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honestly one of the main reasons I like dc is that they can’t keep a storyline straight for shit. anything I don’t like is just *not real*. that’s different storyline babes what are you talking about???
like at this point I can consider shit like wfa and hell even well written fanfics as canon bc who knows what’s going on with those funky little people?? certainly not the dc writers
#like anything I want to be true is and no one can stop me#if I want my gay little characters to be gay and happy then I can ignore everything preventing it#Bruce being a good dad#canon to me#jason has ptsd and is working on it? canon#the batfamily is a family? canon bc I say so#Alfred is alive and well and actually is immortal#timkon#stephcass#jayroy#all canon to me and the fucked up dc continuity can’t do shit#dc#dc comics#batman#batfamily#jason Todd#dick grayson#tim drake#cassandra cain#stephanie brown#duke thomas#damian wayne#bruce wayne#alfred pennyworth
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hey btw if you're in the USA at 2:20 p.m. ET on Wednesday, Oct. 4, they're testing the emergency broadcast system. your phone is probably going to make a really loud noise, even if it's on silent. there's a backup date on the 11th if they need to postpone it.
if you're not in a safe situation and have an extra phone, you should turn that phone completely off beforehand.
additionally, if you're like me, and are easily startled; i recommend treating it like a party. have a countdown or something. be surrounded by your loved ones. take the actions you personally need to take to make yourself safe.
i have already seen mockery towards any person who feels nervous about this. for the record, it completely, completely valid to have "emergency broadcast sounds" be an anxiety trigger. do not let other people make fun of you for that. emergency sounds are legitimately engineered to make us take action; those of us with high levels of anxiety and/or neurodivergence are already pre-disposed to have a Bad Time. sometimes it is best to acknowledge that the situation will be triggering for some, and to prepare for that; rather than just saying "well that's stupid, it's just a test."
"loud scary sound time" isn't like, my favorite thing, but we can at least try to prevent some additional anxiety by preparing for it. maybe get yourself a cake? noise cancelling headphones? the new hozier album? whatever helps. love u, hope you're okay. we are gonna ride it out together.
#watching ppl go from being like ''support neurodivergent ppl~~!"#to being like ''if this is going to give u a panic attack ur fuckken stupid''#like..... gets me#yeah man. i know im going to be triggered by it . in the old fashioned term. it is GOING to give me a panic attack. it's pretty much certai#and i shouldn't have to tell u about what i have survived for you to be okay with that.#you can just trust that i ALSO don't want me to react to it. i'm not gonna be having a FUN time.#dismissing that bc you think it's stupid.... like is the whole problem.#these sounds are workshopped by entire teams of people to get you to pay attention and move quickly.#they arent meant to be fun and exciting.#OBVIOUSLY it's gonna set ppl off.#but yeah there's something so fuckken demeaning about ppl being like. well that trigger isn't valid bc u haven't undergone X#dude i have ptsd bc i was abused as a child. like plain and simple. the fact im 30 and afraid of the dark tells you how bad it was.#i shouldn't have to ask u for permission to be mentally ill.#the reason it's a fucking disorder and not a fucking choice is that I DO NOT CONTROL IT.#like how is it any different from when ppl are like ''oh public speaking isn't that scary'' like FOR YOU#for YOU this isn't scary. now if i could fucking eat my own amygdala...
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Nico Rosberg, staring Andrea Stella in the eyes as Silver War flashbacks fill his own: ANDREA THE TEAM HAS TO BE MORE FIRM IN YOUR PHRASING WITH TEAM ORDERS YOU CANNOT GIVE THEM LEEWAY
Andrea Stella: ...okay. You speak from experience. I will take that advice.
#lol andrea being FULLY BLASTED in the face with nico's ptsd#I LAUGHED#andrea stella#mclaren#nico rosberg#hungarian gp 2024#my post#f1#brocedes
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anyone else have multiple traumatic memories associated specifically with holidays/family vacations? because that is a topic I never see discussed in all the So You Had A Shitty Childhood, Now What? self-help books i've been reading. but for me, it was a significant thing. and the more i think about it the more it seems like this would be an (unfortunately) common experience. would be grateful to hear if this matches other peoples' experiences...
#not a shitpost#serious post#ask to tag#tw trauma#cptsd#c-ptsd#and if so we should TALK about it#because it means there are a whole group of survivors out there whose mental health regularly worsens during holidays#like i know i am most certainly not the only person who feels an undefined Dread hanging over christmas/my birthday/july 4 etc#bc too many shitty things happened during those times and now my brain is hypervigilant bc traditionally these are the Danger Times#and this seems like it would be particularly common for survivors of abusive/dysfunctional households (aka most people with c-ptsd)#because holidays/vacations typically mean 1) the whole family is together/being forced to interact#2) and undergoing external stressors e.g. travel/relatives aka 'outsiders' visiting/routines & coping mechanisms being interrupted etc#3) there is social pressure for this to be a Fun Family Bonding Experience which only highlights the cracks in the foundation#and exposes the common Everything Is Fine/We Are A Happy Family lie#4) the cognitive dissonance of feeling tired/anxious/stressed/afraid during a time when you are 'supposed' to be Making Good Memories#and then everyone is angry/tired/anxious/triggered and things boil over and something or someone goes Very Wrong#weird that i'm posting this in october when halloween is...sort of the ONLY holiday i have only good and happy feelings towards#i got lucky there#also i have positive feelings towards Labor Day but that's for socialist reasons
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#bpd feels#bpd mood#bpd problems#bpd thoughts#bpd vent#actually borderline#actually bpd#borderline personality disorder#depressing shit#living with ptsd#complex ptsd#actually ptsd#sorry for being depressing#bpd#bpd culture is#bpd splitting#bpd stuff#bpd blog#bpd shit#bpd tag#bpd things#tw depressing stuff#tw depressive#tw depression#this is my life#this is depressing#im done#bipolar disorder#mentally drained#childhood ptsd
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So Danny had tried, he really had. He had moved to Gotham because he knew his parents wouldn’t look for him there. They had never found out he was Phantom but things had reached the point where both he and Jazz decided to go no contact.
But back to his problem. He had worked out with Frostbite that he actually only had one obsession, Space. He had been happy to know that, he had been getting tired of the constant struggle to keep both ghosts and humans safe while also dealing with ghost hunters.
So his move to Gotham was both to avoid his parents but also the reassurance that there were multiple heroes taking care of things. He had enjoyed the peace for the first three months but then he had started to get twitchy. He had tried getting some hobbies but by month six he knew he was out of options. He had especially clued in when he noticed a few classmates avoiding him thinking he was about to snap. Jazz had been resigned when he let her know the news.
So that’s why he was now sitting on a conspicuous roof, wearing a mask made in the Infinite Realms, waiting for a Bat or Bird to show up. He was coming out of retirement after all. Hopefully he would be able to work with the Bats instead of working around them. He really didn’t want to end up on the Rogue list.
#dpxdc#dp x dc#dc x dp#dcxdp#Danny thought he could stop being a Hero/Vigilante#His ghost instincts were content with all the fighting before but now are unsatisfied#Danny would have been dragged back into the life one way or another#Probably when he ended up putting down the Joker#and the Bats had to help Danny out of a PTSD episode from the Freakshow incident#Then the questions/interrogation would start#and end with him back in heroing
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Guilty >:)
#lego monkie kid#lmk sun wukong#monkei kid#lmk monkey king#sun wukong#lmk#get this man a therapist#wukong stop being in so much pain and grief challenge (impossible)#season 5 wukong therapy arc real#get a load of this guy he's not fighting the ptsd allegations
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Younger me when loving someone didn’t make them be nice to me:
#crying what do you mean being nice to an abuser won’t make them treat u well!!!!!#cptsd#ptsd#trauma#traumatized
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It's the way you can literally see him panting in panic, with the chaos energy crackling over him — AAANDD it's cold outside. You can literally see his breath in the cold air. 😭😭😭❤️🖤
#shadow being shown with ptsd we won#no actually this short ended me#IT WAS A HEARTWRENCHING MASTERPIECE#UUUGHGGHHHHHH#sonic the hedgehog#sth#shadow the hedgehog#sonic x shadow generations#shadow dark beginnings#shadow dark beginnings spoilers#spoilers#ptsd#poor dude#put him in a warm bed with a blanky and give him cocoa#gif
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i’m afraid that one day my anger will overshadow the little love i still have left for the world
#actually bpd#actually borderline#borderline personality disorder#ptsd#bpd favorite person#being borderline#bpd anger#bpd blog#bpd thoughts#actually ptsd#cluster b#cluster b disorders#aspd#npd#bpd fp#bpd rage#trauma#ptsdawareness#post traumatic stress disorder#generational trauma#trauma survivor#tw ptsd#living with ptsd#daddy issues#mommy issues#borderline thoughts#diagnosed borderline#bpd splitting#bpd#bpd awareness
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Please I just want to feel fucking safe and looked after I’m so sick of being terrified
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Instead of writing a fanfic like a normal person this oneshot turned into two separate, contextless things,
#sorry it’s how my brain works (sometimes can only see things in terms of tv scene-)#tumblr exclusive video fancy…#dcmk#my art#(quietly coughing and spluttering) OK alright I can feel the creative brain explosion slowing down. geez#coughs.#nyways. weird that there hasn’t really been a main case where poison is involved in a certain way#If I watch my own scribbled boards for too long im gonna get too embarrassed to post. Send post#Subarus hair is still infuriating by the way like take that off your normal hair is easier. The beanie is easier#you like Have to have the side corners on this haircut or it doesn’t look right#anyways. shiho ptsd moments I think she kind of gets irritated that shinichi doesn’t react the same so when he does she gets like#weirded out and vindicated and a little protective. Like woah wait. Love that you understand me rn don’t like that you feel bad I am going…#to…………. ssssssssssit here about it…………………………….. uhhhh. do you want. a rubix cube to get your mind off it#I don’t want to talk about my feelings I just want you to get it. you don’t wanna talk about your feelings either which is……………. Hmmmmmm#I like her. love of my life miyano shiho#masumi sera#conan edogawa#ai haibara#akai shuichi#let conan swear. HE SWEARS A LOT BUT LET HIM SWEAR IN ENGLISH I KNOW HE KNOWS THEM#man needs his emotional support akai family they like him#rigorous trials to being approved by the akai matriarch but everyone else likes him already and have already picked him up multiple times#and shuichi would let him swear
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2024 is the year I heal
2024 is the year I have my biggest relapse yet
#ed not sheeren#depressing shit#cvtaddict#sa#vent#ptsd recovery#r@pe#thinspø#i will reach my ugw#sorry for being depressing#tw depressing stuff#tw depressing thoughts#depressiv#anxitey#i want to cvt#sh cvt#cvtting addict#self h@rm#self£harm#tw self destruction#tw self destructive behavior#tw selfhate
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Arthur “Disaster Bi” Pendragon learning about true loves kiss as a cure like:
Gwaine: For fuck’s sake, he’s not enchanted every time he smiles at someone else, Arthur! He was literally just laughing at my joke!
Arthur, aggressively frenching Merlin on the council room floor: YOU CAN NEVER BE TOO CAREFUL OKAY-
#listen#tell me i’m wrong#gaius’s salty ass is mumbling that he doesn’t remember true loves kiss involving so much tongue#and yelling at merlin to signal if he needs cpr#arthur is like ‘IM ON IT’ and just starts groping merlin’s pec#elyan is watching the drama unfold and living his best life#leon is having poetry lesson ptsd and aggressively folding himself into the fetal position#gwaine is yelling ‘THE POWER OF CHRIST COMPELS YOU’#while watching in horror as arthur practically unhinges his jaw to better suck merlin’s face#gwaine is now caught between still being miffed and asking arthur how the fuck he does that as it seems HIGHLY applicable for future use#geoffrey is present as a scribe and wondering how much of this meeting really needs to go into the archives#percy is already illustrating it#within like a week all of camelot has a Pavlovian response to merlins smile like ‘oh LAWD he comin 👀’#iconic#just a normal day in camelot#merlin#arthur pendragon#merthur#in a land of myth#and a time of gays#bbc merlin
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I just don’t want to feel anything anymore. I’m tired, drained, exhausted. Just let me die already.
#kinda depressing#depressing shit#this is depressing#bpd#bpd shit#depressing life#sorry for being depressing#tw depressing thoughts#actually bpd#bpd mood#ptsd#trauma#dead inside#mentally fucked
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Can we talk about how, with bpd, even the smallest shifts in someone’s tone or behavior can feel like the end of the world? Like, someone doesn’t respond right away or seems a little “off,” and suddenly your brain is in full meltdown mode, creating a million scenarios about how they must hate you or are planning to leave.
It’s exhausting, constantly fighting with your own mind, trying to figure out what’s real and what’s just fear talking. And then, when they finally reply or everything goes back to normal, you feel ridiculous for overthinking - but that relief never seems to stick long enough to stop it from happening again.
It’s like constantly living on high alert, trying to protect yourself from hurt, but ending up hurting yourself in the process.
#bpd feels#bpd mood#bpd problems#bpd thoughts#bpd vent#actually borderline#actually bpd#borderline personality disorder#depressing shit#living with ptsd#bpd stuff#borderline thoughts#sorry for being depressing#bpd#bpd splitting#bpd blog#bpd culture is#bpd shit#bpd tag#bpd things
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