#he isn’t safe at the island anymore because his idea of safety is finishing tasks and staying awake untk you pass out from exhaustion | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

phatcatphergus · 11 months ago

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Ugh I can’t stop thinking about how tubbo didn’t even stop to slip into the coach/purgatory mentality because he was already there. He had been stuck in purgatory the entire time he’s been back and purgatory 2 just escalated the signs. He didn’t have to stop and think about what to do when dapper was downed, he just did it.

He’s been waiting for this moment the entire time because he knows that someone is going to stab him in the back eventually. He’s been waiting for things to go back to normal and he can feel at home again. He’s been waiting for the world to right itself and fuck him over so he can fill show who he is and get back into the space he needs to without other people being appalled at him.

He never truly came back from purgatory, he just knew how to hide the fact that he isn’t home.

#I literally can’t get the fact that he don’t even stop to ask about dapper he just WENT #and how every warp sound had him grabbing his scythe and chainsaw and telling sunny to get ready to run #he’s been asking for tasks to do #he said he was going to kill forever if he saw him and called it a bounty #he’s been confused as to why the sky isn’t red and people are so trusting #he isn’t safe at the island anymore because his idea of safety is finishing tasks and staying awake untk you pass out from exhaustion #qsmp tubbo #qsmp #tubbo #qsmp purgatory

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