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radio-zephyr · 17 days

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orv spoilers (?) ahead-its a small moment

i think genuinely one of the moments in the novel that really stuck to me, was a quiet small moment between kdj, when kdj was talking to lgy about his sponsor and he raises his hand- and lgy flinches. So kdj holds his hand until he stops trembling.

like that moment is just SO TENDER and quietly devastating. Because kdj loves lgy. But he also sees himself in lgy. And he can't love that reflection of himself.

Yet he still does love lgy sm, and when he raises his hand and realizes lgy's fear, he just holds his hand in silent comfort.. and just sits there with him. until he's able to calm down again, kdj just sits with him.

#ALKJDSLGKJSDLKGOUGHHHDKSGLKHDSGGH #LEE GILYOUNG MY BELOVED #LGY AND KDJ MY BELOVED!!!#THEY MAKE ME SO ILL #OGUHHSDGKJSDKGJ #ESPECIALLY WHEN CONTRASTED WITH SHIN YOOSUNG #NOT THAT KDJ LOVES LGY LESS NECCESSARILY #BUT SYS IS A FICTIONAL CHARACTER #AND KDJ HAS ALWAYS BEEN MORE COMFORTABLE WITH FICTION #AND USING IT AS AN ESCAPE #HE CAN FACE HER AND LOVE HER EASIER #THAN HE CAN A REFLECTION OF HIMSELF #DOESN"T STOP HIM FROM IRREVERSIBLY DAMAGING BOTH LOL HAHA :'D #UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #im sick im so sick i love them all sm TT #wahhh #orv #kim dokja #kdj #lee gilyoung #lgy #sys #im going to throw myself off of a ledge ughhdsjlgkgjsdlkgj #best and worst father of the year award goes to this girlfailure #radio's rambles

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