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I was re-reading the slender beings lore and I’m honestly surprised Mother wouldn’t arrange a forced marriage with Slender but just for the sake of this ask how would the other 3 brothers react to Slender being forced to marry someone so their mother wouldn’t die
can't remember if i ever posted the lore for Mother and Slender's father. Mother was being forced into an arranged marriage but met Slender's father and they ran off together and i think that's beautiful ngl <3 But due to this, she wouldn't force him, if anything he's forcing himself out of guilt and fear.
Slender Brothers
Slender would try his best to keep up the facade of enjoying himself on the daily of this new relationship. But in reality, there was no way in hell did he truly love this poor woman who was shrouded by his charades.
She was just in love with the idea of being in love with such a stature as Slender was in the Underrealm, it was basically marrying into royalty.
And as long as he was more powerful than her, the offspring would amount to a Slenderbeing with some underlying traits of her demonic blood.
Splendor and Trender held Slender in the highest respect of happiness. They never thought he would find someone that he truly loved and wanted to settle down with. Let alone move away from the manor completely.
But Offender, he could tell something was off. Afterall, this is his area of specialty.
It's just too strange how quickly Slender took to this woman, how quickly he was willing to sacrifice everything he has built to be with her, and especially how he's always so hesitant to touch and kiss her in front of others.
Offender would pull him aside, and as gently as he could, ask Slender if he truly loved his woman.
And of course, Slender would scoff, and shove his brother to the side in fake offense, but the younger caught his wrist.
The weight of everything proved too much, and Slender confessed every single thought plaguing his brain, which seemed to be falling apart at the seems.
"If you tell anyone, you will never see anyone here again, do you understand? Especially Mother, she must not know. Ever."
"You'll know I'll easily break that if it means you'll be happy, Slender."
"I cannot be happy when my own mother is dying because of something I am failing at." He raises his head, a darkening gaze settled upon his taunt jawline and stressed skin.
"She'd be happier dying than you marry off to someone you didn't love. Don't you remember the story of your father and her meeting? Only days before the wedding and they ran off together from the rehearsal dinner. It would go against everything she's ever taught us."
"I will suffer if it means that she'll live to see me truly find someone else."
"Like Hell you will." The tall woman roughly opened the door, and the two brother stood quickly, a quiver awakening from their childhood travelling down their spine. Her crutch clicked against the wood, and Mother beelined toward Slender despite her limp. "You tell that poor girl that the wedding is called off. And you will make up a damn good excuse for breaking her heart, too." She paused to, what sounded like, hacking up part of a lung.
"Mother, I can't-"
"Yes you will, Slender, damn you!" Mother had always exhibited tough-love, but never a shrieking angry like this. The curse had started to spread to her bones, her back, and more importantly her brain. Odd things sprung up that she's never done before. She burnt food, she left the house half-dressed, and kept asking where Sol had gone, a proxy that has long been gone from existence.
"You will do as I say, exactly how I say it, even if it's just this once." She turned, and Slender sadly realized she was only wearing one heel, which did not aid her already pre-existing limp.
"If I come back here tomorrow, and the girl isn't gone, I will do it myself, my own way." The threat lingered even after she left from the room, her one heel clicking down the stairs.
It didn't matter, she would forget in a few hours, anyway.
#trying to ease back into writing for mother#she was a comfort character for me before my mom died and then AAAA i couldn't write for her anymore#but i think keeping her alive on the blog would be nice eventually#slender#tw dementia#tw dying parent#why is there a tw for ed sheeran#creepypasta#creepypasta headcanon#mother#creepypasta imagines
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he would love me more if i was skinnier
#ana bllog#ed not ed sheeran#tw ana diary#tw ed diet#ana meal#mealspø#ana trigger#ed disorder#tw restrictive ed#why can’t i be thin#ana rant#anatumblr#disordered eating thoughts#tw 3d vent#3d f4st#3dtumblr
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some days I look in the mirror and think “huh, I’m actually a little skinny” but then I blink and I look so goddamned fat I think I just genuinely don’t know how I look anymore I-
#ed not sheeren#i wanna lose weight#ed not ed sheeran#ed behaviour tw#ana bllog#tw vent#i wanna be perfect#tw ed sheeran#why am i like this#tw ana diary#ana rant#ana trigger#@tw edd#@n0r3xia#@na trigger#@nor3×14#@na vent#@nor3xia#pro for me not for thee
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I be getting nostalgic bc it’s colder out and my brain goes “yep time to ⭐️ve” 🙂
#diva#tw self destructive behavior#ed but not ed sheeran#tw ed ana#actually mentally ill#why am i like this#light as a feather#ana y mia#nostalgia#winter arc#winter#autumn
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“im gonna lock in this week”
*⭐️es, exercises, does generally great*
“Yay! I’ve lost, and im being consistent, great! Nothing can go wrong.”
*binges*
#4nor3xia#light as a feather#tw ana bløg#black ana#poc ana#tw 3d shit#ed ednotsheeran restriction#i just want to be thin#tw disordered thoughts#Ben and Jerry’s ice cream is good tho I don’t really blame myself#but I do#I was so close bro#Why#im locking in tomorrow guys#tw ana rant#thinspø#well technically not bc im not thin#tw 3d vent#3ating d1sorder#3d not sheeran
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me excitedly running to the bmi calculator after losing one singular pound
#why am i like this LMAO#3d but not sheeren#3d not sheeran#@na blog#@na shit#@na vent#@nor3×14#ana bløg#light as a feather#tw 3d shit#tw 3d vent#@na memes#3d memes#tw 3ating d1sorder#tw ed not ed sheeren#tw an0rexia#anor3c1a#anorexla#3d blog#3d vent#3ating d1sorder#@nor3xia
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Got bless America.
#bro when other countries shit on our portion sizes and we go nu uh#ITS AS BIG AS ME WE NEED TO GO UH HUH#I CANT IMAGINEEEE EATING LIKE THIS BRO WHY#34t1ng d1s0rd3r#male ed#st⭐️rve#tw skipping meals#male anna#@n0r3x1@#ed but not ed sheeran#male thinpo#sk1n@nd🩻#@n@ diary#light as a 🪶
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I am actually so ugly it’s unbelievable
#Why in fuck do I look like this#actually mentally ill#@nor3x14#@nor3×14#@norexi@#@nor3xia#r3xie#⭐️ ing motivation#⭐️vation goals#⭐️rving#⭐️ve#@tw edd#tw ed ana#@tw ed#ed but not ed sheeran#ed blogg#3ating disord3r#3ating d1sorder#3d f4st#tw 3d vent#3am thoughts#3 am shit#body dysmorphia#starv1ng#starv3#light as a feather
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TW: massive binge ( warning, it's not pretty )
Breakfast: oatmeal (150), chocolate chips(40), one banana (105)
Total: 295
"Snack": Dairy Queen Reese extreme blizzard (1520)
Total 1,815
"Snack" pt 2: two bags of skinny popcorn (200)
Total: 2,015
Lunch: New York fries, pulled pork with aioli (160)(1640)
Total: 3,815
"Dinner": Three slices of cheese cake (735)
Total: 4,550cals
Yikes. This is literally my biggest binge. Don't be like me, it's not worth it.
#just binged#wieiad#bingedisorder#ed relapse#ana content#analog#eating disoder trigger warning#tw ana bløg#ana moment#ana rambles#ed shitpost#tw ana rant#starv3#light as a 🪶#light as a feather#ana advice#skin&bones#skinandbones#low cal restriction#tw ed tag#tw ed sheeran#tw mia#tw binging#ed rant#why do i do this to myself#why am i like this#ana twt#tw an0rexia#over and over#anabllrr
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I wish I could write reminders on my hand or something to look at th¡nsp0 when I'm hungry or like other things to help easy my hunger but I don't want anyone to notice 😭
#i always forget but whenever i see my fav sp0 it reminds me why im doing why im doing#4n@diary#light as a feather#tw 3d vent#tw skipping meals#⭐️rving#⭐️ve#🕯️ as a 🪶#💡 as a feather#💡as a 🪶#ed but not ed sheeran#4n4rexia#4norexla#4n4blr#4nor3xia#3d but not sheeren#3d f4st#3d not sheeran#34t1ng d1s0rd3r
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i'm actually so tired of all of this FAT hanging off of my body
#ed for me not for thee#i wanna be sk1nn1#tw ana bløg#tw ana rant#3d not sheeran#4nor3xia#@na motivation#light as a feather#tw 3d vent#thinneristhewinner#thinspø#i just want to be thin#thin$po#why am i like this#why am i so fat
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it’s too expensive to eat in this economy anyway
#mealspø#why can’t i be thin#3d f4st#3dtumblr#tw 3d vent#ed not ed sheeran#ed not sheeren#tw ed diet#tw restrictive ed#disordered eating thoughts#tw disordered eating#ed disorder#ed#3d diet#tw ana diary#ana bllog#anatumblr#ana rant#ana trigger#ana meal#ana tricks#thinspø#thinsp0#tw ed but not sheeran#tw ed sheeran
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I can’t trust my body anymore because I can’t remember how it used to be.
Did my collarbones use to stick out more?
Has my face gotten bigger?
Are my ribs even that visible?
Are my arms big or small?
Did I use to have a bigger thigh gap?
Are my hipbones actually sticking out???
#tw ed sheeran#why am i like this#ed not ed sheeran#ed behaviour tw#i wanna lose weight#ana rant#@n0r3xia#i wanna be perfect#ana bllog#ed not sheeren#@nor3×14#@na trigger#@na tips#@na vent#light as a feather#anarecik#tw ana diary#ana trigger#anorexcya#anor3c1a#pro for me not for thee
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those ed vlogs and ana diaries on yt>>>>>
#i love them so much fr#why binge food when you can binge these#momo yap#anadiet#ana y mia#tw ana bløg#tw ana mia#tw ana rant#tw ed ana#thin$po#i just want to be thin#thinspø#thinnerpls#thinneristhewinner#thinnerbeforedinner#i need to be thinner#@na motivation#ed but not ed sheeran
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binged again 😭😭
didn't even get to purge bcs my mom heard me gagging in the bathroom!! so now I have to digest 2,000+ calories!!
#tw ed ana#3d not sheeran#3d but not sheeren#i wanna kms#4n4r3xia#4n4rex1a#4n4blr#4n4rexia#4n4m1a#tw m1a#ill burn it off tmmrw through exercise#but i feel so full and disgusting#why do i always mess up my progress
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the worst part of everything is that its all my fault. theres noone else to blame, i did this to myself.
#ana recovery#ed bløg#ed but not ed sheeran#i hate my body#tw ana bløg#tw ana rant#tw ed ana#recovery#3d not sheeran#hell is a teenage girl#why am i like this#i hate calories#i hate my existence#ed rant#tw an0rexia#tw ana recovery#tw 3d vent#ed blogg#3ating d1sorder#4nor3xia#4norexla#4n@diary#3d blog
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