#please dont leave

[senechalum]

IT'S FINALLY DONE.

I just wanted to draw a simple thing because a lot of people talked about their heights yesterday and... and... and then I lost control of myself :>

I really hope you'll like everything in this post !!

TRANSLATION : 2) M : Yes, Sire ? N : Stop those frivolous actions 3) N : Or I would ask for a layoff 4) M : Are you being ironic, Sire ? The pun is that "layoff" in french (mise à pied) comes from getting off your horse, which implies having your feet on the ground. And since he's on his tippy toes... GET IT ? Please laugh.

[callmeend]

Double dates ???? THEY ARE GETTING ALONG @umaisho @four-corners-dude

[rumanomarika]

no baby, this ain't "puppy love" this is abandoned wet dog love, I am afraid you'll leave but ill mark you down with my fangs everytime you trynna touch me while I whine and cry when you walk away.

I want to have you whole, I want to go on walks with you but try and put me a leash and your blood will run through my throat.

[darkandbrokenthoughts]

Alone

i know I'm not alone but sometimes when its late at night and I'm sitting in silence i feel alone. When he's asleep and all I'm left with my thoughts... that's when I'm alone. i don't think he understand how much my mind runs all the time running a marathon in circles in my head i get lost sometimes don't know where i am. Sometimes i just sit and think for hours, staring at the wall with no real thought. I always wish that sometimes it would all just stop. All the voices, all the sounds, just all the bad. I feel so wrong sometimes. He tells me how i fucked up and how I've been act "different" i don't get it though i feel the same/ I feel like iv been acting the same so when he says "you're different" i feel myself just collapse inside i feel like I'm the fault of everything i feel like maybe if i just wasn't so fucking stupid at times then maybe i wouldn't be the cause of all his problems even though he tells me at the end of the day that everything's okay i know he is lying and i know i am wrong. I just don't wanna be alone, and lately that's all i feel is alone...

[fowlaroundtown]

Final chapter!!!!

[shitty-quotes]

i dont want to have to remember you longer than ive known you

[xthefaultisminex]

11/04 3:37am

How I wish I could just be enough..

I am just an annoyance; aggravating everyone I come across. I don't do enough, I'm lazy, I'm a burden, and I am just a bore all together.

I'm sorry that I'm not a better person,

I'm sorry I don't take care of everything,

I'm sorry that life & certain people are stressful,

I'm sorry that I don't make life more enjoyable,

I'm sorry that I'm not much fun to be around,

I'm sorry I cause so much stress,

I'm sorry that I am just a constant aggravation,

I'm sorry that I struggle to communicate,

I'm sorry that I am not strong or independent,

I'm sorry that I'm not as slim or pretty as before,

I'm sorry I can't make you happier.

I try to do my best, but it doesn't feel like it's enough. It's hard to communicate about things right on the spot as I get scared and fear arguments and abandonment. I don't want to go through this life alone. I don't want to live with the pain of knowing that nothing I do is efficient or good enough for anything while blaming myself continuously.

I wish I knew what was wrong with me, why I ruin things, why I cause so many issues, and why everyone eventually leaves. It's difficult to be myself when I don't know who that is anymore... especially when it only follows with fear of being judged or looked down upon.

I'm trying to figure things out. I wish I knew what was wrong so I could fix it or try to find a solution to make things better. I want to work to make things easier and better for everyone else... but it doesn't seem to be helping anything.

I'm so, so sorry...

[whororhoe]

what do you mean youre upset with me and dont want to hit me or leave me or scream at me

[angrymurderchild]

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[kar1nsworldx]

"Ilkay my dear..dont ever dissapear (..) you'll change your name and change your mind and leave this fucked up place behind, but i'll know, i'll know.."

[elevanscapsicle]

HEY EVERYONE!

THIS TUMBLR ACCOUNT IS NOW CONNECTED TO MY WATTPAD, AND YOU CAN FIND ME THERE AS “elevanscapsicle”

I LIKE TO MAKE GRAPHICS AND WRITE SILLY LITTLE STORIES!

ABOVE ARE A FEW OF MY MOST RECENT GRAPHICS, YOU SHOULD CHECK THOSE STORIES OUT, THEY’RE ALL ON WATTPAD!!

THANK YOU!

[squeeze-lemons-in-my-eyes]

A new starter just asked me where the washroom was but I thought she said mushrooms and for some reason this made me hysterically laugh to the point of tears when I realised I had misheard -after having been like "MUSHROOMS?" at least seven times.

[cozylittleartblog]

cant tell you how bad it feels to constantly tell other artists to come to tumblr, because its the last good website that isn't fucked up by spoonfeeding algorithms and AI bullshit and isn't based around meaningless likes

just to watch that all fall apart in the last year or so and especially the last two weeks

there's nowhere good to go anymore for artists.

edit - a lot of people are saying the tags are important so actually, you'll look at my tags.

#please dont delete your accounts because of the AI crap. your art deserves more than being lost like that #if you have a good PC please glaze or nightshade it. if you dont or it doesnt work with your style (like mine) please start watermarking #use a plain-ish font. make it your username. if people can't google what your watermark says and find ur account its not a good watermark #it needs to be central in the image - NOT on the canvas edges - and put it in multiple places if you are compelled #please dont stop posting your art because of this shit. we just have to hope regulations will come slamming down on these shitheads#in the next year or two and you want to have accounts to come back to. the world Needs real art #if we all leave that just makes more room for these scam artists to fill in with their soulless recycled garbage #improvise adapt overcome. it sucks but it is what it is for the moment. safeguard yourself as best you can without making #years of art from thousands of artists lost media. the digital world and art is too temporary to hastily click a Delete button out of spite

[inkedlove]

i could so fall in love with you if you gave me enough time

[thedamagedwriter00]

the text i wish i could send you

im sorry. i don't know why i feel the way i do. i don't mean to make you unhappy because i cannot control my sadness. what i want to say is that im sorry im a terrible girlfriend, im sorry i can't seem to make you happy no matter what i do. im sorry the distance between us is so far. im sorry i was born the way i am with tired eyes and an exhausted mind and a heart that tells me no one can truly see me. i want to say that ill be better. that i wont ruin anymore of your days or nights. i want to say that i can flip a switch and just be happy and be the girl you always wanted. i want to say that you deserve better than me, and honestly thats probably true. i want to say that at 23 years old i know how to manage all of my emotions. but what i want to say, does not give what i NEED to say any justice at all. what i need to say is that i feel unwanted. unloveable. not myself. tired. scared. lost. but more than anything i need to say why am i not good enough? i can feel my heart breaking, crack by crack. you don't text me in the mornings anymore, even though without fail i text you every morning, or really you dont text me much at all. you don't call me pet names. you dont compliment me. and most days, i can convince myself that i dont need any of that. you buy me games just so i can feel included in what you play with your friends, you let me vent when i need to, you tell me you're proud of me. i love you for all of those things (and so many more). things between us are so amazing in person and part of me just wants to blame the distance between us. the universe was cruel when it put us so far apart, but that also made me feel like we were given this amazing opportunity to be with our soulmates, no matter how far apart we were. oddly enough, right now i feel even further. i dont know if its me being in my head, or if im gaslighting myself. i always felt we could get through anything life throws at us, and i still feel that way. i never want you to go anywhere. i know i can be better, im just afraid to tell people how i feel so i keep it in until it keeps building up and building up until i explode. i really dont want you to leave. we've been together for over 2 years, you are the light of my life. im sorry for everything. but if you decided to leave, i wouldnt blame you. i dont want to be stuck with me either.

[diasdebruyne]

Cole how are you getting more playing time at Chelsea?