#i should just give up
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i’m so foolish, i’m such a dumb dumb person, i should’ve just kept my big mouth shut
#cade’s things#cade’s thoughts 💭#cade vents#i ruin everything#no wonder no one could stand to be with me#i ruin everything in my path#i ruined my mom’s life#i ruined my relationship#i ruin such good things#and for what?#i should just give up#i can’t do anything#i’m such a mistake#i’m so selfish
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I've only been trying for like a month but I'm getting so discouraged trying to find someone local to be friends or maybe try to date. I live in a small rural town with a population of only ~7,000, most of them being far right nutjobs, so finding polyamorous and queer folks is HARD. The closest big city that I've been getting matches in is Syracuse but that's over an hour away and I don't have a car 😩 I don't want long distance. I have so many ld relationships/friendships rn and none of them ever visit me. What I really need is irl love. I NEED IT.
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I’ll never get a job, and be someone (in society’s eyes) because the world just isn’t made for people like me.
#i should just give up#idky I’m still here I have no future#disability#physically disabled#bpd#avpd#bipolar 2#borderline personality disorder#bpd feels#npd#ppd#unspecified personality disorder#cluster a#cluster b
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I feel like I'm just a huge fuck up. I can never do anything right, I constantly screw up other people's lives just by being around. I'm tired.
What's wrong with me?
#im tired#i hate this#tw depressing thoughts#everything sucks#i just want to be happy#i just want to be loved#life sucks#always alone#no one cares#i mess everything up#i should just give up#i should dissappear
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*feels slight distance*
Ahh shit my bad, lemme just detach myself from everybody
#I should detach myself from everybody#unwanted#overthinking#maybe I’m not overthinking#they hate me#they dont care#i should just give up#i wanna disappear#escape#feeling alone#i have no one else#maybe I’m better alone
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1 am i just started studying :( i have class in 7 hrs
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Batman and his six sidekicks (BTS)
-by me, wheezingdaffodil.
posted on ao3!
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“Don’t do this. People could get hurt, lose their lives. You could go to jail.” Barry insisted. These people were just good people having a bad day.
“No way. No way. Is he trying to dissuade Harley Quinn and The Joker from committing a crime?” a voice asked in disbelief. They must be in shock.
“No way. Did anyone get this on tape?”
“Oh my god- I can’t-“ someone fell right ontop of the green-haired man.
How had Barry not noticed him before? Scratch that, it was two people. One well-built man dressed in a biker’s jacket with a red helmet with enough guns to fill a tank.
Another was a messy haired teen with a X-shaped utility belt on his chest.
Kids who wanted to be superheroes, his mind supplied.
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i think its kinda barry centric theres so many of him i dont know how to use tumblr pls help me
#batman#batfam#barry allen#ao3fic#red hood#dick grayson#wheezingdaffodil#dc comics#fanfiction#robin dc#damian wayne#justice league#i should just give up#i dont know why i try
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finally thought i had a normal conversation with someone after a long time and everything was good then i realised without realising i might have fucked up regarding certain something i wanna die ㅠㅠㅠ
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genuinely how do you guys gif stages like.. im literally pulling my hair out and im gonna throw a tantrum
#fuck thisssss honestly#i mean others r gonna gif it better anyway#should leave it to them#mtxt#im trying too hard for this i think#ive worked on these 4 gifs literally for 6 hours now#i should just give up
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Im really getting frustrated here. I now get recommended the obscure big ship blogs
Its like im cursed
Fuck this algorithm
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not gonna sugarcoat it my dudes, I want to d i e.
#I hate this so so much#nothing ever goes right#I destroy everything I touch#I have no one#I’m not good at anything#I’m always so alone#I’m unlovable#my life is literally nothing#so why do I keep going#what is the actual point#i should just give up#I think I’m gonna give up#…#hurt#lost#alone#depressed#depression#text post#mental illness#unwanted#broken#I’m so edgy with these tags lmao#thoughts#sad thoughts#late night thoughts#words#my post
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It's so frustrating. There was a couple of books I read in high school, around 2010-2011 maybe, where all I remember is that the first one had a girl with a bow & arrows & maybe a red or green cape on the cover, and there was a war, and a magic, that like, either "ate" people or opened a portal that destroyed people? And the only part I vividly remember is the male leads sister (the main character was a girl) was nearly drowned by the villain in an attempt to get information? It was a fantasy set in a fantasy world. There was maybe an owl and/or a dragon, maybe a Pegasus (but I might be mixing things up now) There were at least 2 books at the time, or at least, I only had 2. But I cannot for the life of me remember the titles or the author. Or any character names. So, they are practically impossible to find because they were pretty obscure, not popular as far as I could tell. Just something I read. Maybe from a Scholastic Book fair, or maybe something just picked up at the bookstore, or gifted to me by my grandmother or aunt(s). I've googled extensively everything I remember, but it's impossible to find them. T_T
#books#reading#booklr#reader#fantasy#ya fantasy#book search#archer girl#sigh#i'm never going to find it#i should just give up#but it keeps haunting me#like i can picture the book where it used to be in my old room#in the top drawer of a dresser we no longer have#i can picture the book#but i can't remember the title or author T_T
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that moment when you realize that being poor is behind 90% of you wanting to die and also that there is literally nothing you can do about being poor either 🙃
#why bother even trying i just fail at everything anyway#i should just give up#it won’t ever get better#same hell new day#I’m going to be poor and miserable for the rest of my life
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love how you get to do whatever you want with your relationships and your labels. but if i hint at any of that it makes you upset. but labels are fucked right?
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Fighting so damn hard to stay relevant, not in a famous way but in my own fucking friend group. Ugh.
#talky#literally nothing#vent#i used to feel like my friends wanted to hang out with me and i wanted to hang out with them#now it always feels like its me begging for attention and dragging them away from their real friends#uggghhhh#i never have fun in call anymore#i should just give up
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So apparently finding a special food for my aunt is more important than discussing with my dad which lab I'm planning to do grad research at :') and then my mom got mad at me for getting mad at getting interrupted
#yeah yeah this is fine#I'm fucking kidding myself if I think I'm ever gonna amount to anything more than a shut-in anyway lol#how am I gonna be a researcher when all I really want to do is OD and cut myself#my aunt already stopped me from doing the internship through the D.O.E. five years ago so#I should just give up
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