idkwhatimdoingbutslay
idkwhatimdoingbutslay
the gay urge to slay (and to write fanfiction)
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slay, she/hers, đŸłïžâ€đŸŒˆ, Black, minor, beautiful gimp!yordle pfp by @arcanescreencapsmy ao3 where i write caitvi lesbian chaos, suffering, and fluff: @idkwhatimdoingbutslay. . .
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idkwhatimdoingbutslay · 12 minutes ago
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Major large snippet of PDA!CaitVi that prompted this poll
With a song suggestion :) —> PDA by Jae Stephens
They are a mess. Caitlyn’s blouse is all screwed about and Vi’s jeans are slipping from all of the movement, revealing the band of her underwear.
Vi hums into Caitlyn’s cheek, but it is quite obvious that she barely registers what Caitlyn said as she needily slurs pet names only for Caitlyn to hear. Unfortunately, she isn’t actually being very quiet.
“Baby, let me just-“
“Violet.”
“Cupcakeeee, come on.” Vi doesn’t stop her pawing at Caitlyn, if anything, she starts toeing a very
 interesting line.
Caitlyn doesn’t push Vi away (pulls her closer instead, actually). Denying her girlfriend means puppy eyes being employed to weaken her anyway. If anything, it’s a carnal sin to deny Vi anything she wants. She deserves all she will ever desire.
Plus, the attention is quite nice.
And, gods, Vi just wants it so bad. She doesn’t care that people are around — the eyes might even be making her bolder. Being Caitlyn’s girlfriend is one of Vi’s favourite things to be. Everyone should be well aware of that fact
 and the fact that they take very good care of each other.
Such good care, in fact, that Vi knows all of Caitlyn’s sweet spots — meaning she can toy with Caitlyn wherever and whenever she wants to. And Caitlyn loves her too much to push her away. Always.
Caitlyn finally turns to face Vi fully and Vi doesn’t waste even half a second, fully capturing Caitlyn’s lips and sucking the breath out of her. It’s a messy, sloppy and drunk thing they share, remnants of the alcohol they drank a while ago lingering within the kiss. It consumes Caitlyn, holds her down and offers her heaven. How she got so lucky is truly beyond her.
Vi moans into Caitlyn’s mouth and tugs at her thigh to pull it wider. “Mm, Cait.”
“Vi.”
“Yeah, baby?”
“We should head home where public nudity laws don’t apply, don’t you think?”
“You don’t want me right now?” Vi grumbles against Caitlyn’s pulse point, sending a shiver down her spine.
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idkwhatimdoingbutslay · 21 hours ago
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married caitvi<3
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idkwhatimdoingbutslay · 21 hours ago
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â‹†ïœĄÂ°âœ© wlw yearning continues â‹†ïœĄÂ°âœ©
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“Pink Pony Makeout Indie Bookclub Pilled” I’m gunna start titling my pieces like the Spotify Daylists hehe
References đŸ©”
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idkwhatimdoingbutslay · 21 hours ago
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slay projecting part 2: self-sacrificing Vi edition
Vi had accidentally let it slip that she didn’t want to take too much from Caitlyn, especially if she wasn’t giving as much in return. It was an off-handed, flippant comment that Vi shouldn’t have let slip as she cuddled up into Caitlyn. There was no lecture that followed (not that Vi didn’t bet on it), just more softness, more sweetness that Vi couldn’t handle.
Couldn’t take.
She compensates according to Caitlyn’s goodness, maybe even a little more if she can manage. She makes every meal and cleans up after herself diligently. She kisses and hugs Cait first after a long day at work, always offering a massage. She makes sure to keep up with the status of Caitlyn’s lost eye and her recovery. The feeling of running herself dry for her woman is beyond satisfying. She does everything to make herself feel worth it. Does everything so whenever Caitlyn does something for her, she doesn’t feel her stomach drop to a dark, lonely pit.
Greed and guilt.
She’s not unworthy but she’s not entirely worthy. She’s neither and nothing in between. She’s something outside of it all. She’ll take what she can get, aware of her human nature to want and her inherent human dignity that permits her to take, but also aware of how she must regulate said want and all that taking lest she risks over doing it and burdening her love. There’s no doubt that Vi doesn’t deserve anything more than the average person. And Caitlyn is already more than the average person deserves.
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idkwhatimdoingbutslay · 22 hours ago
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EDIT: Okay, I’m surprised that most say sometimes because I feel like Cait and Vi are pretty into casual intimacy (like they can’t keep their hands off of each other — soft touches and whatnot). But I definitely agree with sometimes if we mean slightly more hardcore PDA.
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idkwhatimdoingbutslay · 23 hours ago
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No way I just saw someone say the arcane fandom is dead. Like tell me you don't know what a dead fandom is without telling me you don't know what a dead fandom is.
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idkwhatimdoingbutslay · 1 day ago
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ARCANE LEAGUE OF LEGENDS: 2x03 - “Finally Got The Name Right” Can I do the right thing for the wrong reason? Is it bad that I'm making friends with my demons, and Living by a couple deadly sins Just to make sure I finish what you began And I ain't afraid to lose a life or ten If it means that I get to win in the end (woo) So I'ma do this on my own, step into the danger zone Pull the pin and watch it blow
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idkwhatimdoingbutslay · 1 day ago
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idkwhatimdoingbutslay · 2 days ago
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idkwhatimdoingbutslay · 2 days ago
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it’s unfortunate that (some) people in fandom spaces are starting to get too comfortable complaining and being rude to writers and artists who create contents they personally don’t like (“why are you making this character a top when he’s obviously a bottom? omg do you even understand his character?” “I’m so sick of seeing fan art and fanfic where this character is portrayed as a sadist when he’s actually misunderstood in my opinions, therefore anyone who disagrees with me is wrong and should be shamed” just to name a few I’ve seen) instead of curating their own fandom experiences by engaging only with contents they do like.
you want more fics where (x) is written in this specific way? either write one yourself or politely expressing your opinion about how you hope there will be more fics where (x) is written in this specific way instead of making fandom a toxic place by being rude to writers and artists who dare make contents that are not to your Personal Liking.
if the universe does not revolve around you, strangers and fandom spaces don’t have to cater exclusively to your personal preferences either.
to all my beloved writers and artists, write whatever you want, draw whatever you want. portray that character in whichever way you want to portray. I hope you have fun doing what you love. don’t let anybody tell you what you can or can’t do with the blorbo. go wild. I will always support you
#thankfully I personally don’t get crazy comments or anything (aside from the veryyyy few when’s the next update comment)#I’ve def seen authors get comments like this. some restrict their posting and others get sooo apologetic it all makes me upset#what really gets me tho is that I sometimes find myself doomscrolling those big posts that are like ‘I hate when#authors/writers do [insert thing] in their works’#or the polls about the major turn offs of fanfiction/art#like sometimes there’s commentary to be had about how certain characters are portrayed#but other times it’s just mean or personal preference#and of course I want people to like my stuff so I sometimes (especially when I started engaging with fandom and writing more)#just immediately adjust my writing or even go back and edit my old works 😭😭😭😭#it’s just NOT that serious#I know no one truly means any harm and again it’s personal preference#and it is my job to regulate myself lol. I’ve gotten much better at it. people who wanna read my vibes will read my vibes#I’m not adding very much to this post lmao sorry but I understand this and prevs a LOT#I also just don’t wanna say that readers can’t have negative opinions. sometimes I do. I just keep them to myself lol#truly not everyone is out to please you. fanfiction IS CRINGEY AND CORNY AND BIASED TO THE AUTHORS PREFS. idk what else you’re looking for#(author or creators in general!)#OK IM DONE LMAO#Miscy slays
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idkwhatimdoingbutslay · 2 days ago
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the way vi manspreads. yeah
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idkwhatimdoingbutslay · 3 days ago
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Jealous!Cait and Roommates CaitVi!!! - Trial & Error
Also Drift with loads of jealous and possessive Cait :)
As someone venturing into the CaitVi fandom for the first time, does anyone have some really good recommendations for angst / pining / jealousy? I’ll happily read any setting, but I really like high school and college AUs.
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idkwhatimdoingbutslay · 3 days ago
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Sorry to all the canon caitvi truthers but if there’s one thing I’m gonna do to the girls, it’s put them in a silly little au and play with them like dolls đŸ€­
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idkwhatimdoingbutslay · 3 days ago
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idkwhatimdoingbutslay · 4 days ago
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There wasn’t enough plot for a third season. Maybe for a fourth act, but definitely not a third season. And if they’d tried to stretch season 2’s plot out over another season there would have been a lot of filler and then y’all would be complaining about that instead.
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idkwhatimdoingbutslay · 4 days ago
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Caitlyn really had a "what did you do to your beautiful hair???"-type reaction to seeing Vi's new pitfighter look.
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idkwhatimdoingbutslay · 4 days ago
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Let’s break down VI’s fight style!
Hi, I’m a long time mma fighter, blackbelt and weightlifter. Here’s some thoughts about how our favorite girl fights.
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Basics first!
Vi was canonically trained by Vander.
She’s often smaller than her opponents.
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Vi, like many female fighters in co-ed combat sports, relies on speed.
She’s fast, very fucking fast.
The speed of her throwing motion is immaculate, a quick get in motion. Designed to slip under the guard of an opponent.
She does very well with larger opponents and tends to throw hits in an upward motion, even keeping herself low on purpose.
This keeps larger opponents off balance, either having to bring themselves down to her or lean and throw off their center of gravity.
Vi, throws fast, but her return speed is horrible. Especially when she’s younger.
Her pullback should be twice as fast as her throw. It’s not.
She drops her guard when she goes for a hook, and almost every single time she dodges.
That’s bad, she’s leaving herself open to a lot of bad blows, and over-relining on her speed to keep her clear of hits.
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Here we begin to see some refinement in her fighting. That speed is still there, but that bad habit of hesitation on her return is gone.
Her hits are targeted and concise, she’s going for vital organs.
This fight is actually one of my favorites because it’s one of the rare times we don’t see Vi rely on her power/strength. Sevika matches and outpaces her on that.
Interestingly sevika shows the same issue with her guard. At nearly the exact same stance/throws that Vi does.
While I do think Vander handled the brunt of her training, sevika was definitely part of that training. Both women exhibit the same base style, with obvious adaptations over time spent in different circumstances.
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This is where Vi differs from both vander and sevika.
This is a incredibly distinctive choice, she’s not only subverting her normal style, but she’s directly contradicting it.
One of the things that allows Vi a leg up is this sudden shift.
She goes from a low level close quarter opponent, who relys on speed.
To a dynamic, light footed, heavy hit opponent.
Absolutely insane choice but it works incredibly well. You don’t expect a fighter to vary their style that wildly.
This is a Vi specific move. She uses this over and over again against almost every opponent we see her take on.
These dynamic blows throw her entire body weight into that hit, as well as keep the opponent off guard.
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Her gauntlets didn’t change this!
She not only has increased power behind those hits, but added agility from the strength of the propelling push.
This allows her to grab onto this very effective sequence and use it over and over again with fantastic success.
Vi is not only a good fighter but she’s SMART she knows the game and can play it well. This is someone who knows how to clock an opponents fighting strategy.
Okay final thing. Violet is an incredible fighter but what stands out to me the most, is the story her fight style tells. She was a child fighting with adults for most of her primary learning years. She knows that she can be easily overpowered. She never takes her opponent to the ground because of this. She throws upward because the people she’s fought are always bigger and taller. She relys on speed and targeted hits because she has too.
Mostly, she’s mad. She fights like every blow is a personal fuck you. This is someone who was a scared child that became angry and violent to protect herself.
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