#I’m just feeling feelings out loud
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Oasis can actually go fuck itself- not for the sake of a hurt child, not for the sake of the abuse winning, not for the grooming to work in the long run
#I’m not taking criticisms or notes#I’m just feeling feelings out loud#cause it’s been a long second#like there is narratively and thematically zero reasons oasis should even stil be alive#and there’s many more why it should be dead and gone#like- imagine if they’d made Alex or Kyle follow their legacy- the oath chosen for them??? it’d be horrible and outrageous and horrific even#like just for a second- if any of the mc had been involved in Caulfield or picked that#if Alex had buckled under his fathers abuse and become the soldier he wanted him ti be#if he lost his own identity and will to live for a crusade taht was never his#I want to rip s4 apart with my bare hands#sorry not sorry
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what I learned from season 2 of IWTV is that a distressingly large amount of people cannot tell the difference between a consensual BDSM dynamic and assault/abuse, nor do they know anything about how kink actually works
it’s not unhealthy for Armand to be submissive or delve into maître/slave kink dynamics. in fact it’s something people do to explore and get past their traumas all the time irl. additionally, he is like five times older and more powerful than Louis, he wasn’t being forced to do anything, nor could Louis ever actually force him. the kink was probably the healthiest aspect of their relationship, what fucked them over was a jumble of commitment issues, a lack of trust, and eventual murder - which is something that would cause problems in any relationship ever, no matter how vanilla.
the Point of the tragedy is that they were on the precipice of something happy, but Louis hesitated for too long and Armand couldn’t recognize when he was loved, and the kink had nothing to do with it, for fuck’s sake. Louis wasn’t abusive and it’s not bad or wrong for Armand to want to be a sub -
#IWTV#interview with the vampire#the vampire armand#louis de pointe du lac#it’s always so fucking infantilizing too?? the man is 500yo guys he can make his own decisions#oh noooo he couldn’t possibly know what he wants :(( he’s just reacting out of trauma it’s like brainwashing :(((#?????#no???#he just wants to relax for once fucking let him#he’s been in charge of his own survival AND other people for hundreds of years#being a coven leader seems to be a herding cats type of position tbh#let him rest#that’s what his submission is#loumand#like I don’t even really ship them but GODDAMN#they could have actually been alright together if the cards fell different#amc iwtv#amc interview with the vampire#iwtv season 2#if I see another post claiming that the only way for Armand to have a good life is to never be anyone’s sub again I’m gonna scream#also this weird framing of Louis as an abuser just kinda feels racist#I’m probably not the person to speak on that but there’s Something abt that demonization that just doesn’t sit right#like yeah he was a dick. but largely in his head?? he didn’t do or say anything to Armand out loud
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The Hitler and KKK jokes were never funny tbh
#Like Reed I was with you until then lmao#This is like the craziest virtue signalling fandom ever#Idk why some can’t just call it what it is — classism and elitism#Why must you bring real life problems that have nothing to do with anything into this#In such a trivial and un-constructive way#You’re bloating the conversation so many people seemed like they were desperate to have considering many hate Cait because ‘ACAB’#Which. respect. but then there’s no substance behind any of that. People are just reiterating very progressive and leftist talking points#spearheaded by Black people (specifically Black women) that many people like to talk over may I add!!!#without any thought behind it. Liking or disliking a character should not be your daily dose of activism#again bloating a conversation with the hyper focus on an individual instead of the big picture of the narrative#and actively ignore the presentation of other characters of colour#ok I might as well just add my tags to a reblog lmao#but yeah idk I feel like people are just lying to my face about their leftism as they make kukluxkiramman and caitler jokes#youre not being funny or clever or really much at all. You’re just saying things out loud#Also super hypocritical since a solid (deffffff not all) of the fandom treat Mel so poorly#Ok I’m done#slay on the run#arcane#caitlyn#caitlyn kiramman#caitlyn arcane#this isn’t even a Caitlyn defence post lmao people are just annoying me#ALSO most of these jokes have been off Tumblr. I’ve blocked so many people I don’t see many of these but they’re apparently popular on twt
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i know a lot of ppl say they shave for sensory reasons and i get it i really do. but i do wonder how many of them would feel that way if they hadn’t been pressured to shave in the first place bc of society’s expectations for women. growing out shaved hair is a pain in the ass, it’s super prickly and itchy and uncomfortable. it’s not as soft as hair that has been there for years. so yeah it probably does feel worse than fresh shaved legs at first. but how many of y’all had sensory issues with your leg hair when you were kids, before you ever learned that you were “supposed” to shave?
#and if the answer is yeah you had issues with it as a kid then it’s fiiiine#shave or don’t shave you don’t need to justify it to me. i’m just thinking out loud#i used to shave and then stopped and it took me a long time to get used to the feeling but now i don’t even think abt my leg hair#and all i remember from shaving is how i would get cuts and ingrown hairs and the awful stubble#.
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our secret thing
succession 1.09 pre-nuptial
#tomgreg#greg hirsch#tom wambsgans#andrew dodds#succession scripts#succession#yeah this one made me feel utterly insane#up all night smoking the weed that makes you gay and in love with tom#kiddo#vs i’m the only one that likes you#greg literally thinks he likes tom more than shiv atp#and i don’t think anything has happened to change his mind since#and well. 4.08 just happened.#greg playing the fucking long game#also the last bit made me laugh out loud
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I think it’s interesting how as time goes on Zoro kind of becomes more and more like mihawk in some ways whether that’s just because if you spend time with someone for 2 years you’re bound to pick up their habits or a deliberate attempt to emulate him is a conversation for another time. And Mihawk and Zoro where already pretty similar at the start so it’s a little hard to notice now.
But yeah whether unconsciously or consciously Zoro is becoming a bit more like Mihawk and it’s interesting to think that while this means maturing in some ways (he’s swordsmanship for one but he’s also just quieter much more assured of himself) it also means deaging in some others.
Despite their significant age gap and general dispositions, when it comes down to it Zoro is just a lot more emotionally mature and developed than Mihawk is. And a big part of why is because he found something larger than himself to devote his life too, hell Mihawk himself even kind of acknowledges this when he agrees to take Zoro on as a student when Zoro begs for the sake of his captain and crew. He acknowledges that putting aside his own ego and dreams for the sake of someone else isn’t something he can do and sees it as a fault in himself and a strength in Zoro.
Mihawk may be outwardly mature and his skills defiently did not stagnant but I’d wager that Mentally Mihawk is still stuck at the same age he was when he took over the title of world’s strongest swordsman. Honestly maybe even younger. And it isn’t until training Zoro, letting Perona stay with him, for probably the first time in his life taking charge of lives outside his own did he finally unarrest his development.
If Zoro is purposely trying to emulate Hawkeyes, which it wouldn’t be a surprise if he was that’s who he’s trying to be Afterall, then it would honestly set him back emotionally because fundamentally as he is now Mihawk’s attitude doesn’t work in a crew. It’s too singular, too abrasive. And while that abrasiveness can be useful in Zoro’s role as Luffy’s first mate sometimes it makes him a little too callous a little too apathetic, like with his disregard for Luffy’s sadness over vegapunk.
But Zoro has his crew to temper that, they are honestly just too ridiculous to ever stay serious around. And try as he might to hide it Zoro is also just a silly dude who likes to be horrifically petty with his opponents. And zoro still has so much fire in him, so much he has too prove and so much he wants to protect to ever really fall into Mihawk’s apathy. Zoro has Luffy who even after they reach their dreams will probably still continue to turn the world upside down forever keeping Zoro in some kind of trouble and his life interesting.
Zoro can’t be Mihawk because even Mihawk can’t be Mihawk anymore. Being with crossguild and crossing with the Red hair pirates and the strawhats is going to change him, it has too. if Mihawk is going to live after losing his title he’s probably gonna have to become a little bit more like Zoro.
#can you tell how much I like the phrase arrested development#mihawk is essentially mentally still a teenager and honestly that tracks#in psychology terms he never developed his super ego#everytime I write a long post I’m so scared that I didn’t make any point at all and it’s just a bunch of jumbled nonsense and half points#so I hope this made sense 😭#zoro and Mihawk are great they are so alike yet the little differences matter so much#don’t you just hate when people say Zoro has no character arc?#they aren’t even two sides of the same coin they are literally just Son learning from the mistakes of his father#I can’t lie before I really got into timeskip I also thought the changes in zoro was just Oda choosing to rewrite him diffenrtky more badas#I also missed the loud smiling and laughing zoro but the truth is that he’s still there#and maybe it is just Oda deciding to make Zoro cooler but it’s honestly so in line with who he already was and makes so much sense given#who he was training with that it still works as character development#zoro can still be loud and silly and maybe his digs are not said instead of screamed and maybe his smiles are a little meaner instead of#genuine and maybe he doesn’t laugh out loud anymore but honestly sometimes thats part of growing up#Zoro is the way he is so Luffy can be who he is that’s why they work. somebody’s got to take it seriously#somebody’s got to feel the weight of being an emperor’s crew. might as well be Zoro#one piece#throwing thoughts to the void#zoro appreciation post#dracule mihawk#hawkeye mihawk#roronoa zoro#zoro#character analysis#one piece meta#goth fam#goth family#one piece goth family#the strawhats#strawhat pirates
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Mumbo’s the night, Grian’s the day, and Scar is those points in between the two where the sky is a mix of orange and purple.
They revolve around each other like celestial bodies, with Grian as the Sun, Scar as the Earth and Mumbo as the Moon, stuck in each other’s orbits.
They’re the natural life around, with Grian as the mushrooms that grow off of the tree that is Scar, and Mumbo as the owl that nests and hunts around, always returning back home from a long trip away.
“The universe said I love you because you are love.”
#grian#mumbo jumbo#goodtimeswithscar#mumscarian#scarian#grumbo#redscape#mumscar#all of em#hermitshipping#I’m just thinking out loud here#I’m feeling sappy af rn#THEY REVOLVE AROUND EACH OTHER#GOD FORBID THEY GET SEPARATED
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one thing that always bugs me is how everyone blames the fall of the gang on hoseas death, stating that’s when things went south. i don’t think that’s true though; the whole game is their destructive and deadly downward spiral.
i mean, the game starts with them already heading down the wrong path with blackwater, and with each botched job and each mission you see things unravel slowly before your eyes. i firmly believe that hoseas death exacerbated the inevitable downfall and made it arrive ten times faster that it original was, it wasn’t this end all be all. the game opening sums it up quite well, the age of outlaws had passed. they were doomed from the start
#it’s just something that bugs me a lot#i feel like it take the nuance out of the game to just blame hoseas death#also honestly feels like it cheapens his and dutch’s relationship#because dutch loved him yes#but also you see from the beginning dutch not listening to his ideas#idk man i’m just thinking out loud#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#hosea matthews#dutch van der linde
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i think i should make peace with the fact that i am very normal average not special in any way shape or form i won’t leave a mark after i die type of person and continue living my life content with that mindset. easier said than done
#but alas. i want to leave something behind me. and in few years or in a decade or two who knows that might be a building or something but i#know i will never be satisfied like not everyone is born to be great and i need to make peace with the fact that i am one of those people#and i’m not writing this for u to be nooo teo we love you it’s just me thinking (typing) out loud like i truly#wish i was normal like living a life everyone expect from me with a husband and two babies and i don’t even have time to think about feeling#small and unimportant because then i would have some kind of purpose now i literally feel like i serve no purpose hahahaha anyway i need to#find my purpose. that’s my 2025 goal#tt
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hypothetically speaking…if i made a community for us to talk about books…or our lives…maybe both… would you join?
#i am feeling very tempted right now#anyone could come and post in them too!#i could make multiple or just one large one#i’m thinking out loud right now
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the demons are really gnawing away at my mind today
#i know i just replied to that ask about how im feeling a lot better…..yesterday#and i’m fine#but the ‘not good enough’ feelings can be so all consuming sometimes#i try so hard to not let it get to me#at least to not let it stop me#so i guess vocalizing it here is my way of working though it#i’m not trying to treat you all like my journal but idk something about saying the bad feelings out loud really takes their power away#and also i feel like we could all be more honest about how we’re feeling all the time#the good and the bad#so we all don’t feel so alone#anyway sorry#please ignore my ramble#but this did help a little#a clockwork ramble
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You asked me how I’ve been, but I don’t know how to reply to you these days.
#life#spilled thoughts#spilled ink#spilled words#spilled writing#love#spilled poetry#star struck09#life quotes#literature#self rambles#things you’ll never hear from me#thinking out loud#this is me trying#this is girlhood#i’m just a girl#girlhood#hell is a teenage girl#thought daughter#introspection#fear of intimacy#fear of commitment#fear of change#deep feelings#life is hard#life is strange#life lessons#life learning#writers on tumblr#writing
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sometimes it’s crazy to stomach that simon DID THAT. he got THE crown prince of sweden begging screaming n crying over him just to love him back.
“Are you angry with me?”
“I don’t want you to be angry with me”
“I don’t wanna lose you”
“you r the only one that i feel i can talk to”
“what can i do? please simon”
“august is next in line, i can be free from these n be with you”
Simon wtf man?! what type of black magic did u cast on wilhelm dudeeeeee he even threatened the royal court bc YOU WENT ON A DATE WITH A LOSER THAT WAS NOT HIM (wille here is a loser but a better loser, he is simon’s loser but he would never want ever to lose simon so he tried to be a keeper but oftentimes failed bc he is a loser… skwhksjwjshsjs ignore this) i mean… THE prince of sweden was willingly with all his body and heart gave up the throne for you… like… girl you got some serious game right there!!!
AND AFTER SIMON SAID
“i wanna be with you”
“i love you”
THE prince of sweden literally CAME OUT TO THE WORLD, istg at that time he just didn’t care abt anything anymore, he alr got what he needed which is simon n then just like that
“i was me in the video, it was me and simon. it was a moment that i don’t wnna share with the public, i was scared so i lied”
INSANITY
INSANITY
#young royals#i’m just thinking out loud#i can’t just sit here with my thoughts#i feel like i’m the one that is going insane#i guess i’m going down the insane road with wille#i’m not very fine#idk why i’m in this full on loud panicky mode#simon eriksson#crown prince wilhelm#wilmon#edvin ryding#omar rudberg#prince wilhelm
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Andrew Minyard puts on his black combat boots and black armbands. He wears his black hoodie because Andrew is not like other boys. His newest teammate Neil Josten has an aura of danger that Andrew knows he is better off not getting close. But Andrew cannot help it. He is like a moth drawn to a flame. Neil’s untamed auburn hair that is never styled yet it is messy in an effortless way and his big blue orbs that must have a lot of hidden secrets. Andrew knows he should not play with fire but with that toned body Andrew minyard can not stay away.
Whatever, not like Neil josten would notice him anyways. He is the outcast in his teams and no one likes him. Neil josten would not care about him.
Imagine Andrew’s surprise when Neil josten joins him on the roof and shares his secrets. Andrew is right, Neil has a very dark past that is even darker than Andrew’s. Neil is involved in the mafia! But because Andrew is not like other boys he does not care and promise to protect Neil even though Andrew probably cannot do anything if anything happens. Neil probably has to be the one to save Andrew.
Neil also turns out to be loaded and he buys Andrew a car when his was destroyed and Andrew cannot say no to a Maserati.
Everyone else on the team is so shock when super attractive good looking Neil josten will choose to be with someone like Andrew minyard but Neil does not care and growls at anyone that says anything bad about Andrew.
#THIS IS SATIRE#SATIRE#okay this is satire pls don’t take this seriously#I have the idea to write like cringy wattpad from Andrew pov but the more I write the more I’m like oh no I feel like Andrew’s inner#monologue is exactly like that and I could not differentiate and had to try so hard lmao#I literally just have to tone shit up and like use cringy words and summarise the books and boom wow bad boy billionaire mafia Neil#and y/n Andrew!!!#I was low-key laughing out loud at how accurate this is tho like wdym this is exactly what happens in the books#from now on if people ask me what’s aftg about I’ll show them this#and that’s why Nora has amazing writing skills because imagine being able to write this shit in such a poetic way#and actually adding layers and deep meanings and it’s not dumb or cringe#anyways I love aftg and Nora sakavic#aftg#all for the game#tfc#the foxhole court#aftg series#aftg fandom#aftg incorrect quotes#andrew minyard#neil josten#andrew joseph minyard#the sunshine court#aftg thoughts#aftg reread#aftg shitpost#tfc shitpost#incorrect tfc#tfc textpost#aftg andreil
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green 💚🌷💕
#idk!!! he’s green!!!!!!!#proportions feel wonky but I just felt like posting something idk 🤷🏻♀️#I feel saying it out loud but I feel like I’m going through art block#AUUGHHH worse timing ofc… but ANYWAY…#deku#mha#my hero academia art#my hero academia#bnha#bnha art#mha art#izuku midoriya#deku art#izuku midoriya art#pjseveryday#illustration#art#anime art#fanart#digital illustration#sketchbook#my hero art#boku no hero fanart#boku no hero#boku no hero academia
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I feel both honored and terrible whenever someone tries to come to me for advice about making their own indie animated thing because I have to try and keep it professional while restraining myself from saying “God, don’t do it. Just don’t do it.”
#evan bleats#tbd#I could type out an essay about how absolutely draining and difficult it is but ppl have done it plenty of times before w far less bitternes#then me. though ofc I don’t want to be bitter— it’s just my depression kinda seeping in and making that feeling worse#but augh. it’s difficult and draining and so much and I’m honestly surprised I made it to the end of 2024#w out just.. shattering into a million pieces#I’m glad I decided to take a break but the burnout… is a lot. and even doing short animated things feels tiring#but maybe things will change when I’m not in this mood#I’m just kind of talking out loud here
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