#sys rambles

[screams-for-three-hours-straight]

Old batman villains are absolutely fucking insane to me there's a villain who's whole thing is literally injecting people with Ugly Serum(tm) bc hes mad about being Ugly 😭

[theblahajcollective]

Being a system is so wild sometimes because why am I, the four-legged cat fictive, able to write and upload a hit Tumblr post

I'm built to be frolicking in the woods but instead I get to repost memes how did this happen

[silly-string-sys]

We just turned 18 today!!!! (23/11 AEST)!!!

-Sebastian

[starry-bi-sky]

on a completely separate note; shizun luo binghe with a disciple shen yuan who fell into the abyss??? *thinks about LBH canonically stealing SQQ's corpse for 5 years* he'd hallucinate i think. like, like visual and audial hallucinations.

Keeps thinking he's seeing SQQ in the corner of his eyes, or wandering between the trees, amongst a group of disciples. Thinks he hears him calling for him, but its just the wind or another disciple.

Gets Xiu Ya reforged but patently fucking refuses to make a sword mound. Because his disciple Is Not Dead :))) There was No Body. He's Not Dead. And If You keep Insisting That He Is, He's Gonna Skewer You :). He's holding onto Xiu Ya so he can return his most favored disciple's sword when he returns. It's on his hip right next to Zheng Yang where it's supposed to be.

Also this motherfucker?? does not sleep btw. He has the image of SQQ, wide eyed and hysterical and standing at the mouth of the abyss burned into his fucking eyelids. Can't use the dreamscape to escape it either because he keeps trying to save him and either he does and it's an incredibly cruel trick to wake up to, or he doesn't and he gets his heart broken in several different pieces again.

There is no convincing this man that Shen Qingqiu is dead. Absolutely nothing at all. He is buried so deep in denial that moles would be jealous of how deep he is. He keeps making tea for two in the bamboo house only to remember that it's just him. SQQ's fans are hiding everywhere, little reminders of his presence. He goes to wake up SQQ on the mornings he sleeps in-- only to find the room empty.

[the-girl-with-too-many-ideas]

Shen Yuan's life would have actually been far more difficult if he was the only transmigrator. Instead of airplane, he would have been dealing with an active and malicious spy who would not have hesitated to take advantage of him and his situation.

Either he believes the entire amnesia story or picks up that SY is an imposter. Maybe even both. He believes the amnesia first but then realizes something more is going on when he tries to take advantage of the so-called "amnesia."

Whatever the case, Shen Yuan's life would have gone from easy mode to medium or even outright hard.

[xxplastic-cubexx]

Chat have we discussed drunk chess with cherik cause i just think. That would be the darnedest silliest thing they could do

[radio-zephyr]

orv spoilers (?) ahead-its a small moment

i think genuinely one of the moments in the novel that really stuck to me, was a quiet small moment between kdj, when kdj was talking to lgy about his sponsor and he raises his hand- and lgy flinches. So kdj holds his hand until he stops trembling.

like that moment is just SO TENDER and quietly devastating. Because kdj loves lgy. But he also sees himself in lgy. And he can't love that reflection of himself.

Yet he still does love lgy sm, and when he raises his hand and realizes lgy's fear, he just holds his hand in silent comfort.. and just sits there with him. until he's able to calm down again, kdj just sits with him.

[ducki3xd]

POSTING THIS WHILE I REMEMBER

SHARK KINS, MERFOLK OTHERKIN, FISH OTHER HEARTED, SIREN FICTIONKIN, DOLPHIN ALTERS, ALL OF YOU THAT HAVE A TAIL

Pleaseeee please please get one of those fabric mermaid tails people sell they're so pretty and help with tail dysphoria sm

I love themmm they're my favorite gear I'm gonna get a shark one soon :3 (imagine that face but with my 300 teeth)

IF YOU NEED RESOURCES TELL ME I ONOW SO MANYYY

I really really love tails you can wear them on laaand and swim with them or get like one of those mermaid tails blankets those are cool too

[lbhslefttiddie]

me: quick for no specific reason who could shen yuan transmigrate into that sy himself might feasibly consider beautiful, has enough leeway in their pidw canon characterization that a different sy might not clock them being a transmigrator, and exists far enough outside lbh's orbit that he wouldn't end up gravitating to his blorbo instead

me:

me:

me: LINGUANG-JUN???????

[screams-for-three-hours-straight]

When u read something and suddenly you feel tears prickling ur eyes

But they're not ur tears they're from the most walled off part of u, stony exterior cracking and crumbling away, if even for a moment

[mentallyunstablethembo]

Doodles for the Sick!SY au (also a MQF doodle because I'm trying to figure out how to draw the characters)

Wanted to give SY glasses, but I didn't feel like drawing them tbh

[silly-string-sys]

I find it funny how at every turn, our host will be super accepting of other systems with stuff like being fictive heavy, having a lot of headmates, having multiple introjects of the same character/person, having insys relationships & polycules, etc. But the second we have anywhere close to those things he worries about faking or being fakeclaimed.

Since sys discovery was only in the last like year or so (~2023-2024) and we've gotten more vocal since graduating highschool, he's got a lot to get used to but that's okay.

-Sean

[nyoomerr]

just to give everyone a heads up !! i might enter somewhat of a writing hiatus after i finish posting the FTH fic - i'm moving (long distance) at the end of december, and that whole process is going to be exhausting ;;

[katetorias]

yes a sense of unity and collective “You” is good for systems to have but why are some people on this website acting like letting alters have individual sense of selves is going to tank your chances of recovery. denying parts their selfhood would involve not listening to them, accommodating or helping them feel happy (which is really hard to do as part of a system!!! for obvious reasons!!!!!)

forcing them to consider themselves just one person when their lived experiences do not match up with that is literally making things worse. some systems feel like they have been just one person their whole life, some don’t! some systems are very differentiated from each other, some aren’t!!

systems are as uniquely individual as literally every person on earth! everyone on this planet has lived different lives from each other and in turn will experience the same things differently from one another. that is like a very simple thing to grasp. it is very easy to not be ableist.

[the-girl-with-too-many-ideas]

One thing that I've never seen people talk about is that Shen Jiu would want his body back. Sure, it may be irreparablely damaged and weak, but it's still his body. He never had any bodily autonomy until he joined Cang Qiong at seventeen, so he would fight tooth and nail to get it back rather than lose the right to his body again.

[bookwyrm-art-stuff]

I too would read a shitty porn book for the world building and mythical creatures and plants