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infinite-orangepeel · 2 years ago

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can someone like bully me into not being anxious as all heck rn !!

#i’m thinking about my career path and future too much #my heart is just racing and not in the good way #i’m medicated why does this happen to me #plssssss #this is me using tumblr as my diary #thank you for listening #marissa’s unfiltered thoughts

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huellitaa · 4 months ago

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i hate hate HATE people acting like they're better than you just because they're older. i know teenagers who are more wise than 80% of adults combined. living more does not make you smarter. it's about the experience that comes with living.

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unknownlvr777 · 8 months ago

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i am indeed delusional 🖤

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casdeans-pie · 26 days ago

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Honestly this morning started off really bad - I've been in a pretty rubbish place for a while, and it sucked all the usual joy out of halloween for me today

I was really excited not to be at work but then what happened is I just spent the day alone and worrying about the cat and my finances and wishing I had someone to spend halloween with

And then

Like, it's so so stupid and dumb,

But

Doing all these boops and joining in and having a laugh and doing the silly trick or treat drawings for everyone felt like I was celebrating with friends

I don't know how to explain it, it's like, it genuinely feels like I've been having fun with people, but it's all online? The power of online friends and spaces !!!

We've all been slamming a button to smack each other in the face with cat paws and sharing memes about it and sending silly trick or treat stuff to each other and I got my crayons out that I haven't used in a million years

And it's just, really lifted my spirits you guys 🎃❤️

#happy halloween !!!!!#I really mean it #I appreciate this website and all of you so much #pie says stuff #I promise that when things are going better for me again I'll stop posting stuff like this so much #using tumblr like an online diary my beloved

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rosedosed · 28 days ago

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Man obviously there’s a bunch of really unfortunate consequences to Elon’s mishandling of twitter but the thing that really got to me after a while was how lonely it feels to use the platform now. I only follow my friends and a couple of artists yet my whole dash is filled with total strangers and blue checkmarks trying to farm engagement. There’s an unblockable ad every three tweets (two if you’re counting the bots trying sell me something). There’s no lingering on interesting videos cause they all autoscroll tiktok style (with ads every 3 vids). Following someone means zilch so if I wanna see what the friends I use the platform for have been up to I have to manually go to their accounts & half the time the first tweet I see is an announcement that they’re leaving. It’s such a dead mining town of a website, but instead of dying because the mines just naturally dried out and people left for greener pastures, it’s dying because the newly appointed nepobaby Sheriff got really into building a 7-story mall in the middle of the desert without ever stopping to think what it’d do to the local economy and wildlife, or even if anyone needed an apple store and three taco bells in the middle of the outback.

#like twitter used to be my little place where i made my little jokes and saved bits and poems and thoughts in my concepts #i used it like a public diary more than anything. it was nice. it was relaxing.#i love tumblr but I have 4000+ ppl following me on here & even if many of those accounts arent active anymore it still FEELS too public #too public for my amateur poetry and dream diary at least #twitter was a little more intimate. i was screaming abt all my little hyperfixations on there.#multiple of my friends told me they opened my acc up like the morning newspaper every once in a while. just for fun.#and I know its not a big deal. because its not. but its sad. if things were different id be posting mouthwashing thoughts on there right no #and that’s sad to me. i know we have bluesky and i love her but i still have to leave the mining town id settled in for years.#fuck you sheriff. hawk tuah on your shitfuck cowboy boots.#rose ramblings

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xvx-monix-xvx · 16 hours ago

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WHY THE FUCK DID SOME RANDOM KORN ACCOUT FOLLOW ME LEAVE ME ALONE I AM A MINOR

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pencildragons · 11 months ago

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i had a thought or perhaps a divine insight

#im SO right abt this btw #literally what made me comfortable and accepting of. my own pronouns was 1. that one tumblr post abt the things humans love having it/its #2. murderbot (this was a BIG one)#and 3. the toy soldier ofc #words of wyrm #the mechanisms #mechs #tmbd #murderbot #the murderbot diaries #also. starwars. that also helped me #even though most droids dont use it/its it. idk it Helped somehow

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sagita-lxx · 2 months ago

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urimaginarygirlfriend · 4 months ago

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blonde boy banters with me at dinner… i would say yes to a date if he asked

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bibi-haze · 1 month ago

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my biggest hear me out is him😜

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stormbreaker-290 · 2 months ago

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Ca n

Can someone just

Can I pretty please be rid of my booba I don't want tgem-

#hhhh #im not like . dysphoric abt them or anything #im just #just when i see em in the mirror whwn im changing i go “ehhhh :/”#i would . much rather be flat thankyou #i mean theyr not that big in the first place-#but id prefer they ✨not be there at all✨#welp #time to get gender euphoria by drawing static shirtless (again)#sigh #i think i broked my gender #im like a girl in the way you call a boat a she #and a guy in the way you refer to a plant or smth like “look at him go!!!#and also neither like a neutral cryptid you meet in a liminal space at 2am #and also both cuz im the beautiful boy girl neither both and in-between you brought with you tonight #wgat the fuck #anygays #can i PLEASE have a flat chest thatwould be swagmas oka y bye #storm rambles #storm loses it #im just using tumblr like a public diary rn dont mind me✨✨

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huellitaa · 3 months ago

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honey, was it enough?... ♡ 🎀🍂🧸 ྀ𓂃 ࣪˖

#divider by dollywons ♡#made by bee ୨𖹭୧ #i wanted to make an autumn vision board #so i figured since id collected a bunch of really pretty pictures i'd make it a mb!#i was thinking the other day about how i wanted to make this blog more me-curated #and add more purpose to what i post #so i think this is such a cute and sweet start #prepare for my school one in a moment #i go back tomorrow and im EEUUGH #in all honesty #i am actually kind of looking forward to it #as much as i loved this summer (for the first time !!!!!!!!!!!!)#i want to stop dreading school and make this my year #lets go guys!!!!!!!!!!!!♡#we GOT this #autumn #fall aesthetic #autumn aesthetic #autumn moodboard #fall moodboard #pink and brown #pink and brown moodboard #halloween #halloween moodboard #girly stuff #this is what makes us girls #girly tumblr #girlhood #bee's diaries ୨𖹭୧

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anonfromtheflight · 11 months ago

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I'm going to share something extremely silly that happened to me today and that made my whole "back to work day", bearable and amusing!

I shared this OMR Beauty post in my instagram story, thinking I was only sharing it to my "close friends" aka my sister but accidentally posted for everyone to see and got more comments on it than whenever I post a personal picture lmao

My message was "LOOOK AT HIM!!!! 😍😍" (in Spanish) and the comments I got were like "I AM LOOKING" and "I CAN'T STOP LOOKING! 😍" lmao

Didn't know so many of my instagram acquaintances had such good taste in men, to be honest, but even my more conservative friend was like "Who is him and where can I find more about him?" LMAO

My friend who rewatched Young Royals with me also told me she always forgets how beautiful Omar is until she looks at him again? lol I don't know how she can forget about it, I think about Omar being the most gorgeous man in this planet all the time 🤭

Ohh and my sister's actual comment? "Okay I get it. I don't share it but I get it. And showing skin in the middle of winter, wow Omar Rudberg wow" lol

#I've been away from home from less than 24hrs and I already miss my mom and sister 😩#I wish I could work from home more often so I could travel there but I also was paying rent for nothing lmao #about me I guess lol #Omar Rudberg #I'm glad I was too busy to go full unhinged in my story now like WOW I don't need instagram people to know how obsessed I am with this man #That's only for you tumblr cuties to know hahahaha #using tumblr as my diary again

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 1 year ago

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ah yes! the joys of executive dysfunction and something being Fundamentally Broken In Your Braincase!

#quick vent Look Away Nothing To See Here #i just needed to place my emotions somewhere before i really started to spiral #texts from cherished friends should not cause nausea-level anxiety! and yet!#here i am! running away from the ever-present miasma of guilt and stress!#you know a few months ago i was like 'im going to be better about responding im going to do better'#i Immediately started doing Worse!#i think i stressed myself out too much #pretty much every relationship i have ends up completely deteriorating due to my own insecurities and guilt and fucked up brain <3 #ah yes and how could i forget the Commitment Issues and Emotional Block #mentally i am banging my head into a wall #but its fine Its Fine #i mean its not. its really not. but sometimes it seems like the harder i try the harder i fail #which is something i should be used to by now!#okay so it looks like i Am Indeed spiraling so #i am going to go... list some good things in this world and uhhh #well i dont have the car this weekend so cant go for a drive and some boba. um.#i need to organize my room table Yes that sounds distracting and falsely productive #not gonna tag this with anything actually.#love treating tumblr like my personal diary #ah yes its just me. my personal feelings. and the couple thousand people that follow me.#perhaps i will also buy something online with one of the gift cards i found the other day #buttons from michaels!!! i need buttons! i will go do that!#with the knowledge that i have unopened messages to respond to looming in the back of my mind like a noose! yippee yahoo!!!#gonna... turn of replies/rbs just this once since its just a Vent #i just needed to get it Out yk? not looking for anything other than relieving pressure on my brain #ok it looks like i cant turn of replies for individual posts #just... pretend you didnt see this for both our sakes <3 #look away look away

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xvx-monix-xvx · 2 months ago

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Hiii just wanted to remind you that you’re a bad bitch and you’re literally beautiful 🩷🩷 that’s all, love you!!

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sagita-lxx · 20 days ago

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