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Getting back into terraria after Gaixashunnerthimaggun the first was deleted when I got a new PC

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Medkit animation I forgot to post a while ago

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Hey hey✋ sorry ive been a bit drained from posting recently but the OC’s are keeping me going. This is another one of my Phighting OC’s “Puppet Master” and I love him dearly but he’s also going through absolute agony.

Nothing is entirely set in stone but from an excerpt of me brainrotting to friends “Thinking abt pm and I think I have ideas about him and it involves lying about loyalty and whatever like saying something about having a fake eye or like just hiding it somehow or whatever and he becomes very invested in it and talks to the father all the time and so hes like decently well known but then people find out that he is in fact lying and then because he’s dishonoured the church his children are killed and that causes the heat of the moment reaction of pure agony that he claws one of his eyes out and has to be restrained before he rips out the other one and now he’s in the church out of fear and trying to hide that by claiming it’s a strong faith that keeps him there when he knows he can’t leave because if he told anyone about what happened his new children would be killed again”

Also design choice of only his intact eye being shadowed by his hood is to emphasize his missing one and deliberately show that he isn’t hiding some kind of fake one anymore

He gets better though don’t worry he will eventually have his happy ending :)

Also apologies to any of my followers who rely on my alt text!! I want to get a post out but it’s 4 AM so hopefully I will be able to add them later on the day or week!

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Medkit is the worst Phighting character. He makes my life worse actively and I can’t stand him.

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How it feels to be a Medkit main.

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50 DOODLES!!!! AND... what is this...?

WELCOME MOD MEDKIT!!!!!!!

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Sometimes I just forget I do 3D modeling. Anyway check out my Phighting OCs Flashbang (she/her) and Gamma! (he/they/it)

They mean the world to me and I hope they both die

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Skibidi toilet

Who the fuck is this.

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I wrote about him ONE time and look what phucking happened.

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I dont know phighting lore I literally just think hes funny and hes my main

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I HAVE NOT FINISHED MY JOUNO BIRTHDAY ART PLEASE DO NOT KILL ME IT WILL HAPPEN… HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOUNO SAIGIKU AND ALSO ARINDO SANSANTEI I NEED TO GET TO WORK.

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Thinking about the ableism toward Jouno in the BSD fandom and it genuinely pisses me off so badly I want to hit people. I’ll be perusing the tag and looking at stuff and then I’ll see some random pop ups for AO3 and get shit like this

Now I don’t 100% know the context of this screenshot, for all I know this fic could be about him before he lost his sight, but either way it got me thinking and thinking got me angry and being angry means i need to complain. Jouno is already pretty shit blind rep, I’ll be honest. He’s the basic stereotype of “blind character has super senses because they’re blind” but can we give blind people literally ANYTHING else??? jesus christ. I’m pissed how BSD writes his blindness so as per usual I had to attempt to fix all of that myself, but attempting to fix it and removing it entirely are NOT the same and one is VERY MUCH SO WORSE. Again, not talking about this fic specifically but other ones I’ve seen that do this, or those “Jouno if he could see” edits. Spoiler alert, blind people can open their eyes.

I dont know why BSD and every other piece of media is so adamant on not giving visually impaired and blind characters white canes and just giving them "super senses" to get around it. It’s incredibly stupid and abelist to portray stuff like this. Disabilities are not super powers and thank GOD they didnt make that his ability but they still gave him that aspect and I guess it can be excused with SOME lore stuff like maybe he got really good senses from his surgeries but it just sucks that it happened that way at all? And then they don't even touch on how horrible having incredibly hightened senses to the point you can HEAR blood would be?? can you imagine hearing everyone internal organs around you 24/7 EVERYDAY? No one talks about that at all. That would be so fucking overwhelming its genuinely insane. Jouno is such a dear character to me, but genuinely when I remember him in canon without any of my headcanon explinations it’s just really sad that all I can say about him as representation is "well.. it could be worse".

I know there’s going to be at least one person saying “theres good blind rep in other shows though!!” Yes! I know! I’m super glad about that! But ignoring the bad ones doesn’t help much. You need to point out the issues to get good results. Recently, and by recently I mean about 17 hours ago, I watched/listened to the first episode of Daredevil, once with audio descriptions, and then after I watched without AD and had captions. I’m super glad that things are more commonly getting AD—it’d be a bit pathetic if the show with a blind main character was not accessible to blind people—but even with Daredevil, Matt still falls a bit into this stereotype.

Don’t get me wrong, seeing a character with a white cane has me absolutely elated, but from the single episode I’ve seen and what I’ve heard, he apparently also has some sort of super senses, and I know in the first episode he can hear heartbeats. I think super senses as a power is fine, but it’s just the fact they always give it to the blind characters. I, myself, am not blind, nor am I really visually impaired, I just wear glasses. However, as someone with a special interest in disabilities and also as someone that is disabled in other ways, seeing disabled rep fall into stereotypes over and over just really bums me out sometimes.

I think Daredevil is great so far from this one episode, I’ll probably be looking at more of it, but that is definitely just one gripe I have with it. I think Charlie Cox putting a bunch of effort into the role with the method acting and talking to people in the blind community and just all of that is amazing, I love to see that in anything, it’s just urrghh that it’s so hard to find a blind character that doesn’t have some kind of insane superpower senses with things. It reminds me of when characters with autism are so frequently portrayed as geniuses or their autism is only acceptable if it helps the neurotypical cast with “gadgets” or something. I dunno. Hard to explain, it’s 11 at night and I’m tired. Just don’t be ableist in any fandom or in real life. I shouldn’t have to even point out why this shit is disgraceful.

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What if Silent Ponyville was actually about the Silent Hill cast…. Of course the original Silent Ponyville is a historical artifact for the MLP and SH fandom but like ugh. Can you imagine how cool this stuff could be? Like Maria being a changeling sort of species that mimics a pony (Mary) unwillingly and because she didn’t willingly change theres still that something thats off about her like under her skirt on her flank she has no cutie mark or her “magic” doesn’t work normally, maybe the magic particles around the horn just don’t show up sometimes and even she is hardly aware of it. God. I love Silent Hill and pony.

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He actually wasnt meant to be hoodie at all but I just kinda put him there cause I said marble hornets was like a wildass drug trip

Had to explain marble hornets to a friend

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Using slender is a more approachable term for my friend that was not into marble hornets. Jesse pinkman is also not in marble hornets if you hadn’t noticed!

Had to explain marble hornets to a friend

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YYYYYEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH

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Im a man and I would eat a mouse

men b like wow I’ve never met a girl who liked music before..