#that girl journey

[theereina]

[my-manifesting-journal-online]

End Of 2024 Update

I haven’t really been on here for a long while, but here’s what happened:

-Dropped the religious friends because they were in a cult, I’m doing online church with other churches instead

-PUBLISHED MY SHORT STORY WHOOO

- started laser hair removal treatment so I won’t have to shave

-had an interview for a position at one of the schools but didn’t get the job

-I’m slowly growing my bank account

-I’ve made a new work friend

-started relearning to drive with my dad’s friend

-I wanted to go to a certain college football game because it was against a specific school but tickets were too expensive, and it turned out my dad’s cousin had tickets that he wasn’t going to use that also came with VIP access to food before the game so I did end up going (manifesting win!)

-I am the Philanthropy Advisor to my sorority but I haven’t really had any instruction so I haven’t done anything yet. I reached out to the contact to figure out what I’m supposed to do, as I wasn’t told anything about what I’m supposed to do, and was told she’ll get back to me after the holidays. I hope that I’ll actually get things figured out and I can get on top of the duties because I haven’t been doing anything for it and I’m bored out of my mind

-One of my celebrity crushes I’ve met before is in my city and my friends friend has met him twice. I really want to meet him too but haven’t had the chance to get up to the places he’d be

So yeah, there’s an update on my life. I’ve been kind of feeling negative and hopeless and angry, and have been trying to get into doing things for myself but it’s hard. It’s hard to feel like I’m deserving of the things I want when I try so hard and just can’t get them. I’ve also been experiencing jealousy over seeing other people’s lives be so much better than mine. I stopped therapy because my therapist isn’t understanding of my sexuality or gender identity and I don’t want to be a client for someone I can’t be myself around. I haven’t gotten to finding a new one yet.

I’ve been trying to force myself to get the hell off my phone, and do productive things, but it’s been difficult. I try. I have good days and then I fall back into the old habits. But I’m going to try. I’m going to try to be my ideal self and remind myself I deserve what I want and I can get it. I try to get things done right away (laundry, chores) and stuff and not wait around. I’m still working on forming good habits.

[cutebrittie]

I’m waiting 🥹🥹

[richarlotte]

Tuesday’s Wisdom.

[disciplinedselfrya]

Quote of the day

[glowettee]

30 Ways to Romanticize Your Life 🌸

Life is more beautiful when you slow down and notice the magic around you. Here's how to romanticize your everyday moments:

 Wake up early to watch the sunrise.

Use your favorite mug for morning tea or coffee.

Write love letters to yourself in a journal.

Go on a solo date to a cozy café.

Light a candle while you work or study.

Play soft instrumental music while cooking.

Take a walk in nature without your phone.

Organize your desk with pastel stationery.

Capture small moments with a disposable camera.

Make your bed every morning.

Wear an outfit that makes you feel confident.

Add fresh flowers to your space.

Watch your favorite childhood movie.

Dance in your room to nostalgic music.

Try a new skincare routine.

Write down three things you're grateful for every day.

Learn calligraphy or start a creative hobby.

Keep a collection of your favorite poems.

Use a fancy pen for your daily notes.

Take a luxurious bubble bath.

Treat yourself to your favorite dessert.

Read a book that inspires you.

Keep a vision board of your dreams.

Watch the stars on a clear night.

Use aromatherapy oils for relaxation.

Write a letter to your future self.

Wear perfume even if you’re staying home.

Set up a cozy nook for reading or journaling.

Look for beauty in small details.

Smile at yourself in the mirror every morning.

[dreamdolldiary]

[malusokay]

focus on the likes and not the wants

you may not want to clean your room, but you like the peace and call it brings you after

you may not want to study, but you like the confidence and satisfaction you get from being prepared

you may not not want to apologise, but you like the relief and connection that reconciliation brings

you may not want to cook, but you like the satisfaction of eating a healthy come cooked meal prepared with love

you may not want to exercise, but you like how you feel afterwards and how it makes you confident

you may not want to journal or write, but you like the reflection and calm it brings you

you may not want to step out of your comfort zone, but you like the new experiences and growth you gain from it

my insta @ malusokay

[n1pp]

Who is SHE?

→ journal out who you want to be in 2025:

1. What does she look like? (Physical appearance, style)

2. How does she dress on a typical day?

3. What does she like ?

4. What doesn't she like?

5. What is her behavior like in different situations?

6. (Social interactions, demeanor)

7. How does she prefer to be treated by others? (Expectations from relationships)

8. How does she treat people around her? (Interpersonal relationships, kindness)

9. What does her daily routine entail? (Activities, schedule)

10. At what time does she usually go to bed? (Sleeping habits)

11. When does she wake up in the morning? (Morning routine)

12. What are her hobbies and interests? (Leisure activities)

13. What is her profession or occupation? (Career, job responsibilities)

14. What are her long-term goals and aspirations? (Career ambitions, personal achievements)

15. How does she handle stress or challenges? (Coping mechanisms, problem-solving approach)

16. What type of books does she enjoy? (Cultural preferences)

17. How does she maintain her physical and mental well-being? (Health and self-care routines)

18. Does she have any specific dietary preferences or restrictions? (Food choices)

19. Who are her closest friends, and what are her relationships like with them?(Friendship dynamics)

20. How does she navigate conflicts or disagreements? (Communication style, conflict resolution)

21. What values and principles guide her decision-making? (Personal ethics)

22. How does she spend her leisure time on weekends? (Weekend activities, relaxation methods)

[becomingthatgirl111]

be aware of what you consume:

the energy of others: surround yourself with positive people and avoid those who drain you.

the videos you watch: select content that inspires, educates or entertains you in a healthy way.

what you read: look for reliable sources and material that enriches you intellectually.

who you follow: follow people who inspire and challenge you to grow.

what you scroll through on social media: avoid negative content and look for something that motivates you or makes you feel good.

the news: look for objective sources of information and avoid information overload.

highlights of others: compare less and celebrate more the achievements of others.

the advice you listen to: evaluate advice according to your criteria and needs.

source: @zamirasaba

[my-manifesting-journal-online]

Third Week Of January 2025

Monday January 13th

Didn’t get called into work :/

Played online Uno with my cosplay friend

Chores

Passion session 3 of the 2nd session (1 hour 35 minutes)

Watched Passion session 4 of the 1st session (1 hour 32 minutes)

Tuesday January 14th

Half day of work at a different elementary school, fifth grade class, easy day

Chores

Watched Passion session 4 of the 2nd session (1 hour 38 minutes)

Had spicy tuna rice bowl for lunch and chicken curry buns for dinner

Unfortunately got distracted by doom scrolling which gave me anxiety :/

Wednesday January 15th

Work at the same elementary school I was at all of last week, except I was in pre-K this time and it was EXHAUSTING

Had sub sandwich and chips for my lunch break

Made mashed potatoes and honey glazed carrots to go with rotisserie chicken for dinner

My credit card came in the mail

I really didn’t do anything else besides doomscrolling because i was so mentally drained from my day and wanted to get my fill of TikTok before a ban

Thursday January 16th

Work at the same school again, same first grade class as last week except for when I covered a lunch for a kindergarten TA

Same lunch as yesterday

Skincare (Byoma eye gel)

Ordered spicy chicken pad Thai for dinner

Watched Passion session 5 of first session (3 hours)

Friday January 17th

Work at junior high school, half day regular classes, second half with special ed kids

Had a vegan frozen meal for lunch

Had leftover Thai for dinner

Went to cousins basketball game

Sent out an email about a refund I never got because I deserve my money back and standing up for myself is part of being my ideal self!!!!!

Skincare (moisturizer)

Accidentally slept half the night on the couch

Saturday January 18th

Workout

Watched Jersey Shore

Grocery shopping (got 3 vegan frozen meals, 2 more tuna cans, coffee creamer, ice cream, a juice shot, 2 prebiotic sodas, a four pack of Mexican coke, Vitamin D gummies, lamb tenderloin, a 2 pack of those chicken curry buns I love so much- came to 90 bucks and I used my credit card for the first time)

Had leftover pizza for lunch

Had spaghetti pie for dinner

Chores

Tried to enjoy TikTok before the ban but felt anxiety from all the prediction videos for the future :/

Fell asleep on the couch instead of my bed again :/ i stayed in the couch and didn’t bother changing into my pajamas

Sunday January 19th

Online church didn’t work out so I watched Session 6 of the first Passion session instead (2 hours 21 minutes)

Chores

Took a bath

Skincare (face mask)

Spaghetti pie for lunch

Had a seagrams as a treat because I rarely drink

Bought more soap and shower gel from Lush’s website

Salmon, baked potatoes, and broccoli for dinner

Gonna be honest, I feel like the only productive things I did this week were really watching the Passion Conference sessions and working. I feel like I’m stuck with a feeling of emptiness at times, and I admit that watching the Passion Conference sessions helped me to snap out of it briefly. The TikTok ban has been lifted for now, but I don’t feel like cosplaying and filming right now. I hate switching between apps and I had no desire to really use any apps on my phone. I feel restless, and I’m not sure what to do about it or what it means. It’s really hard to control my negative thoughts but I’m trying. I really am, and I’ve had small wins but it feels overwhelming. I need to really sit down and write a list of habits and things to start doing, maybe that’ll be my next post.

[thesophistiicate]

upgrade your life by taking note of the objects you use most and slowly replace them with the most beautiful and high-quality versions of those things you can find.

[biscuitdolly]

୨ৎ the girl with everything in her bag .ᐟ

your ultimate guide on how to prepare a bag for whatever the world throws at you!

( any bag should work ─ you could use a smaller bag or use a bigger bag with heaps of pockets! )

WHAT TO PACK .ᐟ

face/makeup related:

makeup for touch ups (if you wear it!)

spare lash glue (if your use falsies!)

lip balm

lip gloss

mini flip mirror

body, hand and hair related:

deodorant (preferably spray on)

mini perfume/body mist

mini lotion

hand cream

hand sanitizer

nail file

spare pad/tampon

hairbrush and/or comb

hair ties

pencil case:

mini notebook

pen and pencil

eraser

mini ruler

sharpener

highlighter

purse/wallet essentials:

house/car keys

ID

drivers license (if you drive)

credit card

spare loose cash

any useful gift cards you own (make sure they have money on them and that they're not expired!)

misc:

gum

mints

wet wipes

mini tissue pack

a snack

bandages (you can also go the extra mile and make a mini first aid kit, although this is optional!)

if you have braces, a toothbrush and mini toothpaste in a travel case are a must!

[tskimberlee60]

Would you love me to unveil what's down there to you?🥵🔞

Reblog trans lovers and see what I have down there 😘🔞

[thesecrethistori-an]

New setup for a new academic challenge! (I'm starting a PhD)