#tw bpd episode

[blownawayy]

i thought it was hard, i knew nothing

[insaneinpink]

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[sad-empty-lost]

I should have been dead by now……

[skinnyr4t]

[succubunniii]

[hotgirlmessss]

What the fuck is wrong with my brain

[deprixpainsblog]

Die Gedanken machen mich gerade so fertig.

[psychocitysblog]

I should sue my parents for having me. I didn’t ask to be here. I don’t want to be here anymore.

[dexu4y]

the anger i feel towards ppl i love when i’m splitting is indescribable like i want to block them on everything and never speak to them again but then 5 mins later im sobbing over how much i love them it’s exhausting

[raincamp]

splitting on someone and then splitting back but loathing yourself because how dare you think any thoughts even implying that theyre not an amazing perfect human being what were you thinking they can't do anything wrong!! its shameful that you would have thoughts like that. oh they cant read your mind?? oh well they might as well have, they don't deserve to have to deal with your bullshit mental illness you should block them you shouldn't be in their life anymore you're a constant burden on them no wonder they abandoned you. why were you even mad at them in the first place?? its totally reasonable that they would leave you. with your issues?? pfft yeah you're basically destined to be alone forever.

[nai-neko-nyan]

Anybody got some tips on how to regulate your emotions?

[blownawayy]

i want the world to stop for like 1 year so i can rest

[drifting-bones]

i hate seeing reminders of them wherever i go. they left but i still have to see memes that i want to send them, i still want to show them things i think they would like, everything reminds me of them and no matter how hurt i feel i still love them and just want to be with them again. why did i have to fuck everything up?

[happyherringbonkpickle]

Sad💔

[vixensofdeath]

being manic is the best yet the worst. I feel like I’m on drugs and I can do anything. my mind races and my world zooms by. and even when I think about dying it’s not depressing. this time it’s thrilling and exciting to me. everything- no matter how bad it is, I am constantly over amped. but, after the few good times, I feel horrible. I just want to come down but I can’t. I’m wide awake and not hungry and I want to do so many bad things to me and others.

[succubunniii]