#tw bpd episode

[blownawayy]

i want the world to stop for like 1 year so i can rest

[gonexinsane]

I’m a burden to everyone in my life

[corpsecandyyy]

I just wish somebody would reach out and ask if I'm okay before I reach for my knife and fucking kill myself

[insaneinpink]

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[dollincage]

whenever i’m depressed or hypomanic, suicide is always and will always be an option. and i hate myself for it.

[saddevilsworld]

i have officially given up

[sad-empty-lost]

I should have been dead by now……

[psychocitysblog]

I should sue my parents for having me. I didn’t ask to be here. I don’t want to be here anymore.

[happyherringbonkpickle]

Sad💔

[tear-stained-lenses]

It's always “sorry sorry sorry”. But you never change. Fuck. You piss me off. You don't fucking realize how hard it is to love you when you never fix your mistakes it's always just “I'm sorry”. I fucking said I don't want apologies. Ugh. Fuck this. Fuck you. Fuck everything.

[blownawayy]

i thought it was hard, i knew nothing

[gonexinsane]

I genuinely don’t want to be here anymore

[raincamp]

splitting on someone and then splitting back but loathing yourself because how dare you think any thoughts even implying that theyre not an amazing perfect human being what were you thinking they can't do anything wrong!! its shameful that you would have thoughts like that. oh they cant read your mind?? oh well they might as well have, they don't deserve to have to deal with your bullshit mental illness you should block them you shouldn't be in their life anymore you're a constant burden on them no wonder they abandoned you. why were you even mad at them in the first place?? its totally reasonable that they would leave you. with your issues?? pfft yeah you're basically destined to be alone forever.

[nai-neko-nyan]

Anybody got some tips on how to regulate your emotions?

[dollincage]

i love when my antipsychotic are finally hitting and i can get many hours of sleep instead of being hypomanic. i love meds.

[saccharinehell]

Sometimes I have these phases, I don't know how to describe tbh. I am starting to think quicker and my thoughts are too much, after this I break, I go insane for an hour I laugh and I cry at the same time, I think I also scream. In this moment I try to get something to hurt myself and I need this so badly in this second and for a few minutes all I can think of is that I have to hurt myself so I can think straight. Can someone relate to this? I don't know what I should do, I just go crazy.