#insanity drain

[eluvianna-ooc]

Was talking about getting things signed at cons and came up with a cute idea. I've seen people ask folks to sign their arm/chest/whatever and then get it tattooed later.

While I don't go mega-fan mode really (because I'm dead inside), it would be super cute to get your celeb crushes to draw a little heart somewhere for the tattoo. Eventually, you could have a little cluster of hearts going on. Actually it's just chaotic enough that I might do it...

Just...

“Hey can you draw a heart on my arm? Just a tiny one, right next to Zorg...ya...there, mhmm. No I'm totally serious!”

(aaand much insanity drain later)

Me: —and this one's from Metzen, and this one's from Danny McBride, and this one's from my Tumblr crush—

Friend: who the cinnamon toast fu....

Tbh those were the only people I could think of in the moment. And yes, imo McBride is a dialogue/chaos master. Please don't look at me like that. Ps, the Tumblr crush is only half-serious, but they do blog the best memes.

[saddevilsworld]

idk as the days go by the urge to hang myself is getting stronger

[northstarscowboyhat]

Struggling doodles while I adjust to a new computer and art program

[thebibliosphere]

My Grammarly subscription finally ran out in December, and I'm not renewing it (see my various past rants about their introduction of AI), but I just got my final "insights" email, which tallies up how many words you've written for the past week but also since you started using it.

I almost want to frame it as a fuck you to my "I'm not doing enough" brain worms because, since September of 2019, when I reinstalled Grammarly for a pro-editing job (required by the company, as many of them now do 🙄), I've written over twelve million words.

I primarily used Grammarly for my emails.

That's 12,834,172 words of telling people they're gonna be okay. Sharing resources, doctor information, and just general words of comfort. That MCAS isn't a death sentence. That MCAS from long-covid isn't the end of their life; it's just going to be different from now on.

And here I was, feeling guilty about setting up auto-responders with links to resources because I got too burned out to do it one-to-one anymore...

...Yeah. No. I did enough.

I did enough.

[meltylandartchive]

im really normal about this blonde guy i promise

[peachfruitcake]

hi Sorry haven’t updated in so long lol life has been busy and a load of big changes took place

here’s low effort scribbles n doodles (in order from oldest to newest) all from the past several months

[evilresidentz]

freaky guy

[crow-caller]

Was recently reminded that The Command Ment takes place in 2025. GUYS WE'RE GONNA FIND GOD'S ROTTING CORPSE AND VACINNATE OURSELVES WITH IT THIS YEAR!!

(It's a 2018 christian book about christianity becoming outlawed in the United States after, yes, evil scientists discover a vaccine that blocks christianity. The theological implications are off the walls wild) (text version of the review video here)

[roguetheflowerchild]

I long for an eternal sleep, an eternal rest

[usagifuyusummer]

More silly and fun practice sketches on the Victorian Era FOP AU lol. Just gonna post them here first while we're still developing this and busy with our real-life duties as students.

There's actually a ton of my thoughts in the alt text of these images lol. I hope it's still there. I will also include the links of the existing posts relating to this AU to keep track of what has been created.

Origin Discussion Posts

Updated Character Designs 1

Updated Character Designs and Concepts 2

Concept Art 1: Boy with a Parasol

Tumblr Asks 1

Credit: @keyintheeye-blog original creator and the default character designer of this Victorian Era FOP AU.

I will post my other thoughts (something like a what's happening update) on the repost of this later. Gotta get back to my unavoidable university duties... Have a nice day tho 💐

[whiskeysorrows]

young daniel molloy was so real for that. i too would offer to get on my knees for armand the second he tortures me

[dollincage]

I’m so tired of being mentally ill, I feel like I don’t have any power on my own body and mind. everything is so draining, I’m tired but I can’t sleep. why am I like this? why am I not a normal teen girl? why do I have to suffer? why why why why why why why

[lavendertarot]

happy birthday to mikoto!! he ruined my life in the best way possible

[gpfours]

thinking about them… 🍊📱

[schizorrs]

YES i have SELF-DIAGNOSED bpd, and NO i dont talk about it, and NO im not SURE. you have no right to judge me. and YES ive been doing a research for YEARS.

[clippyyyy]

OK SOOO my friend encouraged me to post here a drawing i did of two of my jjba oc, I didn’t want to post this at first since it was just an exercise I did inspired by one of emma artly’s videos but…yeah here they are (at least this drawing won’t be rotting in my procreate anymore).

I’d like to post about them more but atm I just hope that this drawing doesn’t flop rip but yeah! Hope you like it!

Plus a concept art and a stupid comic I’ve made of that one trend (yeah I’m very original)