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As someone who didn’t even mind the AOT ending…..who is offering to give us JJK Requiem?
#anime#manga#jjk 261#jjk spoilers#aot#gege akutami#this is a genuine ass question#we may need this fr#we may be screwed gang#jujutsu kaisen spoilers#jujutsu kaisen#hajime isayama#fypシ#jjk fandom#jjk#gojo satoru
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No bc you guys, Nicky Hemmick was twenty and he was living in Germany and for the first time he was with people who loved him without trying to change who he was. He was learning to love himself, to accept the things that he’d spent his life believing made him evil and broken and worthless, and see that they were beautiful. He had gotten out.
And then, somehow—maybe through his parents, maybe through the cousin he’d only really known for the few months their time in Columbia had overlapped before Nicky left for Germany—he found out that his aunt was dead, that his cousins (and Nicky had only met one of them, but they were twins, and they’d been separated for their whole lives) were either going into the system or into his parents’ custody.
And maybe, for a moment, he reasoned that they were sixteen. That it would only be a few years before they were adults and could make their own choices on where to live, on how to live. But he also remembered that house, and he remembered what it was like to live there and how he’d tiptoed around it. He remembered who he was, then; how much less of himself he’d had to be. And he packed his bags and moved—not home, not anymore, but still back; back to South Carolina, back to Columbia, back to the cousins who needed him even if they didn’t quite seem to want him.
And they figured things out, slow and messy—the custody arrangement, getting the house, establishing a life. Nicky taught the twins German, and he tried his best to teach them what it meant to be loved, and even if they weren’t quite a family yet, to the twins, they were to Nicky. Even if he was only twenty and what he had to offer could never be enough, they were worth enough for him to try.
#nicky hemmick#i will never stop thinking about how much of this we don’t know about#genuinely HOW did he get custody#did he fight his parents for it#and if so „ how did he win#andrew minyard#aaron minyard#also fr who told him about the situation„ he barely knew aaron and he presumably didn’t talk to his parents much#i need to KNOW#also genuinely i need people to stop erasing nicky from the narrative when talking about people who have loved andrew#he may not have done it perfectly but he did it#aftg#all for the game
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well that's fucking awesome. all of the damage russians have done to our electric infrastructure can be repaired in one year minimum. IT'S GONNA TAKE MORE TAHN ONE YEAR TO REPAIR ALL OF THE ELECTRIC STATIONS RUSSIANS HIT WITH THEIR MISSILES. AND WE AIN'T EVEN TALKING ABOUT CIVILIAN OR ANY OTHER INFRASTRUCTURE. ONLY ELECTRIC ONE. MORE THAN ONE YEAR. AND WE ARE STILL NOT STRUGGLING ENOUGH IN ONLINE PEOPLE'S OPINION. FUCK OFF
#like look I'm just a guy who fucking wants to relax on my summer break and enjoy the last months of being unemployed and careless#and all I fucking get is “the electricity will soon be out” notification on my phone#LIKE OKAY I FUCKING GET YOU YOU ARE USED TO US FUCKING STRUGGLING AND I MAY BE SEEN BYPER PRIVILEGED FOR COMPLAINING#BUT IT'S SO FUCKING EASY TO JUDGE SOMEONE WHILE YOU FUCKING HAVE EVERYTHING I CAN EVER DREAM OF (basic human needs)#like YES THERE'S AN ONGOING WAR IN MY COUNTRY AND I KNOW IT. BUT WE DIDN'T CHOSE TO LIVE NEXT TO FUCKING RUSSIA#we just want to live safely and have access to the most basic things that many people all around the world take for granted#we want to feel safe on our land#we want to stop fucking worrying that the next building hit by russian missile will actually be ours because no one is safe#and still I fucking see those fuckos online telling me how we “don't act like people who live in a country that goes through a war”#well I guess in that case we should all stop buying food and clothes to be REAL people who are suffering from a war#like you for real?? you gonna fucking make us give up the only sourse of distraction and dopamine we can get?#you fucking judging people for buying stuff because “you shouldn't buy new things#there's an ongoing war in your country“ you fr?? so like what we all shall fucking give up and die??#buying new things often gives people some dopamine which actually helps to stay somehow stable (as sane as it's possible)#or do you want us to be a fucking nut-state? idk some mental-case-state. fuck off#stand with ukraine#russia is a terrorist state
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Because I was in the feels last night I thought a lot about Bumlets in me and @chaosfairy18 modern au, I just thought about posting it
Philip is Fipper in the au
TW: Homophobia
Bumlets parents are not that friendly, to say the least. Very homophobic especially when they find out Bumlets is gay or at the very least understand he is into boys (summer before Junior year of high school)
They were horrible to begin with but things just got worse so they kicked him out and he went to pack whatever he can, glad hes getting out of this place but then his little brother Flipper is at his bedroom door.
The small boy has tears down his cheeks and Bumlets starts to cry all over again. He hugs him so tight and Flipper doesn't want to let go although hes pulled away by his mom who's shouting slurs at Bumlets and telling him not to infect Flipper. Flipper is screaming for him but Bumlets tells him to be good and listen to his mom despite Bumlets not wanting him to listen to them.
Bumlets gets pretty much all the important things clothes, money, a few personal items. He then drives to Swiftys house and walks up to their door but pauses, scared they won't even take him in.
Swiftys mom (Ayano) sees Bumlets hovering at the door and she already called up to Swifty that Bumlets is here. But she opens the door to find him with a blank expression and around his eyes are red.
She asks him what's wrong but nothing comes out of Bumlets mouth and Swifty comes up behind her to see the broken boy. Swifty takes in his state and leads him to the living room. His mom already has tea and cookies for them. Once all sitting down Bumlets says "I got kicked out." and all Swifty can do is hold him so tightly and Ayano as well, telling him "It's okay dear, you're safe with us."
Bumlets breaks down again and Swifty just holds him so tightly. They eventually go to Swiftys room and Bumlets cries again, "They still have Philip-god they said they didn't want him to turn out like me." Swifty just tells him "It's okay, things will work out." but he wishes he could get Flipper back right now.
Ayano then goes over to Martins' house(Swifty neighbor and close family friend, and acts like a grandparent) and finds her husband there with him and tells them of Bumlets and asks if Martin has a spare room. OFC he does and accepts him the next day despite Bumlets not wanting to disturb him or be a burden (like his parents say).
Martin doesn't mind, he doesn't want the kid to be homeless and then he would be close to Swifty. They get him all settled in the next day and Swifty always visits him and makes sure he is okay.
#the thems#so sad#flipper and bumlets are brothers and you cant take that away from me ever#all we need to do is swifty which may even be worse#they are sad boys fr#dont worry they all get happy soon#just gotta cry a little before fr#92sies#1992 newsies#1992sies#newsies 1992#newsies#bumlets newsies#swifty newsies#flipper newsies#Still Smiling
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the urge to self sabotage bc it would be easier. BUT I WONT DO IT!! I NEED TO PROVE TO MYSELF THAT I CAN DO THINGS THAT ARE GOOD FOR ME!
#i have a history of like. wanting to take the hard path and when its Actually Hard instead of#going thru w it i just like...dont do anything. usually i become anxious to the point of illness etc etc#but rn its like...i cannot fuck this up fr i rly have to at least try !! ive been given a good thing i have to at least . try.#i need to be nicer to my future self they are just as much a person as any of my friends that id go out of my way for#by that point we may so different from each other that all the bad things i do that harm my future arent just harming MY future#but also someone distinct from me in many ways. yk. like who are u hurting ? they (future u) may be a stranger at that point#with how much things change. do you have a right to rob them of potential health and happiness?#im not trying to play around w counterfactuals i just need to be kind. i just need to be kind even if its myself.#lets see.
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season five of mlb was just so insane like strikeback was crazy and then season five just touch that energy and ran with it, evolution showing us gabes true extent of insanity, and every subsequent ep making it more obvious and just all of the Situations and the subversion of expectations with the reconfiguration of the miraculous rather than them winning them back one by one, and like how in depth we got into marinette and adriens feelings and aaaaaaaaaaaaa the more close calls with marinettes akumatizations aaaaaaaa what i would give to see her as princess justice or unmasker or panic. panic especially is such a crazy akuma concept god. and i could just go on like the jubilation ladynoir was crazy them lying to themselves abt him modifying the pig dream somehow cuz they couldnt accept that they actually just want to be together or exaltation or zoenette or the wish, BUG NOIRE, all the adrigaminette moments...
#miraculous ladybug#fav#mlb#marinette dupain cheng#ml#ladybug#miraculous lb#adrien agreste#kagami tsurugi#ml s5#ml s5 spoilers#i love this show#im so excited for s6#we are literally gonna be in a new universe guys#im so excited to see what possible changes there are#how slightly off some things may be...#i need marinette to like actually completely fall apart this season#we keep getting closer and closer...#adrien too needs to lose his shit fr
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just think this time tomorrow ill be publicly indecent in a spoons somewhere. i am so strong
#ONE MORE EXAM. WE CAN DO THIS. I WILL BE DONE IN LITERALLY LESS THAN 24 HOURS NOW#AND THEN THE NEXT EXAM SEASON ISNT UNTIL MAY. COME ON GIRL#we have such a fun plan for tomorrow though bc the consensus has just been 'we need to get fucking mangled after this exam'#like i havent been out-out in WEEKS the closest i came was the end of december for a hometown house party of all things#i didnt even go out for nye. let's all take a moment and consider the implications for someone like me NOT GOING OUT ON NYE#so i am OVERDUE a good night out and then on top of that ive had exams be SO fr#and also this is the first year where my main friendship group (i.e not my housemates but my actual social circle)#are ALL econ students like there's about five of us and we all do econ and yeah two of them ive been mates with since first year#(the girl is my best mate at uni and is always who im on about if i talk about a 'girl on my course' and the lad is the one i lived with#in first year and have kind of got a thing with now?) BUT THE OTHERS ARE NEW ADDITIONS AND THAT'S SO FUN#so we're ALL gonna tip out of that exam and then me and her are gonna go back to mine to get ready bc am i fuck doing make-up#before that exam. the STATES i have shown up in these past few days i think the invigilators are worried about me#and then we're meeting the lads at the pub and starting there and THEN going spoons bc it's me and the girl's tradition#(calling her just 'the girl' is so funny. woman 🫵) after exams to buy each other mystery shots at spoons and we HAVE to drink them#and then one of the lads really wants to go to a karaoke bar for some reason?? so that might be in my future#AND THEN we're going clubbing. im so ready. take me home vodka shots. the end is near please please please#hella goes to uni
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omw home from work I saw someone's balcony decorated for Halloween
#some may say too soon#but not me#i aspire to be like them fr#out of respect to my neighbours I'll wait til mid septmeber#but just know I've been thinking about fall and halloween since late july#could've been their summerween decor tho#can we pls make summerween a bigger thing#I need a big holiday in late july / august to tide me over til october#and not just a civic holiday it needs hype and pizzazz like halloween or christmas#anywho#halloween#summerween#fall#autumn
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I started a "big" drawing of them, but didn't wanna get too into it, so here are some small Hussar Martian :)
#*both drawings this and the wip are hussar au#i just didnt wanna get into something too deeply late on a weeknight#so you know!! draw chibis so i can draw still but not be very tireless#definition of my art: burning the midnight oil fr#things i find funny:#both this and the wip are referenced from pics from various rbr car launches#so i guess those are pretty important pics to me 🤭🤭#and then the other is that both of their hair styles are inspired by malaysia 2010(beloved)#anyways could you imagine seb on the battlefield??? seb on horseback??????#that is why Mark is perpetually tired. he is so DONE with restraining seb from galloping in battle#i have to do more research on the and layout structure of power in this au so take this lightly but#i imagine theyre the two commanders of a battalion 🥰#and mark was already there and then seb got promoted into being his co-leader#and seb effortlessly sways all their men into being wrapped around his finger and mark is so salty#seb: can we please go on another reconnaissance mission 🥺🥺#mark: no. i do not want you getting shot at again. repairing your uniform is so bothersome! and you need to learn how to sew!!!#seb: but Kate's Dirty Sister(horse)(imagine that name in German instead) is so fast and quiet!! mark: no.#BUT GAAAAHAHHH YKNOW??? theyre brought together thru triumph and trauma just like in f1!!!!!! theyre teammates sob sob sob#hussar au will always be special to me. one may say fav child. just bcs its the first one i researched deeply#f1#formula 1#sebastian vettel#mark webber#sebmark#martian#f1 fanart#formula 1 fanart#catie.art.#hussar au
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Why is everything a fucking Heathers reference to me?
#heathers the musical#heathers 1989#hyperfixation of the year fr#i wish i could be normal about my interest lmao#its fun tho#just need someone to share it with#may force my friends to watch it who knows#i think i already annoyed my grandma enough with it tbh#yes my i made my grandma watch heathers and she liked it#and we discussed the differences between the musical and the movie#i live her sm lmao
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persephone's relationship with demeter is so fascinating. her existence is just an extension of demeter, at first, and their bond is a never ending cycle of life. demeter birthed kore and the personification of spring came forth, but her absence leads to cold and drought to not just her mother's heart but to the whole world : it is a deep connection between the child x the creator and so much more ( ... ) i'll write kore as a defiant force against her mother but doing so in a respectful, wishful, and even adoring way ; questioning her place as only a secondary piece to an olympian instead of her own diety that deserves praise and fear as any other. a being refusing to go against what the fates have written, but wondering if she's meant to be just maiden of spring ( sometime i'll write how that defiance applies to hades as well and how far were her choices considered but i believe it is much more complex considering how the hades and persephone thing is seen, usually, and how many myths and tellings are of that story. i like the homer route and the goose tale, too, that little know of. anyway ). wondering if demeter is correct in keeping her just that, her daughter, and little else. the sensation of being held back. and later on, above all, fighting for power against demeter, as i believe gods of any size are in a constant battle for glory and power despite love and adoration for each other. i believe wholeheartedly that the mother x daughter relantionship is a fascinating aspect of our lives and usually the most definining one be it healthy of not. the same applies here. she's much more devoting to her duties to demeter once she has her own steady foot equal to hera and amphitrite's, loving her as spring does the earth and all its living creatures, but demanding equal respect and consideration despite demeter being her creator.
#and thus i invoke ╲ proserpine › about.#there is a moment in life that we look at our mother and we realize they were once a girl too#persephone does that but instead of it she realizes the power her mother has#but defies it when it is to be applied on her#she wants equal footing and can be cruel to demeter in attempting so#only when she reaches what she believes is just that she may question it and continues to love her mother as she did as kore#above all she's dutiful#but it is put into question how much agency she had in any of it#which is interesting to think about and it depends on the myth#reasons why writing myth characters can be maddening lol#i need affiliates demeter and hates for this asap fr#who wants to step up LOL
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I might need to remove Angel from my f/o list
#god its been so long i dont want to let go of them but i can feel my interests. lie somewhere else. i need to let her go#and i. dont think im interested in her anymore;;#i was a little guy when i selfshipped with her. its been- god how long? like 4-5 years? i may be moving on#nobody look at me i need to mourn. 5-6 business days#i shouldve known this was going to happen im older now!!! and my interests have changed since the last time i got into borderlands like this#sorry im going through the stages of grief as we speak#and the current object of my attention- yeah i need to let her go#next post i drop an entire powerpoint case study on h.andsome j.ack just so yall know where im at#that man has BPD! hes just like me fr!!! [<- has bpd]#wish me luck in these trying times i am going fucking through it /neu#convincing myself its not weird is like trying to get an animal to take medicine. i dont think i ever saw him as a familial. platonic yes#familial? gods no#whispers into the void || chatter
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woooo my niece took 5 of my 13 lego sets, one of which was one of the three larger ones, so that's one huge box out of the way and i'm just glad she wanted them because like they ARE twenty years old and they look fine ofc but sometimes kids aren't gonna want stuff that isn't new and shiny ya know, but she did seem to want everything which would've been fine with me but i knew there was no way they would take all that with them, and at least i still have stuff of my own to sell, plus should get at least a cut of my brother's stuff for doing the inventory and putting together that stuff that wasn't already done
#i mentioned the hp sets and how they had been pretty much left together and he was like '....i had harry potter sets?'#which once he saw them he did think they were familiar which was some of my feeling with mine#like oh YEAH i do remember these i just didn't remember having so many#i mean between 13 sets it's really like 3 categories so i would've played with like the whole ice palace and its related sets#i do just wonder how it'll be at the store like everything is pretty much in fine shape#and probably there are people who want older stuff that's rarer and whatever now#BUT then there might be more of a demand for newer stuff at a better price or whatever idk#anyway 6 sets left in the upstairs and then the bionicles and statue of liberty are still in the attic#i'm still not convinced there couldn't be another box somewhere bc idk how to explain the few sets#that are missing so much that i can't actually do them bc even if we had gotten rid of some why would we not include the huge base or w/e#anyway we'll see! but i'm getting closer! and i did a little one this morning#that seemed to be complete it didn't list some of the pieces as extras but based on the instructions i figure they have to be#so i don't really need them like i'll include them if i find them and they're not needed for something else but yeah#anyway i can go back to fic though these first two at least are short so i may be going back to another one tomorrow#can't wait to have my room back though fr like#it is not the only thing making it feel messy because i have newer jewelry and clothes and stuff that i just have to organize and put away#but man the jewelry situation is just. it's not even having so many pieces it's like big earrings that take up a lot of space or whatever#so i just have not wanted to deal with it but it's kinda out of hand#but i can really think about that after this particular project is done#and do puzzles again oh my god i have 3 puzzles waiting for me at least#plus my mom always has a bunch to be done since everyone knows to buy her puzzles lol but that has also gotten out of hand#i wouldn't mind getting rid of a couple of mine though just bc it is like okay you do it but then you just have it and it takes up space#would be cool to have pretty ones framed tho
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time to accept that I'm upset about the fact "its OK if you just want to be friends" is empty words. that's not going to happen!! & i can never go back to the society we met in because it'll just be awkward! without us EVER dating (unless we were and I wasn't aware of it). so sick of not understanding this stuff i wish it was simple and clear
#i'm so so tired i just like to make friends#and i thought i had one#when this guy messaged me asking if i was alright#after i didnt show up to a society for ages#i thought he was checking for the sake of checking#and i appreciated that because i was not alright#but he said he messaged me because he realised he needed to be proactive in finding a partner#and he thought i was pretty.#ok thanks but i want to be cared about outside of romantic intent#like i would worry for him and care about him#as someone i trust whose company i enjoy#but that wasn't the intent. and now there will be nothing#i'm so tired i hate this#asked my friend just now how it feels to be in love#or romantically attracted to someone#and she could not give a clear answer#despite having felt it before#but by the way she describes it. i tick all the boxes#not with this rejected person clearly#idk. i may not be capable. im so tired of it being everywhere#i wish i could message that friend i made at a social last year#who i had such a good time with#but he tried to kiss me then and he's got a girlfriend now#so it would be wrong#according to rules i don't understand#rant over#i am not sober which was such a mistake#because now i am alone and sad about lost friends who apparently felt something i did not#so that means we have to pretend like we mean nothing to each other#is it the autism. fr. i don't understand
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i’ve realized i have a favorite communication dynamic in my ships
characters talk about their feelings and communicate effectively from day one- 👎👎👎👎 boring bad nothing of substance here. also 99% chance they would not fucking say that
characters never talk about anything and when the miscommunication comes to a head it gets moved on from without proper resolution- 👎👎👎👎 also bad where’s my growth. where’s my closure. continuity please
characters try to talk it out and are bad at it- ok we’re getting somewhere. this is a start
character A does Not want to have the feelings conversation but also knows that if the conversation is not had it will probably end up killing one of them eventually. character B would actually rather risk death than have the conversation but A has given them no choice- PEAK. NO NOTES. GROWTH SUCKS TO DO AND IS UNCOMFORTABLE BUT WE DO IT ANYWAYS. FUCK YEAH
#marzi speaks#i need that shit to feel like pulling TEETH#i need ‘look i get that we’d both rather rot than discuss this but we actually need to if we want to have anything good here’#i need it to be messy and uncomfortable and scary. i need it to feel like picking gravel from a wound. like the sting of antiseptic#when people with poor communication miscommunicate i need them to do damage to each other#like barbed wire#and i need the initial communication to feel like removing those barbs from the skin#it sucks. and you may have to cause more damage before it can heal. but this is necessary for the healing#it’s so GOOD. i LOVE IT.#because in real life that’s usually how it goes!!! we fuck up and then we have to talk about how we fucked up#and NOBODY likes that but it’s an important part of it!!!! and i love when characters have to explore it#i love how it forces them to grow as people#i enjoy when one character is reluctant and one character is completely avoidant bc i am conflict avoidant myself lmao#and i work VERY hard not to be. bc even though it sucks i can still recognize that I Can’t Just Ignore It#and everyone loves going ‘they’re just like me fr’
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Gonna try and refill the queue after work on Saturday I'll set a reminder
#I'm gonna be fr guys#My mum's dog (brown lab I posted the other day) is being put to sleep on Monday and my own dog is having surgery on Tuesday#Combined with school on the horizon if I don't refill the queue this weekend there's a chance I may not do it for a while#So we're taking our opportunities while we have them#I need to feed the machine for you all#Diogenes
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