#Bipolar Depression

[doomedfromthewombfr]

I fall apart so quietly that even I forget I’m breaking

[mariposas8494]

Fuck yeah it has

[jiraikeibabes]

[d1zt0rt3dl3zb14n]

do yall also ever get the soul crushing realisation that you are in fact mentally unstable and its not just something you made up for attention or because its "quirky" and then just sit there like damn

[lenissz]

I want to disappear, I want to stop existing, I want to die without anyone noticing

[everyone-is-emptyy]

[k9emote]

audience test

How many disorders do you match with me

NPD

ASPD

STPD

ADHD

AUTISM

SENSORY PROCESSING DISORDER

MAN LOVING MEN (the worst one)

C-DID

C-PTSD

DYSLEXIA

LIKES PICKLES

BIPOLAR / MANIC DEPRESSION

GENERALIZED ANXIETY DISORDER

SELECTIVE MUTISM (fluctuates)

HYPER MOBILITY DISORDER

RESTLESS LEG SYNDROME

INSOMNIA

HCD (huge cock disorder. contagious so I have to be quarantined)

(all medically recognized. don't come @ me because I'm a fucked up guy) ((huge cock disorder is self diagnosed but you have to believe me))

this was actually a very vulnerable post to make but I want ableists to block me and we should not be ashamed to be disordered

[theofficialprofessor]

Ok so idk if this will get traction but i hope it does. I was scrolling through facebook and saw a video from someone who posted a ring camera video of an uber driver talking to it.

A man named Bogdan Natakhin is living in Canada and is from Ukraine and currently working 2 jobs to support his dream of helping people with their mental health. This is his app. (Note: I took screenshots from the app store so I won’t disclose any of my info or other peoples real struggles)

I have personally used this app and I love it. It allows you to post anonymously about your struggles and receive anonymous support and kindness. It’s completely free but does give you the option for monthly donations (ranging from $5 to $100 i believe), so if you feel so inclined then please check it out!

https://apps.apple.com/us/app/soulout-mental-health-network/id6476737691

[that-bipolar-mood]

Being bipolar:

you're fine until you're not, but also

you aren't fine until you are

[mariposas8494]

Haha yasss

[jiraikeibabes]

Need someone or something to hyper fixate on so I can forget my problems

[themanicbarbie]

[lenissz]

I am a burden

[everyone-is-emptyy]

[bipolarmango]

Me, on a daily basis: what if I have faked all my symptoms and accidentally misled people and my diagnoses are all wrong and there's nothing wrong with me but being a lazy, stupid, horrible person

My entire medical team who has been watching me from the age of 16:

[hbeepoetry]

End of the Carnival Ride in my Past, Present, and Future Life