#GOD FORBID THEY GET SEPARATED
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Mumbo’s the night, Grian’s the day, and Scar is those points in between the two where the sky is a mix of orange and purple.
They revolve around each other like celestial bodies, with Grian as the Sun, Scar as the Earth and Mumbo as the Moon, stuck in each other’s orbits.
They’re the natural life around, with Grian as the mushrooms that grow off of the tree that is Scar, and Mumbo as the owl that nests and hunts around, always returning back home from a long trip away.
“The universe said I love you because you are love.”
#grian#mumbo jumbo#goodtimeswithscar#mumscarian#scarian#grumbo#redscape#mumscar#all of em#hermitshipping#I’m just thinking out loud here#I’m feeling sappy af rn#THEY REVOLVE AROUND EACH OTHER#GOD FORBID THEY GET SEPARATED
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Me: I wonder what Hook calls Sampo in the Japanese dub? Probably oji-san, since it's shushu in the original Chinese?
Hook: Sampo-ojichan!!
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Oji is "uncle," which is hilarious because Hook calls Natasha by "older sister" when she wants something. So Hook either just really wants to get on Natasha's good side, or she takes Sampo at face value when he refers to himself as an old man. She trusts him a lot and takes him at his word and she calls him as such!
And Sampo calls Hook either ojou-san or oujo-san (I can't find the Japanese sub to see the spelling, and I can't tell them apart by ear)!
One spelling, oujo, means "princess," it's how you would refer to royalty. The other, ojou, (which I assume is what he's actually saying) is something you call the young lady of a high-class family with a high social standing. In Genshin Impact, the intro scene for a popular ship, chilumi, shows Childe calling Lumine ojou-chan, which the English dub translated as "girlie." Since Sampo uses -san instead of -chan, his is more formal and respectful, it's more like "young lady."
...It's also how you would refer to the daughter of a yakuza leader, which I love, since Hook leads her own little gang (the Moles) skzhkskdkd
But it really gets me in the heart, because! Hook is generally looked at as a delinquent by most adults. Which I mean. Not without good reason, she
calls Natasha an old witch
frequently sneaks out into the Fragmentum
has left graffiti all over the side of the orphanage
was constantly picking fights with other kids
beat a man unconscious for stealing from her dad
and has already picked up on how business gets done in the Underworld, and uses/actively participates in it to get what she wants- she basically acts an information broker
like Hook earns her reputation haha. The Underground is lucky that what Hook wants is just like. Candy and toys and to play hide-and-seek. I'm sure she'll have the capability to raise all kinds of hell and be more like an actual gang leader when she's older, even if she chooses not to act on it.
So Sampo calling her so politely and respectfully is really sweet and cute! Yes, he's polite and respectful with everyone, but that's just it- he treats Hook much like he does everyone else. He doesn't tell her to buzz off because she's a kid. He doesn't lie or try to cheat her or assume she's naive because of her age. He never talks down to her. He really does just treat her like a respected business partner and he takes her seriously, which Hook really seems to appreciate. And even when Sampo does treat her like a kid, it's not in a negative way; he guides her on little adventures and chats with her and takes her for joy rides on his moped. All of which Hook also really appreciates, since everyone else is too busy trying to get by to make time to play with her. She absolutely adores him.
I hope they officially join forces someday and terrorize all of Belobog with their shenanigans JSKJZNDKSJ
So Hook calls Sampo "Uncle Sampo" in a particularly affectionate/endeared tone, and Sampo calls Hook "Young Miss Hook" in a very respectful tone! And to reiterate:
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#honkai star rail#hsr sampo#hsr hook#WHAT BUSINESS DO THEY HAVE BEING SO ADORABLE AUGH OTL#they're so cute...my heart...#I've seen people say Sampo is a bad influence on Hook but I don't really like that because I feel it takes away from Hook's character.#Let her be awful all on her own!!#god forbid women do anything skhzksjsnz#I actually do really like her just being like this no matter what though because I think Hook is a fascinating example of just how harsh-#-the Underground is and how it's developed separately from the Overworld and how it operates and what it takes to survive down there.#like Hook is like this because she grew up down there during the worst times.#even if she was born before the halves were sealed off she's too young to remember any of that.#I'm pretty sure the end of the main quest in Belobog was the first time she'd ever seen the sun.#and so I think it's really neat seeing how she operates and what she thinks of things. she offers an insight not many other characters do.#she's too nice for it but I would love for her to be more like a gang leader as she gets older it would be a fun divergence jzkzjdndkd#Sampo can be one of her business partners. Belobog is shaking in fear skxhjsjddn#hsr#honkai star rail sampo#honkai star rail hook#pitch dark hook the great#sampo koski#hook & sampo
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genuinely hate pressures new fuck ass update like wtf do you mean instead of more deep sea creatures we get some stupid ass angel and a walking statue. it doesn't even feel like pressure anymore it's just another rip off of doors atp at least stick to the games original thing and use different sea creatures ?? not just random entities. you're in a submarine not in a haunted hotel, entities have literally no room in this game unless they're the collaborative special event ones like being able to see rush or ambush ,, or the doors room[s].
like whose idea was it to do this 💀 it's not fun nor is it creative it's just lazy work to get the games interaction back up.
#roblox pressure#pressure roblox#roblox#pressure#update#rant[?]#hate hate HATE THIS SHIT#WHAT THE FUCK#tried to play pressure just to see the entire UI and game controlls were new#the badge placement sucks ass we didn't need all that fancy separation it was fine before#dont fix things that dont need to be fixed.#hater era#i hope whoever is working on this dumbass game gets fired because why are you adding this shit to a SEA GAME.#i wouldnt be as pissed if the “angels” were more fish-like.. to y'know. FIT THE GAME#i dont want this ugly ass thing coming at me because god forbid i touch a gun in the drawers#hate this game#they ruined it
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"women need to be meaner! Men shouldn't dictate a girls boundaries"
You couldn't handle Connie Maheswaran setting healthy (and much-needed) boundaries with her best friend. You freaking called her toxic and abusive. While season 3 of Amphibia is a hot mess Sasha Waybright being upset with Marcy isn't the problem! It makes sense she'd be pissed that she found out her friend borderline kidnapped her! Even if she can be read as kind of hypocritical, I think she has every reason to be upset! She's like what 14 at the oldest? In a terrifying situation?
It's always "set healthy boundaries" until they set boundaries with your favorite baby and don't spend 100% of their time supporting them/don't forgive their friends for their actions that hurt others
I'm sorry that Steven is your woobie child and Marcy is your comfort character but Connie and Sasha have a right to their feelings and a right to focus on their needs! It's always 'don't feel guilty about focusing on your needs' except not really because apparently focusing on yourself is actually selfish and it's morally wrong to feel certain ways about people! Connie isn't toxic- she acted really mature about the whole situation and while Sasha definitely is toxic- I think she has the right to be mad her friend borderline kidnapped her and broke her trust.
I am a firm believer in setting healthy boundaries and never letting anyone decide your boundaries for you especially when it comes to being supportive. Even if the person you are helping is a good person going through a rough patch you should still have boundaries with them- you can be supportive if you want but you should be your main priority in the need and as callous as it sounds it's not mandatory to give support to everyone especially if your being worn thin
#steven universe#connie maheswaran#amphibia#sasha waybright#I have my issues with both of these shows but these takes are cold#“Everyone has a right to feel upset or angry even if its over something dumb or hypocritical or something they've done to themselves”#And then y'all got mad at sasha#“we need to teach kids to have healthy boundaries”#You called a 12 year old toxic for needing a break from a stressful friendship#apparently Connie has to manage her future boyfriend's emotional state to be a good person#apparently sasha can't be mad she got kidnapped because she was emotionally abusive and 'brought it on herself' with her toxicity#-she's a freaking middle schooler with a bad homelife- how the hell does that translate to her deserving this shit?#don't get me started on the atla fandom#Zuko has to drop everything in his life to help his little sister even though he's not equipped for that shit at all and she tried to-#-murder him#Whether or not you think Azula should be redeemed- Zuko should not have to be her therapist- he's her brother she traumatized him and she -#needs actual help with like a therapist- not a perfectly forgiving older brother that will put up with her bullshit endlessly#but I wanted to focus on how people tend to be pissed at girls for having boundaries and not being cool team moms/sisters with everyone#god forbid women want space#heck i get mad at Yang from RWBY a lot but her not always being there for Ruby is a dumb complaint#'she ditched RWBY on her first day and didn't reply I love you back after Ruby woke up from a coma! what a bad big sister!'#NVM that yang and ruby could've ended up on separate teams and she can't coddle her forever/has friends and hobbies outside of being her-#-sister#never mind yang was still dealing with intense amounts of trauma#like a lot of RWDE takes actually hold some water but this one is so stupid#RWBY#Anti-RWDE I guess even though I think some people would count me as a RWDE#yang xiao long#ruby rose rwby#i swear to god
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dc holiday special (2017)
*puts on my scholar glasses* is the cookie tiny or are his hands gigantic?
#tiny cookie is tragic but funny but big hands can go from hot to dangerous if you ask to get fingered.#god forbid a misunderstanding in being fisted.... (his strap is still in the mail but hes eager to service top while waiting)#one of my favorite miscellaneous details of clark is he has a strong sweet tooth#like he loves cookies and doughnuts. he has chocolates on his desk. in action comics 434 his downfall was literally eating a mystery box#of chocolates and in the next issue he buys girl scout chocolates while depressed and thinking he has to exile himself#its not a very jarring or overdone theme (thank god) but its so funny when you notice it#same with lois just fucking loving a hot dog in two separate comics#anyways. big man or tiny cookie?#also link is to a post where i transcribed the entire little comic btw.... it's a cute one ......#c: dc holiday special (2017)#crypt's panels#clark kent
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"gambit is so much better now that he's married and is a quirky cat dad" PLEASE READ ANY COMIC PUBLISHED BEFORE 2015 PLEASE PLEQSE PLEASE
#as someone who is deeply attached to gambit. I CANT STAND CURRENT GAMBIT#i can't stand a lot of characters in recent runs like ohhh my god why do they all have the same personality#i can only read the word 'literally' so many times#i'm not saying i don't like that gambit and rogue are married. i just hate that it's taken away from both of their characters#bc of course as soon as a couple gets married they are not two separate characters anymore#god forbid#rant over oops#gambit#x-men
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papa she;sdoing it again… do ihave to be nice to her papa……….,.. mercy
#he knows by now if he’s a bad little man and bullies cornbread he gets put in time out#and like god FORBID he be separated from his mommy#so he’s dealing#but he’s not happy abt it#i’m confident cornbread can teach pickles to love again#pickles the cat#cornbread the cat#cat#cats#kitty#kitties#tuxedo cat#tabby cat#calico cat#tabby/calico mix#cats of tumblr
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i'm impatient so i wanted to share my handwritten notes for 1.15 the benders because i can't wait to type it all up... it's a little messy so here are my key takeaways from the episode, formatted for easier reading:
this is another episode which subtly explores the idea that hunters are monsters. similar to 1.02 wendigo, the monster of the week is defined by its skill in hunting, which suggests that hunters are the same cruel killers that their prey are. other episodes up to now that touch on this are 1.06 skin, 1.07 hook man (less directly), and 1.14 nightmare (less directly).
dean is resistant to this hunt, while sam is enthusiastic about pursuing it. i wrote extensively about the importance of sam pursuing this case here, but regarding dean: dean not wanting to follow up on a potential hunt reveals something about his character, and here it seems to be his worries about sam's developing powers.
sam performing acts of service (hunting) in order to ensure his goodness seems rooted in his family values which are based on service to others. importantly, compare 1.22 where azazel also upholds these values while posing as john. azazel worms his way into the family dynamic and corrupts it by enforcing toxic relationship dynamics, both through acts like this and through acts of incest.
the benders are implied to be incestuous at various points in the episode. they're also paralleled with the winchesters as a whole, through them being hunters and through their undersocialized, insulated dynamics. daddy bender further draws a direct parallel by comparing himself and his family to dean during his interrogation and invites the audience to see them as similar. this consequentially invites us to see the winchesters as incestuous, but in a different way from the incest parallels in episodes up to now: this is a grotesque, warped thing, nothing romantic about it. it's peeling back the layers to reveal the ugly truth of their isolated family.
sam attempts to include himself in this hunt by telling dean to be careful. saying this is important to him because he wants to be part of this dynamic and help, even when locked in a cage. being part of his family is important to him.
sam doesn't kill any of the benders. compare 1.14, where he says it's wrong to kill humans. consistency that reveals a difference between sam and dean: sam doesn't want to see humans as the monsters they hunt, while dean assigns monstrosity based on actions and behaviors.
the episode concludes that seeking revenge will not result in healing, continuing the theme from 1.14—still, sam remains motivated to find and kill azazel, while dean seems to agree with kathleen (who is paralleled to him) and has in a lot of ways abandoned this revenge quest (hinted at in 1.16 and confirmed in 1.22). like in 1.11 and 1.12, sam is making the decisions that will result in tragedy, while dean lacks the narrative agency and willpower to challenge sam's choices and avert their ruin, because his devotion to the family is his ultimate flaw that sam denied him of developing out of in 1.11 (and we see now the effects of this, further expanded upon in 1.18, 1.20, and 1.22). the "moral" of the episode runs directly contradictory to sam's choices, and the warning signs are ignored as sam continues his hunt for azazel.
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#liveblogging: supernatural#spn1.15#this isn't even half as deranged as the 1500 words of notes i wrote for scarecrow btw#but that's on my laptop and my laptop is in texas because god forbid anything get fixed in a reasonable and efficient way#.txt#spn posting#i've edited the very last bullet a bit because i realized my conclusion about the hunt for azazel was wrong!!!!#that was bugging me all night#i'm gonna make a separate post addressing my updated understanding when i wake up more lol bc i think it's interesting#spn1
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not to be nitpicky but this seems mildly misleading to me because the drug abuse in question is usually attempts of self medication with stimulants. It's much more informative to point out that having a pharmacy script is a safer and more consistent way to take stimulants for adhd. The way adhd advocates continue to avoid the fact that stimulant adhd meds are, well, just that to improve PR instead of actually bringing into question or picking apart what the public opinion on stimulants is and why it's like that deeply bothers me. It's like nobody considers what the consequences for joyfully spreading misinformation are
#like the Most you'll get out of these people is a joke about the generic name of their pills#it's so strange to me#I see posts talking about how they get withdrawals when they don't get them on time and crashes if they take IR pills#like yeah duh#read the label#we dont need to be having completely separate watered down conversations about these things like theyre recently discovered just because#you dont want to be having a conversation in the same digital arena as someone who does speed or god forbid abuses your medication#and no it's never been about people's safety otherwise doctors (not psychs. doctors) wouldn't be putting 12 year olds on 25 mg of adderall#lol#txt
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UP TOP: Is the Tadpole Consumers! Sometimes being 'Power Hungry' means eating an actual worm.
Kendis Wolfcrossing (left): Bearbarian (Druid and Barbarian), She/They (nb). Romance Rolan [Maybe Minthara. Maybe Halsin. I'm just fucking around in the PT]
Kaeliana (right): aka The Dark Urge, Soradin of Kelemvor (Sorcerer and Paladin), She/her (trans). Romance Wyll.
BOTTOM DOWN: The Parental Trauma Cleric Sibs (and potentially both technically undead).
Amryl Shadowhoard (left): Ranger/War Cleric of Bahamut, They/It/She (in order; nb). Romance Wyll/Lae'zel/REDACTED [yeah that's the polyam!]. Is, technically, Isyl's younger sibling.
Isyl Shadowhoard (right): aka The Dark Urge. Cleric of Light [hhaha] of Lathander, ???? (trans and nb). Potential Romance Barcus. Is, definitely, Amryl's older sibling. Isyl remembers that fact and Isyl remembers Lathander. Everything else is secondary. Right?
#meet my tavs#grapes chars#bg3: kendis wolfcrossing#oc: kaeliana#oc: amryl shadowhoard#oc: isyl shadowhoard#bg3 tav#bg3 durge#grapecase posts#meet my ocs#the thing im most excited for isyl is tthe sibling stuff and the struggle between past and 'nature' and ofc exploring duergar shit but i#hope isyl can be a particular shit to wulbern#im more excited about the barcus 'romance' than i expected?#i need to learnmroe about him#kendis is supposed to have a scar over their black/white eye. idk if its hard to see bc of teh tadpole eating or if a mod took it off#i'll check later#this is my current [mostly] active PTs.#but i have like six others in the shadows? lol and one nebulous plan. bc i dont have a geriatric. i wanted to make an old man githyanki but#then the enbies ate my brain#also tho some people put nb as under the trans umbrella i know some people see it as a separate umbrella.#i feel isyl sees themselves as both. they transitioned but they also see themselves as nonbinary. kendis sees being nonbinary as both in#a weird way like its own seperate thing but also under the umbrella? idk a venn diagram? i just vibe for kendis#kae proudly has a girldick. and proudly is a woman. i have mixed ideaas on when she transitioned. im sure it would have been a mess. but it#HERS.#[on the one hand i dont think bhaal cares. but on the other hand idky i feel bhaalists would get very evangelical about it. like THIS IS TH#BODY BHAAL MADE. A RE YOU SAYING BHAAL ERRED???]#amryl is they/it nonbinary. trans. wte. but they're also i think one of those nonbinary unless it's 'god forbid women are allowed to do ANY#HING'#lmao#okay okay im going back to my burrow
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To people who are rather dependent on glasses to see clearly bc now I’m curious:
Pls reblog bc I’m genuinely so curious
#for me I only wear them when I leave the house#otherwise I can’t read the big signs for grocery isles#and god forbid i get pulled over I don’t wanna get in trouble#also not being able to See Everything in a place in not 100% comfy in makes me so anxious#catch me refusing to wear them whilst reading or drawing#I like to pretend to wonder why reading gives me migraines#then I refuse to wear my glasses#like I had to buy separate reading glasses#like I’ve got bifocals that mostly help but to See Clearly while reading j need the Strong Reading glasses#it’s okay I’ll sit hunched over my books and art#totally the best option here
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Most of my sinus infection has cleared up besides the occasional cough and irritated throat but now this ear infection.... everything hurts can I please have a break before I have to go back to work just a day without pain so I can clean up my sicknest without feeling like ass
#i live with my parents but my mom is having a horrible flair up of RA so she's bedbound and can't help me at all and dad is the only one#the only one working atm so he's not doing anything besides that#its just a little frustrating because whenever mom is sick from her flare ups or if dad gets the sniffles im like#I'm like what can i do for you are you comfortable do you need anything can i make you food let me clean up etc#but when i go down for 3 days of being visibly miserable everything i ask is the world#ask dad to pick up my perscription but god forbid i ask him to do any other task on the way home that involves making 2 SEPARATE LOCATIONS#ita fine hes just. idk#plus mom has her RA flare up and idk#it just feels like nobody in this house is particularly sympathetic when im feeling miserable but im ALWAYS sympathetic when they are#the first 2 days i was doing nothing but sleeping or rolling in pain in my room and no one came to check in on me to see how i was doing#then yesterday my mom says shes taking us both into urgent care but leaves without me in the morning when i was too sick to wake up when she#called for me.#she was like I just really was in so much pain and you didnt get up and i wanted to go asap and i called you#anyway so because i was so sick i couldnt wake up i had to drive myself to urgent care which is also fine im a big boy#anyway. circumstances or whatever. im also real salty bc ive felt like shit for like 4 days
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I’ll be honest with you guys I absolutely can’t consume any ship content of my favorite character, as someone who gives ZERO fucks about two characters getting it together, like I’ll appreciate the art but i won’t get into it cuz it feels like being tied to a chair and forced to watch my two boyfriends fu-
Wait hold on, I heard something from my window, what the fuck?? Did someone threw a rock there?? Ugh wait here I’ll go check.
Hey…are those…ARE THOSE ARMED BSD FANS WHO FOUND MY LOCATION THROUGH DOXXING?!??!?!? NONONONO AAAAAHYGHHHYGHG- *EXPLODES* AAAAAAHHHH THEY THREW A GERNADE GET DOWNSTAURS WHATT *EXPLOSIONS* THEY STORMED THE HOUSE HOLYYY SHITTT AUGH- *MORE EXPLOSIONS* *MORE GUNSHOTS AS WE RUN THROUGH THR WALL* AAAAADHYGHHH NOOO STOPPP WHAT THE FUCCC *GUN SHOTS.* WHAT ARE YOU DOING MOVE MOVE MOVIR AUGH NO- *STAIRS BLOW UP AND FUCKING FALLS DOWN.* uughh my leg- AH WAIT NO. PLEASE MERCY MERCY. I-I-I GIVE A FUCK. I LIKE THE SHIP I-I-I AS THE BIGGEST FAN OF J-J-JOUNO I WILL LIKE ANYYYYY SHIP HES IN YEAH I WONT SELF SHIP NO UH I SWRAR I- *FORCES TO BITE THE CURB* NO PLEASE NO- *CRACK* *GETS SHOT*
#jk dears my relation with suegiku is 50/50#bsd fandom will catch my ass if they find me out.#most of the time I prefer to focus on jouno and tetchou separately as their own individuals#rather than only oggling on their relationship aspects like yes I understand the hype and gut wrenching dynamic#but as someone who’s CHRONICALLY obsessed with those two of the point of no return ESPECIALLY with jouno#it feels like I’m getting cheated on and god forbids jouno leaves my field of vision YA HEAR.#most sane oshima moment#ilovejouno#oshimagoofyhours
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#hello i just found out my dad might be getting another divorce and he's not telling me :))))#he might be already separated from his wife living back in my hometown with who knows who :))))))))#so he left a woman who he has cheated with on my mom and basically destroyed whole family :))))))))))))))#i don't have any reliable sources for this ans I can't ask him but it is eating me inside#and I had my suspicions since Christmas but I just thought they are having some tough period#so whenever I called him I tried to check of everything is okay and everything seemed okay#and I just hope they're still maybe just going through something but they will end up back together again#and i won't know because we don't talk about our problems in my family you need to be always happy#and god forbid you bother someone with your problems#i am sorry of this is too personal but it's making me freak out a little bit#i just can't stop thinking about it#and is it bad that I actually feel sad that I won't ever see his cats again if his wife keeps them?#ugh how the fuck can you divorce twice in your life?????#and does this mean that I also have some fucked up genes in me????#i was kinda hoping he would come to visit me for my birthday because I don't want to be alone but I doubt it will happen now#i just miss him and i want that he's hapy#okay that's enough i just needed to get this out of me#have a wonderful day everyone I'm going to take a shower because I ran 5km today so at least that's something positive
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today my computer has felt in a pranksty mood ! it felt funny and goofy and decided to not let me save anything and when i tried to open my file it said it was corrupted or didnt exist...☺️☺️ hours... of work...☺️☺️ and just a few days ago it deleted multiple hours of work on another file ! ☺️☺️
dear computer🩷 i will put you in the microwave throw you at a wall and crush you
#not art#i simply do not because its the only thing i have to draw digitally#(drawing with finger is physically crippling . genuinely cannot do it anymore)#once i get a replacement i will do all of the things listed#i would be more appreciative if this thing was like. old. no. its been like this since brand new isnt that lovely#truly my favorite part of eveyday. being delayed by hours of work because computer felt funny🥺🥺/s#if i didnt save my files to a cloud server constantly i would cry myself to sleep thankfully all of these damages were fizable#but still a hassle WHEN I ACCIDENTALLY FORGET TO UPLOAD IT BECAUSE IM IN FOCUS#god forbid i trust my computer with any of my files#its a miracle it even runs clip studio paint#it fights to do basic tasks#previous computer of previous specs could do all of them well btw not an issue by the specs ITS TBE COMPUTER!!!!#random rant but as equally as i share with yall the joys of art. i will share with you the rage towards the machine i make art with#(computer) (because tablet counts as machine probably i do love you always graphic tablet. you could do no wrong baby)#YEAH MY COMPUTER ALSO MESSES WITH MY TABLET'S DRIVER SABOTAGING MY DAUGHTER#LEAVE HER ALONE#my daughter the graphic tablet and her brother the computer#computer does not get son title#funny thing all the files are on a separate usb because the computer is so bad it cant have anything on its actual system#YET IT STILL PLAYIN WITH IT LEAVE IT ALONE?????
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My dad has been pissing me offfffffff and today it's all coming to a head but I'm gonna be fine! It's cool!
#he is being incredibly unsupportive of a major life decision bc its not being done His Way#expressed my frustration to my mom last night nd she was like 'well you know he likes to sabotage things when they dont go the way he wants#BLARGJ dont say thatttt to meeeee#i have a feeling im going to get a lecture today that i really dont want or need#i know im making a good decision! you can either help me or get out of the way tbh to be honest#i should NOT be feeling like a child of divorce at age 26 when my parents separated 25 yrs ago!!!!!!!#dads like 'are you trying to live close to your mom' not even particularly but damn if i wont say yes just to spite you!!!!!!#i know its shocking but i actually have a rich social and inner life regardless of your perception of me as a paper doll#and god forbid i have my reasons for my decisions!#'oooobhhhhh pleaassseeee move by meeee ill only live here for two more years before fucking back off to florida'#sorry sorry sorry im mad lol i really should not be working myself up like this before i meet the man for lunch#cam talks
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