#i js wanna die
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
i’m bout to quit my job 😂😂😂😂😂😂
#like tell me why my manager texted me to come in -_-#didnt even give me an hour notice just asked me to come rn#like ?????#bitch u rlly thought#i even told them that i couldnt come this weekend cs i’ll be busy#but do they ever listen ???#no absolutely tf not 🙃#im so over this shit#they literally work me like a dog and expect me to do everytjhinf#it pisses me off#i js wanna die#like i can’t this anymore#i’d rather kms than deal w this toxic ass shit#i need money but like is it even worth it bruh#plus im too lazy to find a new one#sooo….#idek what to do anymore :/
21 notes
·
View notes
Text
I wonder how human flesh tastes like
#Like with the way people just ate it and thought it was amazing when serial killers fed it to them without their knowledge#Really makes a girl wonder#It's probably chewy#Did u know u can die if u eat a human heart#Funny how the very thing that keeps us alive has the ability to kill us#Being a butcher is the perfect cover up job if ur a serial killer#It's so easy to dispose of the bodied#Like people will (quite literally) eat up the limited special of the week#Does this make me a mental cannibal#Eyeballs look so fun to eat#Like chewy#Jelly-like#I js wanna stab an eye with a fork and eat it#But eating eyeballs can kill u too#I wonder how different blood types taste
29 notes
·
View notes
Text
if ur crunching on smth next to me im gonna slap the shit out of you sorry not fucjing sorry ur annoying and keep ur fucking mouth shut like or just stay away from me omfg i cannot I JS CANT
#biggest ick i js fucking cant#blasting music in my ear to make sure i cant fucking hear this annoying as fucking asshole#LIKE OMGGGT JUST DIE I HATE UOU I WANNA FUCKING SLAP YOU#sorry guys omg im losing it i js cant im so annoyed and overwhelmed#<i get overwhelmed easily 😕#also igore how mych im cursing#uts like i js figured out what it is except i just curse a lot sometimes
10 notes
·
View notes
Text
I am nthn but h8 but I am also so so boring . I'm like the worst guy bc I am literally nthn goin on . nthn 2 luv nthn 2 h8 I'm like totally neutral in a way that's annoying . what happened . where did I go . who took me . didn't I used 2 b fun, didnt I used 2 b interesting. u used 2 b able 2 talk 2 me an I culd talk back . I used 2 b able 2 help u if u were down . what happened . I want him back. I want the old me back. pls. pls js let everythin go back. js a few mnths is all I need
#dont even care enuf 2 draft this.#w/e#im not even real anywayz#none offf thiss is realll anyyywayzzzz#literally cannot imagine a future w myself anymore lol!!!! i cant even c me in 2yrs .#NOT sayin i want 2 die. sayin that this me isnt sustainable . boy i have 2 change but ik if i do itll b 4 the wrse. oh well.#ahhhh who carez!!!!!#not like this matterz#my feelings lit do not matter lmao i need 2 rlly learn that . bc i thot they did but now ive bcome far 2 selfish#so#need 2.....unlearn that if i wanna mayb start smth positive#sighhh#srry ill go back 2 silly posting aftr this js give me a moment haha#rivers rambles <3
5 notes
·
View notes
Text
heol
#unrelated its ltr not even what i linked but chasing time - azealia.. Dontttt omg ts is so facking good who made that beat!!!!!!!!!!#ANW. if breakaway is minhui then this is yijun. mayb the single ver more than true romance ver actually.. it js sounds more raw#i rly wanna talk abt why he hates jaehee#bc i’ve yapped abt minhui and talked abt DY/JY sort-of parallels in replies somewhere i found it the other day#and ik the ‘he doesn’t fit’ is what's been written (in pieces + that yt rundown i think) but likee it goes deeper than that#im gnna struggle to put it into words properly but im talking to myself so i can not make sense as much as i want thanks#ok. so he goes on and on abt how jaehee ruined BS bec he ‘didn’t fit’ into the four that they were without him but. he’s lowk projecting#he joined JG in 2016 - jiyeol mai hyeonmin and KOHEN were all there before him. jy’s in ‘08 mi + kh in 2010 + hm 2011#they chucked their whole childhoods away for jg - and in reward they were meant to be jg’s first boygroup#they ltr would’ve debuted in 2013 if it wasn’t for hyojoo being like hey! this is kinda weird lol! a 17 yo two 15 yos + a 13 yo is weird!#yj was late as HELLLL 2the party. he wouldve been left as a trainee while JY MI KH HM debuted as 9ANTHER if it wasnt 4 The Kohen Mai Thing#aka they started messing around in like 2014 while jy pretended he wasnt abt to crash out and hm had to listen to jy trying not2 crash out#then it got real bad like august 2016 and all of a sudden they HATEDD eo they couldnt even b in the same room#(aka. kh wanted him mi wanted jy and said Lollll i hate u die)#all in all: kh kicked off debut team. spot opens up for yijun right as he enters the company. he’s not cut out for ts at all#he was lonely back home and now he’s lonely here and now apparently he’s in a debut team with 3 guys who know eo and he wants to die#hyeonmin like smiles at him like ONCE during practice and he latches on fastttt this leech 😭😭😭 tries to worm his way in via hm#spoiler! it only half works theres sand under his skin he hates it all he’s not meant for them he needs a gun#it gets better over the years and jy + mi sorting their shit out & cutting off kh completely makes yj feel wayy more secure#and then they debut even if it is after yoonhae’s literal death. and then jaehee comes in like Hiii i like to act and colour ^_^#HE WNATS TO DIEE ITS HIM ALL OVER AGAIN!!!!!!! cant even bear to look at him#like the walls are UP he’s not letting himself become kohen. and when jh tries to get close to min - ltr exactly like he did.......#ITS NEVER BEEN MORE BONSOVERRRR#so there. he’s mean and hates him and wants him dead for that. Yayyyy#kh has def said some nasttyyyyy shit to yj too ijbol like mind you he didnt leave jg until jy did! THIS YEAR!#the song. is abt himself. him to him in the mirror. to kohen. to jaehee. he’s mad at shit that’s never happened and he’s never gonna stop#the ‘why did you fall for me’ though.. that’s him to min like#he feels like he’s conned him into it - bec the first couple months he only rly was around him to try and get into the inner circle#and then he fell in Lol. Gay#‘you’re not there / you’re just an echo’ is def towards hm after 2020 when him and mai left too ouhhhhh throws up
5 notes
·
View notes
Text
Rip to the founding fathers. They would've loved Doritos.
#weekly reminder that they were in their 20s and mostly rich and drunk a lot#the way ppl treat the constitution like the bible is weird and kinda gross#look at this inerrant document that def applies to the modern world seamlessly#im js if they got beamed here from the continental congress to 2023 they wouldnt be in dc#theyd be in florida begging women with body hair to do jello shots and saying shit like#look at that wagtail i wanna spend a night in her custom house#and its a simple game john if youve done what they say you sluice your gob#and look at the double jugg on that chap... no molly#and ive never been with a black woman i didnt own#and its just ridiculous that theyre deified#the founding fathers wouldnt stand for this#bruh the founding fathers would immediately eat 7 edibles and die of dehydration on rule 34 dot com shut up#uhhh *24 im not retyping that shit lol
9 notes
·
View notes
Text
Yk like, everyone has a phase in their life where they don't watch the street they're about to cross, coz they don't mind getting run over by a car, in fact they want it.
I js can't get out of mine........
#i'm tired#im done#n i don't mind getting run over by a car#i js wanna cry#and maybe die too#anyways im yapping#and crying#coz i don't know if I'll make it past 17#i js obsessively rely on books n imagination to make it till 17#spilled emotions#spilled ink#life#idk whats wrong with me#im tryin my best#but i don't know if I'll be able to bear ir
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
im going to kill myself
#just kidding#im just tired#and waiting for my friend to respond#i wanna die#jk!#nvm im not gonna say what i js typed
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
bru my friends are hanging out WITHOUT me. im going on a trip for like a week too and leave on friday morning and tmmrws the 4th of july so ion even wna be with them tmmrw anyways. no i dont want to hang out with you tmmrw i will stay in all day fuck off
#i hate my friends#fuck off#tbh#i might js die atp#we can hang out tmmrw 🙁🔥#no fuck off#thats why i left you on read#idc if i should be with my friends tmmrw#i dont want to#die#literally fuck off#i hate my friends sm#im glad im going on a week trip ion wanna be with you#idgaf ?
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
im not joking but if one more relative in fucking bangladesh sits me down and warns me about the dangers of pride month and whatever the fuck since im moving to canada im going to kill myself im going to kill myself im going to kill myself
#literally im ok w being closeted till i die bc i love my parents and they dont bring up this shit#but what the fuck its literally so fucking annoying to pretend to be completely interested and ok when some bum fuck uncle is warning me abt#transgenders and drag queens and gay people like . im literally going to shoot myself#and it pisses me off even more when the relatives in question are so unreligious too like. genuinely why the fuck do u care#and sincerely leave me the FUCK alone gay ppl r not gonna kill me what the hell#sometimes i js wanna tell them i kissed a girl for the first time in the same house they were in just so they can freak out or whatever#anyway. anyway. i hate pride month im so sorry fellow lgbts but its so terrible for me#i wish they would continue to just be so ignorant and oblivious to everything pertaining to sexuality and gender#that way i can avoid their stupid lectures. like i literally am always the one forced to listen to this bc im too polite to tell them to#fuck off#and anger and frustration aside... its also just so hurtful lol#like to know sooo clearly that the love ur extended family have for u is so conditional even my cousins#how does who i love change what kind of person i am. if only they had any idea that the kind of derogatory terms they r using towards this#'faceless' force of lgbts applies to the same kid they literally raised. like. idk its so depressing#and if i lie and say im neutral to this kind of topics thats also problematic bc i gotta b violently against it#im genuinely so upset by this soz guys#praying i never return to bangladesh#hate it here lol
9 notes
·
View notes
Text
i think if i make my neocities site cool enough ill ditch my carrd for real actually
#like i could just. add it as a page on the site. and like i dont wanna link to my carrd AND my website everywhere lol thats dumb#the gamer speaks uwu#coding it is so fun tho its frustrating as fuck bc i forgot how inherently annoying coding is but well its still ok ^__^#css die and go to hell CHALLENGE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#html my babygirl. javascript my soon to be babygirl idk how to write it really just edit and read through it#like i was obsessed with scratch when i was little and learned it on my own so like that alone already is like#just fully if then statements#if then statements my so beloved theyre so simple i should learn js properly lol#i need to tho i need to integrate the auto post archival script i found into my thing but the js is like#not cooperating with my css . and my css broke lmao#so i have deleted everything and restarted so rn i just have my main page done and the style sheet is in the main html#not ideal ! not ideal at all but it works bb#like see#i want multiple pages and i want to be able to blog here and there to go more in depth about my art if i feel like it#to achieve this i need every page on the site to have the same color palette decor etc#i could one by one update each page to style them individually but if i ever change my layout. i have to update it one by one#and if i make blog posts those are in theory a new page every post as well. so you see this is innefficient and sucks in the long run#easy in the short term or for a small site tho !#so i need to make a css file to collect everything where i only have to change the css to style every single page on the site linked to it#i had this working for a minute but for some reason my main page wouldnt link to my css file OUT OF NO WHERE ???#but the js file that formats the blog posts see it has like a specific format for text and everything so they look right#and i think this conflicted with some info in my css file that ALSO specifically formats some text#so it fucked everything up !#so im right now just with p much an individual page for html and css and im going to start again#copy my css i have right now first of all into an actual css file. link it to the html#then i really really have to scour and gut the script file before implementing it so we dont have everything break again#decent plan i have the energy to do actual work now tho so i wont be doing it until later when i burn out of drawing and need to do smth#tech shid#screaming in the tags
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
Got an reality check and realised that if I lose my boyfriend I'll be immediately committing a suicide bc he's the only thing that makes me wanna not give up
#anddd im deadass serious..!#its not js a “ill kms if u leave me” im srs because i want to die so badly but hes the only person i wanna keep living for#so he's lowkey stuck w me:3#ill do anything for him im such a loser for this fag oml
0 notes
Text
oh my god please someone tell me gyro doesnt die in sbr PLEASE
#I JS SAW A PANEL FROM A CHAP I HAVENT READ WHY DOES IT SEEN LIKE HE DIED#I DONT WANNA ACC KNOW.. I DONT WANT ANY SPOILERS BUT OMG DOES HE DIE#WHY R PEOPLE SAYING ITS A SAD ENDING ... WHY IS THE CORPSE ALSO IN PT8 😭😭#kiian.txt#i WILL cry if he dies btw.. for DAYS
0 notes
Text
Get these Goofy ahh bitches off my phone
They think they innocent
Ain't nobody worried about y'all, crazy ahh niggas they think they funny💀💀🤣🤣🤣
#yall can believe wjat yall wanna believe its js funny atp#leave me alone if you wanna defend my abuserz till they die go a head be my guest#but don't drag me into shit bc your bored and still stalking me💀💀😭😭GTFO U AND YOUR GOONS ARE CRAZY#im not fenna sit up here and keep arguing with miserable and weird ass bitches bro hell no#🤣🤣🤣🤣💀💀💀💀💀#you sad ass ugly bitch#hate you mf aelf gotta hate on me smh#fucking weirdos#stop stalking me yall saying im doing it??? but how did yall know i joined art fight when yall are blocked on everything hm??#yeah clock it#i see yall#your not slick#and nobody copying you or wanna be u lil nigga your fucking obsessed w me cuz why are YALL NOT MOVING ON?????#and still cheaking my page lookin like fans#nigga bye in done srop texting my phone or we fenna have some issues i been closed this chapter of my life from yall and im happy af#boo hoo u made i broke up with you so what? you were my abuser i had a choice to stay or leave i a fucking left and yall got mad AF#GET OFF MY FUXKING PHONE. END OF STORY
0 notes
Text
born to be in a homoerotic friendship that constantly toes the line between platonic and romantic forced to watch all my friends get boyfriends and become uncomfortable with the way i show affection towards them
#jealous boyfriends die challenge#LET ME LIVE#i js wanna tell my friends i love em n give em lil smooches n buy things for them without being constantly accused of being a homewrecker#IM NOT A HOMEWRECKER I JUST LOVE MY FRIENDS OMG
0 notes
Text
I will often tell people about my unconditional love for the rain and they in response almost always say something along the lines of how they also love the rain but only if they can stay indoors and I just have to say. This might be unreasonable. But no. You and i are not the same. Our love for rain and thunder differs greatly, and frankly, it is INSULTING to suggest otherwise!! I will walk an hour in the pouring rain, soaked to the bone and STILL i will not hold it against the raindrops for they are not at fault for falling from the sky just as i am under it. I will STILL wonder at the sound of the rain even whilst bearing it on top of my unhooded head. I will REGARDLESS of the cold i will undoubtedly get, marvel at the way the rain makes everything look like an oil painting and how the concrete looks shiny, how it makes the air smell so sweet after it ends so even when it no longer rains there is still something lingering behind. You will cowardly hide inside your home if you can and only venture out in the rain if you must and if you do you will berate the same sweet sweet rain you claim to love as much as i do. You and I are not the same. Never forget.
#thoughts#i love the rain!!#if i was in a jane austen novel i would FOR SURE die from getting caught in the rain#pff its easy to love the rain when indoors who doesnt#but also#on a serious note i totally get why no one would wanna get caught in the rain#it is not very smart#it took me SO LONG to finally actually use my umbrella#i used to just full on embrace the rain as js#ngl the umbrella ruins the experience tho
1 note
·
View note