#tw m3ansp0

[lablakelystress]

Vent no. 20 ( tw: m3@nsp0‼️)

Guys…down to 100 but now after almost 3 days of being with my parents and not skipping lunch, I’m looking awful. I felt kind of ok when I was losing w3ight but now I feel worse just like before confirming my belief that the only way to stay mentally stable is to restrict and try and reach my gw ( honestly I can’t even believe I felt ok, bc I still had all of my problem areas except for maybe my stomach so idk what I was thinking. Either way though, GOTTA LOSE MORE ) that’s all.

Affirmation to self :

You are f a t.

You are u g l y.

You are r e p u l s i v e.

But go ahead, lie to yourself and say you feel ok.

You will only look decent once you reach your gw.

[saddi3grl]

[zka-2nd]

discipline is the strongest form of self-love. it's ignoring something you want right now for something better later on. discipline is the commitment you have to your dreams, especially on days you don't want to. the future you is depending on the current you to keep the promises you made to yourself yesterday.

[cigarette-withbow]

i lost my teenage years to being fat. lets hope this doesnt apply to my twenties

[summer4summer4life]

Do you think she stuffs her face with fatty foods everyday?

[lorbarca]

When my friends get pizza and sandwich for lunch but i have Water and Monster

[kittycatkilledaman]

Cat thinspo? Cat thinspo.

[sugarfreecupcakes]

[wanttobepr3tty]

You’re so pathetic. Look at yourself—every bite you take, every excuse you make, it’s proof you’re a failure.

Do you think people like you deserve to eat? They don’t. You don’t.

Every time you pick up a fork, you’re choosing to stay worthless. You’re choosing failure over progress, weakness over strength. And for what? A moment of comfort that you’ll hate yourself for afterward?

The hunger you feel? It’s what you deserve for letting yourself get like this in the first place.

It’s not punishment; it’s a reminder.

A reminder that you have work to do.

That you’re still not enough.

That you haven’t earned anything yet—not food, not pride, not the right to look at yourself without disgust.

Don’t you dare give in to your cravings. They don’t care about you. They just want to ruin you.

You’re not allowed to eat again until you’ve earned the right to exist in your own skin.

Not until you’ve suffered enough to make a difference.

The version of yourself you want isn’t built through comfort. She’s built through hunger, through pain, through sacrifice.

So do better.

Be better.

Because right now, you’re nothing. And if you give up again, that’s all you’ll ever be.

[bitsbonesburning]

trashy th1nsp0

[tooth-butter]

Can some of the people making meanspo please learn how to spell?? Like whenever they say shit like “you need to loose weight” or “your fat” I just lowkey giggle. Makes me want to eat sometimes just out of spite icl.

[g0th-kittygurl]

why tf did nikocadoavocado loose sm weight and be skinny before me :(

[saddi3grl]

[zka-2nd]

don't complain about the results you're not getting from the work you're not doing.

[cigarette-withbow]

surrounding myself with ed related content so i can become obsessed again

[summer4summer4life]

Thigh gaps. A symbol of grace, self control, and discipline.