#work keeps cutting hours down

[seaside-lovers-archive]

need jotaro + hank to save me pls. take me away. let's go live in the woods and raise animals together. live at least within biking distance of a town to pick up stuff we may need. pls.

even if I'm really struggling rn, they love me and they are proud of me for pushing through. <3

[shadyhouse]

i keep getting rejected from job applications and i have no idea what im doing wrong. i wish they would just tell you WHY you're getting rejected and ways to improve. its a guessing game that ends up making me feel even more worthless than i felt before

[deadandphilgames]

oversharing in the tags time :)

[hiding-under-the-willow]

You ever write some shit where you're like 'oh yeah I'm totally just describing what this guy is doing in his free time nothing else im just setting the scene it's unnecessarily detailed for no particular reason' and then realize you are in fact just info dumping about some shit you are interested in actually

[kakusu-shipping]

I wasn't even keeping up with the MHA manga but I did read the last three chapters without context and I've already decided how to fix the ending for my Self Insert

[adashofniallandasprinkleoflunacy]

guess who got a really bad stomach flu and spent all of last night throwing up

[imflyingfish]

I gotta be less hard on myself. Annoyingly i know that my best work comes from when i am hard on myself. But i keep stopping myself from doing things i want to due to perfectionism. Annoying.

[graff-aganda]

After the crazy high of tabling at C4 followed by the abysmal, painful low of the day at work I had the day after... Putting a lot more thought into trying to make art a more viable income source.

[chibikinesis]

tfw your manager comes pulls you aside, and comes at you and your bf because you're both in bad moods and she assumes it's "trouble in paradise" but instead you both cut loose on her about how you're burned out and tired of being understaffed all the fucking time and never able to get all of your work done therefore criticized and and belittled.

Yeah, y'know, I don't appreciate the first thing I hear after I punch in being that "you didn't do enough yesterday". Fuck outta here.

[arolesbianism]

Every single time I start a pmd randomizer without fail I go "y'know what let's set the maximum floor increase percentage to 100% for funsies" and every time I get stuck in some 50 floor hell and y'know what? It's in fact not very funsies

[munch-mumbles]

ive been a little upset about it all night so i need to write out all the things that happened at work today and are bugging me so i can TRY to get it out of my head and actually RELAX bc i just keep pacing in circles around it instead of just accepting it and moving on

[bunnihearted]

🤕🩹💊

[otter-byte]

was watching this behind the scenes video about this fancy butter business, and they talk about how they rotate people between the various workstations during the day both avoid boredom but also to (hopefully) prevent RSI. literally why is this not the fucking standard in most jobs. Get your office workers on the floor to avoid desk injuries, let packers run phone support midshift to avoid strain/exhaustion, give your customer facing workers a break by letting them break down boxes for a while (personal fave).

[sparky-is-spiders]

My tumblr usage has gotten really bad actually and it’s a massive problem. For the past few weeks I’ve felt like there aren’t enough hours in the day, and while that can partially be attributed to classes starting up, I think it’s cause I use this goddamn app for hours upon hours upon hours. I always tell myself that I can just pick it up for 15 mins and then put it down again no problem. I can’t. Because I give myself another five minutes and another five minutes and another five minutes and then it’s been two hours and I STILL won’t log off. I’ve limited access on my phone, which will hopefully keep me off tumblr outside of specific times and allow me now more than two hours per day on the app. If you see me reblogging posts tomorrow before 9:30 AM EST it means I failed and need to figure out how to make my phone’s screen times work. If you shoot me an ask, message, or reply and I don’t respond immediately? Chances are I’ve hit that mark and will be unavailable until the next day (unless I use my computer). I’m hoping to NOT hit that mark though, so I’ll try be on here less in general. It’s genuinely so bad for me. I waste so much time on here and I NEED to cut back on it sooner rather than later.

[selfinflictedgunshotwound]

i think i've finally come to understand why i'm so bad at communicating with friends 👍 at one point or another i've thought i was in love with every single person i've ever been friends with (for the most part, at least) because i don't expect other people to like me. OBVIOUSLY this is not true but platonic feelings are not dissimilar to romantic ones (baseline they're the same: you want to love and be loved by someone) but i always end up realizing that i'm not in love with them, just that they matter to me very much and i wouldn't know what do to w/o their presence in my life. BUT this brings me to facet number 2 of my awful communication skills: i hate it when things Get Real. i find myself retreating any time it seems like Something Could Change in my day-to-day life due to them being around and "forcing" the change. i run away from talking to one of my only irl friends on almost a daily basis bc i dread the idea of having to do anything she might want me to do. i think, at the end of the day, my problem might just be that i don't want to change... ANYWAYS

[spacestorms]

I think I might be dangerously close to burnout but I don't know if there's anything I can do about it. Besides quitting my job and finding something that pays way less and way less hours. I don't know what to do lol I feel like I'm going to collapse just walking around my house, everything hurts, I haven't felt this fatigued in a long time and I'm adding an extra 4 hour shift per week starting this week because 2 other people quit. I have so many doctor appointments this month which are also exhausting and I really wanted to go to another pride event on my next day off but I think I would actually fall apart if I do. I can't even spend all my upcoming days off doing nothing to recuperate because of chores and appts. I don't think I can do this :'(