#I can’t even tell anymore
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gassing myself up so fucking hard over this gif set and then going to do something else for an hour and coming back and looking at it and absolutely hating it with every fiber of my being
#me: WHY IS PHOTOSHOP SO HARD!!! *refuses to google simple tutorials out of laziness*#does anybody want to look at the two I made so far and tell me if the layout is good bc I’ve been staring at them for so long#I can’t even tell anymore#but I don’t want to soend 5 more hours making the rest if it’s ass😭#I was so excited when I had the idea and now as I’m executing it I’m like……is this…bad….?#personal
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Hey wait a minute—
#does this joke even make sense I can’t tell anymore#been staring at it for too long now I’m over thinking it#the gag is that he probably blew dennis#hahaha. the ‘gag’#god everything I draw looks like ass rn#it’s always sunny in philadelphia#iasip#dee reynolds#dennis reynolds#mac mcdonald#my art#macdennis
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If you follow my main you had to know this was coming… anyway. Enjoy these bloodweave doodles :)
#bloodweave#gale x astarion#astarion x gale#baldur's gate 3#bg3#baldurs gate more like baldurs gay amirite folks?#yeah sorry the themes of hunger abuse and power got to me. I’m not immune to thematically mirrors#I have so many thoughts about the it’s not even funny anymore#oh you mean to tell me that canonically gale would offer up his blood if asked and that astarion can’t even do that bc of the orb ??#tasteful irony that the guy who would want to help can’t do that bc of a mistake he made for love.#especially devastating for someone who measures his self worth in usefulness#oh they are so fucked up and they could understand each other in ways hardly reachable to others#once I start an origin run it’s over for you guys I will be so insufferable. even more than usual
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Dog Days of Autumn and the return of the Werewolf AU
Finally finished this one that’s been sitting in my folder for 100 years. Caro is ready for action. Were!John is worried he’s reading the room wrong.
John and Caro are from my comic Mil-Liminal and Seemingly Dark
#original characters#werewolf#awoo#suggestive#leash and collar#they just wanna go for walkies that’s all#me thinking surely this one will illicit a response on the server lol#surely#gonna go lay down cuz the anxiety is real but I hope you like it#hell I can’t tell if nothing I do is good anymore or if people even read the comics or look at this junk#but we persist#whine hour
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when you post wallyhowdy content, its like i am the monkey rattling the bars of my cage and you are the kind biologist giving me a little treat
Totally wasn’t listening to “It’s gunna be me” while drawing smh
cw a singular knife
You’re honor, I’m obsessed smhh
also you can tell I’m still having a crisis on how I draw Wally MDHHFHDHDH
#Are they even considered a rare pair anymore?#I can’t tell lmAOO#Welcome home#welcome home wally#welcome home howdy#Wally darling#howdy pillar#wallypillar#howdydarling#Absolutely love “oblivious himbo” energies#Also the knife one was a Ai one as well#Wally kept saying he was gunna end howdy and howdy kept provoking him
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Went on Wattpad after YEARS and I forgot how good (disturbing) the comments can be
Likeee???💀💀
Also I need a new pfp so bad😫
#I’m defo not telling ya’ll what fanfic I was read lmao#wattpad#hermitcraft#docm77#geminitay#grian#hermitblr#hc9#goodtimeswithscar#double life#doublelife#ethoslab#team rancher#tango tek#iskall85#impulsesv#ijevin#pearlescentmoon#joe hills#mumbo jumbo#keralis#limited life#zedaph#zombie cleo#xisuma#cubfan135#god have mercy#womp womp can’t wait to change my pfp I’m not even into Amphibia that much anymore
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I think it’s interesting how as time goes on Zoro kind of becomes more and more like mihawk in some ways whether that’s just because if you spend time with someone for 2 years you’re bound to pick up their habits or a deliberate attempt to emulate him is a conversation for another time. And Mihawk and Zoro where already pretty similar at the start so it’s a little hard to notice now.
But yeah whether unconsciously or consciously Zoro is becoming a bit more like Mihawk and it’s interesting to think that while this means maturing in some ways (he’s swordsmanship for one but he’s also just quieter much more assured of himself) it also means deaging in some others.
Despite their significant age gap and general dispositions, when it comes down to it Zoro is just a lot more emotionally mature and developed than Mihawk is. And a big part of why is because he found something larger than himself to devote his life too, hell Mihawk himself even kind of acknowledges this when he agrees to take Zoro on as a student when Zoro begs for the sake of his captain and crew. He acknowledges that putting aside his own ego and dreams for the sake of someone else isn’t something he can do and sees it as a fault in himself and a strength in Zoro.
Mihawk may be outwardly mature and his skills defiently did not stagnant but I’d wager that Mentally Mihawk is still stuck at the same age he was when he took over the title of world’s strongest swordsman. Honestly maybe even younger. And it isn’t until training Zoro, letting Perona stay with him, for probably the first time in his life taking charge of lives outside his own did he finally unarrest his development.
If Zoro is purposely trying to emulate Hawkeyes, which it wouldn’t be a surprise if he was that’s who he’s trying to be Afterall, then it would honestly set him back emotionally because fundamentally as he is now Mihawk’s attitude doesn’t work in a crew. It’s too singular, too abrasive. And while that abrasiveness can be useful in Zoro’s role as Luffy’s first mate sometimes it makes him a little too callous a little too apathetic, like with his disregard for Luffy’s sadness over vegapunk.
But Zoro has his crew to temper that, they are honestly just too ridiculous to ever stay serious around. And try as he might to hide it Zoro is also just a silly dude who likes to be horrifically petty with his opponents. And zoro still has so much fire in him, so much he has too prove and so much he wants to protect to ever really fall into Mihawk’s apathy. Zoro has Luffy who even after they reach their dreams will probably still continue to turn the world upside down forever keeping Zoro in some kind of trouble and his life interesting.
Zoro can’t be Mihawk because even Mihawk can’t be Mihawk anymore. Being with crossguild and crossing with the Red hair pirates and the strawhats is going to change him, it has too. if Mihawk is going to live after losing his title he’s probably gonna have to become a little bit more like Zoro.
#can you tell how much I like the phrase arrested development#mihawk is essentially mentally still a teenager and honestly that tracks#in psychology terms he never developed his super ego#everytime I write a long post I’m so scared that I didn’t make any point at all and it’s just a bunch of jumbled nonsense and half points#so I hope this made sense 😭#zoro and Mihawk are great they are so alike yet the little differences matter so much#don’t you just hate when people say Zoro has no character arc?#they aren’t even two sides of the same coin they are literally just Son learning from the mistakes of his father#I can’t lie before I really got into timeskip I also thought the changes in zoro was just Oda choosing to rewrite him diffenrtky more badas#I also missed the loud smiling and laughing zoro but the truth is that he’s still there#and maybe it is just Oda deciding to make Zoro cooler but it’s honestly so in line with who he already was and makes so much sense given#who he was training with that it still works as character development#zoro can still be loud and silly and maybe his digs are not said instead of screamed and maybe his smiles are a little meaner instead of#genuine and maybe he doesn’t laugh out loud anymore but honestly sometimes thats part of growing up#Zoro is the way he is so Luffy can be who he is that’s why they work. somebody’s got to take it seriously#somebody’s got to feel the weight of being an emperor’s crew. might as well be Zoro#one piece#throwing thoughts to the void#zoro appreciation post#dracule mihawk#hawkeye mihawk#roronoa zoro#zoro#character analysis#one piece meta#goth fam#goth family#one piece goth family#the strawhats#strawhat pirates
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Surprise!!! *throws a pathetic handful of confetti* Merry crinmas!!!!!!
I joined a little secret Santa thing this year (DCASS2023, in case anyone was curious!), and I was picked to be the gift-giver for @paradoxgavel ! I am very sorry for that lmaooosodhdhdhghsvshdhdjs but I hope you like this small piece!! Merry Christmas!!
#dcass2023#bones of a rabbit#secret Santa#merry christmas#digital art#fnaf fanart#paradoxgavel#fanart#fnaf x oc#silly fluff#hhhfhf I hope this is okay#I spent so long on it I can’t even tell if it looks alright anymore#also to my secret Santa if u read this:#ur art is so cute I love it so much and I have been secretly lurking around ur tumblr bc I love ur art and ur stories and aus#so I hope this is ok hhhhfhhf#crawls under a rock
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Ugh I can’t stop thinking about how tubbo didn’t even stop to slip into the coach/purgatory mentality because he was already there. He had been stuck in purgatory the entire time he’s been back and purgatory 2 just escalated the signs. He didn’t have to stop and think about what to do when dapper was downed, he just did it.
He’s been waiting for this moment the entire time because he knows that someone is going to stab him in the back eventually. He’s been waiting for things to go back to normal and he can feel at home again. He’s been waiting for the world to right itself and fuck him over so he can fill show who he is and get back into the space he needs to without other people being appalled at him.
He never truly came back from purgatory, he just knew how to hide the fact that he isn’t home.
#I literally can’t get the fact that he don’t even stop to ask about dapper he just WENT#and how every warp sound had him grabbing his scythe and chainsaw and telling sunny to get ready to run#he’s been asking for tasks to do#he said he was going to kill forever if he saw him and called it a bounty#he’s been confused as to why the sky isn’t red and people are so trusting#he isn’t safe at the island anymore because his idea of safety is finishing tasks and staying awake untk you pass out from exhaustion#qsmp tubbo#qsmp#tubbo#qsmp purgatory
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Bro is majestic
#I’ve looked at this drawing for 13 hours straight I can’t even tell if it’s good anymore#I hope he explodes#camp camp#camp camp fanart#camp camp david#camp camp max#camp camp nikki#camp camp Neil#they’re there I swear#Jasper dies at the end
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Bofur in different art styles… again….
Rest in Peace Bofur, you would’ve loved They Might Be Giants ❤️
#the hobbit#bofur#the hobbit bofur#lotr#lord of the rings#I can’t even tell if it still looks like him anymore 😭#my art
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i’m bout to quit my job 😂😂😂😂😂😂
#like tell me why my manager texted me to come in -_-#didnt even give me an hour notice just asked me to come rn#like ?????#bitch u rlly thought#i even told them that i couldnt come this weekend cs i’ll be busy#but do they ever listen ???#no absolutely tf not 🙃#im so over this shit#they literally work me like a dog and expect me to do everytjhinf#it pisses me off#i js wanna die#like i can’t this anymore#i’d rather kms than deal w this toxic ass shit#i need money but like is it even worth it bruh#plus im too lazy to find a new one#sooo….#idek what to do anymore :/
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People jumping ship cause of the new masks is very ahhhh. Telling. Tbh.
#very much so#tell me you where only here cause of the looks without telling me your only here cause of the looks#listen. I miss the old masks already too. that’s not the point.#you can mourn for something without that taking away your joy for it.#‘it’s all moving so fast’ iii has been turning red since July.#‘they’re evolving too fast’ or we just got here later then others.#‘I can’t even listen anymore’ sucks to be you. the music that has been put out hasn’t changed so I don’t understand this one#‘they’re gonna get cancelled over this’ ok. I guess this is just thinning out the people who were real fans and who where fake fans#I’m gonna be a sleep token fan til the end. if this is the way they want their image to go? I’ll follow. if we get heavier music next?#sounds fucking amazing to me. (I listen to heavier stuff anyway).#idk I just think it’s so so so fucking telling. that if your jumping ship cause their Live Performance Aesthetic has changed… you didn’t#mean it when you said sleep token was important to you.#like I’m 100% MOURNING the old masks. I am BMO with Finn’s old hair sobbing about the old masks.#but I know this too shall pass#this is how I fucking felt about Vessel’s mask change#and to everyone going ‘what about Vessel and the Chior!’#1). VESSEL HAD A MASK CHANGE EARLIER THIS YEAR!!! he isn’t gonna change masks again so fast those fuckers r expensive!#2). the choir did have a change?? they wherent wearing robes at all and where in body chains they looked amazing#I get we are all neurodiverse and hate change but take a deep breath before you renounce all your sleep token love#I’m guessing Vessel will get a new mask in April again. for the kick off show.#tonight was a closing show. and he didn’t FEEL GOOD. I wouldn’t be surprised that if he was gonna do something with a new mask#if he pushed it back because he didn’t feel good.#he performed a whole show while we could TELL his throat was hurting. fuck.#I want to wrap him up in a warm hug and give him hot water with honey in it.#idk I’m rambling. it’s just telling.
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For any of my mutuals, please DM me if there’s an OC of mine you want. Just in case something happens to me.
#I have to wait until after the 19th#then I can finally be done#the 19th of this month is my friend’s birthday and I intend to stick around for that#I was already planning but I can’t do this anymore so I moved the date closer#there’s gonna be so much I’ll miss but it’ll be okay#i guess it’s convenient I never really had a bucket list except to go to CalArts#it’s sad I won’t be doing that ig#I’m sorry to you all for even making this public#I guess I thought I needed to tell you guys so if I never post again you know why#I need to tell some of my online friends my address tho so they can come and take stuff from my room#but I’m worried they’ll call an ambulance#I’m gonna miss this all#or I guess I won’t#it’ll be like sleeping from what I’ve read#tw sui ideation#suic1de#tw suicide#tw sui talk#I’m tryna add as many warnings as I can for you guys#tw death
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me after attempting to get back into sims and realizing i had a lot more to do than play the game
#hi everyone#I’m going around hugging you all#okay now that we are gathered here today#i will simply acknowledge that i have been gone for a very long time and then also acknowledge that maybe it was for the best#i relied on sims to be my only creative activity even if i tried to write a book at the same time#and also. i prioritized sims over real life responsibilities. that’s just a deadly combination lol#but I recently noticed I just replaced sims with Netflix. with YouTube. with anything that gave me quick dopamine#literally became addicted in a sense. still am but I’ve been cut cold turkey from most everything#I get off work and go. okay I’ve done the dishes and the laundry……..I could read or write or bake….#I try to write and sometimes i get a good hour#then I read for a few hours and then get tired of it#and I made cookies Tuesday so I’m waiting for those to be gone before baking again#I’m just so pitiful that I feel BORED and don’t know what to do#so I said….. okay what if I do sims for an hour.#I downloaded some new cc Tuesday and tried to play yesterday#y’all ……………….. I can’t find the energy anymore to set up elaborate scenes and pose my sims and plan posts#I said wow… this is boring without my intervention and fake story#I said wow…….. all this for what? for tumblr? yes I created cool things and provided joy. but is that inherintly important compared to my#own joy? my own everyday activities I should be doing?#y’all I do not leave the house unless we got out to eat or shop or travel to our parents#.. I have little desire to. I’m trying to find that desire#but my husband is busy with grad school and work and I don’t want to do anything by myself#I’ve found myself in one heck of a slump#I didn’t want to be human for awhile. just had no desires no interests no ambitions#I was slacking off SO HARD at work. I just had no drive to do well#I’m still working on it. I’m still trying to get caught up. I’m still trying to force myself to move every day.#but I am struggling y’all. and I can tell you that sims… sims isn’t helping rn but I want it to so bad. I want to get back into it#I didn’t mean to disappear on everyone. I got married and then life got busy and then I fell into this hole of nothing#I didn’t even WANT to crawl my way out. but my husband has helped a lot. I feel like such a child!!!!#I reached max tags. 🙃 bye love you all. till next time
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ao3 author curse IS real i almost drowned today
#for all the information on rip currents nobody really tells you how hard it is#to notice when you’re getting swept up in one until you Literally Can’t Stand Anymore#anyway!!! i’m all good so that’s good.#just in shock. lol. lmao even#oh yeah i think this is a given#but that fic i’ve been posting about recently Will be delayed substantially#anyway ANYONE GOING OUT AT SEA TBIS SUMMER OR EVER#PLEASE STAY SAFE & SWIM WITH OTHERS & REMEMBER#you are not immune to Rip Current#🫶🫶🫶#tw drowning
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