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BRIEF ANNOUNCEMENT
Itâs still me Hana lol! I was kiirotoao now kakerutori to help reduce confusion and keep names similar across platforms!!
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"I asked for vomit green and I got vomit green isn't that awesome?" MICHAEL WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU? FIRST YOU WEAR THAT HORRENDOUS OUTFIT AND NOW YOU'RE SAYING VOMIT GREEN!!? AND WHAT PART MADE YOU THINK THAT THIS IS AWESOME?? LOOK AT THEM THEY'RE TORTURED!
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Arthur Morgan x f!reader, word count: 10k +, 18+
This was an older fanfic I wrote in my notes a little while ago that I decided to - try - to revive and post while I work on other fics. (I swear I'm gonna write about other characters other than Arthur lmao--)
Summary: ( Based on the stranger mission: ''an artist's way,, in CH4 ) You run into Arthur while on an errand in Saint Denis while he invites you to come with him to Charles Châtenay's gallery. Afterwards you two go out for a drink, then eventually to a local hotel where you find out Arthur had been drawing you in Charles' "style"
Warnings: smut with plot HEAVILY based off the game's mission - Reader briefly mentioned to be a virgin, fingering, unprotected PIV sex, riding, creampie, oral sex M!receiving + F!receiving. Younger woman reader, Arthur's a big boy, canon that he grabs the headboard sorry not sorry.
More and more youâve found yourself becoming the gangâs âerrand boyâ which was often Arthurâs job, though heâs been gone more often now, either on bountyâs or doing the dirty work in the gang. So Dutch had you do the clean work. Youâd say you didnât mind it, the running around at least, after all it was one of your only excuses to get away from camp. Youâd jump when Pearson needed more herbs or vegetables from the store or if Dutch needed some cigars. You usually went to Saint Denis most of the time, it was the closest to camp after all -and something about running these errands in the city made you feel right at home. The gang was a downgrade from growing up in the city of course, still not completely used to it: the running, it was as if every time you were comfortable everyone had to pack up and move to a whole new location. Hell, sometimes it means crossing states.
You had just walked back to your horse after buying some goods from the general store across the street, packing your purchases into the saddle bags of your hitched horse -some canned fruits and vegetables, cigarettes as per request from most of the people in camp, and some ammo Dutch asked for, just to stock up I suppose. As you worked on buttoning the flap to the saddle bag back down, making sure none of your goods would be seen by people walking by, after all you spent your hard earned -ahem, stolen money- on those things, you couldâve sworn you heard a man ask for directions, a man with a voice as familiar to you as you own.
You looked over your shoulder to see the man, the sandy brown locks under the gambling hat told you enough, why was Arthur in the city? You didnât think Dutch had any chores for him today, thus why he asked you to go to the store. He held a small card in his hand, looking from the back of it before his gaze fell back on the woman passing, the one he had asked for directions. Once he got them heâd nod to the woman, eyes falling back onto the card as she walked off.Â
Youâd pat your horse on the neck before walking onto the sidewalk where Arthur stood, he didnât notice you tilâ you tapped on his shoulder. âArthur?â You were sure he nearly jumped out of his skin. If your voice wasnât so familiar he probably wouldâve elbowed you out of pure defense.Â
âChristâ! you tryinâ to kill me sneakinâ up on me like that?â Heâd pause for a moment as if his brain finally processed that it was you. âThe hell are you doing here anyway?â
âGood news, youâve been replaced.âÂ
âWhaââ His brows would furrow together as his mind cranked to figure out your meaning, that was until you pulled your little shopping list out from the satchel swung over your shoulder. âOh, that.âÂ
Of course he couldnât care less about being âreplacedâ in that department. It was usually a pain in his ass âAnd honestly you were a pain in his ass too. Itâs not that he didnât like you, you were just ultimately too spunky for his nature. Heâd gladly admit you were a good shot, a good killer. So with that you made a good member for this gang. Personality wise he couldnât help but wince at your jokes while others would laugh, the tiniest amount of attitude that laced each of your sentences. He wasnât one to like immaturity, especially from someone who was an adult. Though, you were barely even that.
âHave fun runninâ around with that list of yours then. Seems youâre really movinâ on up.â Heâd scorn.
Heâd look down at the card in his hands, then back up to look around his surroundings.
âDo you know where this is?â
He handed you the card, the finished paper now warm from him holding it for so long now against your fingertips. It was an address to one of the buildings on this street, you were surprised he hadnât realized by now.
âThat woman didnât tell you? Itâs right on this street.âÂ
âNo.â Heâd roll his eyes. âShe looked at me like I lost my mind.âÂ
Youâd snicker at that, now walking down the sidewalk with him, both of your boots clicking against the stone sidewalk. Then you stopped in front of the brick building. âHere, I think.â Youâd give that card one last look, noticing the name on the back of the card, youâd squint to see if you were reading it right -Charles Châtenay? you couldâve sworn I heard that nameâ
My eyes flicked up to the poster on the side of the brick, looks like it was what I thought after all. I usually pick up the paper when I go this route. The route of aimlessly following Dutchâs list as I walk or ride around the city, gives me something to read when I get back to Shady Belle. Seems the artist had an open gallery today. you couldnât help but snort, the thought of you, Arthur Morgan going to an art gallery full of practically- well, pornography, now that just might be the funniest damn thing youâve heard all week. -Your immaturity was truly striking.
âMr. Morgan, Mr. Morgan.â Youâd snark. Of course when Arthur wasnât acting like the man he was -the same man with five-thousand dollars on his head alone, the same whoâs murdered more than a person could fathom he was just your regular olâ suck up.
âDonât start with that now, Iâm already annoyed I gotta go to this thing.â He tapped his boot onto the sidewalk, taking that card back from you and putting it back into his satchel. âWell, âless you wanna come in with me. Youâd have a field day with this kinda thing. Châtenay seems like a man whoâd entertain you anyway.â
Youâd think it over for a moment, you could hear chatter already coming from the windows of the building that were open just a crack. Surely youâd find entertainment in it but you were also fond of the arts as well. Though paintings of women laid out nude wouldnât strike something in you as it would in a man, youâd be surprised if you were the only woman in that building other than the ones on canvas. âAt least this would bring some entertainment to your day.Â
âIâll keep you company. Lead the wayâ or, shall I? Seeing youâre horrible with directions.â
âUp the stairs and to the right.â Heâd recite the directions written on the back of that card. âI think I can remember that.â
You two walked into the building together, up the stairs and to the right and you were there. The first hall was filled with sculptures, beautiful paintings hung against the blue walls, the next room you two stepped in was Châtenayâs, you and Arthurâs gaze met with womenâs breasts and menâs cocks painted with oils on the canvases. It surely wasâ something. Arthur tugged his collar to clear his throat.Â
The room had more of a variety of guests than you thought, actually more women than men which came as a shock up until you realized these women were actually the models conversing with the other models. They seemed quite proud of their work, respectably so. Arthur had spotted the french artist across the room chatting one of the models up, he wouldnât want you to get mixed up in his own charades so Arthur would squeeze your shoulder for your attention just for a moment.
âWhy donât you stay here, pretend to be a model or sumthinâ, princess. Wouldnât want you to get your ear talked off by Charles.âÂ
Your eyes fell on the french artist as he stood distracted across the room, you could barely hear nor understand the words that he was blabbering out through his thick french accent. Something told you maybe it was a good idea for Morgan to handle what heâs gotten himself into with this man before you were stuck talking to someone you could hardly understand, stuck replying with âmhmâsâ and âuh-huhâsâ as if you knew what he was saying. Although youâd feel a bit awkward standing there and staring at the intimate paintings of both men and women while standing in the same room as the people being portrayed in oil, itâd probably be best for you at least, you were only here to keep Arthur company and today you felt youâd be less of a nuisance to him by obeying his wishes.
âSure thing.â
You watched as Arthur walked away from you all the way to the other side of the gallery leaving you alone with the modelâs dressed in their elegant, expensive attire that you could only dream of owning. And unfortunately due to the paintings you now know whatâs under the rich clothing.
â That evening only got more interesting from there on. It was quite ridiculous, you and Arthur couldnât have been there for more than fifteen minutes before all hell started to break loose. The husbands and wives of the models had practically raided the building before shouting at their spouses, you couldnât really tell what was happening between Châtenay being attacked by the men and the women, being hit with a variety of chairs, purses, and of course, fists. Before things could get out of hand with you in the mix Arthur came over to you. He had a wide smile on his face, couldâve sworn this was the first time youâve seen him laugh so hard he had developed tears in the corners of his eyes.Â
âYou should probably get outta here before you get in the mix of fists, sweetheartââ His voice quickly cut off by a crash as he escorted you out of the gallery. âWait outside.â Heâd pat your shoulder, leaving you standing at the top of the stairs as he left to go help the artist.
âSureâ thing.â It was like that turned into your only response.
You didnât really have time to leave with a jest, or something more than two words, not to be a pussy but you really didnât feel like being hit by a stray flying chair, so you just walked down the stairs and back outside. Youâd laugh to yourself as you walked down the street and away from that brick building, of course the highlight of the day only lasted a short moment, it was quick and rushed, but really you didnât need to stare at those paintings any longer than you already have. -You felt as if Charles or the gallery wouldnât be mentioned or thought of again, at least in this moment. But youâd be wrong about that. -The sun was setting now, it looked beautiful against all the buildings that made up the city, you found a bench to sit on, figured youâd read that paper you got earlier while you waited for Arthur. Your eyes would skim the words but nothing would really register.
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A little while had gone by and after the sun finally set, the stars scattered against the dark sky as you stayed patiently waiting on that wooden âand quite uncomfortable bench, constantly finding yourself adjusting and shifting to get more comfortable, âcourse it didnât work . You heard footsteps, looking up from the newspaper you felt you read about a hundred times by now out of pure boredom you were relieved to see that it was Arthur.
âJesus, I thought youâd never come back. Whyâd you take so long?âÂ
âHad to escort the dumbass home so he didnât get killed. Seems he had a whore waiting for him anâ everythinâ.âÂ
Youâd let out a short breath at that, not quite a laugh, you felt your body getting a bit tired but you quickly shook off the feeling, rubbing your eyes with the back of your palm before standing from the bench, leaving the paper behind you, you had a bit of a ride back to Shady Belle, wouldnât want to fall asleep on the back of your horse. You also had to get all that food and goods you bought back to the camp âthough you werenât quite sure how urgent we needed the provision.
You and Arthur started walking down the sidewalk, side-by-side, the night air now nipping at your skin through the thin fabric of your blouse. It had been too long without a good tease from you to purposely annoy him, clearing your throat to prepare to speak.
âHow do you know that artist anyway?â
Heâd look down at you as he walked, that was a fair question to ask.
âI met him in the saloon ânot the big one down the street here, the smaller one. Donât know if youâve ever been there.â
Youâd shrug. âIâve passed by it.â
Arthur would nod. âMet him in there and somehow he convinced me to go to that little show. Gave one of hisââ He'd stop his words looking down at you before shaking his head.Â
âNevermindâÂ
Charles gave him one of his many artworks, a nude woman, an illustration that he embarrassingly kept safely in his satchel since. And now heâd especially not want to tell you, you were already amused that he even went to the damn show which he himself had more fun that he shouldâve. Though, to mention, he didnât start having fun tilâ Châtenay was getting his ass handed to him.
You on the other hand were now dying to know what he gave Arthur, âcanât just start a sentence without finishing it. You had a feeling begging him for the answer wouldnât work of course, youâd try anyway.
âOh come onnnnnn.â You sneered. âMâsick of you doing that, youâve been on this earth long enough to realize you canât just start a sentence without finishing.â
âNâ Iâve known you long enough to know I shouldnât be givinâ you any more reasons to laugh at me.â
âI donâtâ laugh,â Youâd scoff. âFive months isnât long either, you barely know me.â
Morgan let out a sigh, tying to think of a good excuse to kinda brush away what he said. Something to finish the sentence he started. âHe gave me some money, paid me to go to that exhibit. Donât want you goinâ around thinkinâ Iâm a pervert who went for a good time.â
Youâd look up to him after he said that. If thatâs all it was âmoney. âI wasnât thinkinâ that.â
Well, maybe it crossed your mind once or twice. But then again why would he stop himself from saying that? Right now you couldnât bother to make sense of it, you just shrugged it off. âNow the walk was silent for the most part, there wasnât really anything to say. Once you got to your horse youâd pat the saddle bag, feeling that your goods hadnât been stolen, letting out a sigh before turning back to Arthur.
âWe should both get back to camp before someone gets worried.â
Really, you didnât know who would get worried, youâve stayed the night at a hotel in the city more times than you could count just so you could sleep in a comfortable bed âstead of your worn, hard cot.Â
âNo one will be worried. Come on Iâm the one who made you stay out here longer than you intended, Iâll buy you a whiskey or sumthinâ.âÂ
Youâd look at him, almost surprised to hear the offer. It was rare for him to be sweet, if that was the right word for offering you a drink. It sounded good, the thought alone of the cool alcohol burning down your throat already waking you up a bit more than you were.
âThatâdâ thatâd be nice.â
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Not too long after those words were shared you and Morgan had made it into the saloon, the faint playing of the piano heard from across the street now loud along with the chatter between people sitting and eating at their tables to the men around their table playing poker. Since it was a bit later in the day âthe night now fully taking its course, it was like a signal for men and women alike to flood the saloon. You and Arthur had found a booth to be separated from the crowd at least a little bit. You both set your satchels down on the corners of your seats, Arthurâs finger tapping against the finished wood that made up the table before he took out a cigarette from his satchel along with his lighter, flicking the flame before holding it against his cigarette to light it, Adjusting to stuff the lighter conveniently into the pocket of his pants, inhaling the tobacco into his lungs before blowing the smoke away from the booth.
âIâll get up, get us some drinks.âÂ
âMhm.â Youâd hum as you watched him shift out of the booth, walking away to go to the bar. Youâd notice something in his empty space, a piece of paper had fallen out of his satchel. You didnât think anything of it of course, didnât bother reaching over to put it back in for him. Curiosity killed the cat.
A few minutes later Arthur came back with a couple bottles, sitting back down into the leather seats of the booth with a sigh, the bottles clinking against the table as he placed them down.
âThanks.â You'd nod, popping the cork out the bottle with your thumb.
âJust two beers, donât wanna get too drunk, not here.â
Boy, was he wrong.Â
After those two beers Arthur had gotten up again to get another. Once beers were out he went to whiskey. One whiskey was out he grabbed any alcohol they had at that bar. Two turned into four. Four turned into six, âeight⌠Ten.. Fuck.
To be fair you didnât have as many drinks as Arthur deciding to play responsible tonight, but it was still enough.
The once clean table turned into a mess of empty bottles, glasses, Arthurâs cigarettes and the ashes from made a mess of the ashtray pushed to the side of the table. Random splashes of golden liquid dripped on the table. Now piss drunk in a booth with an also piss drunk Morgan was⌠Actually a real fuckinâ good time. A peep could escape your lips and Arthur could double over the table with laughter, same with you.Â
One idiotic conversation after another you finally thought of it again even through your drunken haze âwhatever that artist âgave himâ to persuade him into going to the gallery. Why was it clawing at you so much? You usually werenât so interested in him or his life. Maybe it was because you knew he was blatantly lying to you.Â
 âNowâ you tell me the hell thatâ that artist gave youâ remember?âÂ
Finishing the sentence with a hiccup youâd look back at Arthur. Now since you both were a couple more shots away from passing out onto the sea of glasses that made up the table, both of your tongues were loose, of course.
He let out a laugh, shaking his head as he reached into his satchel. âGoddamn, guess you know how to loosen a man upââ He pulled out that piece of paper that was earlier peeking out from the top of the leather. â--Gave me this pretty little drawinâ. Ainât she a fuckinâ âbeaut, eh?â
The picture he slid over to you from the other side of the table was a photograph of a nude woman of course, her bare breasts on a perfect display as she perched on a chair. You couldnât help but laugh, was he really carrying this around all this time? Sureâ that creep of a man could truly draw, but Arthur wasnât one to keep aimless gifts close to him, definitely not directly in his satchel for safe keepings âthough you couldnât imagine what he was actually doing with this picture. If itâs what you thought that would be pretty damn pathetic.Â
âHe surely can drawâ that manââ Youâd slur, sliding the illustration back to Arthur, wasnât something you really needed to study. â--Now, you donâtââ Youâd clear your throat âSurely you donâtââ âNow princess, Iâd need a lot more than a sketch for that.â
Youâd laugh, his words melted right off his tongue from the alcohol. Right now you couldnât even force yourself to think anything of the words he was saying, and anyway, the thought of a man âeven Arthur jerking off to a measly sketch of a woman sounded more unappealing than something thatâd get you going. Why would it anyway? Arthur wasâ well, he was Arthur. Youâd often be cautious to even call him a friend of yours. Though right about now in the haze of booze that clouded your brain and same his, heâd most definitely call you his friend as an introduction at least.
The music, the chatter, the yelling and hollering in the saloon was echoing through your head. You were sure the pianist practically banging on the keys of the piano would split your ears open if you stayed in that place any longer âyouâd ignore it for now, hell maybe even another drink would solve that problem.
â...I didnât need to know that information.â Youâd finally get past your lips with another giggle, slouching over the table with that damned empty bottle still in your grasp, being swung around to enunciate all your sentences.Â
Arthur raised an eyebrow, he couldnât help the grin that pulled at his lips âblame the brandy for that. He leaned back into the leather seats of the booth, his arm lazily draped onto the table, tapping his finger against the glass bottle he held âcompletely empty.Â
âYou asked.âÂ
He shrugged, taking a long sip from the glass bottle, savoring the feeling of the cool liquid slipping down his throat, feeling unnecessarily in love with the burning. Youâd pout, tap your finger against the bottle you held, but the corners of your lips betrayed you, a smirk quickly replaced how your bottom lip would stick out from your top.
 âDidn't expect an answerâ not like thatââ hic âânot from you.â
âWhat are youâ drawinâ these types of things too? Pshâ maybe you needed the reference.â Youâd mock him, that brought a scoff from his lips as if you just said something so fucking absurd, he shook his head, slamming his bottle back down onto the wooden table as you swirled your empty bottle around the table. His gaze was seemingly stuck on the table as if he was examining the grooves and knots in the wood, running his finger along the imperfections.
âNo, Iââ His voice was conveniently cut off by a bang coming from one of the tables, more loud hollering, yelling âlooks like someone won a poker game at least, the table surrounded by wasted men, all a bit too excited to be here tonight. Arthur was clearly getting antsy and the alcohol was even clouding your vision.Â
Imagine a radio overlapping ten different songs over each other and now replace the songs with the not-so pleasant sounds of men whoâd been guzzling booze all night screaming over losing their money by their own stupid and idiotic decisions, women cackling over the cityâs pointless gossipâ that damn piano! You were ready to smash your beer bottle over the pianistâs headâ
 You tried to take a swig from your empty bottle before tossing it onto the table with the others. With a groan Arthur buried his face into his worked palms, he seemed just as sick of it as well.
âGoddamnââ Heâd groan. His hands pressing harder into his face as if he was desperately trying to wipe away the noise. âFuck. FuckâŚâÂ
You two just couldnât stand it anymore.Â
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So, why stand it?
You and Morgan made it out of the bar successfully without beating someone with one of the bottles from the mess you had carelessly left on the table âyou two getting out of there in time for the bartender to say anything. Swinging your satchels over your shoulders you two left the godforsaken noisebox that saloon had turned on, now all the ââhootinâ âNâ hollerinâ,, was a faint sound heard from the distance as you walked down the sidewalk.
You rubbed your temple with the pad of your thumb, feeling a little better now without all the over fucking excitement.
âGahâ fuck.â Arthur would lean up against the brick building beside him, rubbing his eyes with the back of his hand before looking forward, noticing the lit sign for the hotel in the distance. It was quite obvious you two wouldnât want to be riding your horse back to camp right now. Morgan checked his pocket watch, the arms of the clock pointing to 11:35. âKay, not too late.
âYou donât wanna ride all the way to camp right now, do ya?â His voice deeper than normal from all the drinking, the slurring.
âNot particularly,âÂ
With a pause your head turned to the sign of the hotel, itâd be better just to go right straight there, once again you mightâve gone it anyway tonight just for that comfortable bed that comes with the deal âHell, two dollars could get you a bed with two rooms if youâre lucky enough.Â
A hum escaped your throat as you nodded. âIââ
âDontâ donât worry Iâll be payinââÂ
As if you didnât have two dollars to spare you perked up a bit at that. Guess it was all you needed to hear.
No more excuses, youâd be spending the night with this drunken fool.Â
You two both were wobbly on your feet, of course with the amount of shots and bottles practically swallowed whole you could go figure that. You walked into the front doors as you tried to adjust your clothes, Arthur pushed his hat up so it wouldnât be slouched over his eyes.
âAh, may I help you two?â The clerk at the front desk had one of those fake overexaggerated smiles on his face.
âJust lookinâ for a room to stay the night. Nothinâ special.â Heâd clear his throat, trying to shake off the drunken slur that was making his voice. âTwo beds.â
Of course he had to clarify thatâ er, it only made sense anyway. Itâd be really awkward if you and Arthur had to share aâ
âSorry, we donât have rooms with two beds here.â
Shit.
Well it was logical at least, why would they? Letâs think. Who actually gets hotel rooms â commonly itâs men whoâve bought themselves a whore for the night or someone looking for a place to rest on their ventures. Not often you have two drunken outlaws stumbling in asking for two beds.
âFine. MâThatâs justâ fine.âÂ
Arthur would pass some money over the desk to the man behind, in exchange he received a key to the room. Â
âUpstairs, first room to your left, enjoy the stay folks.â
Jesus, you couldâve sworn that smile was melting off that clerkâs face as he spoke. Youâd rub your temple again as you and Arthur just said a quick ââthank you,, in unison.Â
Both of your boots would stomp heavily up the stairs. â upstairs first room to your left. Once there you turned to it, Arthur put the key in, turned it, opened the door. The rusted hinges creaked as it opened, though despite that sound the door opened to reveal a very nice looking hotel room. The bed was made, a thick quilt and were thoseâ satin pillows?Â
Surely this was paradise.
Arthurâs eyes looked around the room, other than the bed, a dresser in front, couple nightstands and an oil lamp to give the room a nice warm light âthere was an arm chair pushed to the side of the room.Â
âIâll take the chair.â
He groaned as he shimmied his coat off of his shoulders, lazily throwing it onto the arm of the chair. Now with this action he also removed his satchel, it hit the nightstand by the bed, narrowly missing the lamp and hitting the edge before his palms met with his forehead again.
âMâgonna try to find a bathroom in this placeââ
Youâd let a scowl cross your mouth as he said that, watching as he stumbled out the door, closing it behind him.
Well, at least you could get some peace and quietâ is what you would say if there wasnât the sound of the bed creaking clearly from rocking back and forth and a quick pace wasnât coming from behind the drywall of your own room. Whatever, somehow that could be easily ignored by you.
You did notice something more interesting than that though âsomething you couldnât seemed to ignore: Arthurâs satchel had fallen from where he had thrown it, landing onto the floor as all his things fell all of it âa mess of papers and money, a couple packs of cigarettes too. Youâd click your tongue as you went to pick it up, noticing his journal had fallen out too.
You crouched down to start putting his things back into the leather bag, the money, the cigarettes, though your hands lingered on the worn leather back of his journal for a bit longer than they shouldâve.
No, you shouldnât.
But what if you justâ one peak wouldnât hurt.Â
Arthur would probably take a while anyway figuring he went to presumably empty his body of all the alcohol he had drank in just one evening.
 Though as you looked more at the mess on the ground below your knees youâd notice the papers more, one was right side up but underneath the journal, so youâd lift it. Doing so revealed the full drawing done in pencilâ
A sketch of a nude woman much like one Châtenay had drawn. But this oneâ it seemed different. There was more detail, more fluidity to the art, it looked all the more real. Down to the freckles drawn down the valley of her breasts.
You flipped over another stray paper, this one of the same. A naked woman, her breasts on full display, detailed. Youâd flip another
And then another.
Youâd open his journal.
Flipping through the pages where heâs drawn various things, trees, animals, beautiful scenery of places heâs traveled with the locations written in the corners, some pages filled with chicken scratch of his thoughtsâ youâd pay no mind to those. You started to notice the pages that were ripped out from his journal yet kept in, more drawings.Â
Were you going crazy or did these drawings turn from your average woman with long wavy locks and bright eyes toâ youâŚ?
You felt a coil in your gut as you looked down at the images, not the bad kind of coil that youâd get while youâre being chased by an armed man or the kinda coil youâd get as a kid when your parents caught you stealing from the cookie jarâ no, you could tell it wasnât that kind from the additional heat that pooled in your tummy.
Your breathing would pick up, your eyebrows knitted closely as you looked down at these drawings. Your eyes. Your lips. Your nose. Quite obviously your hair tooâ
Fuck. You were beginning to hear footsteps stumbling down the hallway. Youâd quickly shove the contents of his satchel back in, you surely didn't have time to worry about where everything wentâ if itâd just fall out again, if heâd notice it had been ran and rummaged through. Once it was all in there you quickly latched the button and placed it back on the nightstand, quickly standing from your knees as soon as he opened the door.
âHiââÂ
How could a two letter greeting sound guilty as ever?
He wiped his mouth with the back of his hand as a grunt escaped the back of his throat, though now looking at him maybe you didnât wish you were as drunk as him right now âeven if it probably meant youâd be forgetting about those drawings by now, maybe youâd just brush it off.Â
He closed the door behind him as he coughed into his fist, gently guiding you out of the way so he could get to the satchel on the nightstandâÂ
Fuck.
As he undid the button he reached in to grab a packet of cigarettes when he noticed one of them was missing.Â
âYou take one of these?â
Heâd say, popping the last one of the packet actually still in his satchel between his lips before lighting it.
âWhatâ no! Noâ I donât smokeâŚâ
Heâd look at you with his half-lidded gaze heâs had since the saloon, furrowing his brows at your reaction, frazzled for no good reason.
âChrist, girl. You donât take your liquor well.â
That was funny, youâd think it was the other way around.
âI think itâs quite the opposite, Arthur.â
Youâd see his gaze shift to the floor as he looked around, where couldâve that pack gone? He was sure he had a second oneâ no, he knew he had a second one since he just went out and bought it earlier in the day andâ Ah, there it was. Halfway to being pushed completely under the bed Arthur bent to pick it back up. He was too delirious to think of why it even got there.
You swallowed the lump in your throat as you looked at him, his bodyâ those fingers that you now knew were once holding a pencil to paper, sketching you, what he imagined to be underneath those pretty blouses you wore, those skirts that stopped at your ankles.Â
This was killing you. Even though you hadnât said a word to him you still felt like you were lying to him, deceiving him. You never had a problem with that before anyway, why start now?Â
You knew what else you always were âthat damn loud, snarky girl he always hated to be around. The one whoâd let any words leave her mouth without a thought and now youâre here, standing in silence, youâd think your mouth was sewn shut.Â
Under the shadow of the bed Arthur saw something elseâ a paper.
Shit.Â
He tapped his boot on top of it and dragged it out, the sound of the paper sliding across the wooden floor heightened your senses again. Course it was one of those drawings, those drawings. It was his turn for his heart to rapidly thump against his ribs.
âFuck.â Youâd hear him groan as he bent down to pick up that paper now, looking it over, it wasnât one of the drawings of you, one of the quick sketches of a woman he hadnât named.
âYou didnâtââ
âŚ
âI did.â
The room fell silently quickly after that, how could it not? There was no point of you mustering up a flustered, messy defense in a long drawn out blabber thatâd escape your lips so youâd just admit it. It wasnât nothing you did wrong anyway. Arthur sighed, rubbing his hand over his face once more as he shoved the drawing back into his satchel, easily frustrated now heâd just crump it up into a ball before getting it into the leather bag. He braced his hands on the edge of the night stand, taking in a deep long breath before letting out an even deeper and even longer breath out.Â
You should say somethingâ say something so he could look you in the eye.
âIâ didnât ask for those.â
âI know.â Heâd breathe.
âI didnât even realize you considered us friendlyâ I had no clue youââ
âI know.â
Your fingers would twitch at your sides, swallowing hard.
âYou donât know what youâre doing to meâŚâ
At first in his head those words soundedâ like they could be angry, it mightâve been his brain telling him that. Then he heard that toneâ that almost breathless tone in your voice. He finally got the courage back to look you in the eyes, his fingers peeling away from the edge of that nightstand, if his nails dug into the finished wood any harder he wouldâve left indents.
âYou should be angry with me.â
âIâm not. I meanâ I couldnât be farther from that.âÂ
Youâd stop a moment, his breathing was heavy and so was yours. Arthur would push and twist his cigarette into the ashtray to put it out, blowing out the rest of the smoke through his nostrils with a suppressed, small cough.
âWhat are you then, princess?â
The name he had been calling you all day now sounding completely different in this heavy tone. You knew exactly what you were. Voicing that would be a little difficult. You felt if you did end up blurting something out itâd either kill the moment or kill him. His voice still had a slur to it from the alcohol, his tongue felt heavy in his mouth. Your own throat ran dry as you flicked your eyes to his plump, pink lips.
A man like Morgan knew what that look you gave meant, heâs had his own fair share of whores over the years, working girls were his usual go-to after Mary at least, before too. I mean, Christ, the man had himself a son once he knew what your eyes alone were saying.
âWhy donât you find outâŚâ Youâd finally blurt.
His boots clicked against the ground as he walked close to you, his hand reaching out to cup the nape of your neck.
The way his face slowly, so carefully slowly moved towards yours youâd think he was going in for a slow, gentle capture of your lipsâ not quite.
His face twitchedâ leaving you with a brief flash of micro emotion before he would collide his lips against your own, his fingers curling and tangling in your locks of hair.
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His tongue delved into your mouth before your own body got the chance to respond, your arms quickly wrapping around his neck as you moaned into the kiss. His hands slid down your shoulders, arms, the curve of your waist, hips, all the way down to your thighs, hands moving to the back of them to hoist you up against his body, his palms laid flat against your ass.
Your legs locked around his hips, finding difficulty to find a place to settle your hands as his tongue fucked your mouth, his shoulders? His arms? Youâd eventually give them a home on his vest-covered chest, your fingernails digging into the black leather.Â
He could feel the denim of his pants stretch around his growing cock, he hoisted you higher, your clothed breasts practically at his lips now, those lips quickly parted from your lips to move down your neck, sucking at your pulse point.
You would never consider yourself noisy, not ever. Your life so far had never called for sex, sure men had given you their eyes, licking their lips seemingly to grab your attention but they never did, failing miserably instead of getting what they wanted from you. Playing with yourself was a lost cause but youâd count it as experience, the frustrated pumps of your own fingers into your pussy werenât enough to draw pleasure, relieve the ache in your stomach, it only made it tighter.
Arthur had sucked a hickey into your skin, he made sure itâd be hidden by your hair since it was so far up on your neck. His roughened hands still would squeeze your ass cheeks, fingers working you like dough before giving it a quick, hard spank. Almost just muscle memory for him.
With a grunt heâd lower you two down onto the bed, his mouth quickly returned to yours with the same ânearly violent pace. The bulk of his muscles pressing into your more so petite form. His hand roamed your body â your legs, thighs, stomach, moving up to cup then squeeze your soft breast, the pad of his thumb teasing your budded nipple through the thin fabric of your blouse rewarding him with a moan from your sweet lips.
Just the feeling of his clothing rubbing against his body was driving him mad, ââuncomfortable,, couldnât even express it anymore, it was hell. His hands reluctantly pulled away from you, at a quick pace his thick fingers undid the buttons of his heavy vest, when that was gone, quickly discarded to the floor he finally felt like he was gaining - at least some - of his breath back, now it was a matter of his shirt, quickly undoing the buttons of that next. Fuck, he needed you.
He needed you right fucking now.Â
He shimmied the shirt off of his shoulders, down the muscles of his arms before it dropped to the floor behind him âhe was on top of you again. His hips bucked into yours quick and hard. Grinding. Rubbing.
Your hair would splay behind you on the bed, always thought in moments like this your eyes should be closed, that seemed like common knowledge, your half-lidded eyes still refused to fully close, especially now that his shirt was off. Youâve of course seen Morgan with his shirt off before, tending to his wounds, his cuts, bathing in the lake out by campâ close up like this it was different. His biceps pulsing as his hands braced on either side of your head, fingers curling into the blanket. Puffs of hard breaths would escape him, it was almost like a pattern before heâd grab you by the sides of your thighs tight.
Arthur would let himself fall back against the pillows that piled against the bed frame, dragging your body right onto his lap ânow it was obvious how hard he was, that mass between his legs pulsating against your ass, your back pressed against his chest as he snaked an arm around you, quickly so fucking fast. Heâd begin unbuttoning your blouse, tugging it right off of you, you were surprised he didnât tear the fabric off of your pretty little body. His hands moved up, groping and squeezing your tits from behind, one of his hands moved down your body, down your sternum, stomach, and past the hem of your skirt, dripping your hand under it before his thick fingers found your panties.
Fucking hell you were soaked.
âJesus christ⌠Fuckinâ hell youâre soakedâŚâ
Heâd grunt, he hadnât spoken in a while, so focused on his movements, breathing. This was something he couldnât ignore. He placed a kiss on your nape before his fingers would slide past your wet underwear, his hips involuntarily thrusting into your ass, squeezing your tit harder as he pushed two of his big fingers into your hot cunt. Your head lolled back against his shoulder as you practically squealed.Â
âArthurâ!â
Your mouth was wide open, sharp, sinful moans escaping from you as his fingers curled inside you, fuck. If you couldnât even handle his fingers how would you handle his cock. You can only imagine how fucking big it was. Big hands, muscles, body, itâd be one of godâs greatest jokes if it didnât live up to the rest of his body.
Your cunt would clench around his fingers- it had been this whole time. His fingernail scraped across the tip of your erect nipple again, youâd squirm in his arms, your own fingers digging into his massive biceps, the tip of your finger tracing the vein that ran down it, his muscle would twitch.
With a wet squelch from your tight pussy Arthur would withdraw his fingers from your walls, you werenât finished. Wasnât his concern. The coil in your gut felt like itâd burst any second, your cunt left throbbing, empty without the fill of his fingers.
He was gonna give you something better than his fingers.
âLift upâŚâ
His mouth was pressed against your ear feeling the hot breath fan onto your lobe. His hands gripped onto your hips, pulling that pretty dark skirt right down the length of your legs, you could hear the clinking of his belt behind you, making your ears perk.Â
âUp.â
Another command escaped his lips, youâd nod as you shakily got off of him, kneeled onto the bed. Arthur blew out the oil lamp on the bedside table, the room now lit by the paleness of the moonlight that shone through the windows, the curtains spread. It wasnât like people would see anyway, though itâd be a good show.
Once he had unbuckled his belt he threw it to the groundâ Arthur didnât wear briefs, why would he? They caused him more discomfort, an extra layer of tightness to his balls and shaft. One tug of his work-pants and his hard, thick cock sprung from the confines of the black denim, the light from the window reflecting on the bead of precum that beaded off his cockhole. His size was impressive, sending a signal through your bodyâ you couldnât control yourself anymore. You ripped your underwear right off of that poor bundle of nerves that it protected, tossing the wet lace down onto the floor.
You practically crawled to him, his hands reached for your hips before pulling you on top of him, walking on your knees over him, his cock shooting straight up as it twitched with your pussy like it was fucking magnetic. Youâd sink your body down onto the thickness, moaning his name as you sheathed him into your pulsating cunt. His hand wrapped around the headboard, gripping it for dear life as he pumped his way into youâ
âFuck!â Your hands braced on either one of his hips before one trailed up to his chest.
âThatâs itâ thatâs fuckinâ it, princess.â
His thrusts quickened, his back arching up with each fast pound of his pelvis. His cock slipping deeper into your gummy walls with each snap. His dick curved inside of you, the head of his shaft kissing your g-spot, he felt so painfully good, your teeth bit into your thumb to try to muffle the sounds escaping your mouth, your body shaking.Â
You didnât want to let yourself be this âa mess on top of him. Riding him. You had to gain some control even with his cock slapping inside of your sore hole. His eyes opening up, releasing the headboard to trail back to your breasts, those scarred, calloused hands - once again - giving the tender mounds another generous groping. Your hands would run to rest on top of his own big ones, the size of him consuming every sense ânot only his dick, his hands, his body. Looking down and seeing the muscles in his stomach tense and twitch, his head arching backwards into the comfortable pillows behind. He was close. Surely you were too.
His hand ran to the small of your back as he helped you a bit, pushing himself up against the headboard so his body was lazily sat up now, your hips rolling back and forth into his as you ground down, making a loud, throaty moan release from the back of his throat, his balls slapped against your ass, now youâve got it. Bouncing up and down on his cock leaving him with no mercy.
âYouâre gonna make me cum, princessâ youâreâmmmmââ
His eyes locked onto the sight of your perfect tits bouncing up and down as you took his cock, he felt his sack tighten up, that unbearable sensation deep in his gut, he was gonna cum. He needed to cum. Though you were still chasing that high as his fingers dug into your waist, your skin there raw and pink from the tight hold. The base of his cock rubbed against your clit, the coarse hair crowning it scratched against the sensitive, swollen bud, the sensation making you lose every bit of yourself to him.
With one more curved thrust from him youâd climax, your body collapsing over top of his as you did. Making sure to cry right into his ear. Your trembling fingers clawing and digging into the broad, tense muscles of his shoulders. His eyes rolling back into his skull as his orgasm followed yours, strings of hot semen coating your inner walls as he fucked it into you, making your pussy milk out every hot, thick rope of cum, his head falling foreward between the valley of those pretty tits heâd been admiring all night.Â
âOh fuck, princess.âÂ
His voice wavered as he tried desperately to catch his breath back though it seemed itâd all been stolen from his lungs.
âOh, ArthurâŚâ
That desperate whine squeaked from your lips. A kiss was planted on your clavicle before heâd guide you so you were underneath him again, careful not to jar you too much after all he was well aware of how hard he had just fucked that tight little hole of yours. Heâd pull his shaft out from those walls that were spasmed around him just a second ago, watching all that access, hot seed spill out from your pink petals.Â
Did you think that was it? Surely you had to return the favor.
Arthur had a cigarette lit and hanging from his lips that were wet with his own salvia, your head between his legs bobbing up and down on that thick cock that was still coated with your own juice. His fingers tangled up in your hair, fucking your mouth with the same force as he had with your cunt just moments ago. The cigarette in his hot mouth was the only thing suppressing his noises, taking it between his fingertips just to let out a loud long moan.Â
Youâd gag when his swollen tip hit the back of your throat unexpectedly, your hands digging into his thighs as your eyes held close so fucking tight tears welled up in them, making your vision blurry as you looked up at Arthur, eyes closed, puffing on that cigarette. Your left hand went to wrap around your base as you pulled him nearly completely out of your mouth, your lips still wrapped around his cockhead, your tongue tracing his hole.
âGoooooood fuckinâ girl⌠Keep goingââÂ
Your hand jerked him off now as your abused throat got to catch a break, though itâd still need to be put up to work, hm? You hopped onto his thigh as your hand now caressed his chest, trickling your fingers down his thick chest hair that covered the tan skin. Your thumb teased his red hot tip, before you kept rolling your hand up and down âhe was close, you now leaned to tell when that vein that ran down his low stomach all the way down to the middle of his shaft began to twitch and pump youâd get to milk the man dry a second time. A mix of your drool and his precum dripping down his length.
Your fist tightened around him as your mouth locked with his as he held the smoking cigarette between his forefinger and his middle, his hand wrapping in your hand to the nape of your neck, hips bucking into your palm, he cums again. Hard. Right into your fist.Â
Arthur was panting like a damn dog, you had jerked him off just right to get his legs to tremble as they spread for you. He broke away from your mouth to catch his breath that you stole from him. You trailed a kiss to his neck, he had been marking you all night you thought it was only fair to give him some too, sucking a purple mark into his skin before trailing your mouth down.
âGood girlâ good fuckinâ girlâŚâ He was a mess.
His praise was always a godsend to you, ringing through your ears, you craved it. Your tongue ran down his collar, his shoulder, then down his arm, those pulsing muscles that were smooth to the touch, glistening with his sweat. The way his chest began heaving heavily as you traced the thick vein that ran down his bicep with your tongue.
Receiving was something that his body needed. But giving was something that he craved. Just hearing the sweet moans and cries from a womanâs mouth as it hung agape was something that could get him off more times at just the thought of than a blowy.Â
âThough now your legs were on his shoulders as he pumped his tongue into your walls, running it up and down your slit as he - messily - ate your pussy, he was starving for it after all. Your back was arching upwards but his hands were too occupied holding your ankles to the dips of his shoulders to touch you anywhere else, his nose pressed against your clit âeven his nose could find work. Your pants were hot and labored, all you can let out those sharp, gorgeous whines of his name, the one youâve grown so accustomed to.
âArthur!â
Again.
âFuck- fuck, Arthurâ!â
His name learned to roll off your tongue like honey, it seemed to be becoming the thing that came natural to you in life. He loved it, his mouth sucking feverishly at your clit, he knew all those sweet-spots, you werenât a religious girl, - if you were you wouldnât be in your right mind to let Arthur do these truly sinful things to you - but youâd thank god to every whore, every woman that taught him these tricks.Â
Your thighs would squeeze his head tilâ it was about ready to pop, though thatâs just what Arthur wanted, mumbling praise into your sweet, slick folds as his fingers moved into the mix too, forcing your body to that high youâd been desperately chasing, the pad of his finger pressing against one of your soft spots.
Youâd cum hard on his face, your glistening climax now coated his beard as he removed his face from your thighs, looking at your heaving, shaking body now beneath him. Resting your legs down heâd slowly lower himself back onto you, his lips kissing from your navel to your lips, his body - and yours, of course - finally feeling a bit heavy.
âYouâre too good fâme, girlâŚâ
At the moment there was not enough oxygen in your lungs to give him a vocal response, youâd just nod, your cheeks flushed a pale pink. His hand moved to brush some hair away from your face, strands stuck to your cheeks, forehead, it was a sight for him. Heâd pick you up, pulling you to sit in his lap as he held you to a tight embrace, nipping and kissing at your neck. He was so needy for you.Â
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The night had settled, only a bit. You found yourself tucked in Arthurâs arm with the warm quilt thrown on the hotel bed covering your bodies, both sore and spent.
Arthur had been flipping through the pages of his journal now, it only felt right to shamelessly show you the works heâs done of you now, of course those were only a couple.
âI stopped doinâ them for a while now⌠Most of them was from when I was drunk. Foolish.â
Heâd explain, though it didnât seem like it needed an explanation anymore, you didnât care after all though you appreciated it. Your hand would reach out to touch the page, feeling the rough paper beneath your fingertips.
âI donât mindâŚâ
âYeah well, maybe now you can model fâme, hm?⌠Iâm always better working with a reference.â
You couldnât help but giggle.
âIt's a date then.â
You two had both fallen asleep shortly after, his sweet praises in your ear til your body was limp against his own, his fingers combing through your hair âa moment of intimacy and peace like this after he had fucked you so thorough. Not a thought of worry in your pretty little head.
 'Cept maybe how the ride back was gonna feel on that soreness between your legsâÂ
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Percy, betting good money on the Leo vs Nico gaming sessions that CHB hosts, but he isn't sure if he should bet for the one who builds the games or the one who grew up in an arcade
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my funniest headcanon i have for buck is that he absolutely had stumbled upon gay porn a handful of times way before tommy came along and he absolutely watched it and he absolutely got off from it and just shrugged it off and assumed it was the horny speaking and âit happens to everyoneâ and heâs just lived his life thinking everyone has done this and he totally was still straight even after watching âtwink gets his ass absolutely obliterated by massive tatted daddyâ on the hub. anyway thank you for coming to my tedtalk.
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