#please dont leave

[babsaros]

u guys know that scene in wall-e after eve finds the plant and shuts down waiting for the mothership to come pick her up, but wall-e has no idea what's going on and just sits there by her side waiting for her to wake up again, not even knowing that she will for sure, just wanting to hold her hand and show her the things that make him happy? anyway orpheus and eurydice

[rumanomarika]

no baby, this ain't "puppy love" this is abandoned wet dog love, I am afraid you'll leave but ill mark you down with my fangs everytime you trynna touch me while I whine and cry when you walk away.

I want to have you whole, I want to go on walks with you but try and put me a leash and your blood will run through my throat.

[bunnykoibito]

whywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhy

I'm gonna bang my head on the wall

Why are you like this

Why are you cold

Did I do something wrong

Is there something wrong with me?

Tell me

Please don't go

[darkandbrokenthoughts]

Alone

i know I'm not alone but sometimes when its late at night and I'm sitting in silence i feel alone. When he's asleep and all I'm left with my thoughts... that's when I'm alone. i don't think he understand how much my mind runs all the time running a marathon in circles in my head i get lost sometimes don't know where i am. Sometimes i just sit and think for hours, staring at the wall with no real thought. I always wish that sometimes it would all just stop. All the voices, all the sounds, just all the bad. I feel so wrong sometimes. He tells me how i fucked up and how I've been act "different" i don't get it though i feel the same/ I feel like iv been acting the same so when he says "you're different" i feel myself just collapse inside i feel like I'm the fault of everything i feel like maybe if i just wasn't so fucking stupid at times then maybe i wouldn't be the cause of all his problems even though he tells me at the end of the day that everything's okay i know he is lying and i know i am wrong. I just don't wanna be alone, and lately that's all i feel is alone...

[shitty-quotes]

i dont want to have to remember you longer than ive known you

[xthefaultisminex]

11/04 3:37am

How I wish I could just be enough..

I am just an annoyance; aggravating everyone I come across. I don't do enough, I'm lazy, I'm a burden, and I am just a bore all together.

I'm sorry that I'm not a better person,

I'm sorry I don't take care of everything,

I'm sorry that life & certain people are stressful,

I'm sorry that I don't make life more enjoyable,

I'm sorry that I'm not much fun to be around,

I'm sorry I cause so much stress,

I'm sorry that I am just a constant aggravation,

I'm sorry that I struggle to communicate,

I'm sorry that I am not strong or independent,

I'm sorry that I'm not as slim or pretty as before,

I'm sorry I can't make you happier.

I try to do my best, but it doesn't feel like it's enough. It's hard to communicate about things right on the spot as I get scared and fear arguments and abandonment. I don't want to go through this life alone. I don't want to live with the pain of knowing that nothing I do is efficient or good enough for anything while blaming myself continuously.

I wish I knew what was wrong with me, why I ruin things, why I cause so many issues, and why everyone eventually leaves. It's difficult to be myself when I don't know who that is anymore... especially when it only follows with fear of being judged or looked down upon.

I'm trying to figure things out. I wish I knew what was wrong so I could fix it or try to find a solution to make things better. I want to work to make things easier and better for everyone else... but it doesn't seem to be helping anything.

I'm so, so sorry...

[angrymurderchild]

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[kar1nsworldx]

"Ilkay my dear..dont ever dissapear (..) you'll change your name and change your mind and leave this fucked up place behind, but i'll know, i'll know.."

[eluvianna-ooc]

Was talking about getting things signed at cons and came up with a cute idea. I've seen people ask folks to sign their arm/chest/whatever and then get it tattooed later.

While I don't go mega-fan mode really (because I'm dead inside), it would be super cute to get your celeb crushes to draw a little heart somewhere for the tattoo. Eventually, you could have a little cluster of hearts going on. Actually it's just chaotic enough that I might do it...

Just...

“Hey can you draw a heart on my arm? Just a tiny one, right next to Zorg...ya...there, mhmm. No I'm totally serious!”

(aaand much insanity drain later)

Me: —and this one's from Metzen, and this one's from Danny McBride, and this one's from my Tumblr crush—

Friend: who the cinnamon toast fu....

Tbh those were the only people I could think of in the moment. And yes, imo McBride is a dialogue/chaos master. Please don't look at me like that. Ps, the Tumblr crush is only half-serious, but they do blog the best memes.

[cozylittleartblog]

cant tell you how bad it feels to constantly tell other artists to come to tumblr, because its the last good website that isn't fucked up by spoonfeeding algorithms and AI bullshit and isn't based around meaningless likes

just to watch that all fall apart in the last year or so and especially the last two weeks

there's nowhere good to go anymore for artists.

edit - a lot of people are saying the tags are important so actually, you'll look at my tags.

#please dont delete your accounts because of the AI crap. your art deserves more than being lost like that #if you have a good PC please glaze or nightshade it. if you dont or it doesnt work with your style (like mine) please start watermarking #use a plain-ish font. make it your username. if people can't google what your watermark says and find ur account its not a good watermark #it needs to be central in the image - NOT on the canvas edges - and put it in multiple places if you are compelled #please dont stop posting your art because of this shit. we just have to hope regulations will come slamming down on these shitheads#in the next year or two and you want to have accounts to come back to. the world Needs real art #if we all leave that just makes more room for these scam artists to fill in with their soulless recycled garbage #improvise adapt overcome. it sucks but it is what it is for the moment. safeguard yourself as best you can without making #years of art from thousands of artists lost media. the digital world and art is too temporary to hastily click a Delete button out of spite

[inkedlove]

i could so fall in love with you if you gave me enough time

[littlespider-art]

bioware: giggling and kicking their feet like school girls while giving us the most inconsequential bulge slider and nudity toggle.

larian: you will have sex. pick a penis. there are 5. you will see it at least once. probably more. this is a threat.

[thedamagedwriter00]

the text i wish i could send you

im sorry. i don't know why i feel the way i do. i don't mean to make you unhappy because i cannot control my sadness. what i want to say is that im sorry im a terrible girlfriend, im sorry i can't seem to make you happy no matter what i do. im sorry the distance between us is so far. im sorry i was born the way i am with tired eyes and an exhausted mind and a heart that tells me no one can truly see me. i want to say that ill be better. that i wont ruin anymore of your days or nights. i want to say that i can flip a switch and just be happy and be the girl you always wanted. i want to say that you deserve better than me, and honestly thats probably true. i want to say that at 23 years old i know how to manage all of my emotions. but what i want to say, does not give what i NEED to say any justice at all. what i need to say is that i feel unwanted. unloveable. not myself. tired. scared. lost. but more than anything i need to say why am i not good enough? i can feel my heart breaking, crack by crack. you don't text me in the mornings anymore, even though without fail i text you every morning, or really you dont text me much at all. you don't call me pet names. you dont compliment me. and most days, i can convince myself that i dont need any of that. you buy me games just so i can feel included in what you play with your friends, you let me vent when i need to, you tell me you're proud of me. i love you for all of those things (and so many more). things between us are so amazing in person and part of me just wants to blame the distance between us. the universe was cruel when it put us so far apart, but that also made me feel like we were given this amazing opportunity to be with our soulmates, no matter how far apart we were. oddly enough, right now i feel even further. i dont know if its me being in my head, or if im gaslighting myself. i always felt we could get through anything life throws at us, and i still feel that way. i never want you to go anywhere. i know i can be better, im just afraid to tell people how i feel so i keep it in until it keeps building up and building up until i explode. i really dont want you to leave. we've been together for over 2 years, you are the light of my life. im sorry for everything. but if you decided to leave, i wouldnt blame you. i dont want to be stuck with me either.

[diasdebruyne]

Cole how are you getting more playing time at Chelsea?

[inkskinned]

i love when words fit right. seize was always supposed to be that word, and so was jester. tuesday isn't quite right but thursday should be thursday, that's a good word for it. daisy has the perfect shape to it, almost like you're laughing when you say it; and tulip is correct most of the time. while keynote is fun to say, it's super wrong - i think they have to change the label for that one. but fox is spot-on.

most words are just, like, good enough, even if what they are describing is lovely. the night sky is a fine term for it but it isn't perfect the way november is the correct term for that month.

it's not just in english because in spanish the phrase eso si que es is correct, it should be that. sometimes other languages are also better than the english words, like how blue is sloped too far downwards but azul is perfect and hangs in the air like glitter. while butterfly is sweet, i think probably papillion is more correct, although for some butterflies féileacán is much better. year is fine but bliain is better. sometimes multiple languages got it right though, like how jueves and Πέμπτη are also the right names for thursday. maybe we as a species are just really good at naming thursdays.

and if we were really bored and had a moment and a picnic to split we could all sit down for a moment and sort out all the words that exist and find all the perfect words in every language. i would show you that while i like the word tree (it makes you smile to say it), i think arbor is correct. you could teach me from your language what words fit the right way, and that would be very exciting (exciting is not correct, it's just fine).

i think probably this is what was happening at the tower of babel, before the languages all got shifted across the world and smudged by the hand of god. by the way, hand isn't quite right, but i do like that the word god is only 3 letters, and that it is shaped like it is reflecting into itself, and that it kind of makes your mouth move into an echoing chapel when you cluck it. but the word god could also fit really well with a coathanger, and i can't explain that. i think donut has (weirdly) the same shape as a toothbrush, but we really got bagel right and i am really grateful for that.

grateful is close, but not like thunder. hopefully one day i am going to figure out how to shape the way i love my friends into a little ceramic (ceramic is very good, almost perfect) pot and when they hold it they can feel the weight of my care for them. they can put a plant in there. maybe a daisy.

[scooterscoob]

I love horror podcast protags