#im a burden

[babydollmeadow]

He hates me but he's getting me water so I don't have to get up!! It's cute because it has stated but now it won't make me more food so I'm gonna kill myself!!

[candy-colored-misery]

I was born to be a burden

[xthefaultisminex]

I'm sorry I am stressful, and I am lazy, and I don't look after things properly, and I leave things in places they shouldn't be, and for not being happier, and for not bringing more income to have less worries, and for not being very pretty, and for not doing my hair/makeup all the time, and for not being slimmer, and for eating all the time, and for wearing the same clothes all the time, and for not having things organized or prepared, and for not being serious, and not being more understanding, and for not doing as much as I can to make things better, and for not being a better person, and for being so sensitive/emotional, and for not being more fun, and for being kind of a loser in life, and for procrastinating everything, and for not being more successful, and for not making you proud, and for not having many skills, and for not being more independent, and for everything in general.........

I'm surprised that anyone even bothers to stay around me and my dwindling, chaotic, pathetic life.

[forsakendevil]

Tried to leave my friend again. They don’t deserve me. All I do is make their life worse. They shouldn’t have to look after me so much.

[whororhoe]

another day another day of suppressing the urge to go absolutely batshit.

[ehehegirl]

some random doodle i did because im a simp for scrapped characters (*^ - ^ )

[downfallofi]

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[wifeputer]

Skaian pride isn't the only pride I have, Jade.

[xthefaultisminex]

I'm glad my insecurities are just as apparent to everyone else as they are to myself...

Feels great..........

[metanarrates]

I genuinely feel like an alien compared to my coworkers when they try to chat with me about things like dating and weight loss. like what are you SAYING about "oh you know it's just so hard to make your man understand the instructions you give him?" why are you trying to connect with me by complaining that you gained 15 pounds? is this how most people form connections in the workplace? i for real do not get it

[paper-lilypie]

ok but that kid Mobius couldn’t prune was Loki right. like, that was Loki right. The brothers at the dock. That was Loki and Thor right. It was Loki

Mobius couldn’t kill Loki, chose his burden, and dedicated his life to him instead.

Mobius’s story started and ended with Loki. It had to be Loki.

[bluismie]

the category is hurt/comfort

[shitpostingkats]

Final Fantasy 15 is so funny. It's like what if we psychologically tortured a boyband

[whororhoe]

:) :’)) :’’))) :’’’)))) :’’’’))))) :’’’’’)))))) :’’’’’’)))))))

[xthefaultisminex]

11/04 3:37am

How I wish I could just be enough..

I am just an annoyance; aggravating everyone I come across. I don't do enough, I'm lazy, I'm a burden, and I am just a bore all together.

I'm sorry that I'm not a better person,

I'm sorry I don't take care of everything,

I'm sorry that life & certain people are stressful,

I'm sorry that I don't make life more enjoyable,

I'm sorry that I'm not much fun to be around,

I'm sorry I cause so much stress,

I'm sorry that I am just a constant aggravation,

I'm sorry that I struggle to communicate,

I'm sorry that I am not strong or independent,

I'm sorry that I'm not as slim or pretty as before,

I'm sorry I can't make you happier.

I try to do my best, but it doesn't feel like it's enough. It's hard to communicate about things right on the spot as I get scared and fear arguments and abandonment. I don't want to go through this life alone. I don't want to live with the pain of knowing that nothing I do is efficient or good enough for anything while blaming myself continuously.

I wish I knew what was wrong with me, why I ruin things, why I cause so many issues, and why everyone eventually leaves. It's difficult to be myself when I don't know who that is anymore... especially when it only follows with fear of being judged or looked down upon.

I'm trying to figure things out. I wish I knew what was wrong so I could fix it or try to find a solution to make things better. I want to work to make things easier and better for everyone else... but it doesn't seem to be helping anything.

I'm so, so sorry...

[raepliica]

Take to the skies

...and fly free