#this is me using tumblr as my diary

[infinite-orangepeel]

can someone like bully me into not being anxious as all heck rn !!

[huellitaa]

"you're so weird!" and yet, somehow, i'm happier than you'll ever be

[xvx-monix-xvx]

WHY THE FUCK DID SOME RANDOM KORN ACCOUT FOLLOW ME LEAVE ME ALONE I AM A MINOR

[unknownlvr777]

i am indeed delusional 🖤

[sunflowercider]

personally, in my experience, being demisexual but still alloromantic is the funniest orientation possible

like. for me it was like. youre a teen who sees your peers being fuckin weird about dating and sex. like. you get crushes too kinda, but these people are all over each other. Obviously that must mean youre just More Mature than these guys. Obviously.

over time, in college, you come to the slow dawning realization that no. Holy Shit. most people are kinda horny. like a lot. people were not exaggerating. and youre like What The Fuck. Okay. and you learn about asexuality and a lot of things quickly make a lot more sense. you dust your hands off and say to yourself Wow I'm Glad I Figured That All Out! and move on

and then. you meet a new friend. and cool, nice, it's great to have a new friend. but then after a little while things get a little weird on your end and youre like Oh Maybe A New Crush? and then. you wake up from a sexy dream ft. new friend and youre literally drooling. and horny. for a person. and you have to have a whole brand new sexuality crises to realize that You Do Not Have Just A Romantic Crush while you still have sleep crusties in your eyes and wiping drool off your face

[rosedosed]

Man obviously there’s a bunch of really unfortunate consequences to Elon’s mishandling of twitter but the thing that really got to me after a while was how lonely it feels to use the platform now. I only follow my friends and a couple of artists yet my whole dash is filled with total strangers and blue checkmarks trying to farm engagement. There’s an unblockable ad every three tweets (two if you’re counting the bots trying sell me something). There’s no lingering on interesting videos cause they all autoscroll tiktok style (with ads every 3 vids). Following someone means zilch so if I wanna see what the friends I use the platform for have been up to I have to manually go to their accounts & half the time the first tweet I see is an announcement that they’re leaving. It’s such a dead mining town of a website, but instead of dying because the mines just naturally dried out and people left for greener pastures, it’s dying because the newly appointed nepobaby Sheriff got really into building a 7-story mall in the middle of the desert without ever stopping to think what it’d do to the local economy and wildlife, or even if anyone needed an apple store and three taco bells in the middle of the outback.

[casdeans-pie]

Honestly this morning started off really bad - I've been in a pretty rubbish place for a while, and it sucked all the usual joy out of halloween for me today

I was really excited not to be at work but then what happened is I just spent the day alone and worrying about the cat and my finances and wishing I had someone to spend halloween with

And then

Like, it's so so stupid and dumb,

But

Doing all these boops and joining in and having a laugh and doing the silly trick or treat drawings for everyone felt like I was celebrating with friends

I don't know how to explain it, it's like, it genuinely feels like I've been having fun with people, but it's all online? The power of online friends and spaces !!!

We've all been slamming a button to smack each other in the face with cat paws and sharing memes about it and sending silly trick or treat stuff to each other and I got my crayons out that I haven't used in a million years

And it's just, really lifted my spirits you guys 🎃❤️

[3mmiegirl]

things i miss rn

- welsh cakes

- good tea

- castles/being around really cool historical sites

- this one really specific bookshop in edinburgh

- trains

- walkable cities (i love driving but damn do i miss having my grocery store be right across the street from me)

- living with my best friends

- tuesday night karaoke hosted by drag queens

- everyone drinking at 11 in the morning just because the pub is open

- being called love by strangers

- conwy and st. andrew’s and york specifically

- national galleries

[pencildragons]

i had a thought or perhaps a divine insight

[huellitaa]

i hate hate HATE people acting like they're better than you just because they're older. i know teenagers who are more wise than 80% of adults combined. living more does not make you smarter. it's about the experience that comes with living.

[xvx-monix-xvx]

Where do I go?

Who do I turn to?

What sign do i look for?

What should i wait for?

What words should i believe?

What i was told months ago

Or should i believe what i know now?

These words run in circles in my mind.

My head in whirls.

Oh God, what do i do?

[bibi-haze]

my biggest hear me out is him😜

[urimaginarygirlfriend]

blonde boy banters with me at dinner… i would say yes to a date if he asked

[lettuce-king]

Well WWDITS,,,,Its been a fucking ride. You didn't pull a supernatural on us so I appreciate that but you also left it pretty lackluster. Either way, thanks for the good we did do. I mean a bad ass queer plus size poc main character? Queer romance and identities being normalized? For all of the things you did wrong, you also did right. WWDITS was a huge hyperfixation for me last year, I mean I was HOOKED. And sure, I may be biased and still think season 2 and 3 are the best, but I can't say I didn't enjoy the others. And can't wait til give this a little time to blow over and rewatch the entire series again, see how these characters have really changed (and how they haven't).

Despite its flaws and my rage over the past couple of seasons, I still love this show and respect everyone who put so much time and effort into this show. (Also if it weren't for this show, me and my friends wouldn't have been able to have gotten Harvey Guillen to sign and hold my friend's smack a sack ball sack)

But anyways, I fucking guess we'll meet again some sunny day. ☀️

[stormbreaker-290]

Ca n

Can someone just

Can I pretty please be rid of my booba I don't want tgem-

[3mmiegirl]

sometimes i wish i was more social because i would love to talk to people but simply the idea of having a conversation with someone new is literally so draining. maybe that’s what ill work on in 2025- being a bit more outgoing like i used to be.