#i’m unlovable
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im the issue
i understand now
#actually bpd#depressing shit#bpd vent#bpd thoughts#bpd#bpd fp#bpd stuff#bpd culture is#bpd safe#bpd feels#bpd problems#bpd blog#i’m too tired for this#i’m so fucking tired#i’m sad#i’m really tired#i’m lonely#i wish i was dead#i wish i didnt exist#i hate everything#i hate everyone#i wanna die#i wanna disappear#i hate this#i’m unlovable#and unwanted#i should just give up#who cares anymore#life is fucked#i hate this world
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Hi, do you have a boyfriend?
Nope.
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I Can’t Help But Wonder
Odysseus, who just violently and mercilessly murdered 108 or so men, who claims in the next song that he’s no longer a kind or gentle man, actively listens to Telemachus and kindly and gently responds to everything his son’s expressed.
Telemachus asks, “Am I like you? Am I strong like you? Will you embrace me? Will you love and accept me as yours?” He says, “I’ve felt so alone.”
And Odysseus claims him in a heartbeat, answering, “My son. My boy. My sweetest joy I’ve ever known. I embraced you twenty years ago. I’d do the impossible for you. I’d die for you.” He says, “Seeing the men here today, I can only wonder what you’ve been through for twenty years. My son, you’re already strong. You’re my own. You’re not alone. I’m home.”
And then they fucking embrace.
#don’t mind me I’m just over here sobbing#something something Odysseus being an attentive loving father drenched in blood#the way he literally responds to everything#he says ‘you are MY SON I’ve never stopped embracing you’#‘I may be deranged and unhinged after years of torment but I’ll be damned before I let you think you’ve ever been unloved by me’#the instrumentals reflect it too#Tele’s piano is hesitant and very faint during his part overwhelmed by Ody’s guitar#the moment ody starts singing the piano blends immediately#Ody’s got open arms for his son#epic the musical#epic#odysseus#epic odysseus#epic telemachus#telemachus#epic the Ithaca saga#the ithaca saga#ithaca saga
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Who will come into my kitchen and be hungry for me?
you say you don’t want a boyfriend, but you know that’s not true - Charlotte Green/the voice - Anaïs Nin/the unabridged journals of Sylvia Plath - Sylvia Plath/tolerate it - Taylor Swift/the unabridged journals of sylvia plath - Sylvia Plath/the unexpurgated diary of anaïs nin - Anaïs Nin/ @treebloods/@lovebeing-a-girl/@ sanwtch on instagram/ @onlyanothermundane/@tullispink/I am an observer, but not by choice - @fatimaamerbilal/the prophecy - Taylor Swift/criss cross - Lynne Rae Perkins/Vladimir Mayakovsky in a letter to Lili Brik/what I could never confess without some bravado - Emily Palermo/little weirds - Jenny Slate
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#I know I’m on a hiatus ok#shhhhhh#this was too good to not make asap#lilly’s weaves#poetry parallels#web weaving#quotes#web weave#poetry#book quotes#charlotte green#anais nin#sylvia plath#Taylor swift#Lynne Rae Perkins#vladimir mayakovsky#Emily Palermo#the unabridged journals of sylvia plath#tolerate it#the prophecy#the unexpurgated diary of anais nin#on feeling unloved#on feeling unloveable#on loneliness#on yearning#requests#little weirds#jenny slate#on wanting love#on wanting
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realizing the weasel was so protective over the princess because she reminded him of the little girl that he couldn’t save…… I’m sick. I’m SICK!!!!


#james gunn made this little freak an unloveable child murderer just to be like SIKE!!!!!!!! now I’m crying over him#creature commandos#dc#gotham#dceu#dc comics
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Real
In my slut era (I wanna be held and loved by someone so badly)
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you are coming down with me / hand in unlovable hand.
#deltarune#kris dreemurr#deltarune fanart#deltarune kris#utdr#I’m going through a crisis but hey haha funny character say funny words#its not my best but its fine. I just started on this 2h ago to stop the spiral#points laughs it’s me! I’m the unlovable one! to care for me is to drag you down with me!#anyways sorry for the inconsistent styles recently.. I’m. yea.#ysart#cw eyestrain#cw knife
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Miles doesn’t hate his tails.
No matter how much the people in his town told him to.
Even if every time he tries to play close by the village he gets chased and practically hunted down because some scary adults want to “hang out his tails on the wall”.
Even if the mothers pry their children away from him so they won’t “get cursed by the mutant”.
Even if his first memory is running from some big kids who chased him away from a store for eating some scraps from the garbage while yelling “Two tailed freaks don’t even deserve trash!”
The only apparent difference between him and the people who hate him being the number of tails, or rather, the not singularity of his.
It seemed like the reason why they all despised him was because of them, an abnormality, was the kindest way they called them.
They kept saying his tails were bad. But it didn’t made any sense. His tails weren’t bad. They kept him warm on the coldest nights, shelter him from the rain, and protect him from the town’s kid’s fists.
They were his only company and comfort, his blanket and pillow, and they were the only thing he had. He couldn’t hate them.
It didn’t matter if they were the apparent reason for his loneliness and the town’s rejection, Miles knew that even if he could cut one of them the townsfolk still wouldn’t want him.
His tails were big enough to cover him almost completely, protecting him by curling around him and not letting go even when the fur on them was ripped, torn, or burned. He could chew on the tip of their fur when his stomach hurt too much not to try and bite something, even if the matted fur on them might hurt sometimes. He didn’t have any toys or coloring books, but he could always play with his tails whenever he felt too lonely, he would chase them and they would not go away, sometimes they moved on their own when he was playing, he didn’t know why, but whenever it happened it made him feel a little bit happier, even if it meant as potential risk of him being found by his abusers if they moved when he didn’t tell them too, it still made him happy.
He could hug his tails while sleeping, pretending someone was actually there with him, if he concentrated enough, he could pretend the fur that was keeping him warm wasn’t his own, he could imagine it was maybe a loving mom, a caring dad, or… anyone, but he could feel loved.
He didn’t hate his tails.
Everyone hated him, and that might not have a solution, but everyone also seemed to hate his tails. He knows how it feels when everybody hates you, he doesn’t want his tails to feel like everyone in the world hates them too. So even if it’s just him, even if no one else ever likes them, and even if some day he dies because someone hated them enough to do something about it, he won’t hate his tails.
He doesn’t think anyone could love his tails ever, and he doesn’t know if he is capable of loving them himself, but liking them should be enough. He hopes his tails can understand.
He hopes that at least his tails could feel a little bit of love some day.
#miles tails prower#baby miles tails prower#baby tails#classic tails#sth#sth fanfic#sonic the hedgehog#sonic fanfiction#I’m so weak for little four year old tails#he is just a baby#all alone and unloved#damn I hope someone would love him someday#tails doesn’t hate his tails because that’s all he has#but they sure conflict him#damn I hope that someday someone would like them#sonic and tails
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More a statement than an ask, you're beautiful, anyone would be lucky to have you for a gf.
So you think..nobody wants me as their gf. I’m terrible.

#ask anything#asked and answered#asks#anon ask#apparently I’m not gf material#unlovable#it’s ok#I’m destined to die alone and I’m ok with that
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I don’t really know how to say this in a better way so imma just say it
If you think John Dory is a bad character then respectfully, you have no idea what being an oldest sibling is like.
He didn’t abandon his brothers. He was pushed to a point of having to be responsible for four younger brothers, ranging from baby to teenager, trying to coordinate and pull off good if not perfect shows, trying to help Rosiepuff raise both them and himself while also dealing with trollstice and the troll tree while also struggling with an ever growing *need* to be perfect. It doesn’t matter how much you love your siblings- if you’re stressed enough, you’re going to snap and you’re going to snap at them. And you know what? He probably hated himself for that too. And for the fact that he couldn’t be perfect. Any oldest sibling knows the guilt of not being good enough and presumably tearing down their younger siblings in the process…it’s awful. No fuckin wonder he walked away, bro was what, 17?? 18??? He shouldn’t have had to do that. And he didn’t just abandon his brothers knowing what was gonna happen to Branch. From his perspective, he walked away knowing full well Spruce and Clay could step up, and that Rosiepuff would still be there. He had no way of knowing Branch would end up alone and gray, because if he did, he never would have left.
John Dory is not a bad character. He loves his brothers.
Edit: some people are saying he didn’t come back until he needed something. He came back to an empty troll tree- he thought his brothers were dead. He probably only left for a few months or so! He didn’t abandon them. He had every intention to come back and did. His family was just gone.
#idk if this is a vent or an analysis#I’m just so tired of people making him out to be an unloving brother#guys#he thought they were dead#he was *so* excited to see all of them and they wouldn’t even give him a hug#being an older/oldest sibling is fuckin hard#I’m the second oldest of a bunch of kids in similar age ranges to Brozone#when I tell you#I would snap way sooner than he did#it’s just not fair to him or his character to say he abandoned them on purpose#or that he brazenly made them be something they didn’t want to be for the band with no regrets#I guarantee you#it kept him up at night when he fought with his brothers#he probably hated himself for making his brothers unhappy#but what else could he do#he was stressed out and desperate#John Dory is not a bad character#he’s an oldest brother who didn’t get a chance to finish his own childhood.#trolls#trolls band together#dreamworks trolls#trolls John Dory#trolls jd#realizations#rambles#brozone
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I am so glad Annabeth Chase exists. I am so glad there is a blonde smart girl character with ADHD and dyslexia. I am so glad there’s a character I can completely relate to. I am so glad Annabeth Chase is with someone as amazing and loving as Percy Jackson. Thank you Rick Riordan & happy birthday Annabeth Chase.
#seeing a character that feels like a copy of myself being so loved#is the most amazing thing#whenever I feel unloved I just think about Annabeth and how much I’m like her and how many people love her#it’s very therapeutic#annabeth chase#percy jackson#pjo#heroes of olympus#hoo#percy jackson and the olympians#rick riordan#pjo hoo toa#riordanverse#rrverse#percabeth
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“you’ll never know how damaged a person is until you try to love them.”
#fauxunraveling#coquette#dark coquette#gloomy#girlblog#girlblogging#girlcore#this is a girlblog#quote#vent post#girlhood#ethel cain#mother cain#preachers daughter#gloomy coquette#dollette#dollcore#religious trauma#messy icons#pink coquette#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#lana del rey#aesthetic#girlblogger#i’m just a girl#unlovable#the virgin suicides#sylvia plath#soft girl#girl interrupted
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I wonder if one day maybe years after no contact they’ll stalk me on socials and not see any current posts. Only to find out I decided to check out a long time ago. I wonder if they’ll care?
#bipolar vent#bipolar thoughts#trigger warning ⚠️#bpd#su1id3ation#tw sui ideation#bpd thoughts#i feel so unloveable#bpd vent#actually bipolar#actually borderline#actually bpd#actually mentally ill#I’m okay though#i’m just sad
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