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W-well, like--
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When you graduate from Hope's Peak, it's said that... that you can be anything you want. Do anything you want.
But... I can't afford to keep going here, Komaeda. My family isn't rich like the other Reserve kids are-- my parents can't keep paying the fees forever.
If I don't get into the Main Course somehow, I-- they're gonna kick me out. And then what? I don't-- I don't get that same chance.
Besides, I... my whole life, I've been tol-- I've wanted to come here. I can't just-- throw that away. I don't know what else I'd do. I wouldn't... I wouldn't have anything.
Even if I don't find a talent, get kicked out of Hope's Peak, and graduate from some-- some random nowhere school, what would I do then? Where would I go?
You don't get nearly as many opportunities in your life when you're a Hope's Peak dropout.
@ultimatesomething-1191
*When Hinata does eventually wake up, it takes him a while to figure out where he is. Thereâs a dull ache lingering behind his eyes, heâs on the couch instead of in bed, and someone had pulled a blanket over him while he was asleep.
He groans, propping himself up on one elbow and squinting at the room. He⊠doesnât remember cleaning it like this. He hasnât had the time. WhoâŠ?*
[It wasnât as if Hinata would be getting a vocal answer anytime soon considering the fact Komaeda seemed to have passed out by the couch. Whether from working themselves too hard in one go, or something other, they were leaning against the couch on his side, fast asleep.
The unfortunate thing however wasnât just that he had overexerted themselves, or that he couldnât do all that he had planned to. It was that the sleep Komaeda was having certainly wasnât peaceful.
His brows were furrowed, face beginning to scrunch up in his sleep. Komaedaâs luck had backfired as they expected.]
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You know that one episode of spongebob where him and patrick adopt that baby clam, and some fish passerby try to do the math of star + sponge = clam??
That's what I'm imaging for Tarn's Damus lookalike baby, which also doesn't look like the other parent
Yesđ
It is a semi-common occurrence with bots who've had major reformats
#transformers#maccadam#unnamed characters#there are many opportunities for the other parent here#but Pharma or Megatron were my first two thoughts#mtmte tarn#mtmte damus#same guy
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Noticing that TV and film will often have a character either have had an abortion in the past that isn't showcased on screen (and just used as part of the character's ~fucked up and twisted backstory~) OR contemplate getting an abortion in the present day but not to through with it. Just once I want to see someone delete that fetus within the events of the plot and not be like. Extremely majorly punished for it and/or be in the wrong
#ramblings of a lunatic#was watching a tv show w the fam recently and it's the 2nd series of a show that was clearly written with only 1 in mind#so in the 2nd season a character gets pregnant (bc ofc) and contemplates getting an abortion#only to do the whole 'omg she thinks she's lost the baby and realizes she wanted to keep it all along!'#which like. fine and valid and happens to ppl irl I'm sure#but like. this season doesn't establish if she wanted kids prior or if she has a stable job (she was struggling career wise-#-last season and the timeskip this season doesn't go into it)#AND has this fucking bizarre scene w/ her boyfriend (whos mostly been irrelevant and occasionally annoying up til now)#where he says it's 'our pregnancy' that she was going to terminate and when she (rightfully) bites back-#-saying 'you mean MY pregnancy?!' he just. storms off and deflects#which would be one thing but we have to wrap up the main plot so she just apologizes to him (for other plot stuff)#and we're never given any indication that his opinion has changed and they're just happily parenting at the end of the season#which just. left a bad taste in my mouth#like I KNOW i know not every bad thing said on screen needs a big blinking arrow that points out that it's Bad and Wrong#but idk how I'm supposed to feel in a series that has painted itself as explicitly feminist up til this point#presents the outcome of a woman dating and bearing a child for a man w seemingly zero respect for her bodily autonomy as happily ever after#w no follow up#like the whole series is centered on a group of sisters and this pregnancy story happened to the youngest one#who's always seen as needing to 'grow up' in season 1. so assuming this is meant to be building off that arc it's so WEIRD still#bc yes being a parent is an opportunity for many ppl to mature emotionally but that's not really something the character-#-reflects on all season. it's more abt her burying her past relationship w a season 1 guy (who was infinitely more interesting than new guy)#-than anything to do with that#AND EVEN IF IT WAS the notion of pregnancy as a punishment/reckoning meant to make her grow up or take responsibility-#-which is secretly a blessing in disguise i. god the show fell apart so hard here for me#and my mom and sister were just cooing over the baby at the end and i didn't speak up bc i didn't want to be a bitch#and in all fairness I'm probably being a tad uncharitable in this post but like. don't piss me OFF man#anyway. normalise abortion storylines that aren't backstory fodder and aren't fakeouts for baby plots. please
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wip where im just fuckin around with a new brush lol. wonât finish because I low-key hate it. anyway this is technically oc posting
her name is callie meteno and sheâs a pokemon oc!
#hereâs some tidbits because I like just rambling and will do so given the opportunity#she goes by she/they/he/it#sheâs a nonbinary lesbian#she works an office job at a gym leader thing#she loves anything space so sometimes she volunteers at her local astronomy museum#she has a strained relationship with her parents. sheâs got schizophrenia#her parents were like never supportive with it never believed her never gave her the time#so yeah.#she reinvents herself ever other month#I have her pokemon team but itâs like. yeah i can share that if anyone wants lmao#sheâs like my most normal oc. like as in she has a routine and she gets the train to work and blah blah blah#a girl so flat you can use her as a bookmark#sheâs got a few tattoos and scars down her body but she doesnât care to hide them#sheâs not got many good habits. as in she smokes and will probably try anything once#sheâs like. super chill but fragile like a bomb#would offer a kid weed if they asked nice enough#lillie scribbles#anyway i lowk hate this so. fuck it we ball#its this whole oc group me and my friend have made. galarian minor league who all kind of suck and itâs like the office
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Okay, let's talk Eric Frankenstein.
I've seen plenty of fans on here all but excuse Eric's actions as the actions of a child, even in scenes from the present day. To build on this post and many others like it, it is true... to a certain extent.
(btw, this response isn't targeted to who i'm reblogging- just in general to the response on this show from people all over the internet, and i think this post is a good building block-)
I think the analysis across the internet of Dr. Frankenstein's bad parenting is 100% correct- he did not provide a good environment for the Bride nor Eric to grow in. But, like any other person, you will be a product of your environment but once you've become an adult, it is your responsibility to learn and grow from it. If you do not and remain an entitled man-child, you can pinpoint the root of the issue but you cannot excuse it to a certain point.
The same case is here with the Bride and Eric.
I've seen countless people claim that, while Eric's actions are wrong, he has a child's brain stuck in an adult body- and i find that to be infantilization. It begs the question, "Why do we continue to infantilize men?" Don't forget, the Bride and Eric are the product of the same man, the same home. In the present day, they're BOTH close to 200 years old. What is the reason why the Bride has grown, and Eric has not? The Bride is never acknowledged as anything other than an adult woman with a sound mind (which she is), while Eric has ALSO lived 200 years, most of them after the Doctor's death, and has many lived experiences and opportunities to learn and grow. So why do we use this excuse for Eric and not the Bride? He wasn't raised right, but neither was the Bride. The Bride is grown, a capable adult, with empathy (despite her reluctance in showing it) and not as much psychopathic behavior as Eric has displayed... depending, but it is with a different context... the Bride kills a man brutally for abusing a s*x worker and potentially being a threat to Nina, while Eric kills, often, for no apparent reason or from entitlement, or insecurity.
So why do we continue to excuse Eric's actions as anything but as the actions of an entitled, violently misogynistic, delusional man? He may have been a child trapped in a Monster's body in flashbacks, but in the present day the same issues persist. Once again, it has been close to (or over, not entirely sure) 200 years. More time than any human with an equally shitty childhood is granted, and slightly more time than even the Bride has had to mature.
Eric kills Dr. Frankenstein, not to save the Bride, but out of anger, because he views the Bride as a possession, HIS possession, and at that point in time, it might be correct to argue that he has the brain of a child having a tantrum.
But then the behavior persists. For almost 200 more years.
In the present day, we see that Eric has not grown from the person he was in the Bride's flashbacks- he still feels entitled to the Bride.
The Bride, to Eric, is a possession, and he is the rightful owner. She was made for him, and that is that. He surrounds himself with (presumably, from the context) yacht girls/sex workers when we see him in the present day, because he still, after so long, only views women as shiny, beautiful things to look at. In flashbacks, he is not interested in a wife that even knows how to speak, let alone read, or think. He does not want a woman who can speak or think. He does not want a "woman". He wants a possession, a shiny figurine to have on display.
We see the progression of the Bride's and Eric's "relationship", again, through flashbacks- going through nearly 200 years of him stalking her, and her telling him "No" over and over. He never listens, he never learns. He CHOOSES not to see, he chooses to be steadfast in what he believes- that she belongs to him.
I would say that 200 years is enough to learn the meaning of "No." We are shown time and time again that Eric does not WANT to know better. He chooses to live in his delusion. Bogdona begs him to stay, that the Bride does not love him, but that Bogdona loves him. Still, Eric sees being alone as worse than death. But what he cannot see is that, he was not alone with her, and if he had chosen to stay, she wouldn't have to live alone and he would probably be better off there than chasing a fantasy of a woman who in reality, doesn't want anything to do with him. And so, he kills Bogdona. Yes, it is childish in the way that he still views love as a fantasy. Yes, in his twisted mind, he is doing her a favor, and yes, it is still in the earlier days of his existence. But as time passes, Eric still lives in delusion. We can see him talking to Rick Flag Sr., equating both of their love lives to romantic movies. That is because he lives in a fantasyland.
Yes, Eric has the mindset of a child, but let's all analyze that through the lens of your modern age incel, rather than equating him to an actual child when he is not. He speaks eloquently, and he's very worldly about many things. He's been to many different places, and has had experiences with many different people, such as Bogdana. So has the Bride. That is why, when we see him in the present and he still has no understanding of social cues, boundaries, or consent, we should be viewing it how it really is- Eric is not a child, he is the same as a human incel playing video games in his parents' basement. It is not that he is not capable of growth or understanding, he is just as capable as the Bride, he chooses to remain stagnant, entitled, and like a child throwing a tantrum.
Eric is not a child, he is an adult man, and like many adult men, he still has childish tendencies that present themselves in the worst ways- feeling as though women belong to him, owe him something, are NOTHING else outside of him. And it is by CHOICE.
If the Bride can be a capable adult who understands boundaries and doesn't reek of entitlement, then so can Eric.
ERIC IS A CHILD MONSTER
We have all somewhat forgotten what made Frankenstein's monster fascinating and disturbing at the same time, and James Gunn with Creature Commandos has managed to remind us of that for good measure.
Being a childlike creature, a child in its own right but with devastating physical potential makes its every action unpredictable and threatening.
The creature's first words, along with the effects of human gestation, also identify it as a human child. Picking up on Mary Shelley's book: "His eyesâif eyes they may be calledâwere fixed on me. His jaw opened, and he muttered some inarticulate sounds while a grin wrinkled his cheeks [âŠ] one hand stretched out to detain me, but I escaped and rushed downstairsâ. Despite Frankensteinâs response of revulsion, the Creatureâs initial behavior seems very much like that of an infant, reaching out with a grin and a gurgle for his parent.
Although Victor Frankenstein reacts with revulsion, the creature's initial behavior seems very much like that of an infant, reaching out with a smile and a gurgle toward its parent.
For all intents and purposes in Creature Commandos we find this version of the monster with an extremely selfish mentality. It has no problem threatening its creator with death, demanding a wife like a child demands to have the toy at the supermarket. If he wants something then he will have it; human lives are worth only when it suits him. The Bride for Eric is a perfect wife, he describes her as we might describe a figurine, we like her and we take her. It is also doubly disturbing how Eric manages to talk amicably about his obsession, as if it were totally normal to own Bride all to himself, a love he says is complex: "My bride, she plays these little fetch me games, but she knows inside, as i do, that we are destined to be together ."
Just as in the series, Frankenstein's creature would not have become monstrous if Victor had taken care of him and provided him with a nurturing environment once he brought him to life, as a parent would do for their child.
Victor's neglect of the creature in the book, which we recall describes him as "more horrible than belongs to humanity," sets him up to be deprived forever of any sense of belonging.
A big thought to say that certain toxic and possessive mentalities can be beautifully avoided if one engages with education. And I will repeat myself as always but as the beginning of the new DC universe in the movie and TV world, I couldn't have asked for better â€ïž
But hey, this series is the same as Guardians of the Galaxy so it's not worth watching.cit
(I WAS SARCATIC HERE DON'T WORRY )
#creature commandos#eric frankenstein#the bride#doctor phosphorus#weasel#rick flag sr#nina mazursky#frankenstein#james gunn#dcu
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why is Jare kinda hot lol like even in that video w kyrie i was thinking he sounded so silly but he looked good doing it!
do you forgive him for this because i dont
#JAREN WILL BE KNOWN FOR MANY CRINGEFAIL THINGS IN MY MIND#(thats how my favs become my favs. they just plague me with their LOSERNESS)#but doing individual praise research on d*llon dinosaur head brooks marks the TOP of that VERY EXTENSIVE LIST#'LiKe A LiOn LION EMOJI' omg just say he folds you and spare us this hell jaren#OK to be not joking tho he is so handsome fr#like damson idris levels#the way he got his big nose and cheesy lil grin from his parents#his eyes are soooo pretty i love drawing him so much so much#hes gorgeous#jaren#ted asks#my jarebear dunks are only an act of love i SWEAR yall know only the stutter of my desire. my LUST#by all means it is CARNAL#but it is so carnal... i must Help him. by Not Helping Him.#i think bcs pg and him are so attractive some ppl might not look to deep into a pretty thing bcs they dont think#they have visual access to any depth that they can explore unlike a broken thing that is forced to bank on#the attraction of personality or actions first aka offer more opportunities of accessible exploration via inviting a superior confidence#it's like say two caves. one is very pretty on the outside and smooth. the other is dank and decrepit#ppl who enter either cave can want with the pretty one: a basic exploration. nothing too deep. not much trekking. here for the sights#not the frights. stand and admire rather than any hands on changes or battles#ppl who enter the dank cave expect smthing that pulls more than conventional attraction. expect having to toil and triumph#expect the unexpected. actually TRY to go deeper. unlike the pretty cave explorers who go the length the scheduled tour allows them#they dont expect anything thats not already told to them by the guide or in the brochure and dont ever plan on expecting at all#BUT I WILL DO JUSTICE FOR BOTH CAVES BY EXPLORING FHE UNEXPLORED ! VALUEING THE UNVALUED!!#i think the pretty cave IS deep (but bcs i am fucked up and unwell. i humanize better from the negatives) so i VERY LOVINGLY#treat it a little less formal. and for the dank cave? i will offer it some politeness! some respect it rarely gets in a method#that doesnt involve an exchange of some kind#ANYWAYS this is just a general explanation of WHY i like being playfully mean to my favs BUT THAT DOESNT MEAN THEYRE NOT MY FAVS#i love them. jaren is gorgeous. and he is also cringe. as is pg. i love them. i hate them. they are my favs đ„°đ„°#TY for appreciating him anon I LOVE JAREN LOVE!!!!!!! he gets overshadowed by some of his other grizzlies antics sometimes
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Iâm in my early 20s so sometimes I forget I donât live in a vacuum. If I fail here, if I pause here, there is so shame or rush, there are people around me that can help break my fall and Iâm so lucky for that. My only job is to explore and figure out what will leave me with a fulfilling life and how my friends and family fit into that.
#Iâm a neuroscience major and I have no idea what I want to do with it anymore.#in highschool and early university years it was always medical school#but first year and second year of university really broke me down#I have been considering what career I want since second year and have panicked and panicked and panicked#I donât want to mess up the career I choose but. I have to understand that itâs ok if I do.#thereâs probably no career that will be truly satisfactory#iâm rambling#I wish I had a clear cut goal#something that is driving me or something big and lofty I want to accomplish#Iâm just going to list things I want in a career rn bc Iâm ranting anyways#I donât want to climb a hierarchy or rather I donât care for it. Iâm not the best at conversations and Iâm terribly awkward#but I do get an energy boost when I talk to people#but my focus is best when I work on my own bc I tend to make more mistakes when working with others#when I do research for an assignment I can focus for hours at a time without getting up#all of these make me think that research might be smth to pursue rather than healthcare#but Iâm scared about work life balance and general job stability#also imposter syndrome is going to hit hard#I have to do my best to get smth research positiony this summer so atleast I have experience before my last year of undergrad#and that way Iâll KNOW if itâs smth I want.#if all else fails I might go into medical lab tech bc itâs lab work forever and that sounds fun#or rad tech bc itâs a bit repetitive but also Iâm scared that bc I would be working with ppl Iâd make more mistakes#I just do NOT want to work in business#Iâm so privelaged being able to choose a career like this when my parents couldnât and had to grab at whatever they could#I think thatâs part of the guilt of potentially failing. like I CANNOT fail my parents who worked so hard to be here and let me choose#GOD do I want stability most? do I want to learn something new regularly? id love to learn something new everyday#I think I might end up compromise and go into rad tech bc then Iâll be able to maybe do research with the brain and have a stable backup?#talks maburp#THERES TOO MANY CHOICES TOO MANY OPPORTUNITIES TOO MANY THINGS TO CONSIDER#Iâm so lucky to be able to consider all these things#YAllah give me strength to make decisions and not get stuck like I keep doing this year. Yallah let opportunities drop on my lap
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Women's Not So Distant History
This #WomensHistoryMonth, let's not forget how many of our rights were only won in recent decades, and werenât acquired by asking nicely and waiting. We need to fight for our rights. Here's are a few examples:
đ Before 1974's Fair Credit Opportunity Act made it illegal for financial institutions to discriminate against applicants' gender, banks could refuse women a credit card. Women won the right to open a bank account in the 1960s, but many banks still refused without a husbandâs signature. This allowed men to continue to have control over womenâs bank accounts. Unmarried women were often refused service by financial institutions entirely.
đ Before 1977, sexual harassment was not considered a legal offense. That changed when a woman brought her boss to court after she refused his sexual advances and was fired. The court stated that her termination violated the 1974 Civil Rights Act, which made employment discrimination illegal.âïž
đ In 1969, California became the first state to pass legislation to allow no-fault divorce. Before then, divorce could only be obtained if a woman could prove that her husband had committed serious faults such as adultery. đBy 1977, nine states had adopted no-fault divorce laws, and by late 1983, every state had but two. The last, New York, adopted a law in 2010.
đIn 1967, Kathrine Switzer, entered the Boston Marathon under the name "K.V. Switzer." At the time, the Amateur Athletics Union didn't allow women. Once discovered, staff tried to remove Switzer from the race, but she finished. AAU did not formally accept women until fall 1971.
đ In 1972, Lillian Garland, a receptionist at a California bank, went on unpaid leave to have a baby and when she returned, her position was filled. Her lawsuit led to 1978's Pregnancy Discrimination Act, which found that discriminating against pregnant people is unlawful
đ It wasnât until 2016 that gay marriage was legal in all 50 states. Previously, laws varied by state, and while many states allowed for civil unions for same-sex couples, it created a separate but equal standard. In 2008, California was the first state to achieve marriage equality, only to reverse that right following a ballot initiative later that year.Â
đIn 2018, Utah and Idaho were the last two states that lacked clear legislation protecting chest or breast feeding parents from obscenity laws. At the time, an Idaho congressman complained women would, "whip it out and do it anywhere,"
đ In 1973, the Supreme Court affirmed the right to safe legal abortion in Roe v. Wade. At the time of the decision, nearly all states outlawed abortion with few exceptions. In 1965, illegal abortions made up one-sixth of all pregnancy- and childbirth-related deaths. Unfortunately after years of abortion restrictions and bans, the Supreme Court overturned Roe in 2022. Since then, 14 states have fully banned care, and another 7 severely restrict it â leaving most of the south and midwest without access.Â
đ Before 1973, women were not able to serve on a jury in all 50 states. However, this varied by state: Utah was the first state to allow women to serve jury duty in 1898. Though, by 1927, only 19 states allowed women to serve jury duty. The Civil Rights Act of 1957 gave women the right to serve on federal juries, though it wasn't until 1973 that all 50 states passed similar legislation
đ Before 1988, women were unable to get a business loan on their own. The Women's Business Ownership Act of 1988 allowed women to get loans without a male co-signer and removed other barriers to women in business. The number of women-owned businesses increased by 31 times in the last four decades.Â
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đ Before 1965, married women had no right to birth control. In Griswold v. Connecticut (1965), the Supreme Court ruled that banning the use of contraceptives violated the right to marital privacy.
đ Before 1967, interracial couples didnât have the right to marry. In Loving v. Virginia, the Supreme Court found that anti-miscegenation laws were unconstitutional. In 2000, Alabama was the last State to remove its anti-miscegenation laws from the books.
đ Before 1972, unmarried women didnât have the right to birth control. While married couples gained the right in 1967, it wasnât until Eisenstadt v. Baird seven years later, that the Supreme Court affirmed the right to contraception for unmarried people.
đ In 1974, the last âUgly Lawsâ were repealed in Chicago. âUgly Lawsâ allowed the police to arrest and jail people with visible disabilities for being seen in public. People charged with ugly laws were either charged a fine or held in jail. âUgly Lawsâ were a part of the late 19th century Victorian Era poor laws.Â
đ In 1976, Hawaii was the last state to lift requirements that a woman take her husbandâs last name. If a woman didnât take her husbandâs last name, employers could refuse to issue her payroll and she could be barred from voting.Â
đ It wasnât until 1993 that marital assault became a crime in all 50 states. Historically, intercourse within marriage was regarded as a ârightâ of spouses. Before 1974, in all fifty U.S. states, men had legal immunity for assaults their wives. Oklahoma and North Carolina were the last to change the law in 1993.
đ Â In 1990, the Americans with Disability Act (ADA) â most comprehensive disability rights legislation in U.S. history â was passed. The ADA protected disabled people from employment discrimination. Previously, an employer could refuse to hire someone just because of their disability.
đ Before 1993, women werenât allowed to wear pants on the Senate floor. That changed when Sen. Moseley Braun (D-IL), & Sen. Barbara Mikulski (D-MD) wore trousers - shocking the male-dominated Senate. Their fashion statement ultimately led to the dress code being clarified to allow women to wear pants.Â
đ Emergency contraception (Plan B) wasn't approved by the FDA until 1998. While many can get emergency contraception at their local drugstore, back then it required a prescription. In 2013, the FDA removed age limits & allowed retailers to stock it directly on the shelf (although many donât).
đ In Lawrence v. Texas (2003), the Supreme Court ruled that anti-cohabitation laws were unconstitutional. Sometimes referred to as the â'Living in Sin' statute, anti-cohabitation laws criminalize living with a partner if the couple is unmarried. Today, Mississippi still has laws on its books against cohabitation.Â
#art#feminism#women's history#women's history month#iwd2024#international women's day#herstory#educational#graphics#history#70s#80s#rights#women's rights#human rights
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If you don't know this already, please try and internalize it: the idea that people join the US military primarily because they are young people at a disadvantage in life coerced into believing it is the most accessible path to upward mobility is not true.
if you're parroting this talking point, you are doing propaganda for the US military and you just need to stop saying it. here's an article from the Military Times that breaks the finding of various studies like this one from 2020 and this one from 2018 that analyze motivations for joining the military and popular conceptions of motivations for joining the military. Here's a pretty important excerpt:
Further, they hypothesized that some of this possible misconception about poorer Americans joining the military was a geographical issue. While the Defense Department tracks the zip codes of recruits â and historically, many of them come from more rural areas in the southeast â it doesnât track their incomes or their parentsâ incomes, which leads to assumptions that the poorer their communities, the poorer the recruits. [...] Using Bureau of Labor Statistics data from 1997 to 2008, they found that the services have recruited primarily from the middle class, Americaâs largest socio-economic demographic. âWe show that recent recruits tend to have higher than average socioeconomic background: they disproportionally come from the middle of the family income, family wealth, and cognitive skill distributions, with both tails under-represented,â they found.
Here's from the army times:
Surveyed troops said these were the top five reasons for staying in the Army. The percentages indicate how many troops felt the factors were âextremely importantâ to them:
- Opportunity to serve my country â 53.5% - How well my retirement pay or benefits will meet my future needs â 45.1% - Opportunities to lead or train soldiers â 43.5% - My sense of purpose â 38.1% -How well my pay or benefits meet my present needs â 37%
Also mentioned in other sources but here from the NY times in 2020 as well, army enlistment is becoming increasingly skewed towards being the children of people who have previously served.
The main predictors are not based on class or race. Army data show service spread mostly evenly through middle-class and âdownscaleâ groups. Youth unemployment turns out not to be the prime factor.
'Joining the army to lift yourself out of poverty' is not the reality for military service, it is the narrative used by the military in it's marketing and recruitment. if you go around repeating it i hope for your sake you're at least on their payroll! if you're going to bootlick don't do it for free!
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i rlly do not think white global northerners understand how fucking bad the anti sinovac psyop was in context of the philippines and other targeted countries being from the global south, with a history of economic and military intervention and destabilization by the usa specifically.
i live in the philippines and sinovac was the only available vaccine for MONTHS of the pandemic. people were fucking dying and we had no pfizer, no j&j, no astrazeneca, no moderna. sinovac was the ONLY vaccine supply we had. and the supply wasnt even enough for even my small city. we do not have the infrastructure to manufacture our own vaccines and tests. we were entirely reliant on imports from other countries who Did have the capacity to manufacture such things
i got up early for several days straight to go to a pop up walk in vaccination site (were talking there by 7:30am) set up in a fucking public basketball court because it was the only way to get vaccinated, and 3 times i had to go back empty handed so to speak after exposing myself to this massive opportunity for transmission because they fucking ran out of shots and prioritized the elderly and disabled and i didnt have my legal pwd (person with disability) card yet. i had to go to a different barangay (local unit of government) to get my shot MONTHS LATER and only got mine because one of my family was in the local govt and reserved some shots for us.
many filipinos use facebook which is where some of the psyop was conducted because you can use it for free on your phone and it is often where news is disseminated. i know we have that joke about People Believing Anything They See On Facebook but i cannot stress enough that people here get local news from fb the same way you (used to) get news from twitter about shit like localized emergencies and whatnot.
because we are third world, you know that the state of our education system is nothing compared to the states. media and news literacy here is dangerously low and the population is sensitive to mis/disinformation, as can be seen during the 2022 presidential elections where the usa Also interfered lol. i cannot stress enough how much of the population was susceptible to this psyop, especially those in poverty who couldnt afford proper education. hell, even educated people fell for this shit. do you think jhunjhun who didnt finish grade 6 would be able to identify disguised foreign intervention that was in his own language?
we were already recovering from public scrutiny of a different vaccine, a dengue vaccine, which lowered public trust in inoculation. and then the usa goes and does THIS??? i cannot emphasize enough that they are directly responsible for the tens and thousands of unvaccinated covid deaths. they are responsible for my friends having to bury their unvaxxed parents and grandparents at the age of 19. they are responsible for mass death and disability.
but were just a country in the periphery. so who cares about us? our lives are worthless to the usa, which is why they admitted that they did this when they would otherwise "never" to their own population. third worlders arent real people to your government. we are merely statistics and a petri dish for experimentation. so who cares if we die? the real important thing isnt our lives, its that the usa has more control over us than china.
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fucking you rightâ j.jk
pairingâ alpha!jungkook x omega!reader
genreâ abo, dubcon, smut, stepcest, MDNI!
word countâ 6400
warningsâ fondling/body inspection, slut shaming, mentions of being drugged(not by jungkook), somnophilia, size difference, big dick jungkook, degradation, unprotected sex, rough sex, squirting, breeding
âWatch over your sister for me, yeah? I really didnât want you brats to come along on my honeymoon but her mom insisted.â
âStep-sister.â
Jungkook curses under his breath, lathering his chest with sun protection from the pool chair heâs been glued to while silently watching you prance around flirting with every damn Alpha in sight.
This is fucking ridiculous.Â
He tried to argue with his father, exclaiming loudly that heâs no oneâs babysitter. Heâs too old for this shit, you are too old for this shit. Only to get shut down immediately and reprimanded for being so insolent.Â
Itâs only been 3 months since your parents mated and decided to take the traditional human route. An absurdly overpriced wedding ceremony and luxury cruise honeymoon, one that he had zero interest in being a part of, and yet here he is. Against his will.
âNot everyone can be lucky enough to bring their kids along on a once in a lifetime vacation like this.â Your mom had said with a huge smile, squeezing you against her side while Jungkookâs father grimaced and forced a pleased grin onto his unenthused face.Â
Kids? Heâs a fucking grown ass man. Not his fault that piled up student loans have screwed him out of the opportunity to move out sooner. Heâs not the one that insisted on becoming a doctor.Â
âNo son of mine will embarrass my name with some bullshit nonsensical career. Medical school is the only option unless you plan to find your ass on the street in a few weeks.âÂ
God, his dad can be such a fucking dickhead.
The last thing Jungkook wanted was to spend a week stuck on a cruise ship with you of all people. Even worse when he found out youâd be sharing a room together. At least he got to claim the bed closest to the window, not that looking out of a cruise ship did much other than make his stomach turn upside down.Â
This is seriously miserable. And of course you managed to pack nothing but the skimpiest summer outfits. If your parents werenât so busy holed up together likely fucking like rabid newlyweds(disgusting), heâs sure that your mother would have some choice words for your attire.
âShould you really be wearing that?â He snickered at you this morning. Still laying in bed when you exited the bathroom with your hair and face all dolled up. Nothing but a string bikini and sheer sarong hung on your hips. âItâs 9 in the morning.â
âWeâre on a cruise and itâs mid-August. Just because you like to create a sauna for your balls in those baggy sweats doesnât mean the rest of us canât enjoy summer.â You shot him a glare before sliding on a pair of sunglasses. Flicking your hair over your shoulder and exiting your shared room without another glance. âLater loser.â
Really, he should slap you. Right on the ass. Itâs not as if you have any problem showing it off. Especially not around the hungry unmated Alphas that have started to swarm around you at the pool currently. His father would probably pat him on the back for putting you in your place, someone has to. Who knows when the last time was that you had a real Alpha in your life that corrected this foul behavior for you. Heaven knows your mother is much too clueless to bother punishing you for acting like such a..
âSlut.â He scoffs quietly, rolling his eyes. Another young, unmated, handsome Alpha approaches you, easily gliding an arm around your waist with a huge grin on his face that you reciprocate. This has to be the seventh guy thatâs approached you in only the last 2 hours now. It canât seriously be this easy..
Itâs annoying more than anything to listen to you squeak out little playful screams, soft breathy giggles, utilizing your loose hands to grab onto the many different bulging biceps attempting to latch around you. Jungkook canât help but to feel more and more enraged the longer he sits here watching. God, you havenât even noticed him.Â
He canât stand to watch this bullshit for much longer. His dad had bribed him with limitless spa visits and bar access anyway for agreeing to come.
He sighs and hesitantly gets up, sauntering his way over to you. Taking a hold of your elbow from behind, he pulls you against his chest. âHey you.â He says flatly, tone low and serious.
âHuh? Ew, get off of me!â
Jungkookâs ready to tell you off, only to be stopped by 2 large Alphas that shove him back. âHey man! You heard her!â
âStop stop!â You intervene before they can pummel him into smithereens. âHeâs my step-brother.â
A silent ominous dread passes between the two of you, catching each other's gaze for only a few fleeting seconds before looking away. âWhatever.â He mutters, carelessly waving you off. âHope they do something unforgivable to you.â
Heâll regret whispering that if any of these brutes touch you without your consent. They shouldnât. They donât even know or care about you. Not that he does either.. but he knows you well enough to know that these arenât the Alphas you should be wasting your time with.
The bar calls to him, charging his way towards the one far away from the pool area. His march slows down, coming to a halt mid-hallway to shove his head inside of a dark room full of neon lights and rapid clicking sounds.
âGaming room?!â Leave it to his father to fail to mention this ship has a huge fucking arcade. Heâs always hated Jungkookâs lifelong gaming addiction. Knowing his son, heâd predict for him to be holed up in here the entire trip instead of enjoying his vacation.
Hours and hours fly by as he competes with the other losers holed up in the ships arcade. Young men with no interest in burning off their first layer of skin out on deck. He plays well into the evening until his hand starts to cramp up and he envisions a clear future of himself 50 years down the line with a permanently claw shaped grip.
âI should head out.â He announces. Bowing before parting ways with the new group of shipmates he befriended while playing, mentioning to catch up with them tomorrow. He walks out toward the room heâs sharing while rubbing at his stomach. Definitely missed dinner while lost in an intense brawl in Street Fighter, room service would have to do.
Heâs starving actually, the more he thinks about it. You had a lot of snacks when you unpacked, maybe he could sneak something for himself. By now youâre probably locked up in some Alphas room doing what he refuses to let his mind imagine.
The last thing heâd expect to see when unlocking the door is you laid out in bed, flat on your stomach and fast asleep. Still in your tiny bathing suit, curled up like a kitten breathing softly. It takes him aback for a few seconds, gripping onto the door frame as he takes in your manicured toenails, smooth waxed limbs, and the pert round of your ass jutted out so nicely. Locking the door behind him, he recalls his fatherâs words to watch out for you, make sure you stay out of trouble.
Something about how a pretty little Omega like you is susceptible to dangerous Alphas wanting nothing more than to bite into your supple flesh. To mark you as theirs.
Jungkook should check, make sure his dads worries have not come true. Thatâs the only reason he gingerly lifts your ankle up and smooths his palm up your calf. Slowly tracing up the muscle in search of any markings that could indicate an Alpha attempted to claim you as theirs.
Itâs amazing how silky soft your skin feels, not a single bump or even a slight hint of stubble. You really must have gotten waxed before venturing out on this trip, which only makes him wonder if you opted for a full body service. That would only make sense, what with the 10 different stringy bikini sets he watched you pull out of your luggage.Â
âHmm,â pushing your thighs apart, he climbs onto the bed. Knees sinking into the mattress between your spread open legs.Â
Inner-thigh would be a prime area for any Alpha to leave a mark. Something not too obvious that reeks of ownership. âNothing.â
Not a single mark on your smooth skin, so easily rippling under his touch. Sinking and kneading his fingertips into the meaty flesh lining your upper thigh, he canât stop the sigh that exits his mouth. Leaning down closer to untie your sarong.
You must have come back from the pool all heat exhausted and knocked out. Good thing, because any Alpha would be too tempted around an Omega so innocently vulnerable like this. Not Jungkook though, heâd never do anything to hurt you. Thatâs why he has taken it upon himself to watch after you, his precious baby step-sister. Because who better than him to make sure a bratty Omega like you knows her place?Â
Oh whatâs that? Is that..
âBite marks.â He sneers, pushing your buttcheeks open to get a full look at what looks like indentations left behind on the top of your left ass cheek. Who the fuck have you been allowing to mark up your otherwise flawless complexion?
Right on your ass? You fucking slut.Â
He licks at his teeth out of hunger, sitting back on his haunches and bending in even closer for a real magnified look. Cupping your ass and pushing your butt apart, he buries his fingers into your buttcheeks. The tip of his round nose brushes along the backs of your thighs. Squinting at your rim covered only by a small teenie lycra material that flexes with each rough massage from his hands.
They could be teeth marks, maybe a light scratch. Maybe his heated up brain is playing tricks on him. Either way, one thing is for certain, no one should be leaving a mark on you. No one except him.
âJungkook?â Your groggy confused voice opens his eyes wide and full. Looking up over the roundness of your bottom, he catches your gaze momentarily. âWhat are you doing?â
âWhat I should have done weeks ago.â
Jungkook gulps, shaking his head rapidly with his back pressed to the door. He hasnât moved an inch since entering your room. Swallowed up by the scent of you spread between these four walls. He has to work to control his breathing, reaching up to physically cover his eyes and push away the thoughts filling up his head.Â
He shouldnât be imagining such things. Thinking up the different ways he could touch you so inappropriately..
No. He shouldnât be salivating over his step-sister passed out in bed half nude. Vulnerable for any deplorable Alpha to take advantage of. Itâs his job to protect you, to make sure your precious womb remains untouched from any unworthy Alpha scumbag.
âJungkook?â You ask out sleepily, voice all tired from screaming and laughing with random Alphas.Â
âYeah.â He says through gritted teeth, forcing himself away from the door.
âSmelled you.â
âOh yeah.â Stiffly sitting down on his bed, he squeezes at the tops of his thighs. Pushing his legs together tightly to quell the warmth building up in his ballsack. âTired?â
âMmmph..â mumbling something incoherent, you roll over until you reach the edge of the bed. Pushing yourself off to stand clumsily and furiously blink sleep away from your eyes. âI d-donât even know why.â You slur, swaying from foot to foot.
Jungkook frowns, observing your lazy hunched forward posture. How you canât stabilize yourself, how your hands flail in search of something to grab onto. âHey, whatâs going on?â He says, mildly concerned. Standing back up to rush over and grab a hold of you before you collapse back onto the bed.Â
Lazy eyes struggle to blink up at him, spending extra time attempting to fully open them and get a look at his face. You almost look..
âAre you drunk? Did you take something??â
âN-no..â you gargle, easing into his hold more comfortably. âFeel dizzy..â
Fuck. He knew it. Those fucking untrustworthy Alphas must have slipped you something. âWhat did you take?â
âW-water..â clutching your hands onto his biceps, you squeeze down to keep yourself standing. Scuttering on the balls of your feet and toes trying to stay steady.
âWater?!â He practically shouts, moving around to set you down on your bed. He sits you up right, grabbing a hold of your face to get a better look at your eyes. âFuck, donât you know better than to accept drinks from strangers?!?â
âStop yelling at me!â You whine, scrabbling at his abdomen. âI f-feel.. nothing. Canât feel anything at all.â
âGod, justâhold on.â Letting go of his grip on you, he spins around quickly to the bathroom. Searching for a small cloth towel to immerse in cold water while slamming open a cabinet that had complimentary water bottles stowed away inside when you arrived.Â
Fuck, this wouldnât even be happening right now if youâd just listened to him in the first place. If youâd just let him stick around to watch those assholes you were hanging out with. How could you let this happen?!? Heâs going to have to keep you under a tight watch for the rest of this stupid cruise.
âAlright, you need to drink this.â He instructs walking back into the room. Halting dead in his tracks when he sees you knocked out once again.Â
Only on your back this time, legs slightly spread open. Leaving him no choice but to gawk at how smooth your inner thighs are. How your tiny little bikini clings to your pussy. He stumbles back against the door frame and forces his eyes shut to catch his breath, has to pinch himself to make sure heâs not hallucinating again.Â
At least youâre safe with him now, here in this room youâre sharing. Safe with the pounding heat between his legs growing larger by the second. Every ounce of worry he had dissipates quickly in favor of once again taking in your legs hanging off the bed. The way your chest slowly rises and falls back down with each easy breath you inhale and exhale.Â
âYouâre impossible.â He says to himself, pushing off from the door. Dragging his feet across the floor, he plops down next to you, reaching to move the strands of hair away from your face that cover your cheek. Youâre really out of it, eyes open enough to see some of the whites, breathing so softly and calmly. Completely unaware of your step-brotherâs internal struggle. So innocently naive to his gaze burning down your body.
He shudders a little bit, bouncing around the cooled down wash cloth in his other hand. He should place it on your head.. should try to wake you back up. Yes, because he knows thatâs the right thing to do.
âYou need to wake up.â He struggles to say through wads of saliva collecting in his mouth. Laying the towel against your forehead gently, he traces down your cheek to your parted lips. Lightly tapping the middle of your plump bottom lip. âAnd drink water.â Letting out a sigh, he continues to brush tendrils of hair away from your neck. Smoothing them back past your shoulders and chest.
Thatâs when he sees it, a jagged little mark on the side of your neck. Itâs light, as if a set of teeth tried to dig in and failed. A smidge of blood, barely a hint of it, dried up along the peeled skin.Â
Anger rushes through him rapidly, clutching his hand into a tightly balled up fist. He sits up fast and hooks onto your shoulders. Hoisting you off the bed to press his nose in close to the barely-there wound. The scent of Alpha hits him first before your savory sweetness can. Instantly causing his blood to boil. He snarls at the hint of another Alpha trying to claim you against your will.
Trembling hands pull you up the bed, shaking as he moves to stand and looks over you. If those brutes could get this close to your scent gland, who knows where else they could have left a mark. He canât calm down enough to rationalize whether or not this is a bad idea. Every inch of him screams to lick you clean. Clean off the unwanted and unpermitted scent of trash lingering to your skin.
Itâs what your parents would want.. your mother would lose her mind if she knew youâd let any old Alpha touch you improperly.Â
This is his duty as your older brother.Â
Step-brother.
He sinks back onto your bed, knees digging into the mattress by your side. Licking over his lips as he hunches over your limp body, drained of energy by whatever was slipped into your drink. He has to get closer, get a good look at every inch of your precious skin.Â
Starting at your neck, he checks behind your ears. Along your nape, down to your collarbone, lift your arms up to drag his nose along the inside of your forearm down to the crook of your elbow.
Unknown scents of Alpha continue to swarm around him, furiously moving faster to find something he may have missed. Itâs nothing like his fantasy this time, he canât control himself anymore the stronger your delectable sugary sweetness infiltrates his senses. Throwing a leg over your hips, he mounts your lower half and proceeds to reach for the triangles covering your breasts. Groaning as he pulls them down and your fat tits bounce out so freely. âFuck.â He salivates, licking at his sharp canines.
No marks, nothing to ruin your perfect breasts. Your nipples pointed up taut and hard from the cool air filling up your room. The wrinkled skin of your aureoles a few shades darker, tempting his hungry mouth the longer he examines the skin between your chest. âThey could have gotten you here, huh?â Sucking at his teeth, he smooths up your stomach and cups under your natural heavy tits. Pushing them up with a groan. His hips roll down against yours instinctively without a second thought. The marks of your bikini top indentations line up above your rib cage, pushing more saliva to swallow up his tongue.Â
âFuck, see, this is where I would have marked you.â He mutters raspily, hips jerking again. The tent in his pants poking at your mound. âMom and dad would never be able to notice, not with these big pretty titties. Theyâd sit just right on any mark, cover them up perfectly.â
He hisses, lapping at the drool leaking from the corners of his lips. Who is he kidding? Heâd have to leave bite marks all over you. Needs to make it clear that you belong to him only. Your flesh, your sex, every centimeter of your body is his. Itâd be for the best, such a stupid Omega like you, so easily impressed by Alphas far beneath you. Jungkook would make sure youâd act proper, that your eyes would never roam away from him.
As tempted as he is to do just that right now, he has to keep looking. Desperate to ensure that the rest of your flawless skin hasnât been fucked with, he scours lower. Dragging the tips of his fingers down to your waist, digging into the dips there. âYouâre so pretty, itâs no wonder they were all over you out there. Should have let me put them in their place and set the rules down.â Gruffly speaking, he continues to venture lower, reaching the strings of your bikini.
âYou didnât..â raising an eyebrow, he pulls at the bows tied up on your hips. Gingerly lifting the straps up to unveil your mound. Hairless, absolutely hairless, and so God damn smooth. Itâs unbelievable that you could be even prettier between your thighs, your most hidden area. âNone of them would deserve it, you know that right?â He goes on conversing with himself like a man gone mad, scooting back to barely place his weight on your knees.Â
âI would keep my Omega satisfied.â He nods to himself, revealing the rest of your cunt with a deep inhale. âFuck.â
Youâre perfect, absolutely perfect in every way. Twitching his cock to full size against his pelvis, he canât stop his hips from jumping forward. Dropping the strings of your bathing suit just to sit back for a moment to drag his eyes all over your body. From your supple rounded breasts lifting up on top of the rise from your lungs expanding, to the dip in your waist trailing down to your curved hips encasing the cutest little pussy heâs ever seen.Â
It wouldnât be right for any other Alpha to have you over him. Heâs the only one who would treat you right.. keep you safe and give you a good life. Youâd never have to work, only worry would be to keep your Alpha pleased. Wouldnât be hard at all judging by the way his cock canât stop throbbing, pushing against his bottoms to be let out.Â
Looks like those creeps werenât around your thighs, thatâs good.. maybe one of them got too bold while sniffing around your throat. Unless..
Sinking down lower with his stomach pressed to the bed, he nudges your knees apart more. Slipping in closer until his face is right in front of your core. âDid you let any of them touch you here?â He asks almost mindlessly. Tongue heavy and mind blanketed with a thick haze.
The Jungkook youâve come to know as your step-brother is long gone by now, fully taken over by his Alpha instincts that crave to feel you from the inside. To stuff himself so deep inside of you so that you only taste him for weeks to come. âLet me get a look at you baby.â Sucking at the saliva pooled in his mouth, he parts your thighs open even more with a muffled groan.Â
Heâs not one to use terms of endearment with you ever, overcome by his desire to leave his own marks behind, he canât stop the words from coming out of his mouth. âJust like that.â Huffing through his nose, he grabs onto your knees to press the sides of your thighs against the bed. Spreading you completely open for his curious and hungry gaze.Â
Fuck. Youâre already wet, so wet. Thereâs no way you didnât let one of those pigs touch you here. That simply wonât do, Jungkook canât let their scent stain your gorgeous Omegan aroma. Canât let remnants of those Alphas remain inside of you.Â
Youïżœïżœïżœd let them fill you full of his seed, wouldnât you? So desperate to be loved by anyone. Youâd let them use you like nothing but a cheap Omega whore.
A twitch up your thigh under his caressing palm snaps him out of his mental despair. Shaking off his anger to squint and get a good look at your parted open labia folds. They glisten so fucking pretty.Â
Looks normal, tight little hole pulsing lightly. Continuously streaming a line of slick down to the crevice between your squished buttcheeks. But maybe he needs to do a more thorough check. Really get in there.. who knows. Asshole Alphas are capable of anything.
Shifting himself into a better position for his face to hover near your cunt, he swipes a thumbs gently between your puffy outer folds. âFucking hell..â he whispers, sucking drool once more before leaning his face in even closer. Getting his nose close enough to suck up a deep greedy inhale of your sweet slick without actually touching you, yet.Â
Slick wonât stop trickling out even now, raising one of Jungkookâs eyebrows with interest as he purses his lips and blows at your exposed clit. That earns tremor through your limbs, bouncing under his hand thatâs still laid on top of one of your thighs. Each small touch from his thumb moving your folds from side to side to get a look at every inch of you seems to ignite another shiver. Clenching your tight entrance each time trembles work through your body. He curses under his breath with fixated large eyes stuck on your hole, grinding his teeth together to not let out another obscene compliment about how pretty your pussy is.
Itâs too much for him, already dizzied by only looking at your wet cunt. He almost caves when your thighs begin to snap around him, forcing his hand to slide off as your stomach folds in and you let out one of the sweetest pitchiest moans heâs ever heard.Â
Thereâs no way.. no way all it took was some barely there touching to make you cum. âDid you really justââ
In full awe, he grabs onto your trembling thighs once again to set them against the bed. Returning his hand back to your pussy to stroke between your sensitive lips. âThat really all it takes to get you off baby? Cause I have so much more for you.âÂ
Jungkook contemplates how much longer he can continue to inspect you before his dick suffocates and dies inside of his pants. Using two of his digits to hold you open, his other hand smooths up your thigh. Flicking his thumb out teasingly at the small hood hiding your clit.Â
âHow many Alphas have had their way with you baby?â He asks desperately. Fearing that you havenât had many, if any at all. No slutty Omega could ever cum this easily, only one so touch deprived and needy.. âMy baby sister..â he hisses, licking at his teeth. âYouâre really too sweet and innocent, arenât you?â
Stretching your slicked up folds apart again, he slowly blinks and sighs. Tapping your fluttering hole. âIâm way too big. Iâll break you.â
And thatâs exactly what you need, to be broken. No other Alpha should have this chance with you. Jungkookâs doing you a favor, really. Heâs doing this as a man with your best interest who cares about you and loves you.
âYouâll thank me later.âÂ
Settling between your thighs, he strips the strings of your swimsuit away. Sliding the material out from beneath you to leave you completely nude for his lust filled eyes. His hands itch again, slowly dragging from your ankles, up your smooth calves, to your knees and thighs. Pinching and kneading the skin lining your inner thighs as he swallows down another breathy groan and reaches for his pants.Â
Itâs hot as fuck inside of his boxers, sticky with precum and the heat radiating off of his skin from keeping his cock trapped for so long. He deserves an award for taking this much time to appreciate and admire you like the piece of art you are before hanging you up on his walls for no one other than himself to enjoy.
Heâd bury his face between your thighs if not for the way his dick smacks against his abdomen, leaving a stream of wet above his navel. Heâs shocked he didnât cum from that alone. Softly grunting as he peels off the rest of his clothing and works simultaneously to kick and toss aside the damp materials coated with his sweat.
âThatâs better.â He whispers, pulling the backs of your thighs onto his bare ones. Itâs only right with the way your pussy hasnât stopped dripping down onto the bedding that he assists your needs. Even if you were to wake up now, you wouldnât stop him. Youâd moan and beg for more. For Alpha to somehow get deeper inside of you than he already plans to.
You really are too small now that he slaps his cock down onto your mound. Rubbing his lips together as he drags the tip past your bellybutton and stays still to take in how fucking big he looks against your stomach. With his dick fully sheathed inside of you, heâll practically be fucking between your lungs.
How is he supposed to even get his cockhead inside of your tiny little pussy? Let alone far enough inside of you to paint your cervix white with his hot cum.Â
Reaching under the weight of his heavy length, he spreads your cunt open again with his digits. Struggling to hold you wide open with the amount of slick thatâs gathered between your pussy folds. He shifts back letting out a wet gasp as he slides the head of his cock down to your hole.Â
Itâll hurt if he fucks you already, you might even wake up. Might thrash around and shout that itâs too much, itâs too damn much for your sweet tight cunt to take. A few more thrusts and heâd have you singing a different tune. Itâs just too tempting to not try, to stop himself from pushing in a mere inch of his thick girth. To watch your hole expand past the slit of his tip, fight against the wide stretch that splits you open.
Supple soft thighs twitch around him as he does just that and teases at your entrance. Biting down on his lips with wrinkled eyebrows, he canât stop the pleasured moan that escapes. He knew youâd love it, the small bit of contact from his cock already jolting your hips up for more.
Popping the little bit of tip out that he got inside, he lets out a winded gasp. Clutching onto the base of his cock before dragging it through your folds, prodding the chubbed up flesh from side to side. âFuck, youâre so wet. Probably thinking about me. All the ways you want Alpha to ruin your pretty fucking cunt.â
Heâs delirious now, muttering nonsense the more he fights against himself to not glide his cock inside of you. A moment of silence washes over him as he takes you in one more time. How God damn pretty you look, all peaceful with shiny drool on your lips, parted open quietly panting but still loud enough for his ears to pick up on. Nipples erect, hard and pointed at him begging to be nibbled on. Â
So perfect in every way. His little step-sister, his Omega.Â
A quiet breathy moan draws him back, shaking his head rapidly before staring down at you with huge wide eyes. He scoops around your thighs, tugging you over his hips completely. âI know baby, I know.â
Swiping his cock between your folds again, he gets himself nice and wet. Slick dripping down to his balls before placing his cockhead against your hole again. Slowly inching closer, he stuffs the tip against your resisting hole, groaning deep as he pushes in more than just that half inch he teased you with. Getting the fat tip of his size further in until your cunt hole snaps around him and your breath catches. Chest rising faster from the intrusion of a thick size youâve never taken before.
Wedging himself even deeper between your legs, he finds the perfect angle to start rolling his hips forward. The first thrust of his cock inside of you still struggles against how tight you are even with the amount of slick pouring out of your hole around his size. It takes a few more attempts before he finally feels himself sinking inside of your wet heat. Jaw dropping at the suck around his cock, how your walls throb against his penetrating girth and try to push him out and pull him in at the same time. Itâs fucking mind numbing, rolling his eyes back as he gets the rest of his dick slotted inside of you until heâs filled you to the brim.
âFuck baby.â A loud deep groan bursts out of him, unbothered by how loud heâs being anymore. If you wake up, then fucking wake up. Heâd love to see you try to deny how good this feels, how right this is. âSo warm, wet..â he rambles, going on to himself about how tight you are. How good you suck him in, clenching even tighter around him on his next thrust inside. He canât stop groaning now, shaking sweaty strands of hair away from his face as he reaches for your waist for better leverage. Using his rough grip on you to build up speed and pin you to the bed.
âFuckfuck!â Jungkook gets too rough too fast, stealing broken sobs out of you. Bouncing your body higher up the bed with each violent thrust until the top of your head meets the wall and he has to grab onto your shoulders to keep you in place for his cock to take and take.
âYeah, thatâs it sweetheart.â He says breathily, eyes wrinkling shut when you tighten up around him so much that heâs forced to slow down. Using extra strength to fuck in past how tight youâve gotten, how much your pussy sucks around him indicating how close you are to release. He canât hold back the string of curses that scream out between his grinding teeth. Pounding his cock in harder as your hips rise up from the bed like youâre offering yourself to him. Even asleep youâre such a fucking slut.
âT-too good, feel too good for me.â He nearly whimpers. Hips stilling when your thighs quiver on his and a hot stream of clear liquid shoots out around his hidden cock. Powerful enough to make him stop, out of breath and slumped over in awe watching as slick fountains out around him.
âGod sweetheart, no way you seriously j-just fucking squirted.â Gasping for air, he has to tear his gaze away from where his dick begins to slide halfway out of you. Gritting his teeth to tone down the dragged out moan that slips out. Slick completely covers his groin, filthy and clumped up in his pubic hair. Wetting his cock enough for his next thrust to cram the entirety of his size inside of you seamlessly. âYouâre taking me so good now. My pretty fucking Omega learns so fast.â
Jungkook hooks around your thighs, fully slotted inside of your tight delicious cunt as he props his feet hard against the mattress for better force. Throwing the fronts of your thighs to your chest, he draws out to the tip only to slam his lower half back down and pretzel you into a brutal mating press position. Determined to stuff your pussy to the brim with his seed, he pummels down harder. Building up a fast and steady rhythm from the start despite the sweat that drips down into his eyes.Â
âThatâs it, take it.â Curling in his upper lip, he sucks at the sweat trickling down. Dropping his body against your limp one. He sinks you deeper into the cruise ship bed that will never be the same again once heâs done with you. âTake it so fucking good, gonna fuck you full of my pups. Make you my breeding bitch.â
Lost to his Alphas desires, he continues to plow into you. Eyes heavy with sweltering body heat and sweat, failing to notice your own fluttering open. You under him, finally awoken by the overstimulating sensitivity shooting from your core.
âJ-Jungkook..â you whisper helplessly. Blearily staring up at the beast on top of you having every bit of his way with you.
âFu-fuck!â He cries out, digging into the backs of your knees. Pushing at them until they meet your shoulders and he can push his cock inside of you balls deep. The deep growling call of Alpha rips out of him, face scrunched up as hot semen ripples its way out of his heavy balls pressed to your ass. Shooting out violent streams of hot cum to coat your cervix with as he promised himself.Â
Slowly heaving for breath and blinking, you meet his ravenous gaze. Opening and shutting your mouth to get some saliva on your dried tongue. Pathetically squeezing around his cock for the last bits of cum.
âY-you came inside of me..â you say confused, sounding drowsy. Straining your neck to watch as he pulls out, releasing a loud wet pop as his softening length slaps against his upper thigh. Gleaming in remnants of your slick mixed with his seed. The feeling of emptiness between your thighs immediately sinks down your chest. Letting out a soft complaining whine, having to calm your Omega from embarrassing you and begging to be stuffed full of cock again.
Jungkook grabs onto your thighs, cupping the backs of them and hauling them up to expose your gaped cunt. The size of his thick cock leaving you stretched open, angling your hips up to watch his cum glide deeper inside of you. âI did.â
âIâm not on the pill.â You say quietly and ashamed. Turning your face to the side to bury into a pillow.Â
A groan rumbles up his chest, licking at his bottom lip with a pleased hum. The visual of your pussy swallowing down his future pups and your confession shoots through his cock. âYour mom would be so proud, getting pupped by your step-brother. You could only ever pray to every deity to be so lucky.â
âYou canât..â you sigh. More exhausted now after climaxing over and over again. âTheyâd disown us.â
Jungkook throws your thighs down onto the bed, stroking his cock back to its fully hardened size. âLet them then.â Grabbing onto your hip, he pushes you onto your stomach. Wrapping one of his hands along the back of your neck before you can break out of the position heâs got you into. âYouâre mine now Omega. Wonât stop fucking you until youâre bred full of my pups. Gonna keep you stuck on my knot from now on.â
âJungkook..â mild fear sounds in your voice, shifting your face to plant your cheek to the bed. Peering back at him from the corner of your eye.Â
âBeg for it.â He says dangerously. Slapping his full hard size against your ass. Hissing from the way your skin ripples upon contact. Soft and supple under the weight of his heavy cock.
A silent moment of curiosity and anticipation passes between you. Blinking long and slow at him before pouting. âAlpha..â
âSay it.â
âAlpha, please,â shoving your stomach against the bed, you arch out. Presenting your bottom to him. âKnot me.â
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announcement || mv33
â summary: max and his private wife have been keeping a big secret
â pairing: max verstappen x private!nonfamous!wife!reader
â fc & warnings: amata alp & mentions of pregnancy
â requested: yes! thank you for your patience đ«¶đ»
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maxverstappen1: glad youâre with y/bff tho i do wish you were here my love
ynverstappen: i wish i was there too. i hate having to miss your races
maxverstappen1: i know you do sweetheart but youâve got big things to worry about right now đ€
ynverstappen: i know i just wish you were here to worry about them with me!
ynverstappen: ugh iâm sorry i know you have no choice in the matter
maxverstappen1: donât apologize liefje. i know this is not like the easiest time for me to be away! i will be home so soon so i can help take care of you
carmenmundt: y/n where have you beeeeeeen itâs been so long!!
ynverstappen: been very busy with work and with holding down the fort here in monaco!! i hope to be back at some races soon đ€
alexandrasaintmleux: gorgeous girl i miss you
ynverstappen: i miss you too babes
yourbff: my baby
ynverstappen: my girl
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f1gossip: during todays redline stream the chat was flooded with questions about the whereabouts of y/n verstappen who has been absent from the paddock for the past couple of months. while y/n is relatively private and we donât usually get many social media updates from her outside of her interior design firmâs posting, she almost never misses the opportunity to support max on a race weekend let alone several in a row. max assured the chat that y/n was ok and that she was just taking some time to herself and that sheâd be back in the paddock soon enough. what do you all make of this?
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user1: iâm so glad y/nmax are fine
user2: you could even hear her in the background at one point asking max what he wanted for dinner!! glad we are getting some crumbs
user4: omg ok good!! i thought that was her but couldnât tell
user3: i was about to email her interior design firm to ask if she was ok thank god max updated us
user4: walk with me here guysâŠ. what if we havenât seen her bc sheâsâŠâŠ pregnant???
user6: oh my god you might be on to something!! they have been married for almost 2 years now
user7: no this is so believable!!! theyâd make the best parents
user5: y/nâs ability to stay under the radar and unbothered is incredible
user8: y/n is the coolest wag i wish she was chronically online like so many of the others
user7: ugh fr!! i wish we could follow her on literally anything đ
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francisca.cgomes: are you redoing part of your house? is this why youâve been so busy and i havenât seen my best friend for WEEKS
ynverstappen: partially yes!! we are redoing the spare room. BUT youâll see me this weekend for my party kiks
francisca.cgomes: and my god i canât wait!! i miss you
ynvertsappen: i miss you too
landonorris: plans for what?
ynverstappen: idk đ€·đ»ââïž
landonorris: liar!
maxverstappen1: theyâre going to have the sweetest room đ€
ynverstappen: yes they are đ€ iâm so proud of how itâs turning out
georgerussell63: the đ€ makes this feel like iâm on the outside of an inside joke
ynverstappen: you just might be georgie!!
georgerussell63: well what does that even mean
yourbff: i am brimming with excitement i canât wait for you to tell everyone this weekend
ynverstappen: me too!! keeping this secret has been so tough but ultimately itâs been really nice to have something thatâs just for me and max even if just for a short while
yourbff: no i totally get that y/n/n!! max has to share his life with the whole world so im sure itâs nice to have those private moments
yoursibling: i need you to facetime me when you tell carmen and kika bc theyâre going to lose their minds
ynverstappen: oh i absolutely will
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ynverstappen: iâm so glad all my favorite people could come celebrate the news đ©· baby verstappen due in january đ€ mommy and daddy love you endlessly already đ
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carmenmundt: i canât wait to be an aunty!!! best news ever đ€
ynverstappen: and i canât wait for you to be an aunty!! baby v is going to be so loved
carmenmundt: they already are!!
francisca.cgomes: canât believe my favorite person in the world is going to be a mom đ„č
ynverstappen: love you kika đ„č
maxverstappen1: đđ©·
ynverstappen: đđ
iamrebeccad: youâre going to make the perfect mom
ynverstappen: i really hope so đ€
georgerussell63: blimey! i canât wait to meet the little one!!
ynverstappen: only 3 more months!!
landonorris: uncle lando is reporting for duty
ynverstappen: baby v is going to love their uncle lan!!
maxverstappen1: baby v is already lucky to have you mate
alexandrasaintmleux: the most beautiful maman đ€
ynverstappen: donât make me cry again đ
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maxverstappen1: grateful for moments like these away from the track. next week is race week again in vegas but for now, enjoy some family photos đ€
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user1: my favorite couple maybe ever
user3: y/n sign of life!!
user4: sticking to my delulu and thinking he said family bc sheâs having a baby
landonorris: see you all soonđ€
ynverstappen: see you soon lannyyyyyy
user4: heâs feeding into my delusions hereâŠ. bc why did he say you all instead of you both
user6: omg does this mean y/n will be in vegas????
ynverstappen: i love our little family đ«¶đ»
maxverstappen1: me too gorgeous
user2: not me crying over this post?? the heart shaped pizzas sent me over the edge
redbullracing: looking forward to seeing you back on track!
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maxverstappen1: i have a tracker on your flight. i think the anxiety of you and the little one being on a plane without me is going to eat me alive
ynverstappen: we will be ok maxie i promise!! im on air max, itâs safe here
maxverstappen1: it is but also iâm not there so itâs not as safe as it could be
ynverstappen: my sweet boy, take a deep breath. you have quali soon
maxverstappen1: yes yes yes iâm breathing deeply
francisca.cgomes: well thank GOD i need you in the paddock
ynverstappen: pls come stay in rb hospitality w me
francisca.cgomes: for you i will just donât tell pierre
charlesleclerc: on a scale of 1-10 how stressed is max
ynverstappen: 16
redbullracing: we canât wait to see you!!
iamrebeccad: yayayayayayya!!!!!!!
ynverstappen: đđđđđđ
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maxverstappen1: for all of you wondering where y/n has beenâŠ. needless to say weâve both been a little busy getting ready to welcome baby verstappen. only a few more months till the little one makes us a family of 3 đ€
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user1: best news ever!!!!
user4: i knew it!!! omg đ„č
charlesleclerc: congratulations mate! i am so excited for you both
maxverstappen1: thank you charles đ baby v is so lucky to have an uncle like you
user16: im violently sobbing over this interaction you donât understand
redbullracing: having a mini rb20 made for baby v as we speak
ynverstappen: oh gosh admin no
maxverstappen1: admin yes!!
redbullracing: uh oh awkward
landonorris: yayyyyyy!!!!!!!! i canât wait to babysit!!
ynverstappen: youâre going to be the best babysitter ever
user7: she is glowing
user9: max and y/n are going to make the most beautiful parents
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f1gossip: here to share a recap of maxâs first interview since announcing y/nâs pregnancy mere minutes after qualifying. he said he wanted to announce it before sunday because y/n was absolutely adamant about being in the paddock for vegas and there was no hiding her baby bump at 6 months. max said âi canât wait to be a dad! itâs honestly something iâve been dreaming of for years and iâm so grateful to my beautiful wife for giving me the greatest gift.â
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user2: this is by far the happiest iâve ever seen max and i am crying
user4: i love max and y/n so much i cant
user15: the way he talked about their baby ??? he already loves that little one so much
user18: i think having a baby is healing his inner child
user3: i love love love love love these 2
user19: crying screaming throwing up
user20: project verstappen!! lfg!!! next wdc champion incoming
user5: her refusing to miss another race is so real of her
user8: thank god sheâs gonna be back in the paddock max needs her luck
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The Daycare
Danny moves to Gotham after Lady Gotham themselves asks for his help.
Gotham's natural ecto has been deteriorating, and considering ecto was what held everything in existence together safely this was a major problem for Lady Gotham.
If Gotham got too bad it would spread to the rest of the world, and could cause it to cease to exist entirely.
So Danny came, as the Ghost King he had the power to filter in great amounts of the corrupt ecto just by being in the city.
But part of his obsession was protection & helping, Gotham already had a lot of help (Batfam). So he decided to focus on helping not with the problem at the top (villains), but with the problems at the bottom.
The problems at the bottom that would be the root cause in breeding more problems.
After all, many didn't start evil, but need and desperation pushed them towards that path.
So Danny moved to the worst part of Gotham, The Bowery.
What did he do there?
Why open a Daycare of course!
Many parents could not get a good or stable job simply because they needed to look after their kids and could not afford to pay the daycare fee.
Danny wasn't worried about money after all the coffers that he inherited as king would take forever to even make a dent in it, and that's only if he was living a very lavish lifestyle everyday for several human generations.
With this in mind his Daycare fee was pretty much nothing.
He would take care of the children of a very wide age group, while the adults could focus on getting a decent job or even returning to school for a higher education for better opportunities.
How does he care for so many children?
He duplicates himself of course!
At least in the very beginning, after a while he begins expanding his Daycare offering classes and tutoring to the children as well as free food at all times.
Who's helping him ?
His ex-rouges and other ghosts who volunteered.
Lunch Lady absolutely adores having so many people and kids to make food for, and Box Lunch can socialize and play with the other kids while she works.
Ember even volunteers to be the music teacher!
Danny has the help of many ghosts who once they heard his plans were very excited to help, many having the obsession with teaching children or in general. Other ghosts helped with building, expanding, and just generally helping maintain the building in great shape. Even building a very diverse and fun playground.
Of course all this catches the attention of Red Hood. Danny just appears one day on his territory with many others and practically having a building appear out of nowhere with how fast it was built, asking literal pennies to take care of the children, and free food for anyone who asks.
All that gains a lot of attention and is rather suspicious.
But the crime rate has been going down since he opened, which is a good thing.
But many people don't want good things and decide messing with Danny and his Daycare.
Unfortunately for them cuz Danny is absolutely down for violence if he's protecting what's his.
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Villain: "What a lovely place you have here would be a shame if something were to happen"
Danny who has the audacity to fight Gods and win: "Someone call an ambulance! But not for me!
Also Danny: "These hands are rated E for everyone"
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Other people:"Should we call someone for help?"
The ghosts:" Nah, let him have his fun he needs his enrichment"
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Red Hood: "He's very suspicious"
Danny is absolutely covered in paint and singing Twinkle Twinkle Little Star with the young kids: "Ah yes I'm totally doing normal Gothamite behavior"
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Lady Gotham is having some self care spa time she's having a grand time: "Should I warn the young king of the other halfa (Jason)? Hmm best not, it'll be more entertaining if it happens naturally"
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Just an Idea
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NDA | Coriolanus Snow
When you get hired as a nanny for President Snow and his wife's firstborn, youâre beyond thrilled and grateful. But quickly, the perfect facade melts, revealing the ugly truth of what actually goes on in the Snows' house.
Warnings: NON-CON, Capitol! Reader, Innocent Reader, Cheating, Coercion, Blackmail, Power Imbalance
This is a dark story. Heed warnings before reading under the cut.
Your worried eyes track the frenzied glide of the womanâs quill over the notepad. You squint, hoping to discern some of the words sheâs scrawling that way, but they are indiscernibleâŠjust like the stone-cold expression of the bespectacled woman on the other side of the desk.
She catches you trying to peek. Your heart jumps.
As her sharp green gaze zeroes in on you, you clear your throat and shift in your seat.
She puts her quill down and twines her fingers.
âSo what do you think sets you apart from the other applicants?â
You chew on your lip. When you arrived to offer your candidature this morning, you naively believed youâd be early. Instead, you were forced to join the tail end of the massive waiting line stretching far outside the Snowsâ estate. It didnât hit you before that moment, how prized the position is. Each of the women and girls you saw radiated excellent breeding and impeccable manners. Many probably attended the University and could double as a tutor if the need presents itself.
This isnât your case. Your parents left you and your brother Laertes with nothing when they suddenly passed away in a rebel bombing. You couldnât blame them. This wasn't the plan. Who plans on dying and leaving their two children to fend for themselves?
Still, you now have a list of bills the length of your arm coupled with a massive mortgage to pay every month. And as Laertesâ sole caretaker, you must ensure you can afford to send him to University once he completes his education in the Academy.
Circumstances denied you that chance. Despite being of universityâs age, you couldnât afford the cost of tuition and had to drop out as soon as you got accepted. You want better for your little brother.
So as soon as you heard the news that President Snow and First Lady Livia Cardew were in search of a nanny for their son Martius, you jumped on the opportunity to apply. You rose before the sun, rummaged through your motherâs closet to find her best dress, and hailed a car to come here.
Itâs a long shot, of course. Youâre not as polished and impressive as some of the other women. Youâre also noticeably younger. But the wages promised alone compelled you to take a chance despite the odds being unfavorable.
Fiddling with your hands, you meet the womanâs impassive stare head-on.
âWhat sets me apart?â You mull over your answer. You could paint a false, august portrait of yourself, your skills and your accomplishments. Or try to at least.
But what would be the point of pretending to be someone youâre not only to be found out later on? So you elect to tread the path of honesty.
âNothing,â you say. âBut Iâm a hard worker. A very hard worker. In fact, I already have three jobs, one at a bakery, another as a clerk in an antique shop and I assist Fabricia Whatnot at her boutique sometimes.â Panic quivers inside you as the woman quickly jots something down on her notepad. You swiftly specify, â...But Iâll quit all of them if I get the position, of course.â You lick your lips as knots tie your stomach. âI can learn everything there is to learn on the spot. I love children, andâŠâ You trail off, gaze traveling to your lap as you muse if you should reveal more. Your fists clench as you add, âI have a little brother whoâs a few years older than Martius, and Iâm really hoping I get this opportunity so I can give him the life he deserves.â
An unnerving quiet occupies the air. The wait is agony, your nails digging painfully into your palms. The jagged drumming of your heart bleeds inside your ears as she studies you.
Eventually, she leans back in the velvet chair, her face betraying no thought or emotion.
âYouâre dismissed,â she says.
Your heart plummets to your feet. You shakily rise, dispirited as you drag your heels towards the door. You steal a glance above your shoulder. The womanâs attention has already drifted away from you as she shouts for the next applicant.
You sourly exit the office. You try to swallow your dejection as you note how many women are still waiting in line, each of them likely more qualified and experienced. Itâs obvious you tanked the interview. Shoulders slumping, you take resigned steps through the elegant, palatial hallways of the Snowâs mansion. You get lost in admiring the crystal and gold chandeliers hanging from the high ceilings. There isnât an inch of the house that doesnât scream excessive, unattainable wealth.
You take your time soaking it in. Chances are youâll never step foot in such a place in your lifetime ever again.
Distracted, you donât notice the person in front of you before itâs too late. You bump straight into a hard, inflexible body.Â
The sudden collision threatens your balance.
Fingers coil around your wrists as you stagger back, preventing your impending collapse onto the marbled floor.
As your attention drifts skywards, your jaw drops at who fills your vision.
âP-President Snow, my deepest apologies, s-sir,â you stammer, flames licking your cheeks.
As if you didnât make yourself look dimwitted enough before, you now carelessly crashed into the leader of all of Panem. Just when you thought the day couldnât possibly get worse.
You take him in. It truly is him. Shock fills you.Â
 Tall and dazzling in a crisp white shirt and crimson vest that hints at his lean physique beneath the clothes, his signature blond waves slicked away from his face, he looks every bit the important figure that he is.
The flickering TV screen you own at home doesnât do him justice.
A gentle smirk unfurls on his lips.
âItâs quite alright. Iâm not made of sugar,â he jests.
âNoâŠyouâre not, your highnessâŠmajesty...I mean sir.â
Your blunder expands his smile. His cerulean gaze drags over your frame.
âAre you here for the nursemaid position?â
âI am, sir.â You unleash a deep exhale, his inquiry tossing salt on the fresh wound. The interviewer clearly wasnât impressed by your less than stellar performance. Maybe you should have tried to mimic the way the girls with whom you attended the Academy behave more. They carry themselves with such confidence, wading through the world with the certainty of their destinies being secure, bereft of hardships unlike district dwellers.
You envy how carefree they get to be. Everyday you wake up worried youâll come up short on a bill and you and Laertes will be forced to leave your family home. No matter how diligent you are at work, there never seems to be enough money to sustain the two of you. Even with three jobs, youâre barely eking out a decent living for you and your little brother. Many times, youâve gone to bed hungry just so Laertes would not.
You donât even realize tears have filled your eyes to the brim until a handkerchief is daintily pressed into your cheeks.
Flabbergasted, you blink up at President Snow.Â
âThank you,â you exhale, stunned by his kind gesture.
âWhatâs the matter?â he asks.
You search his eyes. Genuine interest lights up his pellucid blue orbs.
Without much thought, you confess, âI just donât think I did very well with my interview.â
As he scrutinizes you in silence, cocking his head sideways, embarrassment rushes through you.
Words anxiously leave your lips in a tremulous string.
âGod, Iâm so sorry, spilling my problems to you as if youâre not an extremely busy man, sir.â
He shakes his head. âItâs quite alright. And do not count yourself defeated, sweetheart.â Your pulse stutters when he bends over you to whisper, âYou may have left a stronger impression than you think.â
He nudges the pocket square between your hands. Itâs still damp with your tears. You gape at it in awe. President Snowâs initials are elegantly etched in the left corner of the fabric.
âHere. Keep it. Though Iâd much prefer it if you didnât cry.â He pauses, studying you. âGirls as lovely as you never should.â
His words send your heart into a frenzy. For a while, youâre too stunned to move. You then shake yourself back to reality, noticing youâre now staring at the empty space where he used to stand. Heâs gone. You look ahead. Heâs already miles away from you, wrapped in conversation with who seems to be an assistant of his.Â
Your thumbs press against the soft fabric of the pocket square. Cheeks ablaze, you hold it to your nose. It smells like roses, the same delicate scent that wafted from him a few minutes ago. Your back prickles. You pivot and are astonished to find the envious glares of some of the applicants still waiting in line zeroed in on you. Self-conscious, you rush to continue your exit, fleeing away from the hateful stares.Â
As the outside gates come into sight, you canât suppress an elated smile. Itâs not everyday someone meets President Snow and receives such a gift from him. Shoving the handkerchief in your pocket, you vow to place it somewhere safe and always cherish it.Â
When you return home, your brotherâs already sitting in the living room, his tiny brows scrunched in concentration and his nose buried in his books. Your stomach sinks. Everything you did today was for him. You canât help but feel you missed out on a huge opportunity, one thatâd have changed the course of his life forever. You glance around at the apartment. The walls are crumbling. The wooden floors are creaking. The pipes in the kitchen have been leaking for weeks, a measly bucket you must empty every morning the only thing preventing a flood. And at night, the pitter-patter of rodentsâ paws resonates from the ceiling.
Every inch of your family home is in dire need of repairs.
Unfortunately, every penny you earn goes into rent and food, meaning the house falls apart a bit more everyday. Perhaps one day, you and Laertes will awake beneath the rubble of whatâs left of your childhood home. Nightmares of that sometimes keep you up at night.
âHow was the Academy today?â you chime, rummaging through the kitchen cabinets. Worry twists your chest. There isnât much left. Youâll need to make do with cabbage and whatever other veggies are left. Perhaps you could toss in some leftover dried meat and make a stew.
âMy teacher signed me up for advanced trigonometry,â your brother announces.
You close the cabinet and beam at him.
âOh, that sounds hard. Iâm proud of you.â It doesnât exactly surprise you. Laertesâ always been exceptionally smart. Even his teachers noticed how gifted he is from an early age. Unlike you, he breezed through middle school and now the Academy.
Itâs why itâs crucial you make sure he can go to the University. A mind like his shouldnât be wasted.
You brother shrugs, exuding nonchalance.
âItâs fine.â
You rush to him. You wrap your arm around him playfully and hug him in his chair, pulling his cheek like when he was little. You know he hates when you do that but you canât help teasing him a bit. Itâs your duty as a big sister after all.
âDonât downplay it. My little brotherâs a genius.â
He wriggles his way out of the hug, rolling his eyes.Â
âStop it.â
You head back to the kitchen and fire the stove.
âIâll make you something,â you say, smiling at your brother.
His brows knit. âMake something for yourself first.â
You nibble your bottom lip. You truly hoped he wouldnât notice, how much smaller than his your portions are. But heâs growing; he needs it. Much more than you. Besides, how can he focus at the Academy and be the brilliant boy he is supposed to be with a growling stomach? You wonât allow it.
âLaertesâŠâ
He shakes his head, his expression firm.
âNo. You always do this. This time, we split whatever is left.â
Heaving out a resigned exhale, you nod. You whirl to resume preparing dinner.
You gather a boiling pot from the overhead cabinet and place it on the stove. With the ease of practice, you begin chopping vegetables and tossing them into the pot. You add spices and water. The mouthwatering aroma quickly fills the kitchen. Pride swells in your chest. Your cooking skills have improved so much in the last year since your parents passed. You now manage to bring flavor to the blandest of meals.Â
Once the stewâs ready, you pour a portion in each bowl, putting just a little more in your brotherâs and praying he will not notice.
You place the steaming bowls on the table and take a seat opposite him.
âNo books at the dining table,â you admonish, mimicking the exact tone your mother used with your brother. Admitting defeat, Laertes sighs and sets his homework aside. The tiny victory tugs your lips skyward.
He tells you about his day at the Academy while the two of you eat. Youâre delighted to hear heâs making a lot of friends and heâs at the top of his class for most science subjects. Heâs struggling a bit more with his poetry and ethics classes, but you encourage him by reminding him he can just ask the teacher for extra assignments to keep his grade up.
âI interviewed for a new job today,â you reveal, stirring the spoon in your bowl while waiting for your brother to eat more of his food.
âHow did it go?â
âWell, it pays really well so Iâm hopeful.â
The hope dancing in his eyes makes your chest ache. You donât have the heart to tell him you made a fool of yourself today. You may not be gifted like your brother, but you want him to know he can rely on you at least.
Pursing his mouth, he looks down at his stew.
âThatâs great. Itâd be good if you didnât have to work as much.â
Your smile falters. âDonât worry. I have everything under control.â
âOkay.â
His dour tone stirs your concern. You wish you were better at hiding things from him, making his childhood as normal as possible. But your brotherâs twelve now, and thatâs old enough to sense when things are wrong.
He rises from his seat. You frown as you note thereâs still food left in his bowl.
âFinish your plate before going to your room.â
Annoyance pinches his features but he still picks up his bowl and hastily guzzles down the remainder of his stew.
âHappy now?â he says, wiping his mouth.
âYes. Very,â you cheerfully respond.
He gathers his books and strides towards his room.Â
Your voice rises.
âDonât stay up too late to study, okay? I love you.â
âIâŠlove you too,â he mumbles.
You bask in the moment as you clean the table. Thankfully Laertes is still at an age where he says it back. One day he might not. So you must cherish every instant. Every conversation, every hug, every âI love youâ. Because it could all vanish in a second. You learned that the hard way a year ago.
The day of the interview recedes to the back of your mind as you keep living your life. Work is harrowing, as usual, but you tend to your tasks as best as you can. Your arms ache as you knead the dough in the back of the bakery. You give yourself a second to wipe the sweat off your forehead. Itâs been a hectic afternoon. Thereâs a massive pastry order for some Capitol heiressâ birthday due tomorrow. So youâve been racing between the front desk and the kitchen in the back. A baker called in sick today, leaving you with twice the workload.
You know it wonât take much to crash into your bed and fall asleep tonight.
To make matters worse, the day hits its nadir when you get your pay that day. You peer inside the envelope for the umpteenth time. An anxious chuckle peals out of your lips.Â
âIâm sorry I donât want to complain, butâŠthis doesnât match the hours I put in.â
The owner scratches the back of his neck, a contrite expression etched on his face.
âIâm sorry too. With the new taxes imposed by the Capitol, I had to cut your salary.â
Slack-jawed by the news, no word leaves your mouth as you stare at him. He sighs.
âIf itâs a problem, we can find someone else-â
âNo, no,â you interrupt, blinking in panic. âPlease, I need this job.â
He acquiesces and youâre forced to thank him despite feeling cheated. You actually scaled back your hours for your other part-times since this one paid more. What a waste.Â
Dispirited, you return home. As you give the driver a bill for the fare, your insides wrench. Every bill counts. Perhaps youâll need to walk back home from now on. The streets of the Capitol are notoriously dangerous but you canât see any other way to save your dwindling wages. You already know youâll need to request an extension for rent this month. How will you pay it, however?
You suppose youâll have to figure it out. You always figure it out.
These are the somber thoughts swaying in your mind as you check the mailbox.Â
Bills. Bills. And more bills. Your already sour mood plummets even more. But a slim, silver envelope sticking out from the pile corrals your focus. Curiosity surges inside you. It looks fancy and thereâs a wax seal with the Capitolâs symbol keeping it shut. You rush to open it, heart fluttering in strange anticipation.
You unfold the neatly folded letter inside. As you read the words, you gasp, dropping the letter. Still trembling from shock and excitement, you bend to pick it up.Â
You take a deep slow breath before reading it again.Â
This time, a squeal escapes from your lips.Â
You read it many more times to make sure your eyes arenât just conjuring wild fantasies.Â
After a while, you realize they arenât. Itâs true.Â
Holding the letter to your chest, you toss yourself on your bed and kick your feet excitedly.Â
You then place your palm on your forehead. In disbelief, you beam at the ceiling.Â
SomehowâŠyouâve been hired to work for the Snows. You actually got the job.Â
Perhaps there is light at the end of the tunnel.
You fidget before the iron gates, smoothing absent wrinkles on your skirt. Itâs one of the best outfits you could find on short notice that wasnât moth-eaten or visibly overworn. You pray itâs enough. You let your gaze wander. The Snowsâ estate truly is majestic. The lush gardens. The beautiful architecture. You feel a little small as you admire the mansion.
Remembering yourself, you pivot to the man who drove you there. You fish inside your pocket for a bill and hand it to him. He stares at you blankly from the driverâs seat.
A weary sigh ripples behind you.
You turn, your eyes widening. Itâs the woman who interviewed you that day. She wears the same stern expression.
âYou donât need to pay him,â she explains, dismissing the man with her hand. He nods and drives away. âHeâs your assigned driver. Heâll pick you up each day and take you back home.â
âOh.â You offer your hand. âNice to meet youâŠagain.â
She gives you a lengthy onceover, completely ignoring your gesture. Then she motions at you to follow her. You let your hand fall to your side. Heat blooms in your cheeks. Perhaps, you were too enthusiastic just then. Straightening your spine, you try your best to keep pace with her quick strides.
âIâm Pandora. I supervise most housekeeping duties for the president. Iâll show you around the estate. Then youâll meet the young Master.â
She gives you a tour of the mansion. Youâre even more amazed than last time though you try to suppress your awe and not stare excessively. She shows you the garden as well. The sea of snow-white roses makes your head spin. She specifies that the only part of the house that is off-limits is the west wing of the mansion, as these are the First Ladyâs apartments and she must have rest and quiet.
She ends the visit by taking you to the nursery. A smile spontaneously finds its way onto your lips. A toddler plays with his toy train on the floor. With his blonde curls and bright blue eyes, he bears a striking resemblance to his father.
âThatâs him? Heâs so cute,â you whisper. Even the stern womanâs expression thaws a little as she looks at the child, softening ever-so-slightly. You send her a questioning glance. She gives you a nod of approval.Â
You approach the boy and crouch in front of him.
âHi. Youâre Martius, right?â
He lifts his head and beams at you. Youâre immediately endeared. Again, his smile reminds you of President Snow. You suppose one could probably take over the world with a smile like that.Â
You turn to Pandora.
âIs his mother around? I should probably introduce myself.â
Her face pinches. âMistress Livia has been unwell as of late. She is not to be disturbed today as she is quite tired.â
âOf course.â Your lips squeeze shut for a few seconds but curiosity gets the better of you. A question burns on your lips, one that nagged you ever since you got the job. It slips out before you can think it through. âIs thisâŠIs this why the president and his wife require a nanny? The First Lady is sick?â
Pandora glowers at you. You flinch as she steps further inside the room, her searing tone like a whip.
âYou are here to do your job, and nothing else. Mistress Liviaâs health is no concern of yours. Do you hear me?â
You rise on shaky feet. You forgot yourself.
âI-I understand. Iâm sorry I asked.â
âThis reminds me. You have to sign this,â she says, handing you a pen and clipboard. A thin stack of papers are attached to the clipboard. The front page spells âNon-Disclosure Agreementâ in bold letters at the very top. You scowl as you flip through the pages.
âWhatâs that?â
âItâs a contract, one signed by every one of the Presidentâs employees.â
âI donât understand most of whatâs written hereâŠâ
A frustrated exhale peals from her lips.
âIâll make it simple for you then. For the duration of your employment here, nothing you see or hear must ever leave this house. You are here to care for the young master, that is all. Nothing else should concern you. Is that clear enough?â
You swallow thickly. It doesnât sound hard at all. Discretion is essential in every job, isnât it? But the way Pandora makes it sound, youâd assume there are bodies buried beneath the Snowsâ estate. Youâd laugh if her death stare werenât so disquieting.
You peruse the contract, perplexed by most of the legal mumbo jumbo filling the pages. None of it rings any bell. You understand the gist of it however. You must preserve the president and his wifeâs privacy. While you donât know the specifics of the first ladyâs condition, her public appearances have been few and far between in the last few years.
She used to be the envy of every woman in the Capitol. Beautiful, young and married to the dashing President Snow.
She was a fairytale princess come to life.
Then their son Martius was born. And when they held him up from the balcony of their mansion for all of Panem to gaze upon, they truly seemed like the perfect family.
Until one day, Livia Cardew simplyâŠvanished.
She was noticeably absent from all the events of the season, some she even hosted herself. Tongues wagged of course, rumors and wild theories spreading like wildfire.Â
But no one knew the truth of what had happened to her.
The matter seems delicate. You promise yourself not to bring it up again.
You click the pen and scribble your name at the bottom of the very last page.
âIâveâŠnever signed a contract like that before starting a job.â
Pandora lets out a wry chuckle.
âWell, youâve never worked for President Snow.â
As promised, you quit your two other jobs to focus solely on Martius. Youâre hesitant at first. Your departed parents taught you never to put all your eggs in one basket. And itâs exactly what youâd be doing by trusting the Snows. But when you receive your first paycheck, long before the end of the week, every qualm you had fades. Itâs more money than youâve ever had, more money than you expected. Rent isnât an issue anymore. Neither is food.
Besides, gifts keep coming from the estate. Clothes mostly, for both you and Laertes, but also jewelry, perfume and other fancy things you donât need. Overwhelmed by President Snowâs generosity, you try to send some of it back, but you donât have the heart to return everything when you see your brotherâs happy face when he opens his wardrobe one day.
Youâve caught the self-conscious glimpses he casts at his classmates sometimes, when not wearing the Academy uniform. Their clothes are always brand new and custom, perfectly tailored while his are stitched back together by your clumsy hands whenever they fray at the seams. Youâre not a seamstress but youâve always done your best. But you know your best doesnât compare to the access and privilege those kids have.
Other than those blessings, your time with Martius has been a breeze. Only hazy memories of your brother as a toddler linger in your mind, but you donât recall him ever being as sweet and calm as the little boy is.
It hardly feels like work, caring for the small child. You spend the day playing along with his games, reading stories to him and, as the day nears its end, the two of you feed the ducks in the massive pond behind the mansion. He even gives them names and gets upset when they fight with each other.Â
âLily doesnât like James anymore,â he whispers to you one day, a sullen pout scrunching his tiny features.Â
âAnd why is that?â
âI think sheâs angry that he steals her food.â
You chuckle and ruffle his golden locks. The little boy always has a story for everything he sees. At all times, his world must make sense. So if he cannot find a reason to explain what fills his gaze, heâll weave a tale that matches it. His stories are each more wild than the other and he sometimes utters words youâve never heard a four year old use.
But you surmise it is expected from the son of the president. When he isnât with you, the little boy is often with his private tutor. Even at his tender age, the importance of manners and eloquence is impressed upon him.
Martius tugs at your skirt when you make your way to the door. You look down. His blue eyes are pleading.Â
âYouâre leaving again?â
You heave out a long exhale. The little boy wasnât so clingy before but with your bond growing, heâs been expressing more sadness from watching you go at the end of every day.Â
You hunker down to his level.
âMy little brotherâs expecting me.â
His forehead puckers. âStayâŠâ
âI told you before, Martius. I have a brother. Heâll miss me if Iâm not here.â
âOkay,â he mumbles, giving a begrudging nod. Tears already swim in his eyes though. Panic flows through you. You didnât want to upset him. You pick him up and bounce with him in your arms to try to soothe him.
âOh, no. Donât cry, sweetie.â He buries his head in the crook of your neck, nearly squeezing you to death when he wraps his arms around your neck. His loud, tearful sobs swell in the room. âHey, itâs okay. Iâll see you tomorrow like always, okay? So I need you to be brave for me.â His grip on you loosens as he sniffles. You put him down and the two of you pinky promise that youâll return. Your heart twists at the sight of his tear-stained little face.Â
You give his hair one last affectionate pat before rushing outside. If you stay, he might throw another tantrum. No matter what, you can never get mad at Martius. Heâs just a child. In the absence of his mother, heâs bound to grow attached to any woman filling a role adjacent to hers. You loathe that youâre taking those moments from the first lady. Though it pleases you to have a steady job and spend time with the sweet boy, it feels wrong that she isnât there. She should get to see her baby grow up. She should hear his inane ramblings and eccentric stories.
As time wears on, youâre dying to meet her and tell her about Martius. Is she truly so sick that she canât even see him for a mere few minutes? Youâre itching to break the rules and visit the west wing of the mansion. Sometimes you hear blood-curdling screams and wailing coming from the dark halls but you never dared venture through them. You know that if you did, Pandora would crucify you.
Laertesâ well-being matters more than your curiosity.
Humming absently, you halt in your tracks in the middle of a hallway. Confusion has you blinking. A peculiar noise bounces faintly against the walls. Your gaze drifts sideways, where the noise seems to come from. Youâre clocking out. Whateverâs going on in the house isnât any of your business at this hour.
But what if someone needs help? What if itâs something bad? Youâd feel awful if you learnt something happened the next day and you pretended to ignore it. So you gingerly approach the wall. Your fingers graze the tapestry covering it.Â
Your eyes widen when the wall moves, a tiny crack forming in it.
Your eyes bulge. Itâs an ajar door, you realize. A secret door one wouldnât notice if they werenât aware it was there. Light spills from the slight opening.
Confining your breath, you bend over the crack in the wall to get a glimpse of whatâs behind it.Â
The vision crowding your sight makes the blood in your veins freeze.Â
President Snow rutting into a maid with his pants down to his ankles. His usually neat blonde locks are tousled, a few damp curls kissing his forehead. His massive cock glistens with the girlâs essence, disappearing into the girlâs spread lips over and over again. Her body is bent over the railing of the bed and her maid outfit is bunched around her hips, exposing her ass, the flesh trembling with each of the presidentâs harsh, pointed thrust.
Each time he snaps his hips he draws a broken moan from her. One of his hands is around the back of her throat while the otherâs on the small of her back. He grunts low in his throat as she clenches around him, thrusting into her even faster than before.Â
The obscene sound of their coupling rises, coalescing with the feral grunts spilling from the presidentâs mouth. In that moment, heâs not the poised gentleman youâre used to seeing, he is an animal in rut chasing his high.
A shocked exhale escapes your lips. Your hand flies to cover your mouth. President Snowâs head snaps up, his gaze landing straight on you.
Your heart slams against your ribcage.
You jump back from the door and push the secret door closed. You dart across the hallway, determined to find the exit as quickly as you can. You donât glance back, your steps hasty and panicked.Â
Pandora was right. Itâs best not not to hear or see anything, to become a tomb in which secrets are buried.
You can only hope he didnât recognize you through the tiny crack in the door.Â
Though youâre shaken to your core, you continue your work as a nanny. You still need money. You may have set aside everything you made thus far, but it will only sustain you and your brother for a month or two. Besides, youâve already handed in your resignation for your other jobs. The positions have likely been filled. You canât exactly show up out of the blue and ask for your former job back.Â
No. So you convince yourself that itâs alright. You have a good thing going anyway. Youâre making more than you hoped. The child is happy. Youâre happy. All is well. Or it would be at least.
âŠIf you could conjure the memory of President Snow railing into the maid far away from your mind.Â
You want to forget it, bury the moment so deep in the abyss of your thoughts, it can never be unearthed.
But it isnât so easy. Because every time your mind wanders even a little, you see him again. Skin glistening with sweat and blue eyes alight with lust. The image is tattooed into your brain.Â
You wonder if the first lady knows. Perhaps itâs why sheâs hiding away. The weight of her husbandâs indiscretions may have grown too heavy to carry. It sours your heart. President Snow seemed so kind, good and noble. He was nice to you. You still have the breast pocket he gave you tucked away in a drawer. You loathe to think heâd do that to his wife. No woman deserves this.
You lift your head when your name is uttered. You get to your feet. Adrift in your thoughts, you didnât realize Pandora was in the nursery.Â
âYes?â
âThe president wants to see you in his office.â
Dread wrenches your gut. Itâs exactly what you feared. Does he know? Did he see you? Your pulse picks up. What other reason would there be? He never summoned you before.
âReally, why?â
âHe didnât say, but Iâm assuming itâs to congratulate you.â
Befuddlement wrinkles your forehead. âCongratulate me?â
Pandora heaves out a weary sigh. âWell, youâve done much better than we thought,â she begrudgingly admits. âThe young master smiles all the time.â She rolls her eyes. âEven if we must deal with his tantrums when you leave.â
A sliver of pride flutters through you with her admission. Pandora made her doubts about your capabilities plain and obvious from the beginning. It gladdens you that you may have changed her mind a little.Â
âIâm sorry.âÂ
âItâs fine.â She turns to him, the ghost of a smile playing on her lips. âItâs a small price to pay for his happiness.â
Your smile vanishes as she adds, âNow let me escort you to the presidentâs office. He doesnât like to be kept waiting.â
Swallowing the lump in your throat, you trail behind her. The entire trek to the presidentâs office, your stomachâs in knots. You keep wondering if itâs the day youâll lose your job for being too nosy. You should have walked past the noise. You shouldnât have peeked.Â
You inhale a lungful of nerve as Pandora opens the door to his office and frees room for you to enter. Your clammy hands wrench in your lap. Heâs sitting behind his desk. You stagger further inside the room as he motions for you to sit in the chair on the other side of the desk. He looks the same as the first time you stumbled into him, disarmingly handsome in an impeccable shirt and pants that flatter his long legs.
A sharp contrast to the version of him that has plagued your thoughts lately.Â
His sky gaze follows you as you take a trembling seat.
âAre you settling in well?â he asks.
âHm, yes,â you stammer, anxiously twining your fingers. âItâs pretty much the perfect job. I get to be around a cute child all day.â
âI hear my son is very fond of you.â
You bashfully dip your head. âHeâs very easy to like. Heâs such a good boy, sweet, kind, and curious. You and your wife are raising him well, sir.â
He hums in thought. âI canât take much credit for that. Iâve tried my best to carve out time for MartiusâŠbut workâs kept me busy. As for Livia...â He lets out a humorless chuckle. âWell she isnât quite herself these days.â
âIâm sorry to hear that.â
He places one hand under his chin, scrutinizing you. You try not to twitch beneath his stare, your insides tight with dread.
âHm, itâs strange,â he states after a minute that goes by like an eternity.
Your head rises. âWhatâs strange?â
âA girl like you.â His lips drag upward. âSweet, nurturing, beautiful. Shouldnât you be married already?â
Your lips part in astonishment. This isnât the line of questioning you expected. âI-Iâm not.â
âNo fiancĂ©?â
âNo, sir.â
âA lover then?â
Warmth rushes to your face.
âNoâŠâ
He laughs, mirth dancing in his cobalt orbs.
âYou must pardon me for being so forward but I simply find it astonishing. No suitors? Itâs hard to believe since youâre so lovely, sweetheart.â He tilts his head. You shift in discomfort, his attention making you feel see-through. âI mean, a husband would have made your life easier than itâs been thus far, wouldnât he, dove?â
A long exhale flows from your lips. âIâve had offers, after I graduated from the Academy. There was even this boy, he was so kind to me.â The memory draws a small smile from you. âHe proposed. Iâm sure heâd make a great husband, butâŠâ
âButâŠâ
Your mouth dries.
âI know itâs probably naive and unrealistic but I want to marry for love, that great, life-changing love, like in those romance novels my mom used to love, not money or status.â
His eyes twinkle. âOr financial stability?â
Shame gathers in your chest. You know it sounds silly when uttered aloud.Â
âI know, Iâm an idiot.â
âNo, youâre not. Itâs sweet that you still believe in love.â He appears lost in a faraway memory, his gaze hazing over with remembrance. âI used to believe in it too. I used to think, âWho needs wealth and success and power when love conquers all?ââ
He chuckles but itâs bereft of amusement.Â
âReally? What happened then?â
His gaze locks with yours.Â
âI grew up.â
Confused, you frown.Â
âBut arenât you and the first lady in love?â
Another laugh bursts from his chest.
âGod, youâre sweet.â His tone lowers to a dulcet whisper. âItâs like none of the worldâs ugliness has gotten to you yet.â He reveals matter-of-factly, âMy wife and I hate each other.â His smile widens at your flabbergasted expression. âAlways did. Itâs best that way, moreâŠefficient. Of course, there was a time, when we hadâŠpassion.â He licks his lips, something you canât pinpoint flickering in his gaze. âBut not anymore. Sheâs far too gone for that.â
He rises from his chair. You stiffen as he circles the desk, making slow steps towards you.Â
âWhich is why I mustâŠsatiate my needs wherever I can,â he mumbles, fingers lurking under your chin, forcing your eyes to fall upon him. âDo you understand my meaning, dove?â
âIâŠyes.â
Discomfort flares within you. Tension hangs in the air, so heavy it clogs your airways.Â
He cocks his head, lips slanting crookedly.
âDo you really? With that innocent look in your eyes, itâs hard to tell.â His thumb sweeps over your shuddering bottom lip. âMen have needs. And am I not a man, sweetheart?â
âY-Yes you are, sir.â
He bends over you to whisper in your ear. âYou saw everything that day, didnât you?â Your heart stops.
Flames lick your face as you bow your head. âI-I didnât see anything.â
His warm breath ghosts over your earshell.
âLiar,â he mumbles.
Your pulse quickens.
He leans back and nudges your chin upward.
âSince my wife fell sick, Iâve been very lonely. And sometimesâŠâ He looms over you, crowding your space as you peer up at him, fingers squeezing the arms of the chair. âI need something soft and warm to forget that feeling.â
President Snow slowly falls to his knees in front of you. His fingers find your thigh, starting to creep under your skirt. A devilish glint sparkles in his cobalt gaze. He finds your center, pressing the sheer fabric into your folds. You gasp. He chuckles at your reaction. He starts teasing you through your panties, tracing your slit and dragging over your tender bud. Your breath hitches as the air around you grows hotter. You grow slick beneath his finger, your thighs shaking as tingles bloom on your flesh.
âSirâŠâ you whimper, tears welling up in your eyes.
He pushes further inside you, adding another finger, and you unleash an audible breath. You try to close your thighs. He places his other hand on your knee to keep you open for him.
The air in your lungs grows thinner as he rubs your core through your soaked panties. The friction is a delicious torture. Pleasure pools in your belly causing your face to burn with shame. Youâre getting embarrassingly wet with President Snowâs attention.
âI just want a little taste,â he murmurs, his deep timbre bleeding lust. âJust one time and itâll never happen again,â he promises fervently as his lips graze your ankle. You find some relief when his fingers disappear from your drenched center. But your respite is ephemeral. He slips his hands under your ass and tugs at your panties.
Panic widens your eyes. Cheeks ablaze, you pull at the material between your legs with both hands. But heâs stronger than you and effortlessly drags the fabric along your legs. A wicked smile plays on his lips as tears glisten in your eyes. Itâs soon down to your ankles. You squeal when the president yanks the panties off your foot, tossing them aside. Cool air sneaks beneath your skirt, swirling over your bare folds.
Hands over your knees to keep you spread, his wolfish gaze sweeps over your glossy folds.Â
Your skin heats, embarrassment gathering in your chest. Youâve never been this vulnerable and exposed in front of anybody before.
âPlease, President Snow, s-stopâŠâÂ
âBut youâre dripping, sweetheart,â he states smugly, sinking a finger inside your weeping core, as if to make a point. Your breath hitches. He takes his finger out sluggishly. You clench when he grazes one of your sensitive spots. âJust as sweet as I expected,â he hums, obscenely licking your essence off his long digit.
Without a warning, he buries his head between your thighs. A sharp exhale leaps from your mouth. His cool tongue traces a wet trail over your folds. President Snow traces maddening patterns over your swollen bud causing your eyes to roll back.
You card your fingers through his silken platinum locks, hoping to push his head away. But the delightful sensations grow too overwhelming. You unravel beneath his sinful ministrations, your limbs twitching as the thread of your thoughts comes loose.
Your grip on his hair weakens. Your belly tightens, your chest rising and falling rapidly.Â
You jolt as his tongue flickers over your tender heap of nerves.Â
âP-PresidentâŠâÂ
He purrs against your folds and the vibrations rock through your core. You squirm in the chair. Your thighs quake. Your vision dims, your mind blank as waves of pleasure swaddle you in their tide. Protests scatter on your tongue, replaced by wanton whimpers and moans.
Electricity ripples through your spine as you cry out.
Bliss engulfs you and your legs turn liquid. Shame swirls in your gut as your juices coat his tongue. He drinks your nectar, elation rumbling in his chest.Â
When he lifts his head, you hardly recognize him. The feral glow in his gaze chills your blood.
There is no time to collect yourself, realize what just occurred, as the blonde gathers your limp frame from the chair and places you on his desk. Documents and papers are flung to the ground as he grabs your thighs and presses his throbbing hard-on against your cunt.Â
He hastily unbuttons his pants, freeing his hard length. He fists his cock and guides it through your wet entrance. Your back arches, the sudden intrusion robbing you of air. He reaches the hilt of you in a few seconds, giving you no time to accommodate his thick girth. You collapse over the desk, weak whimpers leaving you as your walls are stretched to their limit. He drags out of you, his pupils flaring as they trace the motion of his length in and out of you. Coriolanus leans over you. He snaps his pelvis into your hips, each of his thrusts tearing tearful moans from your throat.
When you turn your head, hot tears flowing down your cheeks, he grabs your chin so youâre forced to meet his lustful stare. Bracing himself on the desk, he reaches between your bodies to pinch your swollen clit. He plucks at your soft bud until you shatter around him with a sob. His throat bobs, a look of sheer bliss flitting across his face when you clench around him.
âIâve been dying to fuck you the minute I saw you,â he confesses, trailing soft pecks over your collarbone. A sinister chuckle peals from his lips. âThe way you looked at me with those sweet, innocent eyesâŠit made me rock-hard.â He tilts your chin towards him, his thumb skimming over your parted lips.
Satisfaction glimmers in his eyes as they flick over your prone form.
âYou should thank me. Those boys at the Academy wouldnât know what to do with a girl like youâŠâ His cock twitches inside you. Sticky warmth spills from him, painting your walls and dripping past your hole. Drops of his seed leak onto the desk. A throaty sigh pours from President Snowâs throat as your cunt flutters around him.
His teeth nip the skin of your neck.
â...But I do.â
After what occurs in his office, you hope to avoid President Snow. Those hopes are swiftly dashed however. President Snow lied to you. It doesnât happen once. In fact, you begin to lose count of the actual number.
Every time the president finds a little spare time, he summons you.
Sometimes you end up bent over the desk in his office as he pours the frustrations of the day into your warm hole. Sometimes he prefers you sprawled on your back in one of the multitude of luxurious beds in the mansion while he devours you as if you were his very last meal. And at times, he grows even more impatient and simply shoves you against a wall before ravaging you.
More than once, a maid or footman has walked in on the two of you, and youâve had to swallow your shame and embarrassment.
As youâve come to learn, the entire staff is aware of Coriolanus Snowâs insatiable appetite and none of them seems to care.
You feel sick, desperate, trapped in something twisted and awful you never signed up for.
But how does one say no to President Coriolanus Snow? The entire Capitol yields to his every whim. And you are the same. Here to bow and smile and lie back whenever he demands it.
You long to focus on your job, to care for Martius and nothing else. Whenever the boy looks up at you with those innocent blue eyes, eerily similar to his fatherâs, your stomach wrenches. You pray he never comes to learn what kind of man his father is. You wish heâd stay just as kind and sweet as he is now.
Those are the thoughts drifting through your mind as you watch Martius play with his toy trains. Your eyes wander towards the window. Outside, orange and purple hues are bleeding into the sky, the afternoon nearing its end. Your stomach coils. Itâs during times like these that President Snow often seeks you out. Youâve tried to run away from him but itâs all a game to Coriolanus, and he always delights in chasing you through the hallways.
Your brows crumple as you note that Martius has stopped playing. He drops his toy and rushes to your side. Confounded by his behavior, youâre on the cusp of asking him whatâs wrongâŠbut your gaze follows what caught his attention on the other side of the room.
You fall silent, your eyes rounding in shock.
âMartius. Come here, my love,â says the blonde woman in a white robe and nightgown, her arms wide open.
Time stands still for a few seconds. It takes you a while to realize who stands before the door. She looks so different, more ghost than woman, her glassy blue eyes hollow and sunken. But her likeness is unmistakable. Even with her graying, limp tresses and ashen complexion, you recognize Livia Cardew. The presidentâs wife.
You bolt to your feet. Arms still open, Livia takes slow steps towards Martius.
âIâm your mom, sweetie. Donât you remember me?â
The little boyâs fists clutch your skirt as he hides his face against your leg.
âYouâre not my mom.â
A stricken look twists Liviaâs features as she shrinks. As if her own son just drove a knife through her heart. Your chest twinges. While her abrupt appearance is a shock, you canât imagine how she must feel. You place a hand on Martiusâ back and try to nudge him forward.
âMartius. Itâs the First Lady, your mother. Go on, hug her,â you urge softly.
He shakes his head, tears filling his eyes as he hides behind you even more.
Youâre stunned. Has it truly been that long?
âMartius-â
You donât get to finish your sentence, Livia lunging at you, her eyes wild with fury.
âYou! This is all your fault,â she hisses. She points at you and scoffs, âYouâre his new whore, arenât you?â Her mouth wobbles as she grips her head. âFirst you take my husband, now my son.â
Martius begins to sob. His loud cries overlap with his motherâs frantic yelling. You cover his eyes, tossing Livia an apologetic look.
âFirst Lady, I never meant-â
Before you can explain yourself, she grabs a nearby vase and smashes it. White roses scatter on the floor. Stomping all over the petals and broken glass, she collects one of the shards and races towards you. Terror numbs you. You freeze as Livia aims the shard at you, scarlet droplets dripping on her nightgown as she squeezes her fist around the glass.
Your eyes shut as you wait for the inevitable strike.
You shiver, waiting still.
But it doesnât come.
âLivia, darling, thatâs enough. Itâs time for you to sleep and take your medicine.â
The familiar sound of Coriolanusâ voice causes your eyes to snap open.Â
You watch him restrain a struggling Livia. She curses at him, fighting him with all her might. Itâs a painful spectacle.Â
âNo, donât touch me!â Other staff members rush into the room. It takes several people to hold Livia down, colorful expletives pouring from her mouth as she punches and kicks whoever comes close. âYouâre killing me! You bastard! Give me my son back! Martius! Martius!â
The child trembles against your skirt, his tear-filled gaze stuck to the floor.
Eventually someone manages to stick a needle into Liviaâs neck. She instantly goes limp, arm still reaching for her son in her last conscious second.
âTake her away,â Coriolanus instructs.
The first ladyâs flaccid form is dragged out of the room. Still shaken by what you just witnessed, you donât move a muscle. President Snow approaches you, worry swimming in his blue orbs.Â
âAre you alright, dove?â He cups your cheeks, his brows crumpling as his gaze settles on your neck. âIâll have Doctor Gaul look at you. She has an ointment for that.â He caresses your cheeks, smiling. You gape at him. How can he smile at a time like that? âIt wonât even scar. I promise.â
You graze your neck. Your fingers come away bloody. Oh. Livia nicked you with the shard but you didnât even feel it. Perhaps adrenaline numbed you to the pain.
âDada,â Martius chimes, lifting his chubby arms.
Coriolanusâ face warms as he picks up his son. He tosses him in the air and catches him. Martius giggles through his tears.
âMy sweet boy. That was very scary, wasnât it?â he says, balancing his son on his hip. Martius nods and wipes his nose. Coriolanus flicks his cheek, beaming at him. âDonât worry, son. The scary lady wonât bother you anymore in a few months.â
A wave of ice blows through your veins. You wonder why the president uttered those words with such certainty. Like a promise. Or a prophecy. Almost as if he knows exactly when the grim reaper will come knock on his wifeâs door.
The next day, you hand over your resignation to Pandora. Her expression is skeptical as she gauges the manila folder you give her.
âThis is for the president,â you announce.
She unleashes a deep exhale. âYou should reconsider, sleep on it.â
You almost laugh. Sleep on it? You can hardly find rest, the picture of a disheveled Livia Cardew crying out for her son haunting your nights. Whatever befell upon the poor woman, you wouldnât be surprised if her husband somehow had a hand in it. It broke your heart, seeing her like that, her own son unable to recognize her. You also despise the role Coriolanus forced you to play in erasing her memory.
All of it feels wrong.Â
And most of all, you donât want President Snow to use you to satisfy his lewd desires anymore. He took all your firsts, all the moments that should have been beautiful, and made them a nightmare you have to relive every time he touches you.
You respected him; you admired him. Now you canât be in his presence without dread whispering through you. What will he make you do this time? How will he make you small and powerless again?
âI canâtâŠI canât do this anymore. He can hire someone else to care for him.â
Pandora purses her lips and shakes her head.
âItâs really not that simple. The president has developedâŠa fondness for you.â
You bristle. âI have to go back home. Laertes is expecting me.â
âYou wonât like what comes next, trust me.â Her gaze narrows. âNo one leaves the president.â
Ignoring the shudder elicited by her daunting words, you pivot and make a beeline towards the exit. Pandoraâs voice echoes down the hallways.
âDonât say I didnât warn you.â
Depleted, you glumly make your way to the gates. You enter the car that takes you back home everyday. Your thoughts wander as the Snowâs house grows smaller through the car window. You were thrilled when you got this job. It felt like kismet after the year you and your brother had. A rainbow after the rain. A slice of hope.
How it all went to hell so quickly. Youâre still reeling from it. Youâve no idea what youâll do next. The only thing you know for certain is that you will not step foot into the Snowsâ estate ever again.
The car suddenly halts. You bump your head into the passengerâs seat. Wincing, you grip the sides of your head. As you retrieve your senses, you look around. You stopped.
You toss a questioning look at the driver.
But before he can respond, the car door opens and youâre yanked outside. Two pairs of strong arms drag you away from the car.
You take in the blue uniforms of the men. Terror pulses through your blood.
Peacekeepers.
Noting the guns at their sides, you stop trying to resist. Thereâs no fighting against them, ever. They are the Capitolâs fist and carry the Presidentâs will. You donât stand a chance. In fact, you likely never did. You slump in their grip, despair thrumming inside you.
They escort you to a black car with tinted windows. Your pulse soars. Youâve only ever seen one individual step out of this car.
The peacekeepers toss you inside and slam the door shut.
Your fearful gaze rises to him.
He casually sits in front of you, his eyes narrowed.
âYou disappoint me, dove.â He lets out a weary sigh. âAfter everything Iâve done for youâŠyou try to leave me. I thought you were smarter than that.â
You twine your hands, sputtering, âI-Iâm not the right person for this job, sir.â
He slides his fingers under your chin, tilting it upward.
âOh but youâre perfect. My son loves you. Youâre sweet, dutiful and most importantlyâŠâ He smirks. âYou are mine. Mine to hold, spoil and fuck whenever I please for however long I please.â
The prospect fills you with dread. He wants you to be his toy again, submissive, available whenever he pleases.
âSirâŠâ
His jaw ticks, his hold on your jaw tightening.
âWouldnât it be wonderful if your brother could attend the University, free of charge? A bright young mind such as his, I believe he deserves it.â His blue eyes twinkle. âInstead of, letâs sayâŠend up in a District, his name chosen as a tribute in the next Hunger Games.â Your heart sinks to your feet. âThatâd be awful, wouldnât it? So cruelâŠâ he mumbles, stroking your trembling bottom lip.
âNo, please,â you beseech, tears swelling in your eyes. Your brotherâs all you have left in the world. Nothing can happen to him.Â
Coriolanus fondles your cheek, the tender gesture a sharp contrast to the wicked words rolling off his tongue.
âItâs all up to you, then, dove. As long as you behave, Iâll give you the world. But if you act like a little brat againâŠâ A threat lurks in his soft tone, a glint of madness swaying in his cobalt orbs. âI really donât know what I might do.â
Chills dance over your spine.
âI promise to never do it again,â you blurt out.
He pulls out a square from his breast pocket. Itâs identical to the one he used the first time.
But a lifetime seems to have passed since that moment, the world now so different from what you imagined, and the man before youâŠeven more so.
âGood girl,â he lauds while swiping away your tears.Â
He shoves the pocket square back in its place. Coriolanus then beams at you as he starts unbuttoning his shirt and undoing his pants.
âNow, Iâve had a long, exhausting day. So how about you get on your knees for me and make it better with that sweet mouth of yours, dove?â
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At the Crossroads of Humanity: A Fa***y That Needs Your Voice, Hand, and Heart
In this world, where wars burn at its edges like an unquenchable fire, and where souls fade away amidst storms of pain, I write to you today not as a writer, but as a human being. A human being who has only words to awaken the shared conscience within us, the hope that we can still be better.
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