#wanted everyone to need me at 22

[visions-of-clarity]

Just thinking about how much I thought I understood this song at 22 years old….

[ricky-mortis]

A portrait of Sir John Herschel because I‘m normal about Pulp Musicals

[tearfest]

sorry to log on n rant but i need to rant

[spinecurlingmice]

being autistic in fandom spaces is like really miserable because iiiiiii miss social cues a lot. and text cues i either miss frequently or interpret differently than intended. which makes me analyze characters different and need things explained of what was like. Actually meant. but sometimes people are assholes and that always sticks with me a lot more than anybody calmly explainging it to me ever will

[sonicranger1]

CHANGLINGS R IN THE BOOK AND THEY ARE DISGUSTING WOW

(Putting this book illustration under the cut cuz it genuinely is gross guys this is ur only warning)

Lowkey glad my copy had this in black and white wtf

If you asked me to use only one piece of art from the book to summarize it, it would be this one, it just... captures the essence of everything perfectly

The perfect mix of comedic-ness and horror 🤌 like okay gross why did I have to see you coughing up your organs but also why are you staring at me like that sir blobfish looking ass

obligated Blinky highlight, he's so gross <3 I need to write a hit piece on him at some point would anyone be interested (I will likely do it eitherway)

[dailyautophagy]

I can’t imagine being so young I need an audience to feel real

[sami-uso]

perhaps tragically, sami and kevin interacting/feuding is just as inevitable to me as randy and cody feuding

[probayern]

eat the rich this eat the rich that but i would like to be the rich so i don't have to sit in front of a laptop wanting to stab my eyes out every day

[songofwizardry]

it is october of 2023 and i am watching gravity falls for the first time. living my best life tbh

[topnotchquark]

Thinking about all the NFAK songs built around the act of looking at the lover. How there is an exploration of the manner in which the sight of the lover engages with the beloved. The sight being the first sense that interacts with the beloved, and what that means to the lover. How sight lets you build what you want to make of your beloved without touching them. Akin to how one might interact with god because one can't touch god.

"Kiven Mukhre ton Nazra Hatawan" being an ode to how you can't take your eyes off the one you love because you see god there. "Je tu akhiyan de saamne ni rehna" being this sulky, pouty demand you make to your love to return your heart if they are not going to be there in your sight always. "Akhiyan Udeek diyan" a reminder to your love that your eyes are waiting for their arrival, to get a glimpse of you. "Chaap tilak sab cheen" being about how the lovers world collapsed when their eyes met their beloved's. "Ye Jo halka halka suroor" literally telling the beloved that its their gaze that is responsible for this constant state of inebriation that the lover finds themselves in. A love so intense, so potent, that even when the least invasive sense is exposed to it, it's enough to capture a whole gamut of human emotions.

[docholligay]

Me looking at official art: Ah, glad to see Lena’s been promoted to Flight Sergeant despite not working for the RAF for years. 

[orcelito]

Another morning another day

I've been thinking a lot about going to the animal shelter

[stereax]

woohoo spiraling out of control right now (what else is new really I've been fucked up and spiraling for weeks now) and trying to figure out reasons not to delete my tumblr and discord and myself along the way

but you know. talking about myself on my blog automatically means I'm attention seeking and fishing for pity right? should just shut up and stick to the news eh, it's all I'm good for :D

anyway if you need me I'll be in the corner reliving the past, coming to terms with reality, and trying to convince myself I'm not the problem despite every indication to the contrary ✌︎︎

[savrenim]

the worst bit about being Super Excited about a new original project is, like. the knowledge that. at best. people aren't going to see it for a year and a half to two years. and that it's really hard to go "hey trust me I'm going to have something so cool in like two years so please stick around now"

[deathlygristly]

The spousal person and I got married when we were 21 but we never wanted and so never had kids.

In September we'll have been married for 22 years, and we're still very happy together.

Other people are different from you. You don't have to do anything you don't want to do just because others are doing it, and you can let them go live the life they want without judging them.

If they're happy and they're making the right life choices for them, and you're happy and you're making the right life choices for you, then why this insistence that there's something wrong with people who are happy with life choices that are different from the ones you personally would be happy with?

Dawg how are you 22 with a wife and kids you should be outside playing

[langernameohnebedeutung]

Lae'zel's character and her entire situation at the beginning of the game becomes so much more funny when you find out she's 22. It makes so much sense. Imagine you're 22 and you're exposed to this dangerous toxin or chemical or something - but not to worry, you learnt that this can be easily fixed, you just need to dial 911 real quick. Common knowledge. Everyone knows that. You learnt that in kindergarten, it's up there with fire alarm drills.

But the people you're stuck with have no concept of modern medicine and when you say "let's go to the hospital" they will say shit like "i think they kill people at the hospital" and "we should ask this swamp lady" or "this guy over there told me about this homoeopathic healer kind of guy but he got abducted" or "this random bard wants to help" and "I'm not going to dial 911 because I don't want the government to know my home address" or "maybe we should consider a deal with Satan". And then a bunch of them KEEP consuming the chemical because it makes them "stronger". One guy might explode for unrelated reasons. You have a few days before this situation is getting critical and suddenly they're solving crime and doing general charity for the community.

And FOR SOME REASON you still try to help these idiots and you STILL want to help them get the cure even though they all keep insisting the "doctors" at the "hospital" might try to "kill them" and they don't have insurance. And you keep telling them to just. go. to. the. hospital. before the time runs out and you all die very horribly of a very treatable condition.

And also you're 22 in a foreign country and you're responsible for shepherding this gaggle of idiots who are all ranging anywhere from 24 to 240 years old.