#i want to bang my fucking head against the wall
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Note
more gale in ropes? i just think he's really pretty in them 🥺
Gale in ropes yup yup tie that pretty boy UP
calling all fanartists who follow my blog please... PLEASE I beg you imagine Gale in pretty baby pink ropes or even a deep deep red, so pretty and contrasted against his pale skin, pressing red lines into his skin from where John tied them just too tight, John grabbing his face and applying the same lipstick color as the ropes weaving intricate patterns across his back, making sure to kiss him immediately after so it smudges in the most beautiful way possible, and now Gale is covered in that beautiful color John has chosen for him
John fucking him into the bed while he holds on the ropes, smearing the lipstick onto the sheets as he cries so prettily, strains his arms against the ropes because he feels so damn good, he wants to squirm and cry and thrash but John has tied his calves to his thighs and laced his forearms on top of each other so he can't, all he can do is pant into the bedsheets and beg for release, beg for John to touch him
Gale on his knees in front of with his forearms tied together in an almost praying position, ropes coming to weave across his chest and stomach so prettily, oh God just imagine how his waist would look with deep wine ropes wrapped around it, brb gonna go bang my head against the wall
and when John takes them off there's beautiful rope indents in Gale's skin, Gale loves them so so much because they stay for hours and he can just run his fingers over the divots, reminded of how intricate and beautiful John's handiwork is
tie that pretty boy up, tie that pretty boy up for science
22 notes
·
View notes
Text
I ruined it I ruined it I ruined it I ruined it I ruined it
#i cant be a normal fucking human being for one fucking day#i ruin it#i ruin everything#genuinely im done with myself right now im so fucking pathetic !!!!!!!#im so fucking stupid its like i try everything in me i try to do good and be good and just be better#i want to be a good partner so fucking bad#and i get so overwhwlmwd ao easy i fuck up EVWRYTHING#EVERYTHING#i hurt her again#i did#i hurt her again and im so stupid#shes everything to me#shes everything and so importsnt me#and i love her so much#and i just duck it up!!!!!!!!!!!#i cant stand the way i am#i cant stand it !!!!!!!!!#i want to bang my fucking head against the wall#i dont understand why im like this#i want to be good for her#i want to be good#i just want her to love me#i want to be someone significant and i want to just take care of her#and i always end up doint this#im so tired of myself#i just want to be with her#i just want to see her and make her happy#not like this#not make her upset and angry#mine
18 notes
·
View notes
Text
I feel like there is something to be said about how Rat and Lux chose their final stand against Blake. Making themselves look less like people by submerging themselves in ink, letting themselves die and be reborn into something deviating away from how players would usually fight and be something inhuman.
Monsters so to speak.
And how it is when they fight and lurk beneath the ink, the world looks just as dark to allow them to fit into it, like doomsday and that something is ending. So only when finally one of them lays dead and the other unable to continue that the rains stops and the color comes back. And the one remaining becomes something more recognizable in his defeat and more human as he feels something achingly terrible for the first time since the world started.
I know there is the whole unreliable narrator thing and depending on which side you see it from, you get different mileage on each character. But just there is something so fascinating how the fight is. In how Lux and Rat, the two that have changed so much together, had started this fight with the shared intent to make things right so they can finally leave it behind them and made themselves look so alien and different in the process. While Blake and Nox, two that were never even on the same side, and who both were too unrelenting in what they want to ever stray from their own desires, had remained as they were and drew the same weapons they fought with all this time (albeit it a few enchantment changes and all that) to face this fight in front of them.
I don't think I have quite the right words to form a good and meaningful conclusion, but like the tonal and thematic dissonance goes crazy (in a good way).
#content smp#luxintrus#winsweep#noxintrus#doctor4t#saph rambles#i have no idea if any of this makes any sense but just the way the roles in the traditonal sense were all fucked up was wild#/pos#i fully do admit that i am bias towards rat and lux because they are my blorbos#blake winsweep is such a good antagonist character and well villain#but on a personal level he makes me want to bang my head against the wall and throw a glass bottle out the window#but back to rambling in notes#something about people as monsters that they don't recognize and beasts never being anything more than that#maybe something will make more sense in the morning idk
124 notes
·
View notes
Text
i'm sorry but stolas bound and powerless and tortured to tears still pushing himself off the ground snarling threats at the man who would dare even mention his daughter. the breathless all-consuming fury that striker would dare to speak a word about her. stolas knows striker is going to kill him and could make it painful beyond imagination and the only thing he cares about in this moment is octavia's safety why the fuck aren't we talking about this scene more
#WHY ARENT WE TALKING ABOUT THIS?? IM GOING TO FUCKING THROW UP#DO YOU EVER THINK ABOUT HOW FIERCELY STOLAS LOVES OCTAVIA AND NEED TO CURL UP IN A BALL AND SCREAM#helluva boss spoilers#helluva boss#mine#stolas#octavia#stolas helluva boss#octavia helluva boss#helluva boss stolas#helluva boss octavia#helluva boss western energy#e: western energy#i made this post because i wanted to say stolas was unbearably sexy for this but now i'm just gonna bang my head against a wall until i die
2K notes
·
View notes
Text
rewatched the hobbit botfa today and am going absolutely feral over thorin and bilbo again
Hello??? the acorn scene??? they make me so ill I want someone to look at me like thorin looks at bilbo UGH.
#ship of all time#banging my head against the wall#fucked up what the hell#i want what they had#not fair#anywho happy pride to them#the hobbit#bilbo baggins#thorin oakenshield#bagginshield
73 notes
·
View notes
Text
they should invent a asking for help with writing that doesn't completely ruin your self esteem/excitement
#wordy wendy#bangs. head. against. wall.#i miss having a writing partner i miss having a writing partner i miss having a writing partner i miss having a writing partner#please for the love of god someone write with me#please for the love of god someone have tons of ideas and no motivation#so i can have motivationand no ideas#someone please fucking puzzle out plot points with me#someone please fucking LISTEN when i sa what i want#someone please be charmed and motivated by my particular and high standards#instead of scared off by it#please i will do anything. hands and knees.#every time i get a little too excited about puzzling out a plot point#i am so fucking stupid and i run to every discord server im in like DOES ANYONE WANNA HELP!!!!#and then i remember. that no one can handle me.#no one except him and he's gone.
32 notes
·
View notes
Text
this is the ONLY relevant fix
89 notes
·
View notes
Text
swifties really talk about their 34 year old white billionaire like she is the most oppressed person on the goddamn planet.
poor BILLIONAIRE wasn’t allowed to be BEJEWELED.
#when they use the term ‘be bejeweled’ unironically i want to bang my head against the wall#also no one is making her hide???#and you really think those camera placements weren’t deliberate? there were literally signs#on taylor’s vip suite telling the cameras taylor would be there#so this is just fucking laughable#anyway#fuck taylor swift#fuck swifties#shit swifties say#anti taylor swift
115 notes
·
View notes
Text
(Sanuso NSFW / Not explicit tho)
If Sanji ever caught Usopp smoking I think he'd moan on the spot and would start malfunctioning. Like. His brain would instantly stop working and it would only be filled with Usoppsmokingusoppcigaretteusoppusoppusopp- And while he's having a whole sexual crisis wondering why the hell he finds Usopp smoking so hot, Usopp has no idea what the hell is going on.
Imagine Usopp smoking just because he smokes from time to time, just not as much as Sanji because that's fucking insane for an average person like him. And suddenly he has his boyfriend stuttering and blushing and visibly shaking next to him because he's... Smoking? Usopp finds out rather quickly that for some reason that does something to Sanji.
My brain is going wild with ideas right now but... Let's say Sanji ends up sitting on top of Usopp and let's say Usopp shotguns Sanji. The cook is a whimpering mess and Usopp isn't even trying to be sexy.
#this is not me telling people to smoke please don't#or do it tbh i am not your dad i don't care but don't destroy your lungs maybe idk#that being said that colorspread with usopp smoking changed my life#i want to write this so bad somebody hold me back from doing it i have to write for sanuso week i can't do this i am gonna cry#and also i have to work this week so many hours so many stuff to do i can't handle this#but............. usopp and sanji................... smoking together and making out i am banging my head against a fucking brick wall#this is just me simping for usopp don't look at me#as a lesbian i only let one man make me feel things and that's usopp#he has me blushing and kicking my feet sanji is so real#one piece#usopp#black leg sanji#sanuso
38 notes
·
View notes
Text
btw if u think u can be afab transfem Block me. i don’t normally post my opinions on this blog but i am so fucking serious the amount of notes these posts abt Do whatever you want forever ❤️ are getting is making me rabid like an animal
stuff like bi lesbian and lesboy and gaygirl and all that make sense when u think abt them but transfem means amab transitioned to a woman. clearly you are just allergic to being cis or in any way connected to cisness at all but Too fucking bad bc words DO mean things this time. holy shit.
disclaimer i’m tme i’m just so fucking sick of this shit. your agab matters when you’re calling yourself transmasc or transfem. as a transmasc person i have not dealt with even a fucking fraction of what i see trans women go through on this goddamn site alone near daily. trans woman is not a different gender than woman you absolute fucking freakkssss
#IM SICK!#ENOUGH!!#even if you want to have an amab body and be a woman You can want that it’s called being dysphoric and cis.#or u can call it being Genderweird Girl#i don’t fucking CARE just stop pretending like trans woman doesn’t have a very specific meaning holy shitttt#you are all so stupid banging my head against the wall
12 notes
·
View notes
Text
#ive never wanted to kiss him so bad#his laugh is just so#*bangs my head repeatedly against a wall*#*INHALES*#god hes so fucking cute and he hates when i call him that but idc#tickle fluff#uh#the snatcher ahit#the snatcher#snatcher x self ship#sketches#laughter is contagious#but also cures
95 notes
·
View notes
Text
WIP Wednesday!
I was tagged by @try-set-me-on-fire and @daffi-990 thank you 💜
So I trapped buddie in an elevator to get them to fight, they refuse to fight, i don't know where this is going anymore but have the closest thing i actually got to them fighting since this particular version of them makes me want to bang my head against the wall but also has some of my favorite lines I've ever written so i need to keep going aoksoaskaosk. prev snippet
"Why did you break up with Marisol?" Buck asks and Eddie tries to hold back his annoyance but he fails, huffing as he pinches the bridge of his nose. "I didn't break up with her, Buck, we went on two dates," he says, rolling his eyes, but Buck keeps staring him down. "And you didn't go on any others," he challenges and Eddie groans. "I didn't want to go on those to begin with." "Why?" That seems to be the question everyone wanted him to answer. Why wasn't he putting himself out there, why would he just let himself meet someone, move on. The thing he never dared to explain was that there was no point in it. "Because it's not fair," Eddie blurts out before he can think better of it. It's not fair because the one person he actually wants to date is currently staring at him while pushing him toward other people. It's not fair because how can he date when he's thinking about someone else all the time? It's not fair to him to have to sit through pointless conversations that make him feel nothing. "Not fair?" Buck frowns, searching his face, but he can't have that, can't have him finding the truth, because he's not sure he could take the rejection even if he never dared to hope Buck felt the same way, "because of-" "No, you're one to talk," Eddie interrupts him, voice sounding sharp enough for Buck to recoil, blinking at him a few times trying to understand the outburst. "What's that supposed to mean?" "You were going on and on about the stupid couch and how she sees you, then she literally runs from you, but you still get a couch with a girlfriend just for her to be nowhere to be found in a month."
no pressure tagging <3: @eddiebabygirldiaz @bucks118 @cowboy-buck @housewifebuck @honestlydarkprincess @wildlife4life @watchyourbuck @captain-hen @wikiangela @giddyupbuck
#911 wip#buddie wip#writing#put them in the pressure cooker fic#wip wednesday#no i wanna bang my head against the wall for real#i want them to fight#but every time they are about to actually start fighting one of them pulls back so the other to cool off#and i know im writing them but every time i try to force the fight to continue it feels wrong#so i need to let them back off#but theres no where to back off because they are trapped in an elevator and the forced proximity is the WHOLE POINT#but they wont work with me#fucks sake#but seriously theres a section of this fic that i am SO obsessed with#they i need to write this just to put that section out in the world#so banging my head against the wall it is sokaoskaoskaoksas
41 notes
·
View notes
Text
Actually so fucked up being a trans person who sincerely and genuinely doesn't want to transition. Like, not for practical reasons, I mean that if I could magically transition instantly and everyone would be 100% accepting about it I would still not want to. Isn't that fucked? I don't even have issues with "what if I'm just cis" much, I'm nonbinary as hell and HATE thinking about the fact that I'm generally perceived as female.
But all the fucking masc stuff sucks and I don't want it!!!
#draco speaks#I've literally had at least 4 friends including very close friends go through transmasc transition#So it's not like internalised transphobia or misandry lmfao and I know exactly what it entails I just Do Not Want It#google how to make everyone stop perceiving me as female and gender me correctly without changing anything#banging my head against the wall#all I want is a hysterectomy and maybe a slight breast reduction#and to just be able to like. fucking exist in peace ungendered#i mean what I really want is to be a hawk or perhaps a wolf instead of a human person but yknow realistic goals
6 notes
·
View notes
Text
Ink October day twenty-nine: Wilder
To bewilder; to perplex.
Comparative form of wild: more wild.
#tears of the kingdom#loz totk#totk#the legend of zelda#legend of zelda#legend of zelda tears of the kingdom#totk link#blue boi draws#ink october 2023#ink October 2023 day 29#I have extremely conflicted feelings about this game that I think boil down to: I don’t dislike it but it did disappoint me#like there are a lot of things about it but the things I dislike are loud in a way that makes them hard to ignore#there are also a lot of tiny nitpicking things I dislike about it that I feel bad about because they are probably insignificant or cases of#people having different taste in things. like the bombs I miss my remote destination bombs :( but also the mechanics that replace them are#really fun. I actually think most of the mechanics and puzzles are really good (I probably have more fun in Zonai shrines then sheikah#on average) I also think expanding to the sky and underground was really smart and good. I think most of my issues are with the story#they did Zelda so dirty. sooooooo dirty. the three good things they did with her are 1 gave her good parental figures 2 cut her hair#3 tURNED HER INTO A FUCKING DRAGON. A WYRM. A CREATURE.#that’s probably my favourite main story thing besides maybe the companions and also Tulin#I love Teba the fact that his son is featured heavily and is done so good in this game is amazing.#also revali being basically never mentioned was really good. fuck you revali#love the Zonai HATE them founding Hyrule (or well rauru)#love the designs dragon goat people love good dad to Zelda the king can go fuck himself#the thing about me is I hate colonial the divine right of kings and monarchies so much. the kingdom of Hyrule stinks of these things#botw to me was in part a story of a monarchy failing. the king and the system failed Zelda failed Link and failed their kingdom.#I knew that more then likely they would be rebuilding the kingdom in the sequel but oh my gods does the addition of the politics of Hyrules#founding make it worse. there are so many people who have explained in detail this but right now my brain is just… GAH#*banging my head against the wall* can we PLEASE acknowledge the flaws of the Hylian royalty I’m not even asking for them to be discrowned#at this point I just want anything that isn’t this glorifying shit. and it sucks because I like Sonia!!! I like Minaru!!!#ran out of tags but I need you to know I am fucking vibrating about this
11 notes
·
View notes
Text
"lucy was raised in a culture that was heavily focused on reproduction and, presumably, thus also had a lot of heteronormativity and patriarchal ideals. no, we aren't going to unpack that, why would we? we did this for sex jokes."
#fallout show#banging my head against the wall here fuck! you! this show has nothing to fucking say#if you want a piece of media that actually pays even a sliver of attention#to the “isolated community obsessed with maintaining their population without outsiders” PLAY FALLOUT NEW VEGAS#veronica and christine i love you happy pride girlies
8 notes
·
View notes
Text
Aha aha AHA I am going to lie face down in a river. Christ
#Shima speaks#SORRY WORK HAS BEEN SO FUCKING STRESSFUL TODAY AND I AM SOOOO DONE. SO over it#I got locked out of my computer for a half hour and couldn't reset my password too so that was so 💖 lovely#Chomping everyone to death who has bugged me today. I don't have the patience#Bangs my head against the wall#I really REALLY want to scream loudly. But I cannot. I am a professional and I do not scream inside my office.#Currently feeling like those violent stick figure memes. That is me#I deserve a little violence. As a treat
30 notes
·
View notes