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Doing this bc I’m scared to and won’t on my own
if this gets 5k notes by October 20th, I will tell my dad about my eating disorder and get help to recover + therapist
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No spamming
5 notes per person including likes
if either one of those is broken, I’m reducing the time limit, basically making it less likely to hit the goal on time
FOR CRYING OUT LOUD PLEASE STOP SPAMMING
tagging is okay
Might delete later(sorry!) because I’m scarrredddd, I don’t wanna tell my dad >:l
#Basically I’ve been trying for the past two weeks to recover on my own without having to tell anyone about it and bro I just cant#Jsbsjdhd#It will only be a temporary recovery though heads up#Because I’m not going to get away with this eating disorder for much longer#I’m going to get found out so this is just temporary until I’m an adult#Once I’m an adult I won’t have to worry about getting caught 😌#Ahhh I’ve had this disorder for like a year now I’m sick of it 😭#Okay maybe not temporary#Actually I wouldn’t mind recovering for good actually this sucks#Notes game#note game
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i feel like a doll sitting on a shelf waiting until someone wants to play with me in order to feel alive again
#i don’t consider myself an extrovert#but god i have two friends and one is my roommate#bpd#actually bpd#borderline personality disorder#bpd problems#actually borderline#bpd feels#bpd meme#bpd memes#paranoia#bpd rage
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OK, but did you know that even those hilarious ads in A date with Death are based on other visual novels? It just makes them twice as cool! | edit: By the time I decided to post this -it was in my drafts since january-, they've already add links to the ads, but whatever. still, if you don't want to wait in game, here's all of them in one place | Slay the princess
The Ocean at Night
Moonflower
Heart Agency
The Inn Between
Dreambound
The Divine Speaker
The Sun and the Moon
The last rose
Please be happy
> one way
#visual novel#black tabby games#slay the princess#cats on lilypad studios#moonflower#heart agency#the inn between#two and a half studios#dreambound#the divine speaker#a date with death#team merpus#the ocean at night#studio elan#please be happy#disordered media#more than one way
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Which song is your #6 or #14 or whatever isn't interesting to me; I wanna hear where in your list the first song from each of your top 5 artists shows up. Or the last one
#music talk#spotify wrapped#(starting a tag in case anyone doesn't care)#brave new world (starset)‚ stranger (seeming) and sunnyside (idkhow) are my 2–4#but frost* is my number one artist and doesn't show up until milliontown at 32#and blue stahli‚ which i actually do not understand being in my top 5 i didn't realize i listened that much tbh‚ is ultranumb at 38#and ready aim fire at 63 and that's it. just those two. i guess it was more his broad discography i was into this year#last idkhow is downside (99)‚ frost* is numbers (90)‚ starset's degenerate (73) and seeming is the flock (82)#unless you count indomitus by ivardensphere (89) which is not by seeming but features the vocalist so they're credited as an artist#btw just to set the record straight milliontown is 27 minutes long and i listened to the entire thing start to finish every time i played i#i never skipped to or skipped any parts of it and somehow it ended up place 32 so that#is my disorder#unsubtly posts asking for certain songs just so *i* can talk about mine
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I'm listening to a lot of Maintenance Phase (bc I love it) and this comes up sometimes, so I'll just be sat here thinking about how common it is for little kids to grow up watching their moms and other women in their life jump from diet to diet. Just as ambient background noise in your childhood, the adults around you obsess over calories aloud, express guilt over eating enjoyable food, frame exercise as a form of punishment for eating, and so on.
#how crazy is that...#and no your mom or your aunt or sisters or whoever surely aren't thinking about this as modeling a type of behavior#but that's what happens#also particularly crazy for people I talk to where you're in the age group that also had The Biggest Loser airing on tv at the time LMAO#lots of stuff happening at once there huh. crazy#sergle.txt#also yes I am gendering this SPECIFICALLY not because EDs/weight stigma/eating disorders DON'T stretch across all genders#but because it WAS specifically almost always women doing this because the diet and weight loss industries specifically target women#and because we can all think of examples in our families or in those of our friends and ppl close to us#where one or all of the women will be taking part in this behavior and IN THE BACKGROUND. the men in the house usually aren't.#and that a lot of the time this isn't enforced on them either. or the mom will be cutting calories and the dad will be visibly making fun.#sometimes families with one or two people doing this diet shit will cause it to be The Whole House Goes On A Diet#but more often than not it's a splintered effort or just one person.
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if you have HPD, NPD or ASPD i love you. we’re either ignored or talked over, or flat out demonised. we’re seen as abusers. but we’re human, and a personality disorder shouldn’t change that.
#mental health#histrionic personality disorder#narcissistic personality disorder#antisocial personality disorder#hpd#npd#aspd#personality disorder#cluster b#artemis.chr#madpunk#i think that’s the right tag?#not about bpd#don’t make this about bpd#narcissistic abuse#i have hpd and npd traits#so i’m not just talking out of knowing people with it#i fit criteria for two of these.
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Who are you, really?
#Alternate title yeah i played this vr game but it didn’t do anything for fazbear’s reputation i just realized i have a dissociative disorder#Oops !!#fnaf#my art#vanessa sb#vanessa security breach#vanny#vanny fnaf#Vanny the bunny#princess quest fnaf#princess quest#Btw the two standing with ness in the last picture are loche(left) and crown(right) theyre nessa’s alters feel free to ask abt them#System nessa is real tomme
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constantly torn between gym-bro evan and malnourished, skeletal evan. both evans follow the same rigidity of diet and health, and both are hyper conscious of appearance, both are vitamin taking herbal health nuts.
#but which one is real!#disordered eating rosekiller is canon to me#these two freaks who love control are counting their red meat to the milligram#they both had vegan phases and barty hid it as if it was a crime#rosekiller#barty x evan#mauraders#evan rosier#bcj
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i owe my soul to the company store.
sixteen tons - tennessee ernie ford
#two years later. well it's done#this one maybe just for me and caroline and our union girl with a disorder#spn#nicole.amv tag#always wanted to use bridge shot. if not now when?#spnamv
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bee's protective nature over anyone persists even as a ghost & i think he sometimes forgets or doesn't care that only star can see him (sadly no touch tho) & will start shouting & angrily try standing between people who are mad at starscream even tho he can't be seen, he just wants to try & help anyways bcs STOP IT >:(!! BE NICE !!!! cried the ghost no one can hear or see except for the poor guy getting yelled at & trying to overhear the conversation over bee's frantic rebuttals while trying to discreetly let bee know it's ok while ALSO trying not to look Insane .
continued attempt at a 4am drawn doodle comic below
i might draw detailed later but yeah i just wanted to give yall this headcanon bcs i love starbee so much... the nagging wives finally finding their true loves... another nagging wife.
' you .. do know only i can hear and see you, unfortunately, right? or are you starting to go loopy, because i don't need another insane figure haunting me. I have enough already, as you can try and fail to imagine, little bee . '
' trust me, im Well aware .. of everything you just said . .. but i just. i couldn't just Stand there and do Nothing while someone talked to you like You were Nothing . that's not the autobot way. that's not- my way . '
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#starbee#transformers#maccadam#tf idw#transformers idw#bumblebee#starscream#bee posting paragraphs of opinions no one cares abt to his new twitter after his old one got sniped#for telling megatron to offline himself#except no one gets notifs when he follows them except for starscream for some reason so#starscream is bee's only follower but bee keeps posting paragraphs abt anything anyways#' atp just dm me bee.' ' OPTIMUS. CaN YOU BELiEVE HE SAID THIS TO ME????? I CANNOT BE- ' optimus has never touched twitter in his life#jazz made and controls his twitter for him but no one knows bcs jazz uses it to roleplay as optimus and mourns bee being dead#bee keeps commenting hes not dead but jazzOptimus never gets the notification & hes rlly popular so rip bee#i love starbee bcs starbee is when theyre both cringe but free#when the foils meet and have fun the world burns but i am at peace bcs i love them so fking much#anyways um hiii if u guys see this and wanna be moots hiiiiii id love to be moots pls just comment hi or smthing#i need tf friends sobad#sorry for drawing bee like hes princess peach but im not bcs he is indeed my princess#he is my beautiful princess disorder#starscream social distancing from ppl & making ppl think hes an even bigger awkward jerk (he is) but rlly it's to give bee#space to stand between the conversators with his hands on his hips to exchange glares between the two#or just so starscream can see his opinions on the guy hes talking to better#'i think' 😾 that's a'😾 ' it's a gorgeous' 😾 i dont Like that Guy starscre'PLAN'#( um.. why are you shouting..) ' ...... NO.REASON. ' bee in a corner whistling somewhere#starscream grinding his fucking teeth#hes so fking annoyed at his ego being hampered by this hauntful creature but also it's so worth it to see bee be brought out of that#smiley ' lets go autobots!! yes sir optimus sir! ' shell he always puts on for everyone else so it brings starscream away from his#egotistical shell as well and they just both encourage growth from each other by being silly and cute and WAGHH TOGETHER#WAGHHH WAGHHH I LOVE STARBEE WRAGHHH!!!!!!!
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here’s just the sketched version i just didn’t get time to to draw the rest of it
you guys don’t understand i’ve suddenly become so hyperfixated on these stupid gay hedgehogs that i haven’t been doing my homework for a week and i have a test tomorrow so i should probably study for that
#sonic#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#sonic the hedghog fanart#sth#sth fanart#my art#sketch#no bc i’ve pulled two all nighters in the past week just reading fanfic#adhd got me not functioning#it’s almost like being neurodivergent is a disorder#that’s so silly lol
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my beautiful princess with a disorder reload
#junpei iori#chidori yoshino#persona 3#persona 3 reload#jundori#he really only had this sprite that convey the mood unlike the two different ones but you know how remakes are#did this scene a few days ago all i could see was my beautiful princess with a disorder#talk to me...
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In other news. I am now a ghostmaker fan. BY jove is he funny. He's objectively better at Bruce's job at least 2/3 of the time (by a given metric of better). He doesn't get attachements. He's had two sidekicks and two love interests all of whom are reflective of Batman because he so desperately wants to fill the hole of what he thought he could of had with Bruce but didn't and so now on some level he believes that if he shows Bruce he's truly better at being Batman Bruce will come around. He cannot for the life of him not take a jab at Bruce. He has not stopped thinking of Bruce ever. He was willing to stay in Gotham to help Bruce out despite being a guy plagued by chronic vigilante wanderlust. He is literally a walking ninja cyborg aesthetic post.
Minhkhoa Khan you will always be Him.
#ship them or not these two have been microwaving each other in their respective brains since they went their separate ways#and just the way that he funnels Bruce back into a teenage dick measuring contest is so funny#theyre both wildly immature in separate ways#its beautiful. this is the first time in a while I have legitimately enjoyed reading a batman comic#dc#batman#bruce wayne#ghostmaker#ghost maker#minhkhoa khan#khoa khan#like objectively do I find some of the choices so far that have been done with his character good?#no. but then hes a brown bisexual man with a personality disorder in dc comics. its a recipe for miserable unthought through writing
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all nine of the stretch goal designs for this campaign - I am not sure how many goals we will be able to reach but there will come a point where I won't be able to do any more goals unless I get fulfillment help, so we'll see if it gets to that point and if I can get help! below the cut are the names, info, and artist statements for each plushie! I may end up changing the names as I am still not sure about ash, sandy, kelly, and luca, but let me know if you like them!
Tristan The Depression Raccoon: Tristan’s plushie will come with a removable hoodie accessory! He loves cozy video games like animal crossing and stardew valley. There are not many widely used symbols for depression that I could find, so I chose Tristan's colors based on how my depression makes me feel, bruised and cold.
Ash the Anxiety Bunny Moth: Ash’s plushie will have fluffy moth antennae and removable magnetic wings similar to Bug’s plush! They love to visit the home depot lights section when their friends are with them! I chose gray and yellow for the main body colors because my anxiety personally deals with uncertainty and things out of my control. The green comes from one of the anxiety flags created by Beyond MOGAI. To add moth features was a suggestion I got that I thought fit very well!!
Sandy the Obsessive Compulsive Disorder Kitty: Sandy is an artist and loves to draw and paint landscapes! Her wings will be attached via magnet, similar to Bug’s wings. The colors of her design are based on the OCD flag created by lucellion, with spirals in her paws to represent repetitive thought processes.
Melon the Sensory Processing Disorder Opossum: Melon is a silly opossum who has bat wings! Melon’s wings will be attached via magnet, similar to Bug’s wings. Melon’s colors are inspired by the SPD pride flag created by Beyond MOGAI.
Jazz the Borderline Personality Disorder Kitty: Jazz is a tortoiseshell kitty that loves to read!! Jazz’s plush will come with a pvc charm of the hand of Eris symbol for you to put on xer collar if you choose! The colors are loosely based on the BPD flag created with community input by ptsdsafe on tumblr.
Kelly the Schizospec Axolotl: kelly is an axolotl who is studying chemistry and loves science! kelly’s design is inspired by the Schizospec flag, created with community input and organized by schizosupport on tumblr. They will have a collar tag once again made of PVC featuring the associated double sided arrow symbol.
Em the Bipolar Disorder Chimera: Em is a chimera kitty who has dragon wings and a snake tail! One side of the snake tail is smiling, the other frowning. This takes inspiration from the :): symbol often associated with Bipolar disorder.
Cy the Irritable Bowel Syndrome Otter: Cy is a happy little otter griffin! They love to sculpt and craft and sew! Cy’s color pallet is based on the assortment of medications I take for my own IBS symptoms.
Luca the Dyslexia Fox: Luca is a dancer and loves to perform! Their design and colors are loosely based on the infinity heart+ moon and star symbol that is often found on dyslexia flags. they will have L and R embroidered on their paws, which was a suggestion I was given.
#tristan the depression racoon#audhd creatures#ash the anxiety moth bunny#sandy the ocd kitty#melon the spd opossum bat#Jazz the BPD kitty#kelly the schizospec axolotl#em the bipolar disorder chimera#cy the IBS otter griffin#luca the dyslexia fox#part of my concern with naming is that when it comes to a collection in order to make fulfillment easier on myself I like to choose names#that mostly have different letters to start. because. I will read the first letter of a name and then go off of that which has led to#many people getting sprinkles instead of scarlet or beau instead of beans ToT#so we have ash - bug - critter - cy (the one repeat) - dash - em - jazz - kelly - luca - melon - tristan#cy i think is different enough from critter because it is only two letters so if I confuse cy for critter. that's. well. i hope i won't
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#my art#i'm so swag with it btw#FULLY expecting this to get flagged because it has trans woman AND mental disorder#two things staff historically love <3
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Not my idea, pointed out in Tiktok, but something had to be up with Martha Wayne if her alternate self becomes the Joker after seeing her son die.
Now, onto what is my idea; There definitely was something wrong, but it was handled for the most part until that point came up and she had a full mental breakdown over the event
And there are two ways she could’ve been mentally ill, and that depends on the time period you set Gotham back in
If it’s modern day? Martha could’ve been getting genuine medical help, seeing a psychiatrist and being properly medicated by some of the best doctors in the business. (Isn’t Thomas a doctor sometime too? They had to have trusted friends in the field to help her and keep it under wraps from the public) Maybe her symptoms are minimalized but still there in Bruce’s childhood and his young self can’t understand why there are some days where he just can’t be around his mother or why she has bad days, but there’s always his dad or Alfred able to distract him while the other keeps an eye on her in some other part of the Manor because there’s plenty of room to keep space when she’s not herself that day. Maybe, in that one horrible night, she breaks and doesn’t want to be there or lucid enough to understand that her son is gone and just falls further and further into the role she took up.
The worse outcome if it’s old Gotham? Lobotomy. Women who needed help and care having their brains irreparably damaged so they’re less to deal with, and what’s an eight year old to understand of what happened to their mother or how their mothers always been like?
#there had to have been something going on behind the scenes if they’re a possibility she ended up like Joker on her own#and by on her own I mean there’s no intervention. just one point of truama and no outside assistance#I’d believe it too since disorders and mental illnesses can be genetic and there’s definitely something with Bruce too#it could be an interesting topic too#the idea of privilege and mental illness of how one gets adequate care and others don’t#a lot of Bruce’s rouges need help so it’s a topic you could tie in with a lot of people#take Dent and Bruce figuring out he overlooked two of some of the most important peoples in his lives illnesses and watch the words pour#martha wayne#bruce wayne#Wayne family#thomas wayne#Batman#dc#dc comics#flashpoint
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