#im different

[howlsofbloodhounds]

killer baby I love you I’m sorry people reduced you down to being a simp for your abuser or to be the mouthpiece for the characters they simp for

[inkher0]

behold, i got off my ass and drew my creepypasta oc! She's a ghost that haunts that red candle, she'll kill you if you try to light it. She's actually chill though, she speaks Latin and chainsmokes

[strawberri-syrup]

no one cares about fraggle rock like i do

[byteofsoup]

Everyone wants to be the anime girl in the tentacle porn nobody wants to be the tentacles. SAD!

[mrpicasso-face]

And then the tsunami came

The entirety of my being

Drowned

In the strangest euphoria.

The world is the same as it was

I'm the thing that changed

And that's supposed to happen.

Please,

Don't bring the boats around

I'm not ready to breathe again.

[x-heesy]

𝗠𝝠𝗗 𝗣𝝠𝗡𝗗𝝠 𝗪𝗜𝗦𝗗𝝝𝝝𝗠 🐼

Wʀᴏɴɢ ʙʏ Dᴇᴘᴇᴄʜᴇ Mᴏᴅᴇ

@frenchpsychiatrymuderedmycnut @bigbonzo

[abbybabbybobabby]

God made me to embroider not to do math

[shadowscommand]

my evil ass could NEVER be a nurse or surgeon 😂😂😂😂😂

[elevatorhum]

no one talks the fibonacci sequence these days 😞

[venomgender]

jaehui is kind of kazu esque if you think about it

[darktwilightsparkle]

I'm not your average girl..... no I'm not like the rest of the blonde BASIC pick me girls!!! They are so annoying.

They like makeup I like videos games

They like pink I like black

They like Harry styles I like Billie eillish

They are popular I'm a lone wolf

They drink water I drink monster

WE ARE NOT THE SAME

............pick me girls.......pollute society.

[saxigenouscorviform]

i just dont think it counts as a moral quandary if you arent experiencing a quandary about the morals

[zushimart]

do u think scara has guilty pleasures that aren’t that bad but in his head if someone found out his life would be over

horrible $1 paperback romance novels with naked men on the front cover, reality tv, watching kids cartoons with no kid or younger relative (octonauts, mlp, etc.)

[angrymurderchild]

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[internetwerewolf]

And are the eldritch horrors beyond human comprehension here in the room with us right now?… I could totally comprehend you

[sadstarsz]

future

whenever someone asks me where i picture myself in the future i always think of the same thing; dead. i have wanted to be dead for as long as i can remember, i can literally physically feel the depression in my body. however, i never tell anyone because it feels attention seeking or im worried they'll see me differently or even say it's just some 'teen angst' but i am so much more than that. so you know what? fuck that. i am tired of wanting to die or disappear. in the future, i want to move to a nice city somewhere far away from my current town and live in a flat with my future girlfriend. i want to have reached out and gotten help. i want to be going to therapy and doing better. i want to stop self-harming so my scars will hopefully fade and showers will stop making me wince at the constant stinging. i'll publish poetry books and YA novels. i'll to get a semi-colon tattoo on my left wrist, a star behind my right ear and a music note on my shoulder. i'm gonna make music. if i don't earn enough money from writing and music i'll either open up a little shop filled with alternative clothing, records, trinkets etc (basically something similar to a charity shop) or i'll be a criminal physcologist. i want to be something.

i want to make an impact on the world because i dont want to have wasted my life being sad; that's what i've been doing for god knows how long. i really want to be able to say all the things im too weak or too quiet to. i wish i could say what i want to; future me better try and do that. i hope in the future people know me for something good. i dont want to be the 'person you sit next to in class' or 'the girl who let you copy her answers in maths'. i want to make a difference. i want someone who is struggling and is different just like i am to know that i understand. all i've ever wanted is to feel understood. so please future me, make a difference and help one sad teenager feel understood.

when i get older (like grandma kind of old) i want to live in a little cottagey type of home but not one with a straw roof. i want to grow old there with the future girlfriend who will at this point hopefully be my future wife. i want to have bookshelves and bookshelves of books. i want to travel around the world in a caravan with my wife for about a year.

my final wish for future me is to just be happy, in all honesty as much as i'd love all this all i really need is to be happy.