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support · 11 years ago

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Everything okay?

If you or someone you know is struggling, you are not alone. There are many support services that are here to help. For 24/7 peer support and other resources, message KokoBot on Tumblr.

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National Suicide and Crisis Lifeline or dial 988 or (en Español)

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Rape Abuse & Incest National Network or 1-800-656-HOPE (4673)

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National Eating Disorders Association

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late-for-the-sky · 6 months ago

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sp00kysk3lly · 2 years ago

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Why am I such a fuck up?

All I ever do is fuck things up. My life, my friendships, any relationship I had in the past. Something is wrong with me, I'm a curse.

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xthefaultisminex · 2 months ago

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Sometimes, I wish my tongue was simply cut off and/or removed. Everything I say and everything I do is always a huge problem. Nothing I ever do is right or good enough for anything. Sometimes, I feel like running away or disappearing altogether. What if people were better off...

I feel as if time is completely eluding me and that I have made no progress in the time that has passed. What is actually positive about me? What can I say for myself that has proved some sort of worth?

I am mentally ruined and falling back down into the negative spiraling void.

09/02/24

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grungasgirlexistence · 7 months ago

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It’s all my fault. Why can’t I just disappear

#i deserve to suffer #i want to d1e #just let me die #i ruined it #I ruin everything #no one should have to worry about me

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bunnihearted · 1 year ago

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im such a fucking fuck up

#i ruin everything #i always fail #i think im not gonna pass my class/course and idk what'll happen if i dont #i just ... fail at everything. i think dying is my best option #if only mom wouldnt break if i did. i wish she was stronger and could handle me dying

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ajxrn-archive · 4 months ago

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I need to be put in a waffle iron or something

#i am. really stressed!!#i hate being online i keep losing friends #Majority of them did shitty stuff to me and it makes me so sad #I already have trust problems so when people come and say theyll always be here for me and then the next thing i know im blocked because i #Expressed my discomfort about something shitty they did it makes those trust issues even worse #We were pretty close and now i regret telling him shit because he could use it against me #And im starting to fall out with my “best friend” irl. Everything is making me sick #I can’t do this anymore I really want to disappear #There has to be something about me so repulsive to people #That i just turn them away #its gonna be like that for the rest of my life isnt it? I probably wont even get a partner in the future #I just don’t know why I fuck up every friendship so bad even if it wasnt. My fault #I shouldve kept my mouth shut even if i was uncomfortable #my last friendships ended like this too #I caused a huge server fight by saying I was uncomfy and I’m pretty sure everyone hates me now because of it #even though some said they werent #I am just really lonely and feel like a piece of shit #Because I am one #I don’t really know if I want to keep being here anymore #I genuinely think nobody likes me #Even when I was in school nobody liked me #I was the “weird girl”#I just wish I was normal and likeable and then maybe I’d have friends irl #I don’t know what’s wrong with me and I’ve considered suicide over it multiple times #I ruin everything #My friendships. My life. My parents marriage. My art. Everything.#I doubt anyone will read this or gaf so just. ignore me

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weirdo09 · 1 year ago

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i’m so foolish, i’m such a dumb dumb person, i should’ve just kept my big mouth shut

#cade’s things #cade’s thoughts 💭#cade vents #i ruin everything #no wonder no one could stand to be with me #i ruin everything in my path #i ruined my mom’s life #i ruined my relationship #i ruin such good things #and for what?#i should just give up #i can’t do anything #i’m such a mistake #i’m so selfish

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angelicstalker · 1 year ago

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I ruined it I ruined it I ruined it I ruined it I ruined it

#i cant be a normal fucking human being for one fucking day #i ruin it #i ruin everything #genuinely im done with myself right now im so fucking pathetic !!!!!!!#im so fucking stupid its like i try everything in me i try to do good and be good and just be better #i want to be a good partner so fucking bad #and i get so overwhwlmwd ao easy i fuck up EVWRYTHING #EVERYTHING #i hurt her again #i did #i hurt her again and im so stupid #shes everything to me #shes everything and so importsnt me #and i love her so much #and i just duck it up!!!!!!!!!!!#i cant stand the way i am #i cant stand it !!!!!!!!!#i want to bang my fucking head against the wall #i dont understand why im like this #i want to be good for her #i want to be good #i just want her to love me #i want to be someone significant and i want to just take care of her #and i always end up doint this #im so tired of myself #i just want to be with her #i just want to see her and make her happy #not like this #not make her upset and angry #mine

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xthefaultisminex · 2 years ago

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I'm sorry I am stressful, and I am lazy, and I don't look after things properly, and I leave things in places they shouldn't be, and for not being happier, and for not bringing more income to have less worries, and for not being very pretty, and for not doing my hair/makeup all the time, and for not being slimmer, and for eating all the time, and for wearing the same clothes all the time, and for not having things organized or prepared, and for not being serious, and not being more understanding, and for not doing as much as I can to make things better, and for not being a better person, and for being so sensitive/emotional, and for not being more fun, and for being kind of a loser in life, and for procrastinating everything, and for not being more successful, and for not making you proud, and for not having many skills, and for not being more independent, and for everything in general.........

I'm surprised that anyone even bothers to stay around me and my dwindling, chaotic, pathetic life.

#why am i like this #i ruin everything #failure #anxious and overwhelmed #i wish i was better #why does this always happen #i hate my body #not worth it #not pretty enough #why do you stay #im pathetic #chaotic thoughts #im a burden #i want to disappear #anxiety #depression #empty space #story of my life #waste of time

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3motionallyunavailable · 1 year ago

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read this when you THINK you deserve better.

you don't.

so stop.

stop.

#i ruined it #i ruin everything #he should hate me #i hate this #i hate myself

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devotioncrater · 7 months ago

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im at my limit i really am in regards to being told to consider how other people irl are affected by my moods. dude i constantly have to mask just so others dont get uncomfortable. no matter which end of the spectrum im on; manic, depressed, or even neutral. which means if i have a day where i dont mask as well as usual, people HATE it. to them it comes out of left field. and i get it. i do. but for me its taxing to regulate my entire existence all the time!!! so unfortunately i do have days where i slip and get hot & cold and my Bad Symptoms come out. im sorry i really am severely sorry for it, yet i am begging for others to please consider MY feelings in this context. i have a mood disorder where my brain chemically cannot function the way most people's can. im working on getting treatment for it. please be patient with me. its not an excuse, i am responsible for my behavior, yet please try to see this as an explanation. im human, too. let me have a Bad Symptom Day. please consider it. i'm begging. i'm sorry

#i wish i could have a brain without bipolar #i ruin everything

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whororhoe · 2 years ago

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i hate myself so much.

#why cant i just be normal #i ruin everything

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rocketbabyy · 9 months ago

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I wish you missed me

#i miss you #you wont see this #miss me #i’m sorry #i ruin everything

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