#i should just give up
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im the issue
i understand now
#actually bpd#depressing shit#bpd vent#bpd thoughts#bpd#bpd fp#bpd stuff#bpd culture is#bpd safe#bpd feels#bpd problems#bpd blog#i’m too tired for this#i’m so fucking tired#i’m sad#i’m really tired#i’m lonely#i wish i was dead#i wish i didnt exist#i hate everything#i hate everyone#i wanna die#i wanna disappear#i hate this#i’m unlovable#and unwanted#i should just give up#who cares anymore#life is fucked#i hate this world
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i have a terrible condition called "the moment i share a name i like with my friends i immediately start disliking it and not wanting to use it anymore"
#i should just give up#and let people call me whatever#it's not even my real name so i should stop stressing so much about it
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i’m so foolish, i’m such a dumb dumb person, i should’ve just kept my big mouth shut
#cade’s things#cade’s thoughts 💭#cade vents#i ruin everything#no wonder no one could stand to be with me#i ruin everything in my path#i ruined my mom’s life#i ruined my relationship#i ruin such good things#and for what?#i should just give up#i can’t do anything#i’m such a mistake#i’m so selfish
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I’ll never get a job, and be someone (in society’s eyes) because the world just isn’t made for people like me.
#i should just give up#idky I’m still here I have no future#disability#physically disabled#bpd#avpd#bipolar 2#borderline personality disorder#bpd feels#npd#ppd#unspecified personality disorder#cluster a#cluster b
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I've only been trying for like a month but I'm getting so discouraged trying to find someone local to be friends or maybe try to date. I live in a small rural town with a population of only ~7,000, most of them being far right nutjobs, so finding polyamorous and queer folks is HARD. The closest big city that I've been getting matches in is Syracuse but that's over an hour away and I don't have a car 😩 I don't want long distance. I have so many ld relationships/friendships rn and none of them ever visit me. What I really need is irl love. I NEED IT.
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*feels slight distance*
Ahh shit my bad, lemme just detach myself from everybody
#I should detach myself from everybody#unwanted#overthinking#maybe I’m not overthinking#they hate me#they dont care#i should just give up#i wanna disappear#escape#feeling alone#i have no one else#maybe I’m better alone
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I feel like I'm just a huge fuck up. I can never do anything right, I constantly screw up other people's lives just by being around. I'm tired.
What's wrong with me?
#im tired#i hate this#tw depressing thoughts#everything sucks#i just want to be happy#i just want to be loved#life sucks#always alone#no one cares#i mess everything up#i should just give up#i should dissappear
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1 am i just started studying :( i have class in 7 hrs
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finally thought i had a normal conversation with someone after a long time and everything was good then i realised without realising i might have fucked up regarding certain something i wanna die ㅠㅠㅠ
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genuinely how do you guys gif stages like.. im literally pulling my hair out and im gonna throw a tantrum
#fuck thisssss honestly#i mean others r gonna gif it better anyway#should leave it to them#mtxt#im trying too hard for this i think#ive worked on these 4 gifs literally for 6 hours now#i should just give up
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Im really getting frustrated here. I now get recommended the obscure big ship blogs
Its like im cursed
Fuck this algorithm
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not gonna sugarcoat it my dudes, I want to d i e.
#I hate this so so much#nothing ever goes right#I destroy everything I touch#I have no one#I’m not good at anything#I’m always so alone#I’m unlovable#my life is literally nothing#so why do I keep going#what is the actual point#i should just give up#I think I’m gonna give up#…#hurt#lost#alone#depressed#depression#text post#mental illness#unwanted#broken#I’m so edgy with these tags lmao#thoughts#sad thoughts#late night thoughts#words#my post
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Hmmm I kinda want to make a post right now
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i keep failing at everything ive stopped studying for my driving test despite trying my best to pick up the habit again and failing every day i havent been able to study math for like 3 days now nd i wasnt able to exercise today or sweep or anything i just keep failing at more and more things i am going to . fall into despair
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love how you get to do whatever you want with your relationships and your labels. but if i hint at any of that it makes you upset. but labels are fucked right?
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Fighting so damn hard to stay relevant, not in a famous way but in my own fucking friend group. Ugh.
#talky#literally nothing#vent#i used to feel like my friends wanted to hang out with me and i wanted to hang out with them#now it always feels like its me begging for attention and dragging them away from their real friends#uggghhhh#i never have fun in call anymore#i should just give up
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