whole book #neither of them are doing necromancer things #and everything that is happening is a mystery instead of only the murder #hrngh #the locked tomb #nona the ninth #tlt #the locked tomb series #the locked tomb spoilers

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akkivee · 3 months ago

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AND THEIR SAUCE????????

#this is vee speaking #I HATE SASARA ITS SO SICK WHENEVER HE OCCASIONALLY SHOWS HIS BDE AND IT SUCKS HE EVEN HAS IT LMAO #AND THAT SHIT HAD NOTHING ON HITOYA THEY LOOK SO COOL LOL #the showcase itself was interesting!!!!!! there’s a lot of elements at play and great lol!!!! it’s robust asf!!!!!!#but i feel like i was making A LOT of guesses at the mechanics lol #like the enemies i think are colour coordinated to their weaknesses so plan your card usage accordingly hence the next card feature #tho i was having a bit of a hard time telling which was which lol and i’m pretty sure the pale blue one is neutral #and therefore doesn’t have a weakness lol #the chance combo had me most confused lol i assume it has something to do with dice????#but like lol besides the chance combo thing what else was it doing????#i want to playyyyyy lol!!!!!! i want answers!!!!!!!!!! we still haven’t seen the abilities either lol just skills #which is neat btw!!!! skill within canon is just your ability to be able to rap and how well lol #but in hypdream there’s actual skills that raise/lower stats lol this is already fun #the chance combo thing made me giggle a little bit lol the way it was probably calculating the damage output so it to a minute to load #and sasara and dice looked awkward asf lol i wouldn’t have it any other way tbh hypmic brand jank lol 😌😌😌😌#c: sasara #c: hitoya

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uhbasicallyjustmilex · 2 months ago

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feeling very grateful for the cute barista today who clearly clocked a) my fontaines d.c. tote, and b) the fact i was stuck on a spectacularly bad date, and proceeded to play me an entire playlist of fontaines d.c. and sneak me extra vegan marshmallows with my hot chocolate

#an absolute GEM 💗#we need more people in the world like this #they restored my faith in humanity 🙏#unlike my date #who was… well. i’ve been on worse ones i guess #but he monologued at me for a two and a half hours #and on the rare times i actually managed to get a word in edge ways or voice an opinion #he just twisted it round to suit what he’d been saying #it REALLY annoyed me #the entire thing annoyed me actually #i am so sick and tired of going on dates with straight white men who feel the need to explain everything to you #as if you’re not a person with a mind and experiences of your own #also wtf is the point on going on a date with someone when you aren’t remotely interested in getting to know them???#the man asked me maybe two questions total the entire afternoon #i could write his entire fucking biography #also at the end he said how cool and mysterious i was #and i’m like ????#i’m only mysterious because you’d prefer me to be that than an actual person who you could have had a proper conversation with #*breathes out slowly*#phew okay i was angrier about this than i thought lol #the older i get the less tolerance i have for shit like this 🫠#anyway yeah sorry #vent over 😅#i’m just so annoyed because i have SUCH limited energy atm with my pain and fatigue etc and i just wasted it on him ffs #but then again #the cute barista and the fontaines d.c. and the marshmallows were most definitely not a waste of my energy #they totally saved my day honestly 🙏#fontaines d.c.#lulu posts

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goldkirk · 2 months ago

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I would love to understand why my brain and body are desperate to not shower in the safety of my own home but perked up at the offer to go shower at the gym that’s full of people I don’t know and men who could pin me and locker rooms with open doorways and less control over cleanliness than I can get in my own apartment. Something something the years of swim practice and swim meet locker room showers being safe I guess?

#I’ll allow it #I’ll even encourage it if it can help me get over 6 miles walked per day again #but can I please fucking shower? I feel so gross #I have never in my life had as hard a time showering or bathing as I have this year and it’s been killing my self esteem #I feel like everyone knows I’m gross and I KNOW I need to shower #it’s important #and I don’t want my hair greasy or anything #but I go out of my way to avoid it except for an occasional hair wash or body shower when I need to go to an event #and it’s driving me CRAZY #cleanliness is really really next to godliness in my family and also I know everyone in the world views hygiene as a moral issue #and I CAN SHOWER I did it for YEARS I even did it daily for years I used to be SO good at always always doing at least the minimum #even if sleep deprived or sick #but now it’s like I’m stuck SCREAMING and slamming my palms bloody in a containment cell somewhere in the center of my concept of a body #BEGGING to just stop being so gross and to do a daily face routine and use lotion and keep my teeth healthy and keep my hair clean #and it doesn’t even matter #I’m so ashamed all the time #but my brain doesn’t give a shit about it anymore #it views the endless shame as a lesser evil and god I hope I figure out how to get that stopped #I don’t even get triggered in the shower!!! I don’t know what’s wrong! my brain just does everything it can #to keep me from undressing and showering #no matter how much I hate it #and this is so tmi sorry oh god #I’ll probably delete this later #but #shh katie #add to journal #is it the dissociation? is it the adhd? is it the ptsd?#FINALLY my POTS symptoms chill out for the winter and now THIS?

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justanillvampire · 7 days ago

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I’m so tired of failing. I’m so tired of crying and giving up and just not being able to figure it out.

Like no woah is me, this shit is really just so fucking hard.

It’s sad to say I will just give up when the going gets tough. I don’t have any fight in me. I will give it a try but when shit hits the fan; I fold and I hate it. Drives me mad, I never used to let small things conquer me.

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narugen · 8 months ago

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i seriously need more narumi and mina moments because just imagine the relief mina felt when narumi joined, similar age to her and was also considered a prodigy in the force.

to have someone to share the burden of the defence force’s future with must’ve felt so freeing. because before he joined it was just her, age 18, being told that she was going to change kaiju extermination with her exceptional synergy with firearms. and she was so, so scared.

narumi doesn’t have the kind of skills or talent for long range combat like she does, but he’s also a top candidate (despite his behavioural issues- which aren’t much of a hinderance anyway) and mina doesn’t have to carry the burden of the future alone anymore

(although she’d never admit, given she probably views narumi as someone completely shocking i just think it’s so funny how she stood there like O_O when she first saw him)

like i LOVE seeing the contrast. mina who was sent onto the battlefield for the first time and was deathly afraid vs narumi who was sent out and immediately took action because that’s how he always lived (fighting)

and now they’re the top two strongest captains in the force and they will be the ones to lead the new generation..

#egg boils #IM SOOO BONKERS SORRY THEYRE MY FAVES I WANT THME TO HAVE AN IMPACT ON ESCH ORHEF SO FUCKING BAD.#consider this: narumi teaches mina to be less serious. to stop holding onto the burden of others and her team mates and Fight because she #wants to. hold onto ur weapon clench ur teeth because you WANT to be here and protect lives and not because You feel like you have to ashir #and mina teaches him abt team work and yes you can work along but And maybe having to consider ur team members IS burdensome for u but isnt #it nice to have someone watch ur back? for someone to Help you narumi #please please show me how they’ve influenced each other I KNOW DAMN WELL THEY HAVE. I INOW IT. matsumoto please.#i will never be over mina and how genuinely AFRAID she was #ashiro mina my absolute beloved #narumi tells mina to stop being so freaked out all the damn time because you have your team mates don’t you?! always talking my ear off abo #about team work but you can’t even trust your own comrades?!#mina tells narumi that HE keeps acting recklessly because he doesn’t trust his team mates either!!! they’re perfectly capable too #ohhhhh i’m sick im sick i want mina to knock some sense into narumi and vice versa i want them to be the reason they trust their units to #SUCH a degree now. i want them to be the reason why they stand for their men so strongly (narumi immediately pouncing on no.9 when he showe #kikoru isao’s face. mina’s anger and appreciation when her unit stood their ground against no10.#mina #narumi #kaiju no.8 #they’re my top two of course i’m making this shit up. i need it so bad bside please please please #i know she grit her teeth and got used to be alone when she subjugates from the roof top but CONSIDER narumi the delinquent but extremely #capable recruit being the one to show her how to live less in fear #i need a tag for them #don’t be stupid #okay that’s it that’s my tag #kn8 spoilers #sorry again. tagging for myself #narumina

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juniperhillpatient · 27 days ago

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I’m really cooking with this wip y’all. If you thought anything I wrote in the past was sick & twisted you’re not even ready.

#chapter 8 is actually TWISTED #certain parts of this story actually make me feel a bit physically ill to write #which is a compliment to my own self btw. like that is the goal #this book is sick & twisted & depraved & I am SO excited about it / proud of what I’m creating #genuinely feel like it might be my best project yet #I’m going to some dark places mentally to write this #in a good way #I feel like I’m taking the topics I love to explore & really diving into some fucked up shit & not in a surface way #like. ok if we’re doing this we’re doing this. let’s dive into HOW fucked things can get #skeletons in the closet #wips #ocs #chapter 8 is. oooooh boy it’s messed up 🫶🫶🫶

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snzluv3r · 9 months ago

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i actually feel so incredibly uncomfortable and isolated in this space right now and i know that’s silly because of how many people there are just like me who share the same feelings but idk…the fact that people even think this is defensible behavior is making me feel sick

#nothing quite like being reminded how disposable you are #during the pandemic that set the stage for everyone to show exactly how much they don’t care about disabled people #i’m tired of people not taking this shit seriously and i’m incredibly angry about it #because i know y’all who are reckless and ignorant and think you’re invincible are going to be the same ones begging to be let in #when they ultimately become disabled too.#and you know what? i’m not ready to give those people grace yet #been screaming it for years but nobody listens until it’s too late #have already had people with obvious long covid who spouted ableist rhetoric this entire pandemic #come to me asking for advice #and honestly? i don’t think you deserve advice #i have so much empathy but i’m TIRED #i don’t fucking care anymore i get that we’ve been lied to this entire time but if you actually wanted to do the research you would #and since i know nobody cares about protecting others #i think you would at least care about protecting yourself considering how selfish you’ve proven yourselves to be #this is at the entire world and everyone who refuses to wake up to the fact that we are screwed #disabled people have been telling you this entire time and it’s still a fuckimg joke #and it will only become serious when it affects them directly #i’m so angry right now #and honestly? if you feel like this is about you at all? in any way? that’s your sign #do fucking better. TEST WHEN YOURE SIXK #stop fucking going out when you’re sick unless it’s necessary #i’m so so tired

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gunkbaby · 9 months ago

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Waiting for the day when i see an anti-vegan claim that some animals actually want to be farmed and eaten you guys!!!!

#We’re so close #it rly wouldn’t surprise me if someone has already said that #Vegan gunkbaby #I can’t take the anti vegan shit seriously on this site #None of it feels good faith. Ever #Like it all just feels like comfort for carnists. No encouragement to question the belief that has been engrained in you #Like i don’t mind questioning my veganism every now and then. But why do vegans have to be like ‘oh guys I’m not one of those annoying vega #Like carnists never question their beliefs. They never need to reassure the masses #I’m just rambling aimlessly wait #Like im so sick of u guys acting like vegans are oppressing you or something #Like as if the vegan section is bigger than the meat section

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